Chapter 282 is gloomy and heartbroken

1.

At three o'clock in the afternoon of the 26th, the declaration of teachers and class teachers of Hushan Middle School has been completed, and all that remains is the final weighing and unified arrangement of the school committee.

Except for a few members of the school committee, ordinary teachers can rest in the afternoon, and most of the single teachers who are close to home go home, and those who are far away from home take this opportunity to clean up in the dormitory, clean up indoor and outdoor hygiene, wash clothes, dry bedding, and prepare for the start of the new semester.

After the meeting ended, Wang Li and Sun Xiaofei stayed in the dormitory, lying bored on their respective beds, talking and laughing with each other. A hurried knock on the door made Wang Li and Sun Xiaofei hurriedly sit upright and shouted "Please come in" to the door together.

Pushing the door in, it was Wu Xiao with a hippie smiling face, and he wanted to take advantage of this free opportunity to come over and get tired of Wang Li for a while. Although it was a long vacation, the relationship between Wang Li and Wu Xiao became deeper and deeper. Throughout the summer vacation, Wu Xiao would ride a motorcycle to Wang Li's house every three or five days to play for half a day, and the two of them would talk to each other together, or help Wang Li's family do some housework. Wu Xiao's sweet mouth coaxed Wang Li's parents into a daze, and they treated Wu Xiao as their future son-in-law.

After the turmoil of seconding Chengguan Middle School, Wang Li has completely lost confidence and illusion in Lin Zhiming, who was transferred to the county seat and her former lover, and devoted herself wholeheartedly to falling in love with Wu Xiao. But love is in love, Wang Li never dared to let Wu Xiao take a step beyond Lei Chi, at most let him hold hands, because Wang Li was not ready, and she didn't know what kind of attitude to accept Wu Xiao, her broken body and Zhao Zhiqiang, who was always by her side, were like a nightmare for Wang Li, Wang Li didn't know if Wu Xiao would accept herself if she knew these things, and whether she would love herself as always. As the relationship between the two people became deeper and deeper, Wang Li's troubles became bigger and bigger, and she often couldn't sleep all night, and her heart was entangled.

2.

"Hey, Ah Xiao, are you tired of coming to Lily again?" Sun Xiaofei teased Wu Xiao when she opened her mouth.

"Hehe, if you're so bored, let's get tired of it together, anyway, I don't dislike you!" Wu Xiao rarely suffers a loss when he fights, so he will come when he opens his mouth.

"Get out! The dog can't spit out ivory!" Sun Xiaofei picked up the pillow at the bedside and threw it at Wu Xiao, "Lily, take care of your family Wu Xiao, your mouth is full of feces!"

The good sister suffered the loss of her boyfriend, although Wang Li was secretly happy in her heart, she still opened her mouth to stop Wu Xiao's nonsense. Facing Wang Li, who was pretending to be angry, Wu Xiao handed back the pillow in his hand to Sun Xiaofei.

"By the way, there is a news, do you want to listen to it?" Wu Xiao was afraid that Wang Li would be really angry, so he quickly changed the topic.

"What bullshit news can you have, what else can you have besides a mouth full of nonsense?" Sun Xiaofei continued to attack Wu Xiao.

Wu Xiao learned to be well-behaved this time, he smiled, didn't dare to talk back, and looked at Wang Li carefully.

"If there's a fart, let it go!" Wang Li glanced at Wu Xiao and smiled.

"It's about spring, do you want to listen to it?" Wu Xiao sold a pass.

"Xiaochun, is it about to be promoted again?" Wang Li would not be surprised by any news in the spring, this outstanding young man can surprise the people around him almost all the time.

As soon as she heard Wu Xiao say something about spring, Sun Xiaofei didn't interject this time, held her breath, suppressed her excited heartbeat, and waited for Wu Xiao's next words.

"A few days ago, Xiaochun got married!" Wu Xiao finished his words almost word by word.

"Marriage, won't it?" Wang Li looked surprised, "With which?"

"It's the one who often comes to Koharu, the girl who runs a cosmetics store on the street, called Xu Dan. Wu Xiao told what he knew and told him.

"Wouldn't it?" Wang Li muttered to herself, "An uneducated rural girl, will she be able to see it in spring?"

Wang Li said, and hurriedly turned her head to look at Sun Xiaofei. At this time, Sun Xiaofei was already sitting there like a fool. The news that Wu Xiao said about the spring marriage was no less than a thunderbolt on a sunny day, which shocked Sun Xiaofei's mind to a blank color. Sun Xiaofei only felt that everything around her had disappeared, and it seemed that she was only one person left in the world, becoming empty, and in front of her, there was only a white light...

Wang Li realized that something was wrong, and immediately got out of bed and pushed Wu Xiao out of the dormitory, Wu Xiao also realized that she might have caused a big disaster, and hurriedly took the opportunity to leave the female faculty dormitory area lightly.

Wang Li closed the door, came to Sun Xiaofei's bedside, and reached out to hug her.

"Xiaofei, don't listen to Wu Xiao's stinky mouth, maybe what's going on!" Wang Li comforted Sun Xiaofei.

"Alas!" Sun Xiaofei, who came back to his senses, sighed, "It's always here when it's time to come!"

Wang Li couldn't find words to comfort Sun Xiaofei for a while, so she had to put her arm around Sun Xiaofei's shoulders and keep wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes.

3.

After a long time, Sun Xiaofei got up from the bed, washed her face, then took her shoulder bag and turned around to go out.

"Sister Sun, where are you going?" Wang Li looked worried.

"Go home!" Sun Xiaofei threw down two words, pushed open the door and rode out of the dormitory area.

Wang Li stood at the door of the dormitory, looking at Sun Xiaofei's departing back stupidly, but she didn't know what she should do.

Sun Xiaofei, who left the gate of Hushan Middle School, did not go home, but rode alone towards the foot of the mountain south of the school.

At the foot of the mountain, there is a winding river, the riverside is green green grassland and weeping willows growing randomly along the riverbank, and there are village women in raccoon clothes or children grazing cattle and sheep and playing and playing by the river from time to time. Such a beautiful pastoral scenery is completely devoid in the eyes of Sun Xiaofei at this time.

Finding a big willow tree with no one around, Sun Xiaofei parked the car, sat down against the trunk, and fell into delusion again.

It is undeniable that in fact, Sun Xiaofei has always had a fantasy in her heart, she always thinks that she will not fall in love with a rural girl with a low level of education in the spring, and she has always thought that she will have hope, and has always fantasized that one day she can take the initiative to pursue herself in the spring, after all, with her own conditions, she can be regarded as the top person in the women's pile in the compound of Hushan Middle School.

At this time, Sun Xiaofei knew that from the moment she heard the news of the spring marriage, her dream of love had been completely shattered. During the midterm exam last semester, Sun Xiaofei learned about the relationship between Chun and Xu Dan, and she also struggled and pondered, should she give up or take the initiative to pursue? Sun Xiaofei has never been able to make up her mind.

During the summer vacation this year, Sun Xiaofei has been thinking behind closed doors, and in the past month or so, Sun Xiaofei has made two plans for herself. First, if after a long summer vacation, I will see that spring again and I will have that kind of heart-pounding and worrying feeling, then I will take the initiative to pursue it, no matter whether there is a result in the end, I will not regret it, for this reason, Sun Xiaofei also wrote a deep and meaningful courtship letter to spring, which has been kept in Sun Xiaofei's satchel. Second, if his courtship fails, or if Spring already has another love, then Sun Xiaofei decides to immediately transfer from Hushan Middle School and leave the place that makes him sad.

Now, it is time for her to make the final choice, Sun Xiaofei closed her eyes in pain, and made a difficult decision in her heart--- transfer out of Hushan Middle School before the official start of school, leaving this sad place.

Taking out the courtship letter written to Spring from the satchel that had not yet been sent, Sun Xiaofei's white fingers rubbed the envelope for a long time, then gritted her teeth, tore the letter in half with both hands, and then tore it off little by little until it was torn to pieces. Holding a pile of scraps of paper with white flowers in her hands, Sun Xiaofei slowly sprinkled it into the river, watching the clear river water slowly wet the scraps of paper, gradually melting the handwriting on the scraps, and then slowly drifting farther and farther away with the flow of the river, like a shattered dream, slowly drifting away with the wind...

At this moment, Sun Xiaofei was already teary-eyed.