She stood barefoot on the balcony in a thin nightdress, leaning lightly against the railing, her eyes looking at the sky a little distractedly, there was not a single star in the dark night sky, it was as deep as a big mouth, trying to swallow her up.

Wasn't I wrong?

Her hand gripping the railing tightened quietly, as if she had seen the scene from fourteen years ago.

……

"This lady, I'm really a scout, not a liar, really!"

On the side of the crowded street, a middle-aged man stopped in front of a woman with two daughters, and hurriedly took out a business card from his coat pocket, "Look, this is my company's business card, and I'm S.M Entertainment." ”

The woman glanced at him with a thick suspicion, then looked at the business card in his hand, but did not take it, and the expression on her face seemed to have a natural coldness, "Even if you are a real scout, so what? ”

The woman's tone of voice was strange, even jerky, and it seemed that she had not spoken Korean for a long time.

"That, that, please, please, wait, wait. Seeing that the mother and daughter were about to leave, the middle-aged man hurriedly opened his arms to stop again, bent down slightly and said to the woman with a gesture of please.

When the woman saw him like this, the cold expression on her face couldn't help but ease, she stopped, and said in a cold voice with some impatience: "Say, what else do you want to say?"

"Well, wait a minute. ”

The middle-aged man turned around, took something out of the inner pocket of his trench coat, and then quickly turned around and squatted down, squeezed out a kind smile on his face, held a poster that was originally folded, and asked the two little girls led by the woman: "Little friend, you see, the big sister on here is very beautiful, right?"

Unexpectedly, the two little girls, one big and one small, just blinked and looked at him, and then they looked like women, with a slight cold expression on their little faces, and turned their heads directly.

"Poof. ”

The woman seemed to be amused by the middle-aged man's behavior, but reminded him of his embarrassed expression: "They can only speak English." ”

"Ahh......h

The middle-aged man immediately nodded in surprise, looked at the two little girls in front of him, and then cleared his throat and said again to the two girls in English with half a bucket of water that he had not used for many years: "Little ...... Children, look at it, look at the ...... in your uncle's hand Uh, this paper, the big sister on it, isn't it very ...... nice？”

The middle-aged man's words stumbled, and in the end he didn't remember what to say pretty, so he replaced it with a "nice", which caused the woman on the side to laugh again.

However, his expression seemed to be in place, and the eldest of the two girls turned his head slightly, glanced at him, and then looked at the ...... in his hand Paper, suddenly, eyes lit up slightly.

"Isn't that right? Isn't this sister very ...... If you want to be like her, you can go back to the company with your uncle and become a trainee, right?"

The middle-aged man immediately grasped the slight change in expression on the girl's face, and said with some excitement, and even his English became fluent after speaking.

"Practice...... Trainee?"

The little girl tilted her head a little confused, and then looked carefully at the poster in the middle-aged man's hand, her thin and curved little eyebrows wrinkled suddenly, and her face showed an obviously hesitant expression, but she only hesitated for a while, and soon, her eyes showed a look that had decided something, and she raised her head and called out to the woman: "Mom." ”

There are not many words, only a simple name, but the emotions expressed by the girl are already obvious.

A hint of surprise flashed in the woman's eyes, and then she saw the seriousness in the girl's eyes, and the expression on her face couldn't help but become serious, and she also squatted down, and asked the girl seriously, "Are you sure?"

The girl turned her head to look at the poster in the middle-aged man's hand again, her big eyes were a little shiny, and then she turned back and nodded heavily at the woman.

"Mom, I want it too!"

And at this moment, the younger girl on the side saw this scene, her big eyes blinked, and she suddenly raised her hand and shouted loudly.

The woman looked at her two daughters in surprise, she looked at the seriousness on the eldest daughter's face and the excitement on the younger daughter's face, and then looked back at the faint excitement and expectation on the middle-aged man's face, the good-looking brow wrinkled slightly, but it was also immediately released, she touched the heads of the eldest daughter and the younger daughter, and then said a word to the eldest daughter in a very serious tone.

"Remember, don't regret it. ”

……

Don't regret it.

I have been fighting for this sentence for more than ten years, and during that time, there was hard sweat, the joy of growth, and the indescribable joy at that moment when the dream was achieved.

However, it all seemed to be like it was in an instant...... Completely destroyed.

They don't understand me, but why, even you......

The wind in the night was very cool, gently brushing her cheeks, and there was a kind of coldness in the coldness that seemed to sink into her heart, just like her heart at this time.

That day, it seemed to be so cold.

She raised her hand and spread her slender five fingers into the void air, as if to grasp something, thinking silently in her heart.

However, as she thought about that day, something like a light crossed her mind.

That day, although she felt the boundless cold, she also felt a unique warmth that was not enough to resist all the cold in her heart.

She blinked slightly, slowly returned to the house, picked up her phone, clicked on the address book, looked at the name that was familiar to her but seemed to be quite unfamiliar in the family contact group on it, bit her lower lip, hesitated for a moment, and then closed her eyes and pressed it as if resigned to her fate!

"Toot-toot-"

The slow sound of waiting for the call now sounded like a difficult and long process to her, and her heart swelled several times with the urge to hang up, but she couldn't help but be suppressed by herself.

At this moment, she very much wanted someone to listen to her, but her heart had always been completely open to her family, and she couldn't bother them now, she didn't want them to worry about her.

So, there is only one candidate.

You are called Sanmao's brother by the crystal...... You should be able to answer my call, right?

“…… What's wrong?"

Finally, after what seemed to her to be a long wait, the phone was answered, and on the other end of the line, a slightly magnetic, low-sounding man's voice was heard.