321 Humble Pleasures
"You want me to know that I am lost, but I can't come to my senses! Chu Ning, I really can't understand, you really like Ye Lingxi so much? You know how sad I felt when I saw you just now, because even if you tried your best to hide it, the way you looked at her talking was gentle to others that she had never been before. You stupid, I'm feeling sorry for you, you know?" In fact, compared to being rejected by Chu Ning, what was more sad was Chu Ning's liking for Ye Lingxi, knowing that it was impossible, but he was still desperate like a moth to a fire.
"It's me who is asking for my own suffering, you don't have to feel sorry for me. Besides, I don't feel like I need to be distressed. As long as Lingxi still needs me, I feel that everything I do for her is worth it and I feel happy. Although the truth was cruel, Chu Ning didn't want to hide his inner thoughts.
Ever since Ye Lingxi moved out of here, Chu Ning felt that his whole heart was empty, and he couldn't find anything better to do than constantly numb himself with his busy work.
Ye Lingxi came back tonight, he knew that he shouldn't be happy, but he still couldn't help but feel happy.
Just watching her from the sidelines, even if he can't have it, it will make him feel satisfied......
"You are hopeless! You love Ye Lingxi so much, but does she know? She shouldn't know how important the music ceremony you are going to miss tonight is to you, right? You have always wanted to be a singer, and you finally won the title of Best Male Singer by your own efforts, I know how long you have been looking forward to this award, but now for Ye Lingxi, you don't even go to the award ceremony. Chu Ning, even if you can't accept me, I don't want you to be so humble as to not even want your own dreams for Ye Lingxi!" An Xin choked and said.
This is also the main reason why she will come to Chu Ning tonight!
Chu Ning had been looking forward to this award ceremony for a long time, but Ada said that he suddenly decided not to attend.
At first, Anxin thought that something urgent had happened to Chu Ning, or that he decided not to go because he was suddenly unwell, so he hurriedly ran over to see if he could help, but he didn't expect that he would give up for Ye Lingxi!
The award ceremony that he was going to attend was really important to Chu Ning, since his debut, in order to gather popularity, he chose to make a movie with Ye Lingxi at the beginning, and then opened a CP, instead of debuting directly as a singer.
Many people thought he was an actor, in order to prove that he was a powerful singer, and then he has been shifting his career focus to releasing records and holding concerts, and after two years of hard work, it was finally everyone who had a better opinion of him.
The best male singer won this time is a recognition of his singing strength and singer identity, which is of course very important to Chu Ning, and he has been looking forward to it for a long time.
He was grateful that Anxin cared so much about his dreams, and he was sorry that he had let her down.
Because for him, dreams are as important as Ye Lingxi!
Although he couldn't attend the award ceremony in person, it was a pity to see everyone's recognition of him with his own eyes, but he could still get such an opportunity again next time he worked hard, but there was only one Ye Lingxi, and he didn't know if he let go this time, would he have the opportunity to get close to her like this in the future!
Love is humble, but he is happy in it......
"Thank you for your peace of mind, I really appreciate that you care so much about me. But I've made a choice, I want to stay, even if it's enough for me to look at her more. Disappointed by Anxin's kindness, Chu Ning was very sorry.
In front of me, I'm the only person I've ever liked when I've grown so big!
Watching him make compromises everywhere for an impossible person, looking for that unrealistic happiness, Anxin's heart really hurt so much that he was about to suffocate.
Looking at Chu Ning with tearful eyes for a long time, Anxin finally gritted his teeth, raised his hand and slapped Chu Ning hard, and said bitterly: "I didn't slap this slap for myself, I hit it for you, I know I can't wake you up, but I still want to give it a try! Chu Ning, you can dislike me, but I beg you, in addition to liking Ye Lingxi, can you also like yourself a little? You just don't come tonight, my only hope is that you don't be too stupid." Dreams are stingy, you give up this time, and he may not be able to favor you next time!"
The moment he turned around, the tears that he had endured for so long finally remained.
Anxin didn't hide herself anymore, and she cried super loudly as she walked downstairs.
It takes about six minutes to take the elevator from the rooftop to the first floor.
She told herself that she would cry for the last six minutes for this obsessive fool for just six minutes......
Coming down from the rooftop, as soon as Chu Ning opened the door of the apartment, he saw Ye Lingxi, who was supposed to sleep in the room, standing in the living room in his pajamas.
"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" Seeing Ye Lingxi standing in the living room, Chu Ning couldn't help but care.
After glancing at Chu Ning's decadent expression, coupled with Anxin's slap very hard, Chu Ning's right face still had a little red mark, Ye Ling said clearly: "You guys quarreled, for me?"
Just now, Chu Ning had been immersed in Anxin's last sad cry, and he forgot to hide his emotions for a while, and he reacted at this moment.
Ye Lingxi has always been sensitive, how can her undisguised emotions escape her eyes?
However, although he felt that Ye Lingxi already knew, Chu Ning still denied it: "No, don't think about it, what does it have to do with you?" You know, she has a big lady's temper, and she doesn't know where I provoked her, so she quarreled with me if she was unhappy. ”
"Don't lie to me, your face is so red, she should have beaten you just now, right? But I didn't think it through, I always thought about the life between us as before, and I thought it didn't matter if I went back here. But Anxin likes you, I'm a girl after all, and she will definitely not be happy to see me here for the night. As soon as you encounter emotional problems, you are like a fool, and you will not explain it to her if she misunderstands? Ye Lingxi knew Chu Ning, and knew that even if he was so angry that he vomited blood, Chu Ning still looked ruthless.
However, Ye Lingxi also knew that Chu Ning was not really cold, he was just not good at expressing himself, in fact, his heart was softer than anyone else!
"Lingxi!" Hearing Ye Lingxi say this, Chu Ning couldn't help but call her.
Seeing that Chu Ning had something to say, Ye Lingxi couldn't help asking, "If you have anything to say, just say it, I'm here." ”
Ye Lingxi, who was standing in the living room in rabbit pajamas, opened two big eyes, his eyes were as clean as the gurgling spring water of a mountain stream, and he looked like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, simple and cute, not like he had just been stimulated.
This kind of Ye Lingxi reminded Chu Ning of the first time he met her at the French airport, the same weak and thin, looking fragile but with unimaginable strength, people couldn't help but want to protect.
After returning to China, watching Ye Lingxi on the stage mature step by step, although it was very glamorous, Chu Ning missed the scene when he first met Ye Lingxi.
Now, that kind of Ye Lingxi appeared in front of him again, telling him that 'she is here', Chu Ning really felt that everything he did was worth it.
The definition of everyone's dream is different, and his dream is more dazzling because of Ye Lingxi......
Staring at Ye Lingxi and being silent for a few minutes, Chu Ning said unusually seriously: "Lingxi, can you stop pulling me and An Xin together in the future." Even though she's really nice, I don't like her. If I have a girl I like, I'll let you know as soon as possible. ”
has known Chu Ning for so many years, and when he speaks, he always seems to be joking, and this is the first time Ye Lingxi has seen him talk to himself so seriously.
Feeling the firmness in Chu Ning's words, Ye Lingxi was stunned for a second before slowly saying, "Okay, I'm really sorry, I thought it was so good to be at ease, you would accept her." ”
"No need to say I'm sorry, I know you're doing it for my good. Chu Ning smiled, but only he knew how much bitterness there was in this smile.
"Let's not talk about peace of mind, let's talk about something else. Some of the words have come to an end, since the two of them have a tacit understanding, Ye Lingxi also changed the topic and no longer continued to dwell on the matter of peace of mind.
"What do you want to talk about?" I don't know what else Ye Lingxi has to say, Chu Ning said with a puzzled expression.
Hearing Chu Ning ask, Ye Lingxi raised the hand behind his back towards Chu Ning.
She held Chu Ning's mobile phone in her hand and said with a serious face: "I called Ada just now and asked him what award ceremony you are going to attend? No wonder Anxin is angry, your dream is to be a powerful singer, this is the first best male singer award you have won recognized by the industry, how can you not participate in such an important award ceremony? Even if it is for me, you can't!"
I always feel that Anxin is a little strange to come tonight, Ye Lingxi originally wanted to call Ada to learn about Chu Ning's recent work and life dynamics, so that he could help Chu Ning explain a few words in the case of Anxin's misunderstanding, but he didn't expect to know from Ada that Chu Ning was going to be absent from such an important music festival.
Knowing the significance of this best male singer to Chu Ning, Ye Lingxi will never allow him to give up such an important moment for himself!
I didn't expect Ye Lingxi to call Ada while he wasn't there, seeing that he couldn't hide it, Chu Ning had no choice but to say honestly: "Anyway, it's mine if I don't go to accept this award in person, and I can't run away, so it doesn't matter if I participate or not." How can I not be with you when something so big happened to you all of a sudden? I'm your good brother, and I'm the most righteous, isn't it?"
Unable to explain his behavior for any other reason, Chu Ning had no choice but to attribute all this to the righteousness of his brothers.