793. Maybe he doesn't love me that much
"That's true, but ...... Alas," Ji Xiaoru sighed with a tangled expression, "I also know that he has paid a lot for me, and I keep hinting to myself in my heart that he loves me, he loves me, he must love me, he loves me 100% - after all, when he was with me, he was really good to me, and even better than ever to talk and make me happy...... But I really feel something is wrong once in a while, and this feeling of something is not so obvious when we are together, almost negligible, and when we are not together, it makes me feel more and more uneasy...... Even, I still have nightmares......"
When Tang Xiao heard this, her expression changed slightly, but soon, she raised the corners of her mouth again, pretending not to know anything, patted the back of Ji Xiaoru's hand and said: "Okay, don't think nonsense, sometimes, the more you think about it, the easier it is to find trouble for yourself, but even if you are upset, he doesn't know, why don't you wait until you meet him, say all the thoughts in your heart in person, and talk about it openly and honestly, so maybe you can solve the problem?" Anyway, no matter how cranky you are, you won't come up with any results, and when you think about it, it's nothing more than two possibilities, either he doesn't love you, or he loves you - so which one do you want to believe?"
"Maybe it's - he doesn't love me that much?" Ji Xiaoru suddenly raised her head and looked at Tang Xiao and said.
Tang Xiao was stunned and speechless for a while.
I only heard Ji Xiaoru say quietly: "Maybe, he likes me very, very much, but he doesn't love me, or rather, he doesn't love me so much." ”
“……”
"Xiaoxiao, you don't speak...... Do you think so too?" Ji Xiaoru's always bright and moving face showed a trace of sadness.
Tang Xiao thought to himself, although Xiaoru usually looks like she doesn't care about anything, and she will never have any worries or worries, but in fact, Xiaoru is really a very sensitive person.
And because her parents have divorced and married repeatedly over the years, deep down, she is actually very distrustful of feelings.
However, she longs for true love and marriage very much.
The more she resists on the surface, the more she longs for it on the inside.
Xiaoru ...... I, I don't think so. Tang Xiao said slowly.
"Sneer......" Ji Xiaoru suddenly laughed and sighed lightly, "I'm sorry for you, smile." ”
Tang Xiao: "......"
Ji Xiaoru suddenly reached out and wiped the corners of her eyes, and Tang Xiao realized that Ji Xiaoru didn't know when the corners of her eyes were wet.
Tang Xiao was suddenly shocked, but Ji Xiaoru said: "Xiaoxiao, don't panic, I really didn't mean to cry, it was my eyes that suddenly shed tears - I didn't lie to you, do you look like so many sentimental people who cry casually?"
Tang Xiao was silent, and finally squeezed out a smile: "Is it......?
Regardless of whether what Xiaoru said was true or false, since Xiaoru was unwilling to say more about this matter, then she would follow her wishes.
Emotional matters...... It's really the most helpless and the most melancholy.
If only Xiaoru hadn't fallen into the sea that day at the beach, and Lu Chenxi hadn't drowned to save Xiaoru.
But how can there be so many ifs in the world?
When people still have it, they don't want to think about losing.
When people lose, they always think about ifs.
Thinking of this, Tang Xiao suddenly remembered that he had been haunted by Cheng Lie's departure last night all day-
Isn't it ridiculous to be uncomfortable like this because of this?
Perhaps, she herself should be like she persuaded Xiaoru, wait for Cheng Lie to come back and talk to Cheng Lie and express her thoughts.
Communication is not a simple task, but it is by no means impossible.
"It's true...... Ji Xiaoru wiped away her tears, smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Maybe your eyes are too dry, and you need a little moisture to moisturize it." ”
"Hmm...... Reasonable. Tang Xiao nodded.
The two were about to say something, when the doorbell rang.
Ji Xiaoru stopped Tang Xiao, who was about to stand up: "You are a patient, you sit with good news, I'll open the door." ”
"Okay......" Tang smiled a little helplessly.
She wanted to say that she was really just a little cold, and it didn't matter at all, but after Xiaoru got sick, she acted as if she was half-paralyzed, and she had to do everything for her.
The door opened, and standing outside was Sun Luo, who was carrying two large bags of ingredients.
"Didn't bother you, did you?" asked Sun Luo.
"Hey, what are you talking about? We two women, not a man and a woman, and we don't do anything shameful at home, what do you have to bother or not?" Ji Xiaoru complained.
She really has no opinion on Sun Luo, and it can even be said that her impression score has been greatly improved compared to before, but she has always disliked people and fake politeness, of course, she can also understand Sun Luo, after all, she is a businessman, businessmen just like fake politeness, but understanding does not mean that she can't go back when he is fake polite.
Sun Luo said with an embarrassed face: "Uh...... It's also ......."
Seeing Sun Luo's expression, Ji Xiaoru felt that Sun Luo was pitiful again, reached out and snatched the supermarket shopping bag from Sun Luo's hand, turned sideways and said, "I'm teasing you, don't go to your heart, come in quickly!"
"Ahh......h......h
"It's okay!" Xiaoru said lively, humming and carrying her things to the kitchen.
Tang Xiao got up from the sofa in the living room and smiled at Sun Luo: "You are welcome." Chef Sun, we are all waiting for you, and we are all looking forward to hearing that you are going to cook yourself. ”
Her voice was a little hoarse, but her tone was still very gentle and sincere, Sun Luo listened to Tang Xiao's voice that was a little rougher than usual, not only did she not feel bad at all, but she felt that Tang Xiao's voice had an indescribable sexiness.
"I've kept you waiting...... Sun Luo rubbed his hands, and seemed a little nervous: "That, Xiaoxiao, you sit and rest, I'm going to the kitchen, I cook very quickly, and I guess I can start eating in half an hour......"
Before Tang Xiao could speak, Ji Xiaoru's hearty voice came from the direction of the kitchen: "Sun Luo, you sit and watch TV! Rest for a while, wash and chop the vegetables and leave it to me! You chat with Xiaoxiao first!"
Sun Luo just wanted to refuse, but before he stood up, he heard Tang Xiao smile and said: "Don't be polite to Xiaoru, how can you say that you are all guests, we should have come to cook and entertain you, but now you are actually asked to cook, and you are still bringing so many ingredients, it is really very upset, we Xiaoru have discussed, we will invite you to eat at a time next time, do you think it is okay?"
Of course, Sun Luo couldn't ask for it, he could have come to see Tang Xiao today, it was the result of his scheming, otherwise, how could there be such a coincidence in the world? It's just that Xiaoru and Tang Xiao are not scheming people, plus Sun Luo's appearance and coming to Tang's house to cook everything is reasonable, and it is not too suspicious in itself.
"Of course...... Oh no, I mean...... I would like to have a chance to eat with you next time, I really ......" Sun Luo hurriedly said.
Tang Xiao looked at Sun Luo, and suddenly said curiously: "Hey, why didn't you see Yingying...... I said that Xiaoru said that you originally bought these dishes and planned to make them for Yingying, why didn't she come with you?"
At the mention of Yingying, Sun Luo's face changed slightly, but he quickly adjusted his expression, and seemed to be very distressed: "Alas, this little guy is having trouble with me again, and he doesn't want to go out, I can't help her, all the good things are said, but I don't want to be obedient...... I'm really out of shape, smile...... I'm really sorry, when I'm done eating, can you help me pack one and bring it back to Yingying?"
"Of course you can, it should be, and you don't have to wait until you're done eating, wait until you finish eating, pack Yingying first, keep Yingying's favorite food for her first, and then we'll eat it again, do you think that's okay?" Tang Xiao said thoughtfully with a soft smile on his face.
Sun Luo looked at Tang Xiao in a daze, thinking to himself, why can't such a woman belong to him right now?
Although he knew very well in his heart that he must get her, this matter still needs to be planned slowly, and he can't be in a hurry.
But when he looked at Tang Xiao, he often couldn't hold back the desire in his heart, and he couldn't wait to deal with her directly, so that he wouldn't waste his painstaking efforts to get close to her little by little.
Hold your horses...... Hold your horses. Sun Luo secretly reminded himself.
After all, what he wanted was not just a Spring Festival with Tang Xiao.
If it's just a spring festival, what's so difficult?
What he wants, more......
But no matter what, such a woman, he is going to be decided.
No one could stop him.
Although the desire in his heart rises, Sun Luo is very good at one thing, which is to control his eyes.
At this moment, in Tang Xiao's eyes, he was still a little shy and nervous, just like a big boy who was not good at words.
"Okay, okay...... Thank you so much for smiling. You're so nice...... Alas, it would be nice if Yingying could be as gentle and considerate as you, she has a broken temper now, I don't know if I can get along with people when I grow up in the future, and if I can fall in love and get married......" Sun Luo said this, scratching his head and laughing, "I seem to be thinking a little too far." ”
Tang Xiao poured Sun Luo a cup of tea and pushed it in front of Sun Luo, Sun Luo whispered thank you, and heard Tang Xiao say hoarsely: "It's really a little too far, and I think a girl like Yingying doesn't have to worry about falling in love and getting married at all, after all, Yingying is a beauty embryo at first glance, and when she grows up in the future, she will be 100% a peerless beauty." How could no one want such a beautiful girl? I'm afraid that there will be several streets of people chasing her. ”