483: The voice of a child
This scream is so heartbreaking, it is false to say that it is not uncomfortable, but now Ji Muqing has softened her heart, if I am soft-hearted, will it be true that I want to bring this child with me?
She's only four years old, and I owe her enough, and if something happens this time, I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life.
Moreover, her life has just begun, and it must not be ruined in our hands like this.
I'm no longer a qualified father, and I can't give her a good life, so what I can do is to protect her to the best of my ability.
So, I have to be ruthless, I have to be hard-hearted.
After stuffing the little pineapple into the car, I didn't hesitate to slam the door shut.
Little Pineapple wanted to open the door, but I didn't give her a chance and quickly started the car.
I will send the little pineapple to my father-in-law and mother-in-law first, and then come back to pick up Ji Muqing. I didn't let Ji Muqing follow, because I was afraid that Ji Muqing would be soft-hearted, and she would be soft-hearted when she saw the little pineapple crying, and she would be ruthless.
But I didn't expect that Little Pineapple's stubbornness would come to such a point.
I thought that after the car started, she would compromise, but I didn't expect that the little pineapple actually opened the car door and jumped out of the car.
By the time I found out, it was too late, and she had already rushed out the door.
I only heard a "bang", and the little pineapple seemed to have hit something.
I quickly stopped the car and saw the little pineapple lying on the ground, motionless. I was so scared that I felt like my legs weren't my own, and I didn't know how I got to the little pineapple.
I shuddered and picked up the little pineapple, her forehead breaking and bleeding.
She closed her eyes as if she was asleep, but no matter how much I shook them, she couldn't wake up, so she was not asleep, she was unconscious.
I was so scared that my voice was trembling, "Little pineapple, open your eyes and look at Dabi, little pineapple, open your eyes and look at Dabi......"
I screamed hard, hard, and I patted the little pineapple in the face, but no matter what I did, the little pineapple wouldn't open its eyes.
I was terrified, really, at that moment, I was really frightened, I actually had a feeling of wanting to cry.
"Little pineapple, Dad is wrong, Dad shouldn't force you to do things you don't like, open your eyes and see ...... Daddy"
Tears swirled in my eyes, and my heart had never felt so bad.
I carefully picked up the little pineapple, and at this moment, I felt a pair of soft little hands gently caressing my face, and at that moment, I was stunned as if I had been touched by electricity.
"Dabi, don't cry, little pineapple is fine. "The power generated by that weak voice was extremely powerful, as if a huge light fell from the sky, enveloping me in an instant.
The vision in front of me became more and more blurry, more and more blurry, but also more and more clear.
Because, I clearly saw that little pineapple opened her dark eyes, and I also clearly saw the look of love bursting out of her eyes.
At that moment, there was nothing more moving than those clear eyes.
"Little Pineapple...... "I have a lot of things to say, but every time it comes to my lips, I can't say anything."
Maybe this moment, not saying anything, is the best.
I took the little pineapple into my arms and rested her head on my shoulder.
I don't force her anymore, I don't force it anymore.
"Little pineapple, don't go, let's not go, go home. ”
"Daddy, really?"
I nodded heavily, "Of course it's true." ”
The little pineapple stretched out her little hand and stroked it gently on my face, outlining a shallow smile at the corner of her mouth, "I knew that Dad was the best." ”
"Daddy is taking you to the hospital. "I put the little pineapple in the car, and on the way, I called Ji Muqing and briefly explained the situation here.
Ji Muqing was very anxious, and hurriedly rushed to the hospital.
Hospital.
The doctor was treating the little pineapple, and I walked on the bench in the hallway, with mixed feelings.
At that moment, my heart was indescribably sour, if it weren't for my stubbornness and stubbornness, Little Pineapple wouldn't have done this, and she wouldn't have been hurt.
So, all of this is caused by me, I always say that it is for the good of the little pineapple, but in fact, the so-called good I give is not what the little pineapple wants.
Just like how good I am to Ji Muqing, I always think that what I give in my way is good, but I never thought that what Ji Muqing wanted was what I thought.
I don't know them so well, really, I don't know anything about the two women I'm closest to, and I feel so guilty about that.
While I was anxiously waiting, Ji Muqing came, and it was Abin who sent her.
I didn't tell her about the little pineapple's condition on the phone, I just said that the little pineapple fell from the car, Ji Muqing was very worried, and kept asking, "How is the little pineapple?
"It's being treated, the doctor said it doesn't matter, don't worry. ”
Ji Muqing's tears fell as soon as she "banged", "Little pineapple is most afraid of pain, and I don't know if she can withstand it." That child, who can cry for a long time when he is bitten by a mosquito, falls off the car, how painful it is. ”
It's the first time I've heard of this, little pineapple is afraid of pain, shouldn't it, she is so strong and lively, how can she be afraid of pain.
"You're too worried. ”
Ji Muqing shook her head, "No, no, you don't know her at all." Don't look at her always giggling, as if she is a little adult, in fact, she is a child. She is sensible because of the environment in which she has lived since she was a child, but in her bones, she is actually still a child. She also has the fantasies and innocent thoughts of other children, and she also cries because of something she likes. ”
"You don't know, when she forgets everything and puts herself into something, her innocent look is really, really infectious. You know, when you brought the little pineapple to live with us, wasn't the little pineapple very repulsive to me, and why did I get her approval so quickly? That's because I knew her, and I treated her like a child, and I knew what she wanted and what she didn't want. ”
"I don't ask so much of her, I treat her like my own child, so I can quickly capture her heart and get her approval very quickly. When you asked me what skills I had, I didn't have any. At that time, I definitely didn't know her as well as you, but I just took advantage of this, because I didn't understand, so I worked harder to understand, which led to everything today. ”
"Zhao Suo, a child doesn't want to be separated from the people close to her, this is nature, it's instinct, you can't force her. It's like left-behind children instinctively want to keep their parents when they see them leaving. Because the little pineapple was insecure and insecure, she did everything she could not let us go because she was afraid. ”
Insecure, I never thought she would be insecure.
Maybe Ji Muqing is right, it's that my requirements for her are too high, it's that I don't know her too well, and I haven't put myself in the right position and walked into her life and heart.
I bowed my head in shame, "I understand what you said. I also just realized what a low-level mistake I had made. To tell you the truth, Little Pineapple pushed the car door and jumped off by herself, and I regretted it when I saw her lying there motionless. I think if I hadn't forced her to do things she didn't like, if I could have put myself in her shoes, if I could have gone into her heart and understood what she really wanted, there wouldn't be everything she is now. ”
Ji Muqing looked up at me, a shallow smile outlined on the corner of her mouth, "You can think like this, I'm very happy for you, and I'm also very happy for the little pineapple." One of you is too demanding of the other, one is too undemanding of the other, always walking on the wrong thoughts of the other party, and now it's okay, your channel is finally on the same line. ”
As she spoke, she stared at the treatment room and took a deep breath, "I hope little pineapple will be fine." ”
I put my arm around her shoulders and muttered, "It's okay, it's going to be fine." ”
In about half an hour, the treatment was over, "The patient's family can go in and visit." ”
I hurriedly went in with Ji Muqing to visit, only to see the little pineapple's small body lying on the big bed, looking so thin.
We hurried to her, only to see that she was with a pair of weak eyes, a little pale, and gauze on her forehead, and she could still laugh at such a weak moment.
"Dabi, Sister Xiaoqing......" Little Pineapple raised her hand.
Ji Muqing and I hurriedly held her hand, "Little pineapple, we're all here." ”
The little girl smiled vigorously and looked at me with big watery eyes, "Dabi, is it that I used to be too naughty and mischievous and made you angry, so you want to send me away?" I promise, I won't be naughty in the future, and I won't make you angry." And Sister Xiaoqing, what happened last night, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have taken something to throw it at you, what if I hurt the little brother in my stomach? I was wrong, Dabi, Sister Xiaoqing, I was really wrong. I just beg you not to abandon me, I will correct it, I will be a good little boy and make you like me. ”
The little girl obviously said it with a smile, but the tears in her eyes were so sour.
At this time, if I say anything more to blame, how can I go down to that cruelty?
I held her little hand tightly, "Don't say it, Daddy doesn't blame you, Daddy used to be bad, when you get better, you can go wherever you want, Daddy and Sister Xiaoqing will never be separated from you again, okay?"