Chapter 88 You Are Not Eligible
Qin Xinran finally lulled Huai Bao'er to sleep, and impatiently threw down the storybook.
"It's hard to coax a child!" she scolded in displeasure and walked away lightly on crutches.
I went to the living room and glanced at the wall clock on the wall, it was ten o'clock.
Arlene took a cup of coffee, went upstairs from the kitchen, and saw Qin Xinran on the sofa bowing respectfully, "Madam." ”
"Sheng Nan, he hasn't slept yet?" Qin Xinran asked, looking at the coffee in her hand.
Arlene paused and nodded.
"I'll do it. Qin Xinran stood up and took the coffee in Arlene's hand with one hand, "Is it in the study?"
"Yes. Arlene replied, but looking at Qin Xinran's one-handed dragging the tray a little trembling, Arlene wanted to step forward to catch it, but she still retracted her hand, "Madam, your legs ...... Why don't you let me come?"
Qin Xinran turned around and said lightly: "No need." ”
walked up to the second floor with difficulty, the coffee cup almost fell to the ground, Qin Xinran stood outside the study, plucked up his courage, and then raised his hand and knocked on the door.
"Tuk-tuk-"
knocked several times, there was no movement in the door, she let go of the crutches and leaned against the wall, and gently pushed the door open, only a laptop was quietly placed in front of the desk in the study, and there was no trace of Huai Jin Nan.
"Sheng Nan?"
She pushed the door wider, looked around, and made sure that Huai Jin Nan was not there, and she quickly put down the tray in her hand.
When I turned around, I saw a tall figure appear in the doorway.
Huai Jin Nan leaned against the door frame, dressed in a black nightgown, his hair was wet, his hands were crossed in front of his chest, his facial features were angular and angular, he looked quite heroic, but he was a little lazy because of his state at this moment.
The face that I had always dreamed of seeing was only a few meters away from me, but it seemed to be out of reach.
An indifferent smile appeared on Qin Xinran's face, "Sheng Nan, you, the coffee you want." ”
Huai Jin Nan walked in, only glanced her up and down, skipped directly past her, leaned against the desk, propped up on the table behind him, and tapped his fingers.
"I've washed up, so I'm not going to drink this cup of coffee. ”
The expression on Qin Xinran's face froze, and he continued to spit out a gentle smile, "Then since you don't drink it, then I'll take it away." ”
She lifted the tray from the table, and before she could take two steps, her crutches suddenly slipped, and her whole body staggered, and her body leaned back uncontrollably, and the tray in her hand fell to the ground first, splashing hot coffee.
But after a long time, she didn't feel a sudden pain, and when she opened her eyes, the first thing that caught her eye was a handsome face that made her blush and heartbeat.
"Xin Ran, Xin Ran?"
Huai Jin Nan called her several times in a row, and Qin Xinran came back to her senses, her cheeks flushed, and her eyes looked around, "Sheng Nan." ”
"Have you ever caught it?" Huai Jin Nan noticed her feet first, and his furrowed brows were slightly concerned.
Qin Xinran shook her head, and Huai Jin Nan helped her up, "I'll help you back to the room." ”
This is the second time since she fell down the stairs last time, Huai Jin Nan has cared about her, and a warm current seems to flow into her heart.
The man's heartbeat and the rhythm of his breathing seemed to be pulled by her, even though she knew it was just an illusion, but it was already her greatest satisfaction.
He personally helped her to the side of the bed, and when he saw the coffee stains on the hem of her skirt, his face returned to his former calmness, "Change your clothes and go to bed early." ”
Seeing that Huai Jin Nan was leaving, her heart tightened suddenly, and she instinctively reached out and grabbed Huai Jin Nan's palm, "Wait!"
Her tone was eager, Huai Jin Nan turned his head and looked at her coldly, "Something?"
This time, Huai Jin Nan didn't directly shake off her hand, which made her anxious heart finally calm down, she slowly withdrew her hand, but she couldn't find any reason to prevaricate.
After a few minutes of staring at him like this, Huai Jin Nan was obviously a little unable to stand it, and pulled his hand back.
It's such a ruthless action again.
Qin Xinran stood up directly and hugged her from behind, "Sheng Nan, I hate this." ”
Her sudden movement made Huai Jin Nan's eyes flash a trace of astonishment, and before he could react, Qin Xinran's pitiful voice came from his ears again:
"You pushed me away again and again, I don't want to be like this, I have liked you for so many years, even the child was born for you, but why do you still refuse to look at me more?
A trace of unbearability flashed in Huai Jin Nan's eyes, and her hand unconsciously covered the hand she held in front of her abdomen, trying to break it open, but in the end she still couldn't do it.
He turned around and held Qin Xinran's shoulders with both hands, widening the distance between her and himself, "Listen to Qin Xinran, I'm not worthy of you doing anything for me." ”
Hearing this, Qin Xinran's tears involuntarily burst out of her eyes, and her tearful eyes were hazy.
Huai Jin Nan frowned, her thumb rudely wiped away the tears on her face, her tone suddenly became cold, and she said in a deep voice: "I don't know what the point is for you to act like this in front of me!"
Mischievous?
Qin Xinran's face changed, and tears poured out like a burst of embankment.
The indifferent man in front of her made her fall in love for eight years, and after a lot of hardships, she survived to this point, but she was broken by Huai Jin Nan's coy gesture, which shattered all the beauty in her heart.
"What's the point? Don't you see my heart for you?"
At the same time as she said this, Qin Xinran felt the pain in her heart, she looked directly at Huai Jin Nan's cold eyes, but she couldn't find any warmth in his eyes.
Huai Jin Nan's eyebrows furrowed even deeper, as if there was some long-hidden emotion looking for a breakthrough to break out.
"Sheng Nan, I love you, I really love you very much. ”
Her soul seemed to be emptied, like a lifeless empty shell, her eyes were desolate and empty, and she explained to him how hard she had loved him over the years.
Huai Jin Nan's expression was clear, and finally a sneer appeared on his mouth, "Love me?"
There was a clear skeptism and disdain in his words.
"Because you love me, you gave birth to a child without telling me, because you love me, so you make yourself like this, you have countless things to lie to me, heh, this is what you call love?"
He stared intently at Qin Xinran's tearful eyes, and there was no threat hidden between the lines.
Even his breath facing her at the moment was bitterly cold.
In fact, she herself knew that Huai Jin Nan had not seen everything she had done for so many years, and even when she stood in front of him with the child in her arms, she did not get any good face.
It wasn't until the results of the paternity test came out that the relationship eased slightly, but he never stopped doubting her, although Huai Jin Nan never mentioned it, it didn't mean that he really didn't know anything.
The reason why he didn't pursue it was because she was Bao'er's mother.
"I won't investigate what happened between you and Qin Yilai, but don't think how clever your methods are, after all, not everyone is stupid. ”
Huai Jin Nan didn't say it too thoroughly, but Qin Xinran had already heard his warning, which meant that Huai Jin Nan never believed that her falling down the steps was related to Qin Yilai.
But why hasn't he thought about exposing her for so long?
Her thoughts stayed here, Qin Xinran's face turned pale, and she restrained the fear in her heart and said, "Sheng Nan, I didn't-"
Huai Jin Nan didn't have the heart to listen to her at all, so he directly diverted the topic, changed the conversation, and said coldly: "How much the old man doesn't like you, you should know better than me, if you don't want to move out from here, just settle down." ”