Chapter 34: Waiting for You to Come Back

Wang Xueyan sought strength in Wen Yihua's eyes, and connected the phone: "Xuanwen!

Li Xuanwen's voice was hoarse and dry, full of remorse, he really regretted it!

He said, "Xueyan, where are you? Shall I pick you up?"

Wang Xueyan was silent for a moment and said, "No need, Xuanwen." I have something to say to you. ”

He interrupted her eagerly on the other end of the phone: "Shall we meet and talk? I know that I am wrong, you give me a chance to admit my mistake." ”

She said decisively: "Xuanwen, I'm sorry for you. ”

He paused: "Xue Yan, why do you say that? It was me who did the wrong thing, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

As if looking into her own heart, she continued, "I don't blame you, I really don't blame you. It was my emotional cowardice that got us to where we are today. We should all be brave and genuinely face our feelings. ”

"Our relationship? We've always been good, haven't we? I was so excited yesterday, you have to believe me, I definitely didn't mean it that way. Li Xuanwen said.

She took a deep breath and vigorously said the facts of the years: "I, I don't love you!"

Li Xuanwen, who didn't expect her to say this sentence at all, fell silent on the phone and listened to her quietly: "And you, you pretend not to care even though you know." You're waiting for me to fall in love with you, and I'm pretending to love you. If we continue to walk, it will be a kind of torture for you and me. I was wrong, I don't ask for or deserve your forgiveness, but if I am wrong, I can't be wrong. ”

Although Li Xuanwen was mentally prepared, he didn't expect Wang Xueyan to directly propose to break up.

He could tolerate that she didn't love him, as long as he loved her;

He chose to ignore her changes, and maintained a gentle tone as usual: "Xue Yan, I have told you since I graduated from high school that I will always be with you. You understand my feelings for you very well. We've always gotten along well over the years, haven't we? We've never had a fight. It's just because I'm too sensitive, it's my fault, you can punish me however you want, we can start over!"

Strangely, she no longer had the same idea in her heart that she could get by.

She glanced at the painting firmly, and continued: "Xuanwen! True love, how can you not quarrel? Because you care, how can you not be angry? I will personally come to the door to apologize to my uncle and aunt. I can't give you love, I hope that one day someone else will give it to you. ”

"Xue Yan, I can do it. I've done it all these years! I'll never be mad at you, as long as you stay with me. As long as I have you, I am enough. ”

"Xuanwen, I don't have the confidence to face the next decade of not loving you. You can put up with me for ten years, how do you know you can put up with me for a lifetime? We can't go on like this. We're going to regret it. ”

"Xue Yan, you believe me. It's all because there's a smell of a painting. Now that he has appeared, I have immunity to him and will not be affected by him in the future, believe me, I really won't be like this again. ”

"Xuanwen, just like escaping Li Mingze, add another topic to escape? Xuanwen, we are all still young, don't waste our time and feelings anymore. Wang Xueyan found that after saying these words, he was really much more comfortable.

She has never really had a good chat with him about Li Mingze, and she has always deceived herself into thinking that if she doesn't talk about it, it doesn't exist.

Li Xuanwen said: "Xue Yan, can you be fair to me? I knew you first, but you chose Li Mingze." He's gone, you're done, we're just starting. Are you going to end everything for the sake of smelling a painting?"

Wang Xueyan gasped: "It turns out that you have never let go of him." It has nothing to do with smelling a painting, it's that I'm completely sober. I said, I don't ask for your forgiveness. ”

After saying that, she hung up the phone directly and looked out the window to go to Zheng.

She thought about it for a while, and plucked up the courage to call Chen Chen again.

As soon as the phone was connected, the other party shouted: "Where did you go?" Fortunately, I am smart, and when I see that Xuanwen has been looking for you, I know that something is wrong with you. I told your mother that you had a fight with him, drank some wine, and slept with me. Now, tell me, where the hell are you, what the hell is going on with you?"

Wang Xueyan was pleased that her best friend took care of her mother for her, and she said softly: "I'm here with a friend." ”

"Friend, isn't that Li Danni!" Chen Chen had a loud voice on the phone, and he even heard a painting.

Wang Xueyan said "um", and her face turned crimson.

Wen Yihua gently shook her hand, signaling her not to be nervous.

"Hurry up and call Auntie, she's going to die. What's the matter with you? Why are you so uneasy! What's wrong with you and Xuanwen? Don't you never quarrel?" Chen Chen was full of suspicion.

She realized that it really took a lot of courage to explain it to the people around her.

She paused and said, "Chen Chen, you will know sooner or later." I'm going to call my mom. Thank you yesterday. ”

Hearing her mother's anxious but concerned voice, she couldn't help but cry.

Suddenly I felt that I was so ignorant and always causing trouble for her.

In fact, she has always been very well-behaved, but she is married and doesn't want to get married.

In the past ten years, Xuanwen has mentioned engagement and marriage more than once;

It's like there's such an unwillingness in my heart, and I always feel that something will turn around and drag it out.

She seemed to have something she didn't want Wen Yihua to hear, and paced onto the balcony.

"Xue Yan, why don't you call your mother? Xuanwen made a lot of calls to you yesterday. Did you quarrel with him? Did you drink yesterday? Girls don't drink well, aren't you drunk? Do you get up with a headache in the morning?" Song Yizhen asked in a low voice, not particularly urging her to answer, but it made Wang Xueyan feel a wordless pressure.

She said, "Mom, can I not marry him?"

Song Yizhen was silent for a moment: "Is it because of this incident that you drink? Silly boy, anything can be discussed, right?"

Wang Xueyan finally cried: "I don't want to marry him, I really can't do it." And his mother doesn't like me either, can't you see it?"

How could Song Yizhen not see it, she originally thought it was just because Wang Xueyan was not good at speaking, but now, she has understood that everything is caused by the previous generation.

She felt guilty: "Can you talk about this when you come back?"

As she spoke, she asked again: "You were really at Chen Chen's house yesterday, right?"

Putting down the phone, Wang Xueyan seemed to breathe a sigh of relief in her heart.

Yes, you can't escape any of this, so let's face it together!

Wen Yihua was also on the phone, feeling a strong sense of presence behind him, turning around, Wang Xueyan stood behind him.

She looked straight at him, her eyes a little puffy, but her eyes were determined.

He leaned closer to her and asked, "Will you regret it?"

She shook her head: "I believe everything is arranged for the best. ”

As soon as the words ended, the doorbell rang.

She looked at Wen Yihua, and he motioned for her not to worry: "Come, you are waiting for me here." ”

She heard Yan Yu's voice: "Mr. Wen, this is the clothes you asked me to buy." ”

Smell a picture and quickly walk in.

He had a shirt and an overcoat in his hands, both of which belonged to Berberley.

She thanked him for not letting Yan Yu see her.

He explained, "I know you don't want to see acquaintances right now. Get dressed, I'll take you home, your mom should be worried. ”

She nodded and looked around, the open bedroom making her blush.

Wen Yihua also looked a little embarrassed, and said to her, "Go to the bathroom and change!"

On the way home, she had always seemed a little reserved.

Wen Yihua drove with one hand and held her hand with the other: "Xue Yan, you must know that 99% of the things you are worried about in the world will not happen." Trust me, it's not that bad. ”

Wang Xueyan nodded and said, "Don't worry, I'm not so fragile." ”

"Yes, you are a very capable and courageous woman, the best designer I have ever met. Wen Yihua praised sincerely.

She smiled shallowly: "I've been in the pit I dug for myself for too long, and I have a deep sense of guilt for Xuanwen. Over the years, we have accommodated each other. Now that I think about it, I was deliberately avoiding the most critical issues. Feelings that do not love each other are not strong at all, and they cannot withstand any change at all. ”

Wen Yihua was silent, and listened to her continue: "His mother is right, I don't love him, why should I accept him? This is a harmful practice. I'm such a bad person, why do you even like me?"

Wen Yihua smiled: "Didn't I say it? You don't need a reason to like someone." Just like Xuanwen, knowing that you don't love him, he still loves you, all of this doesn't need a reason. ”

Seeing that she was about to get out of the car, he told again: "Xue Yan, you have to believe in yourself." I'll wait for you to come back. ”

She stared into his dark eyes, "What if I can't come back?"

His face froze: "I will always wait for you." ”