Taeyeon took a long breath, the sentence just now was an explosion after she had accumulated too many emotions in her heart, and if she wanted to ask Taeyeon if she would regret saying this now, Taeyeon didn't know. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

She's such a tangled person, and when it comes time to make a choice, Taeyeon becomes extremely entangled. She hopes that no matter what choice she makes, she can do it without hurting anyone, so in the end, she is the one who will be hurt the most.

And this choice is especially important to Taeyeon, and Taeyeon has always had a voice in her heart telling her that this choice is a major choice related to her happiness in the future.

If she still thinks the way she used to, it is likely that she will get a very bad result.

So Taeyeon has been struggling, tangling, and struggling until just now, and finally said that sentence at the instigation of an emotional outburst, and got the best response. But even so, Taeyeon's mood is not very beautiful right now.

In fact, she doesn't want to have so much, the members have made too many boyfriends, and they have changed several of them, and they haven't seen any violent reaction from the company. To be honest, in the third or fourth year of idol activities, the company's control over their relationship is not so strict.

As long as it is not blown up, the company will turn a blind eye, and Taeyeon's last incident Taeyeon herself knows in her heart that it is a special situation, and it is the company's consistent strategy to stir up scandals with the company's seniors.

They don't want to and can't help it, in the eyes of the company, they are just commodities, only valueless.

Not to mention that Taeyeon was indeed shaken at that time, and had the idea of being with Byun Baek-hyun, these reasons made Taeyeon have to choose to remain silent, the reason is very simple, she really wants to keep the name of girlhood.

Maybe more than ten years ago, the moment Taeyeon walked into the door of the company, she didn't think about anything, she just thought about going in first. Maybe at that time, she didn't have any special feelings about forming a group with these people, only the joy of finally debuting.

But when she took over the captaincy, when she began to fulfill the duties of the captain seriously, and when the relationship between them became deeper and deeper as time went by, Taeyeon had already regarded the members as her own family deep down.

And what kind of existence is the family? I don't give up, I don't mind if you fall down, it's the family that is happy to be happy when you succeed in standing at the top, and what is more special about the members than the family is that they snuggle together tightly when they fall into the trough, and they hug each other together to celebrate when they stand at the top.

No matter what happened, they were always together and never separated. Girlhood is no longer a simple career or job in Taeyeon's heart, but her life!

Taeyeon was worried that they would fall apart or disappear like the girl groups that were once active on stage with them.

Thankfully, these Taeyeon's worries have never happened to them, and after so many years, they are still girls' generation, the first day of the girl idol group, not forgotten by the public, and they are still active on the stage.

So Taeyeon became relieved, she felt as if they could go on like this, even if they couldn't avoid disappearing in the end, at least they could still leave a beautiful and brilliant back, because they agreed to be together forever, and they would have another concert together in a few decades!

To this day, what they can achieve, what development they can get, and whether they can continue to be popular in the future, Taeyeon and the members honestly don't care very much anymore, they have passed that stage of being aggressive.

But this doesn't mean that they don't care about the group activities of the girls' generation, on the contrary, the reduction of some desires in their hearts makes everyone care more about the time they spend with each other.

In their lives, girlhood has occupied too much of a proportion.

Taeyeon can't imagine what she would do if Girlhood didn't exist one day, and whether she would become a walking corpse from now on and live a life of not knowing where to go, Taeyeon would panic when she thought about it, so she would compromise again and again.

The company doesn't care about their development and integrity now, Taeyeon can't care less, and the company can continue to make money for them by constantly forming new groups with a steady stream of trainees. And there are only a few of them in Girls' Generation. If everyone didn't work hard to maintain it, girlhood would have been gone a long time ago.

Taeyeon has heard many people say that they are lucky when they are girls, and Taeyeon also thinks that they are very lucky, although there have been many unavoidable frictions between adults over the years, but in the end they have all solved it satisfactorily, right?

Although they didn't live in a fairy tale world, although they had fought endlessly because of various problems, and even quarreled so much that they broke up, they finally came to this point.

As the inner world slowly matures, the problems that once plagued them are long gone, and at their current age and status, all they hope for is that their girlhood can go on for a long time.

It seems that the older you get, the softer your heart becomes, and now every time you meet in a group activity, you will cherish these moments together.

Those days of scolding the company and being sleepy have quietly disappeared under the magic of time, and now when they meet, they are only full of joy and irrepressible excitement.

Taeyeon is content with the state of her recent time, and she doesn't want to ruin it. But Ning Yi's appearance makes her have to make a choice, and Taeyeon doesn't know what the consequences of her choice will be.

But she didn't want to drag on with Ning Yi so unclearly, so today she still said that sentence, maybe at a certain stage in life, she must make some difficult choices, Taeyeon is no longer a child, it is time for her to take a brave step that has never been taken.

After thinking about these things clearly, Taeyeon finally stopped worrying about whether she should be with Ning Yi or not. What she needs to think about now is what will happen when she can be with Ning Yi with peace of mind, and how she should solve it.

Thinking about these questions, Taeyeon didn't notice that time had passed by minute by minute, and the more she thought about it, the more she thought about it, the more she felt panicked, and just as she was pulling her hair and feeling depressed, there was a knock on the door.

Taeyeon said without moving, "Pani, I'm already asleep, let's talk about it tomorrow!"

Sunny wasn't the kind of woman who would knock on the door in the middle of the night and talk to her, so Tiffany was the only one left to do that.

After a pause in the knock on the door, Taeyeon stood up helplessly and opened the bedroom door, "Pani, you... Taeyeon's voice stopped abruptly, and she looked out the door in panic, "Why are you here?"

Ning Yi walked into Taeyeon's bedroom with a natural expression and sat on Taeyeon's bed casually, "I'm too excited to sleep! Why don't you turn on the light? It's so dark!"

Taeyeon closed the door and walked over to Ning Yi in the reflection of the moonlight, "Then how did you get in? Why didn't I hear a knock on the door?" )