After Liang Jing left for a long time, he saw Fang Ze open the door of the room, and at this time, his face was already as wet as rain!

At this time, he suddenly felt that his heart was empty, as if everything had been hollowed out and taken away in an instant! I saw him looking at the sky, as if he was forcing God to ask God if it was just such a cruel ending that he had waited so long? He was really unwilling! He really wanted to chase after him! But he didn't have the courage, because at this time, he remembered the monkey's original words, the more beautiful a girl is, the more she needs external care! Do you have this ability? Why do you like her?

"Maybe the blind person isn't her, it's me!" Fang Ze thought!

It's just that even if I comfort myself like this, I still can't soothe the pain in my heart!

Fang Ze suddenly hated himself, hated why he always liked such girls, why he was always so unrealistic!

"Ah......h

Liang Jing really left, although Fang Ze had foreseen some such an ending from his dream, but he still didn't expect such an ending to come so quickly and so violently! Liang Jing left, Fang Ze realized how cowardly he was at this time, and he didn't even have the courage to open the door to meet him! At this time, he regretted it so much! Regretted that he was only concerned about anger and sadness, and he didn't even seize the last opportunity to take a few more looks!

And just as he lowered his head, his eyes inadvertently glanced at the doorknob a few more times, and it turned out that at some point, there was an extra letter on the door that was about two or three pages long!

Needless to say, this must have been left by Liang Jing! Seeing this letter, Fang Ze immediately had some hope in his heart!

"Perhaps...... This is only temporary, it's just that some things are inconvenient to say back then, yes, she must wait for her by herself, and she will come back after she finishes dealing with the affairs at home!" Thinking of this, Fang Ze's heart began to be apprehensive and excited again!

The next moment, I saw him pick up a letter and start to read it silently in his heart word by word!

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I'm sorry, I don't know why I made such a choice, but when I came home and saw that my grandmother, who loved me the most since I was a child, left only a pale portrait in this world, my heart really couldn't bear any thoughts of resistance! I'm sorry for her old man, I'm sorry for the family that gave birth to me and raised me, I haven't made any contribution to this family since I was a child, and I often ask them to worry about me! I'm really unfilial!

But even with such unfilial piety, when I returned home, my father and mother still didn't blame me for my selfishness, and only said four words to me from beginning to end - just come back!

From that moment on, I decided to repay them for their kindness to me with this life! I have already been sorry for them once, and I no longer have the right to choose! So I beg your pardon, I have no choice!

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In fact, I often think that if I hadn't been born in a family of such power, and even God let me meet you for the first time, maybe now, we would have ......

It's just that sometimes God is so cruel! Since I was a child, I have lived in a thick shackle, trying to get rid of it, but in the end it still fell short, and I knew that this shackle was so difficult to break through!

Hehe...... Maybe you don't know what I'm talking about! Actually, I hate myself so much! Why did I knock on your room door in the first place, why did you wake me up again! Why did I make so many promises to you! Yes, I'm just a selfish bad woman, so ...... Forget me!

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This letter was not too long, and within a few minutes, Fang Ze finished reading it! But when he saw the end, he still couldn't find anything that matched what he wanted in his heart, his heart was completely hollow again!

"That's it...... It's over?it's all over?" Fang Ze asked in his heart!

Until this moment, he still couldn't believe the contents of this letter! Originally, he thought that this letter would bring him hope, but he didn't expect that what was given to him at the last moment was only the most fatal blow! Fang Ze felt that his whole person was completely crazy!

The next moment, he took the letter and read it carefully more than a dozen times, and even found a pen and paper, trying to reinterpret the letter in a different way, but no matter how he thought about it, in the end he still couldn't find any way to reinterpret the letter! Everything was so straightforward and clear!

At this moment, Fang Ze really wanted to burn this letter and stop everything! But he was reluctant, because this was the only thing that the girl had here for him! He was really confused, he didn't know what he had done wrong, why did God always torture him like this! What did he do wrong, why did this world always make him so desperate and so painful, could it be that he lived to bear these inhuman tortures?

He didn't know, he didn't know anything, he could only close the door and sit on the ground with his back against the wall, looking at the letter in his hand, silently crying! Although he knew that he was very cowardly, very no, nothing but crying, nothing but sadness! But what else could he do? Yes, he was a useless waste, and he would not be a useless waste in this life, a waste no different from a woman!

The next moment, he must not even have the strength to lean against the wall!

Closing his eyes, Fang Ze swore in his heart, "From here and now on, he Fang Ze has nothing to do with this girl, and even if they meet from now on, they will be passers-by!"

Although Fang Ze knew that he still couldn't forget her, and knew that this figure might not be able to be erased from his brain for a lifetime, but now there was only this thing he could do for her!

Liang Jing sat in the car, staring blankly at the scenery speeding by outside the window! At this moment, she felt a little better in her heart, but she still did not regret the decision she made, because as she said in the letter, she no longer had the right to choose! She had also used to have sex, trying to resist this worldly shackles, originally she thought she had succeeded, but in the end, the person who made her at the expense of everything still abandoned herself! At that time, she felt really desperate and lonely! At that time, she even thought about ending all this with death, but in the end, she still survived, not because of how courageous she was, but because a person, a very simple and kind man gave her the courage to support her to live! Just when she was happy and excited to find a person who was truly worthy of her love and trust in the vast sea of people, God cruelly insisted on choosing between death and leaving......! Heaven has always been so cruel to Himself!

To this day, he still believed the man's words - there are miracles in this world! But alas, in the end, these two words did not fall on him!

At this moment and now, Liang Jing also secretly swore in his heart, "This life is only for one person to be nostalgic, and only for one person to cry for life!"

(End of Part 1)