407: Xiaoqing's thoughts
Liu Piaopiao opened her mouth wide and stared at a pair of big eyes, it seemed that it was difficult to recover from the shock, and after a while, she came back to her senses, looked at Zhou Ying behind her, and swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
Ji Muqing's beauty is not only an external beauty, but also a kind of temperament, a precipitated beauty, which is beyond the reach of young girls like them.
From their reactions, I can already see that they have been completely defeated in front of Ji Muqing.
I said, "Go back and don't worry your parents anymore." β
Behind him, there was no movement.
I turned around and walked straight into the Xinrui building, and came to Ji Muqing's office, she was holding her chin with both hands, I don't know what she was thinking?
"What do you want?" I walked over to her, and put my arms lightly around her shoulders, wrapping my arms around her.
Ji Muqing hugged my arm with her backhand and gently leaned her head on my arm, "It's nothing." β
said it was nothing, but I heard a lot of helplessness in her tone.
Now that the company is developing smoothly and all aspects are formal, why does she still look so worried?
I hugged her, "What the hell is wrong with you, don't tell me it's okay, I can see at a glance that you have something on your mind." β
"Are you the roundworm in my stomach?" she asked me with a smile.
I put my chin on her shoulder and whispered, "I'm not the roundworm in your stomach, I'm the roundworm in your heart, I can feel it when you're happy, and I can feel it when you're unhappy." Come on, what's going on, don't let me guess. Oh, those two little sisters have been persuaded by me to go back. β
"Huh. Ji Muqing was amused by me, I hugged her and shook it, "What's the matter, tell me quickly." β
"Black Rose will be back in two days. Ji Muqing said.
My body stiffened, and the black rose came back, which meant that I had to face the problem of how to choose between Little Pineapple and Ji Muqing.
I let go of my hand, walked around to the front, sat down on the table in front of Ji Muqing, and asked, "What did she tell you?"
Ji Muqing nodded, "Yes." β
"When?"
She didn't say a specific time, just a period of time. β
I grabbed Ji Muqing's hand, "Are you afraid that she will come back, and I will be with her because I am responsible?"
"Zhao Suo, I know what you think about me, and I know that you have me in your heart, but Little Pineapple needs a complete family, you are her father, you can't help but think about those things. Ji Muqing looked at me very seriously and said.
I suddenly had a bad feeling, "So, you're going to give up?"
"I ......," she replied in such a hesitant manner, and she had already given me the answer.
I grabbed her hand tightly, "Xiaoqing, what do you want me to say about you, every time you think about others, never for yourself, sometimes I really wish you could be selfish, hold me firmly in the palm of your hand and don't let go." β
"If that's me, it's not me. She smiled, with a hint of bitterness.
Indeed, that kind of Ji Muqing is not the real Ji Muqing.
The Ji Muqing I love is simple to cute, scheming, and kind.
I pulled her hand to me and gently rested her head on it, "The matter of the little pineapple and the black rose, leave it to me to deal with, please believe that I can handle it, okay? Don't have any other thoughts in the future, you just need to know that I have you in my heart, and the person I want to live with me for the rest of my life is you, it's enough." β
Ji Muqing also leaned her head up gently, but she didn't say a word, and I could feel her acquiescence.
Black Rose can come back, it is a thing to celebrate, I am not so selfish as to look forward to Ji Muqing's death because I want to be with her.
I hope she comes back safely and that little pineapple will not become a child of a single-parent family.
As for how to deal with the relationship between Black Rose and Ji Muqing, I had already thought about it, in fact, I didn't have to think about it at all, because this was the best way I thought of before she left.
I can't marry Black Rose, I can't marry a woman I don't love because I'm responsible.
That's even more irresponsible to her.
Black Rose was very calm, just holding the coffee cup in front of her and didn't say anything. After a long time, she raised her head and looked at me, "What about the little pineapple, do you plan to let her follow me or follow you?"
"Look at the meaning of the little pineapple. I said.
Black Rose took a deep breath and stared into my eyes, "Zhao Qingxuan, do you know how I survived this time? Whenever I was about to lose my support, I thought about you, I thought about the little pineapple, and I told myself that I must not die, I must come back alive." It was you who gave me the motivation to live, and it was you who kept me going until I came back alive. But now you're telling me that you can't give me everything I want because you're responsible, don't you think it's too cruel?"
I was a little surprised by Black Rose's words.
But I soon accepted her incomprehension, maybe women and men think differently.
I always thought that women who were born as secret agents would be different from ordinary women, they were more independent, and some didn't even need men. But obviously I was wrong, no matter how independent a woman is, she is also a woman, they also need to be cared for, they also need to be cared for, they also need a family.
But, "I can't give you what you want." β
It's a fact and I don't want to lie to her.
Black Rose glared at me, and suddenly, a trail of blood slipped from the corner of her mouth and slowly flowed down.
I was shocked and quickly took her hand and took her pulse.
She was hurt, and it was so bad, I didn't even notice it.
I pulled out a tissue and handed it to her, and she glared at me and asked me with her eyes, "Do you want me to do it myself?"
I wiped the blood from the corners of her mouth for her, and some words had to be swallowed back.
But I know very well that I will not change my attention. It's just that considering that her current physical condition is not very good, I am afraid that talking too much will stimulate her, so I plan to wait for her condition to improve.
"You need to get a good rest. β
"Are you going to leave me to fend for myself?" questioned Black Rose.
I said, "I'll help you find a babysitter." β
Black Rose was about to say something, and I had already gotten up to leave.
It was a bit trickier than I thought, but I was always firm in what I wanted and what I didn't want.
After meeting with Black Rose, I went back to the company directly and told Ji Muqing what happened today.
I don't want to hide anything in front of Ji Muqing, I want to let her know my mind clearly, so that she will no longer waver.
After listening to my words, Ji Muqing was silent for a long time, "Does she matter?"
"Internal injuries need to be slowly recuperated, but they can't hurt their lives. I will arrange for a nanny to take care of her, and when she recovers, I will discuss with her slowly. I took Ji Muqing's hand and put it in my palm, "Telling you this, I just want you to know that my heart is firm in you, and I hope you don't waver." β
"But ......"
I held out a finger to cover her lips, "Don't say it, but I want you to promise me that no matter what the situation, you will firmly believe in me." β
Ji Muqing showed a bitter smile, and then nodded.
Little Pineapple was overjoyed when she heard that Black Rose had returned, and yelled for me to take her to see Black Rose.
"Little pineapple, Mommy is a little unwell now, Daddy can take you there, but you have to be obedient, don't make noise to Mommy, and don't disturb her rest, you know?" I admonished.
Little Pineapple nodded obediently, "Pineapple knows." β
I took out my mobile phone and dialed Ji Muqing's number, "Are you ready?"
"Are you sure you want to take me with you?" Ji Muqing asked me rhetorically.
I nodded firmly, "Of course I'm sure, you're my fiancΓ©e, why can't I take you there." β
"But ......"
"Not so much, but if you're afraid of irritating her, don't go in, but you must come with me. "My tone is firm, no doubt.
The reason why I want to do this is to tell Ji Muqing how firm my heart is. The more times like this, the more I want Ji Muqing to understand my heart.
She was already in a wavering stage, and if I concealed her any more, it would only make her even more shaken.
"Good. She finally relented.
I picked up the little pineapple, and then went to the company to pick up Ji Muqing, and we went to visit the black rose together.
When she arrived at the hotel, Ji Muqing said that she was waiting in the car, and I didn't let her pull her down.
She's my woman, why is she hiding?
I walked into the hotel with Ji Muqing in one hand and a small pineapple in the other.
Black Rose's room is on the 4th floor, very close, just a short elevator ride away.
Little Pineapple was immersed in the joy of seeing the black rose and was always excited.
As for Ji Muqing, it seems that she has been uneasy, and I can feel her uneasiness from her hands.
I always held her hand and refused to let go, I want her to face all this with me, let her see how strong my heart is.
"Mommy, Mommy......" The little pineapple slammed the door "pop".
After a while, the door opened, and the black rose in lace pajamas had a smile on her face when she saw Ji Muqing beside me.
And the moment Ji Muqing opened the door, her hands, which were still trembling, miraculously quieted down.
She took out her momentum, met the eyes of the black rose, and at that moment, turned weak into strong, and confronted the black rose in pairs.
This is the woman I love, this is the Ji Muqing I am familiar with, how could she be defeated so easily by difficulties.
She always thinks more about others, but she never backs down when she encounters difficulties.
"Mommy, Mommy, are you cold in this dress?" Little Pineapple threw herself into Black Rose's arms, shaking her arm.
Black Rose showed an embarrassed but polite smile and hugged the little pineapple into her arms, "Why is Miss Ji here too?"
"I heard you're sick, come and see you. Ji Muqing replied calmly.