Chapter 41: The Oath Begins
Lin Yingyan didn't even know how she got home in the end, she just relied on instinct, dragging her body forward with heavy steps, and even ignored the vehicles whistling past her.
The hat and eyes on the head had fallen off as early as when they ran just now, and they were numbly grasped in Lin Yingyan's hands, and a green silk lost its restraint and slipped off, and there was no glasses on its face, revealing a suffocating beauty, and the pitiful appearance of the pear blossom with rain made passers-by look sideways, and scolded angrily in their hearts who caused this beautiful girl to be sad.
Lin Yingyan stood at the door of the house, she didn't go in immediately, because she was adjusting her emotions to make herself look less abnormal, yes, her stubbornness made her not easily tell others about her pain, and her kindness didn't allow the people she cared about the most to worry about because of herself.
However, thinking is simple, but doing it is completely different, the more you force yourself not to think about it, the more Li Minghao's apologetic face appears in his mind, and the apology is revealed because he can't accept himself, right?
Lin Yingyan's face was full of bitterness, the tears that had just stopped flowed down again, and she knocked her groggy head hard, and it took a long time for Lin Yingyan to recover her emotions, but despite this, she could still see the haggard on Lin Yingyan's face, but for Lin Yingyan's current state, she didn't have the kind of mind to pay attention to these, standing at the door for so long, I'm afraid my mother would be worried, and after stabilizing her emotions again, Lin Yingyan raised her hand that was white before and opened the door.
"Xiao Yan, my baby daughter, you're finally back!" Yang Huilan, who was sitting in the living room, was worried on her face, but now the time has exceeded the usual time for her daughter to come home, but her baby daughter hasn't come back yet, shouldn't something happen? Just as Yang Huilan was fidgeting and was about to get up to find her daughter, she heard the sound of the door opening, so she hurriedly ran to the door, and saw that it was really her daughter, Yang Huilan suddenly said happily.
"Well, the teacher asked me for help with something, so I came back late......" Lin Yingyan suddenly saw her mother standing at the door, and her heart was startled, but fortunately, she had stabilized her mood before entering the door, did not show any flaws, and said the words she had originally thought of, Yang Huilan believed it when she heard it, after all, Lin Yingyan rarely lied, and Yang Huilan, who had just relaxed, did not pay attention to these.
"What's wrong?Xiao Yan, why are your eyes so red?Look at your little face, why do you look so haggard?Is something happening?" Yang Huilan suddenly noticed that her daughter's face was a little wrong, and reached out to touch Lin Yingyan's face, and said with worry in distress.
"I didn't ...... It's okay" Lin Yingyan's face suddenly turned pale, hearing her mother's words, Lin Yingyan couldn't help but think of Li Minghao, and her mood was a little fluctuating, but in order not to worry her mother, Lin Yingyan still endured it, and tried to pull out a smile and continued: "Maybe I'm too tired, just go back to the room and rest", after speaking, Lin Yingyan couldn't wait to walk to her room, because she was afraid that she couldn't help it and let that emotion explode.
Looking at her daughter like this, Yang Huilan understood that something must have happened, she hugged Lin Yingyan in her arms, let Lin Yingyan's head rest on her shoulder, and gently stroked Lin Yingyan's head with her hand, running through her long silky hair.
"Xiao Yan, although my mother doesn't know what happened, you have to remember that if you want, your mother will always be your harbor for talking, you are a girl now, you don't need to swallow all your grievances into your stomach"
Yang Huilan's words made Lin Yingyan's body tremble, her mother's warm embrace made the hardness of Lin Yingyan's heart slowly soften, and a pair of beautiful eyes moistened instantly, but she wanted to give her mouth because of her mother's last words.
"Well, Mom, don't worry, I'm fine......"
"Alas......" Looking at her daughter who ran back to the room, Yang Huilan sighed.
This night, Lin Yingyan tossed and turned, there was no sleepiness at all, as soon as her eyes were closed, her mind was Li Minghao's silence about herself today, and she was troubled for a while, it seemed that it would be no good thing for her to become a girl, I really don't know why God always goes against herself, she originally looked like a girl, not to mention, but now even all her male characteristics have changed, and it has brought all kinds of troubles, and even the few good friends you have to take away.
"My head is so dizzy......" Lin Yingyan had to get up, I don't know when it started, my head felt groggy, it wasn't over yet, the more I thought about it, the more serious it became, she felt that she needed to calm down, otherwise she wouldn't be able to sleep this night.
Taking a cold shower seems to be a good choice, not only to wash off the sticky sweat on the body, but also to calm down, Lin Yingyan cautiously came to the shower room.
"Hiss~ It's so cold!" When the cold water was sprinkled on her body, Lin Yingyan trembled uncontrollably, although it was summer, the temperature of the water in the middle of the night was still very low, not to mention that Lin Yingyan was now a girl's body.
When the whole cold shower was over, Lin Yingyan's hands and feet were purple from the cold, but these are not the most important, the important thing is that she still can't sleep, for Li Minghao's matter, Lin Yingyan doesn't want to think about it, everything is not important, go and confess to him tomorrow, and Jiajia and them too, this is the result of calming down.