Chapter 56: She's a Boy? on
Break up? ...... Is it over?
Lin Yingyan walked on the street in a daze, the same as when she first ran out, no purpose, no direction, at this time, she seemed to have really lost all hope, she was not without feeling, but her heart was filled with a feeling of mourning more than death, the few pedestrians on the street were pitiful, and the few people left were in a hurry, it seemed that she was extremely lonely, as if she was abandoned by the world, even the mother who loved her the most did not chase her, yes, she actually hated herself very much, otherwise how could she ruthlessly expose her identity, and slapped herself, all because she became a girl, the former mother… No, it's she... She wouldn't have beaten me with Ben...
I don't know how long it has been, the sky has already become dark, the empty sky seems to be able to suck people's souls away, the dark clouds that have been brewing for a long time, flashing with light blue light, the black clouds are pressing the city, pressing people's hearts tightened, and it is even more difficult for Lin Yingyan to breathe.
"Tick-tock... "The rain in the sky gradually began to pour down, from the first few drops became dense, so that a few pedestrians who were already in a hurry couldn't stop running.
Lin Yingyan's clothes were all wet in less than a minute, if it was usual, she would definitely hide at home and kill without coming out, because she hates the rain the most, and the feeling of being wet, but she doesn't care about these things at all now, feeling that her body is cold by the rain, she feels that being drenched in a rain like this can make her not so sad, even if the rain makes her cold to the bone, even if this rainstorm makes it difficult for her to walk, even if her head is drenched and has a headache, she wants to go down like this, aimlessly not because she doesn't know where to go, but because she has nowhere to go……
At the same time, in another place, a global limited edition luxury sedan was speeding down the road, and in the car, an old man who looked like a butler turned back from the driver's seat and said to a man who exuded a cold air with him.
"Young master, it looks like the weather is about to rain heavily, if you still drive so fast, it may be dangerous. ”
Hearing this, the cold man who was originally closing his eyes and recuperating opened his eyes, his eyes were full of restrained fierceness, and after a closer look, this person was Ling Tian who had disappeared for a long time!
If Lin Yingyan was here now, she would definitely be surprised, she didn't expect that this gentle man who was always smiling at herself, and even looking at her with a fleshy look in his eyes, would still be so cold, now Ling Tian, even the old housekeeper who grew up watching him stand beside him, would feel a strong pressure, not to mention ordinary people, it was a pressure that would make people even breathe carefully.
"I'm going to be there by eight o'clock. The sluggish and domineering voice sounded in the carriage, Ling Tian closed his eyes again, the old butler nodded after hearing this, and began to concentrate on driving again, the speed of the car was still unabated, from Ling Tian's words, he already knew what to do.
After the old butler turned his head, Ling Tian, who had already closed his eyes, opened a pair of cold eyes again, raised his eyes to look at the pouring rain that almost blocked everything outside the window, there was a sense of uneasiness circling in his heart, he frowned slightly, he always felt that something very important to him was about to happen, he shook his head slightly, forcibly suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, Ling Tian closed his eyes again.
In the heavy rain, the car shuttled by quickly, gradually moving away...
"I'm so dizzy... Good... It's so cold, how can the stomach be... It hurts..."The rain that has been brewing for a long time has no intention of stopping, but is getting bigger and bigger, as if to wash the city clean, leaving no trace of filth, Lin Yingyan at this time is more serious than the soup chicken, the rain converges into a stream of water on her hair, and then flows through her clothes and pants before reaching the ground.
The heavy rain made her almost unable to open her eyes, her petite body was almost swaying in the wind, headache, dizziness and fever or something, not to mention for the time being, just now, even her stomach began to hurt, and then she remembered that she was not a boy anymore, not as good as before, she would not get sick easily, headache and dizziness, and she would not have a stomachache because she was drenched in cold water during menstruation, as she said.
Thinking of this, Lin Yingyan unconsciously laughed at herself, this body is really useless, not only fragile, but also annoying everywhere, if you say that you have become a girl inexplicably, I'm afraid it will be even more annoying, right? No, it's not annoying, they will definitely come to see me like a monster, and then spit on me, maybe kill me, hehe, it doesn't matter, anyway, no one cares about me now, what does it matter if you die or not...
I'm so dizzy... I can't see things clearly with my eyes, I'm so tired... I'm really tired, am I going to die here today? or if I die, then I can be free, I don't have to suffer from this body anymore, I don't have to worry about it, I don't have to deceive them anymore, but now they all know... It's all gone with me... Wouldn't it be too late to die now?
Lin Yingyan took two more steps in the wind and rain, and finally couldn't hold on anymore, and fell in the middle of the road, and the moment she fell to the ground and lost consciousness, her body actually began to change rapidly...