The skull mask stared at me for a long time, and I didn't like it.

I don't like to be stared at, I don't like to guess what is in someone's mind, I like to say whatever I want. This is not a quiz meeting, so don't waste your time.

"If you haven't figured out what to say, then I'm sorry, can I go first?" I don't have time to waste time with him.

Seeing that I was leaving, the skull mask finally spoke up, "Xuan'er." ”

My steps froze.

Xuan'er?

My milk name?

Why did he call me that?

Who the hell is he?

What does it have to do with me?

Why is it called so intimate?

The skull mask slowly took off the mask on his face, and when the face behind the mask was revealed, I was stunned and dumbfounded, the air seemed to be still, and I almost forgot to breathe.

That face is so similar to me, no, it should be said, my face is so similar to him.

His eyebrows, his eyes, his nose, his mouth......

Also, the way he looked at me.

In a trance, some images of broken instructions kept flashing in my mind.

A kind face, a smiling mouth......

In a trance, the kind face and the familiar and unfamiliar face in front of him overlapped, separated, overlapped, and separated......

It was as if my brain had been forcibly inflated and was about to explode.

I clutched my head in pain and stumbled.

"Xuan'er. "Skull Mask, no, what should I call him?

Phantom gang leader? Or, father?

He hurriedly came to me and held me up, "Xuan'er, what's wrong with you?"

I turned my hand away from him and kept my distance from him.

I didn't know what to say or what I could say, and my brain was messy and aching, as if it was going to explode.

He wanted to get close to me, but I wouldn't let him get close, and every time he walked forward, I stepped back, "Stop, stop!

"Xuan'er, aren't you looking for me everywhere, why are you standing in front of you now, but you don't recognize me?"

Yes, I went to the heavens and the earth to look for him, and for him, I ventured to the snowy mountains, and almost died there. For his sake, I visited Mr. Wei many times, just to know a little bit of news about him from Mr. Wei's mouth.

I used to be desperate to take risks and move forward for a small hope, but why am I so scared now?

I couldn't be happy at all, I couldn't laugh at all.

I wanted to cry, but I couldn't.

My mood is very complicated right now, and my mind is also very messy, "You made me calm and calm. ”

"Okay, I'll give you time to calm down, but tell me first, what's wrong with you? You look miserable, come, I'll help you see. ”

As he spoke, he tried to come and take my hand, but I avoided him.

I don't know why I avoided it, it was a subconscious move, and the moment he approached me, I felt inexplicably panicked and uneasy.

That's right, panic and uneasiness.

A dead person, all of a sudden, appeared in front of you, or with such a magical identity, how can you not panic, how can you be safe?

I need time to sort out my thoughts, and I need time to bring myself to it.

"Don't come near me, I said, don't come near me, let me calm myself down. "I always had a hard time calming down, my heart was beating fast and my mind was messy.

Damn, it's been a long time since I've been so helpless, and I'm a little wrong.

He took a few steps back slowly, keeping his distance from me, giving me time to calm down.

I found a flat staircase and sat down, but my mind could not calm down for a long time.

He came to me and sat down beside me, trying to take my hand, but I dodged him.

"Xuan'er, my good boy, I didn't expect you to be a father already. The little pineapple is lovely and I love her. The child in Xiaoqing's belly must be very cute. I'd love to hear them call me Grandpa. ”

Grandfather?

Hehe.

My child's grandfather died a long time ago.

"Mr. Wei said that none of the members of the Fox Hunting Team were spared, and you, who stood with Karui back then, fell into the March Lake, and I also found your bones under the pool, but why, you are in front of me now?"

I don't know how much effort it took to get these words out of my mouth.

He took a deep breath, "Back then, Karui and I fell off the cliff together, and we searched for March Lake together, thinking that drinking a sip of March Lake's water could prolong life, but in fact, those were all lies. I already knew that even if I drank the water of March Lake, I would not be able to live long, so when Karui tricked me into going to the pool, I didn't even think about it. ”

"At that time, we arrived at March Lake for a total of three months, and it was another person who really went down to the pool. The night before, while they were asleep, I used a human skin mask to change the faces of the two of us. Karui thought it was me, and I was the strongest of the three of us at the time. Naturally, Karui would have asked me to go down to deal with the dragon in the pool, and the man would not understand to death why Karui would push him down in the end. ”

So, he killed that man, and he made that man his scapegoat?

However, when he said these words, it was the same as saying that you had eaten or not, so casually, so indifferent.

That's a human life, and if a person dies in his place, doesn't he feel a little guilty?

I suddenly didn't know whether to cry or laugh, I always thought that my father was a very great and powerful person, he was a big hero in my mind, and a beacon that illuminated my way to the advanced, but the reality gave me a hard slap.

The huge contrast, the unprepared reality, I can't accept it.

But reality is reality, even if I avoid it and don't want to accept it, the reality is still like this, and I won't change anything because I don't want to accept it.

It's useless to run away, it's useless not to accept it.

I've never liked to use avoidance to solve problems.

I met his gaze, and in those dark eyes, I couldn't see anything.

Those eyes were too deep, so to speak, too mysterious, and he deliberately covered up something, deliberately not letting me see it.

The man sitting next to me was the closest person to me, but I didn't feel the slightest sense of family in him, nor did I feel the slightest emotion.

I can't find anything in common other than that we look a little similar.

My heart slowly calmed down, and I didn't seem to be as excited as I was just now.

Or maybe it's so desperate that I don't even have the leisure elegance of being angry and disappointed.

"You left me down, just to let me recognize my relatives, so now that my relatives have been recognized, can I leave?"

This kind of place, staying in it for a second longer, makes me feel uncomfortable.

With that, I got up and left.

He grabbed my arm, "Xuan'er." That sound, trembling, made me think that this was an old father's thoughts about his child, and the softest place in my heart was finally touched.

But I know very well that this kind of touch comes from family affection, from nature, and his love for me, which has nothing to do with half a dime.

I pinned his hand away, "I'm sorry, my name is Zhao Suo, and I'm an orphan." ”

"Are you blaming me?" he asked, staring back at me.

I wanted to ask him, "Shall I hold you and tell you how much I miss you, my father who has come back from the dead?" In my impression, my father is very kind, he is the hero of the fox hunting team, and he is also my hero, and he is the hero of the entire Chinese people. He can sacrifice himself for his mission, he can do whatever it takes to protect his teammates, he is honorable, he is great, he deserves to be respected by all. ”

"That was before the Fox Hunt Team was disbanded, but the Fox Hunt Team was finally disbanded, we were useless, people don't need us anymore, no matter how prominent our previous exploits were, no matter how powerful we used to be, and no matter how much people needed us, it's useless, it's useless. ”

"So, you've left everything behind and become what you are now?" my retort was like a knife, sharp and cold.

I'm just going to ask it so nakedly, I'm just going to be straightforward, I'm just going to be confronted with him.

"There are a lot of things that can't be explained in a few words. He turned his back and looked at me no more.

It's not a reason, it's just an excuse.

If a person's beliefs are strong enough, they will not change because of these things.

I still can't understand why he is the way he is.

He single-handedly shaped himself as a hero in my heart, and with the other hand, he killed that hero.

He gave me hope and disappointed, and this gap is too big.

I tried to restrain myself, but whenever I saw his familiar and unfamiliar face, I couldn't control my anger.

"Don't say any more, I don't want to hear anything. I'm getting out of here now, are you trying to stop me?"

The moment I turned around, he grabbed my wrist and was checking my pulse, and I hurriedly tried to withdraw my hand, but his strength was greater than mine, so he didn't pull it back.

"The aura in your body is very disordered. ”

"Don't worry about it. I pushed him away, turned and walked away.

At this moment, more than a dozen Phantom Gang members rushed out and stopped me.

I don't pay attention to these little soldiers at all, they want to stop me, they don't have the ability to do this.

I swept over with one leg, and half of the dozen shrimp soldiers and crabs were put down, and the rest cowered and didn't dare to step forward.

I go forward, they go back, I go forward, they go back.

I just take a step and leave, and whoever dares to stop me, I will be polite to whomever I want.

"Xuan'er, you can't go, the aura in your body is very disordered, and it is likely to rush through your muscles and veins. He shouted behind me.

I pretended not to hear and kept walking, walking, just trying to get out of here as soon as possible.