Chapter 431: Won't Go Anywhere (Part II)
In fact, there is nothing that makes people too shaken.
Before Han Yu entered this ward, he had already roughly predicted what kind of situation he would see.
Lying quietly on the hospital bed, covered with a quilt, Kim Tae-yeon's small face seemed to be getting thinner and thinner because of the snow-white sheets.
The face was frighteningly pale, without a trace of blood, only the two lips that were tightly pressed together and seemed to be a little dry could see a little bit of ruddyness, which could be reflected with the pale face, but it revealed a different kind of weakness.
The forehead is also heavily bandaged with thick gauze, white gauze and jet-black hair, in fact, if it is not with a heavy heart, at first glance, it is a little inexplicably cute, like the Arab headscarf, the "big" head lining an already thin face even smaller.
It's just that when his eyes saw the trace of blood red oozing from the white veil, Han Yu couldn't help but purse his lips slightly.
"Hoo ......"
Exhaling lightly as if relieving the pressure, Han Yu looked at Kim Taeyeon who was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, and directly stretched out his hand, and naturally helped this girl tuck the quilt, his eyes wandered on the performance costume she was still wearing, and her good-looking eyebrows were obviously wrinkled, but it was not good to change this girl's clothes or anything at the moment, so he could only temporarily stretch his slightly locked brows, take the stool next to the bed, and sit next to this girl.
"Too careless, huh?"
With his hands propped up on the soft mattress, slightly staggered together to support his chin, Han Yu looked at this bloodless little face, and seemed to sigh slightly, and there was a lot of soft pity in his eyes.
It's strange that when he really walked into the ward, when he really looked at Taeyeon, Han Yu's face didn't have too much sadness.
His face could be said to be quite calmly staring at the man who was lying on the bed as if he was asleep, his eyes were not so much full of anticipation and worry as he was observing softly, and his gaze remained fixed on the little pale face, and his eyes could no longer see anything except softness and a little pity.
Reaction, surprisingly calm.
Moreover, after only saying a soft question that seemed to be self-talking, the guy stopped talking, didn't say anything more, and looked at Taeyeon lying on the bed with such a flat and watery face, which made the ward fall into a strange silence.
There was a long silence.
The two people in the ward are like immobile sculptures, the one lying on the bed is naturally needless to say, and the one sitting on the edge of the bed is also motionless, sitting there without moving, just watching it like this, as if her head is empty, if Jin Xiayan is in the ward at this time, I am afraid that she will be dissatisfied with her little head and hit her "wooden" OPPA.
However, if you look closely, you will find something different......
Han Woo's eyes as he looked at Kim Taeyeon became softer and softer, and the eyes that had been staring at the pale little face were not empty and contentless, but a more and more gentle eyewave.
Moreover, the silence in the air, as if with this soft gaze, gradually brewed into a deep love, hidden in a pair of deep black eyes, and fell on the distressing emaciated little face.
Especially, when the gaze swept over and over the tightly closed eyes, the love and tenderness in the deep eyes seemed to become more and more intense.
There is a point, in that gentle light, there seems to be an indescribable complexity......
The relationship between relatives is really a wonderful feeling.
It's a bit like there's an invisible thread connecting two people in the dark, and no matter how they feel about each other, that thread will always be there.
Each other, always, will always be the most special people in each other's lives.
In the past, Han Yu had never experienced the so-called "family affection" so closely.
It wasn't until he fused Lin Yunyu's memories that he realized for the first time the meaning behind the word "family".
Father, sister, although it may be a family that is not yet complete, the touching that can be given to Han Yu is already worth remembering for a lifetime.
And after meeting Ha Yeon and Taeyeon, two relatives in the actual sense, Han Yu felt the magic of the so-called "family affection" more clearly.
It's really amazing......
It is clear that people who have never lived together before are still strangers many months ago, but in a short period of time, as if they were born, they can clearly feel a lot of precious hearts passed on to each other by each other.
Xia Yan didn't talk about it for the time being, this feeling Han Woo experienced most obviously between himself and Taeyeon.
Between Taeyeon and himself, even now, the time spent together can be said to be very short, and it is not even as good as those agents who have been with Taeyeon for a while, but in this case, Han Woo found that even if he and Taeyeon do not meet, as long as time goes by, when they think of each other, the emotion in their hearts will become more and more intense.
It's like ...... Like the wine that is cellared, it is buried underground, but the aroma and flavor do not dissipate due to these factors, but become more mellow because of the longer it is aged.
Han Woo feels that the relationship between himself and Taeyeon is a bit like this.
Even if he had only met a few times before, even if he hadn't seen each other for a long time, once this little face that was not particularly familiar but extremely impressive appeared in his mind, he would inexplicably have a very strong emotion in his heart, indescribable closeness, indescribable love, and even a little ...... Unspeakable missing.
And this situation, in fact, Han Yu has experienced Xia Yan, including Yun'er, and even Yunzhen's girl, so he is sure that this kind of situation that he feels unfamiliar with should be ...... It is the expression of the so-called "family affection".
Han Yu didn't know if it was because of his special experience that this situation occurred, or if in fact, in the world, everyone has a strong affection for their relatives that will not fade with time.
But at least, he didn't reject such feelings, but felt a little willing in his heart.
Like the Jin family's father and daughter, Han Yu could of course also hear the kindness that Jin Mu's words exuded to him, to be honest, when he first heard it, he was really surprised in his heart.
Because speaking of which, for the Jin family, in addition to being full of complexity, Han Yu also has a sense of guilt for everyone in the Jin family, a sense of guilt that is still buried deep in his heart even after a long time.
Regarding this, even in the face of Father Jin, who is really emotionally entangled, Han Yu is also really unclear about how he feels...... Father, there is a deep guilt in his heart, this guilt has hardly been revealed on the surface, but it is deeply rooted in Han Yu's heart, from time to time, an indescribable heaviness will be like a root that extends downward, layer by layer deep into his heart, and it is deeply rooted, and it can't be driven away.
And among these many guiltes, Han Yu's guilt for Jin Mu is the heaviest.
It can even be said that among the several people in the Jin family, the one Han Yu is most unwilling to face, the one who is the most afraid to face, and the one who is most afraid to face is Jin Mu.
Seriously, the grievances between Han Yu and Jin Mu really made him feel a complicated feeling that he couldn't put into words.
Strictly speaking, Jin Mu didn't owe Han Yu anything.
Regarding Han Yu's life experience, it has nothing to do with Jin Mu, even if it was the act of sending him to the welfare institute at the beginning, from Han Yu's current point of view, he doesn't think Jin Mu did anything wrong back then.
Maybe the difficulties at home are really just an excuse, but she doesn't want to complicate the family relationship, she doesn't want her children to get into this complicated relationship, and she doesn't want them to know from an early age that their father is a person who has done something wrong.
Based on this alone, Han Yu felt that as a mother, Jin Mu had done nothing wrong.
Or to put it simply, what woman would really want to raise a child who is not related to her by blood, and whose existence itself makes her very bad?
The choice of the golden mother back then, whether it was in love or reason, was reasonable.
Even Han Yu himself is quite glad that Jin Mu made the decision at the beginning, if he stayed in the Jin family like this back then, he might not really be able to grow up normally like the children of other people's families, and have a normal psychology, but meeting the Lin family is one of the two luckiest things in his life so far, and there is another one, which is the car accident......
What made Han Yu feel guilty the most when facing Jin Mu was not the car accident between him and Jin Zhixiong - maybe it was indeed because of his arrival that Jin Zhiyu became one with him, but now that he thinks about it, even if he didn't come here, Jin Zhixiong's affairs may be unavoidable, and even the process has nothing to do with him and Jin Zhiyu.
Therefore, the point that made Han Yu feel the most guilty when facing the golden mother was...... Even though he knew very well in his heart the damage caused by Kim Ji-woong's incident to the Kim family, even if he was reluctant to recall Taeyeon's crying little face at the beginning, his heart was ...... But I'm still glad that the car accident happened.
Jin Mu didn't do anything wrong with Han Yu, but Han Yu was in some ways "at fault" with Jin Mu......
Therefore, for the golden mother's overture, Han Yu's heart is so complicated.
Even if I longed for the proximity of family affection so much, when I felt that I received a signal of closeness, I felt a strong sense of guilt in my heart.
Because I feel the other party's sincere and clean heart, I have a ...... for my "dirty" heart I felt guilty.
This is the reason why Han Woo didn't know how to respond to Kim Mu's finally loose gestures, and this is why Han Woo didn't know how to treat Taeyeon who was in a coma at this time......
Although he was lying on the hospital bed in a coma, looking at this little face that was so pale that his heart was faintly tightened, Han Yu found that the guilt and guilt in his heart were even worse.
To be honest, compared to Ha Yeon, Han Woo found that he was facing Taeyeon, who was relatively not so close to each other, and the feeling of being overwhelmed by guilt would be more serious.
His two younger sisters are too good to him, and Han Yu will not compare who is better, but compared to Xia Yan, who may have a "deeper" relationship, Han Yu feels a little less at ease in the face of Taeyeon, who he is not very familiar with.
Because the feelings are deeper, it is easier to accept the good of yourself.
Correspondingly, because I don't get along much, but I also receive the same kind of good for no reason, so I feel overwhelmed.
If Taeyeon was in a state of wakeness, maybe Han Woo would have been able to talk and laugh with this girl because he didn't let her think about it much, but when Taeyeon was lying on the bed like she was sleeping quietly in front of him, Han Woo couldn't say anything to herself.
Because these seemingly very caring and worried words will only reach his ears in the end, and they have no meaning except to make his heart feel more heavy and irritable.
People don't wake up with just a few words of prayer, and when Han Yu himself said these seemingly caring words, the guilt in his heart would make him feel a kind of hypocritical disgust.
No one can fool their own hearts.
This kind of thing that makes himself uncomfortable and can't do any practical good for the person he loves, Han Yu will never be stupid enough to do it.
So when he faced Taeyeon, he couldn't say anything other than staring, like he was dumb, not so much too lazy to say it, but not knowing what to say.
It's just that, throwing away all these factors, for Han Yu himself, he feels that he can only sit on the edge of the hospital bed like this, quietly waiting for this girl to open her eyes.
I must have been scared, at the time I fell off the lift.
This was Han Yu's thoughts.
He didn't want Taeyeon to wake up with no one to rely on.
At least, I can still be competent for the "life-saving straw" that I can grasp when I wake up from a "nightmare......
“……”
"Okay, take this opportunity to take a good rest, I'll stay here with you, as long as you don't forget to wake up......"
In the end, he still whispered softly in his mouth, and gradually, staring at the pale but still delicate and quiet little face in front of him, under the soft light in the ward, Han Yu's face seemed to faintly glow with an inexplicable serenity......-
(To be continued.) )