264: My Shadow
It's a pity that this guy is now addicted to his own world and is not aware of his own problems at all. When I brought all this up, he was only panicked and uneasy, and did not reflect on it in the slightest, whether what he had done was correct and worthy of his conscience?
When a person stubbornly believes that everything he thinks is right, even if others put forward more correct opinions, he will only subconsciously defend himself, instead of accepting others' corrections.
I couldn't help sighing, "Everything you have done is actually for yourself, but in order to make up for your uneasy conscience, and to find a reasonable excuse for yourself, you used the excuse of being afraid that I would rob you of your credit." ”
"If I'm not mistaken, you even thought that one day your Stone Demon Dao would be able to replace the Blood Wolf Clan and recreate its glory. Even, you have thought that you are more suitable to be the boss than Shi, because you have ambitions and ideals, and you feel that you can reprogram the Stone Demon Dao when you first started in the city. And Shi Geng is too indecisive, am I right?"
"No, it's not!" Stone subconsciously jumped up from his chair, "I didn't think like that, I never thought like that, you're slandering me, you must be taking revenge on me." ”
His reaction was so strong that I'm sure even if I don't explain, you can tell if he's lying.
Speaking of which, things are already clear.
Stone, a man who is not satisfied with the status quo and has great ambitions, wants to get rid of me after he has used me.
But I didn't expect the matter to be revealed so quickly. And I, in front of so many people, exposed what he had done, he was furious, angry, and upset, and it all showed that he was weak in heart, and he was justifying himself in this way.
These are all knee-jerk reactions of a person and are difficult to control.
However, if this reaction appears in ordinary people, I can understand it, but it appears in people in the Stone Demon Dao......
This has to make me sigh, time not only makes the Stone Demon Dao disappear from people's sight, but also makes the members of the Stone Demon Dao slowly oriented towards ordinary people.
If their ancestors had such mental qualities, how could they have accomplished so many impossible tasks.
He is just empty of ideals and ambitions, but his own conditions have not been improved.
What is this called, this is called empty fantasy.
I can't help but feel sorry and sad for them.
Ideals and ambitions are based on your certain ability, when you don't have that ability, but you want to do a big career, then it is not called ideals, but delusions.
Obviously, that's what the stone in front of you looks like.
I sat down in my chair and slowly picked up a cup of tea and drank it.
Tea is good tea, but unfortunately the people who make tea don't seem to know much about the tea ceremony, and the taste is not strong enough.
Shi slammed the table angrily and stood up, his eyes bloodshot like a man-eating beast.
As the current head of the Stone Demon Dao, such a person appeared in his subordinates, which was his dereliction of responsibility, and it would make him feel guilty and guilty, and feel ashamed of his ancestors.
Of course, there may be other more complex emotions, which I don't know.
I saw Shi Geng walking in front of the stone with stiff steps, and after the stone was exposed to his thoughts, he was panicked, and in the face of Shi's more powerful threat, he couldn't bear it, and knelt down with a "poof".
"Boss, you listen to me, I don't think like that, I've never had those thoughts, you believe me, you really have to believe me. We've been brothers for more than ten years, so you don't believe a stranger, do you?"
"He's sowing discord, boss, you have to be a little bit of a situation, don't be fooled. ”
In the face of Shi's bitter pleading, Shi could only shake his head and sigh, things have come to this point, why is he still obsessed?
"Stone, you've let me down so much. The hand that Shi Geng stretched out, and when he was about to touch the stone, he retracted again.
It was a heartfelt disappointment, even despair.
You can only have such despair if you care about someone in particular.
This huge gap is difficult for people to accept in a short period of time.
I understand Shi Geng's mood at the moment, once, I also suffered such a betrayal.
That was many years ago, and the Blood Wolf Team had not yet been officially established, so we had to select 20 qualified candidates from among the many applicants, and then after a period of training, we would determine the final slot.
At that time, there was a comrade-in-arms who had a good relationship with me, and he wanted to join the Blood Wolf team and fight side by side with me.
I helped him a lot, but in the end, I found out that he didn't join the Blood Wolf Team to fight alongside us, but to find out our insider.
Because he is a spy sent by the enemy.
At that time, my mood was similar to that of Shi now.
Maybe I didn't have much experience at that time, and my mind was not mature and strong enough, so it took me a long time to calm myself down.
Later, it was my instructor who told me that for us, feelings are to be spoken, but only for our own people, and not for our enemies.
For the handling of that spy, in the end, I personally carried it out.
It was the first time in my life that I faced death.
Because the identity of that spy is very special, once he is allowed to get out alive, it will be a very huge threat to us. Therefore, we can only take extreme measures to dispose of him.
My instructor told me that if I couldn't do it, I would replace it with someone else. It's me who insists on doing it myself.
Thinking about it now, I still remember the mood at that time, I don't know how I started, although there was no blood splattered in all directions, there was no terrible beheading or killing with a gun, just an injection of him, but when you know that a person is facing death after being injected into that kind of array, the shock of fear and anxiety is still very strong.
All I know is that my hands were shaking for a long time after I got that injection.
However, as a member of the Blood Wolf Clan, if I don't even have this bit of mental quality, what qualifications do I have to enter the Blood Wolf Clan?
In the end, I successfully completed the task, although there are many mental construction in the middle of the breakthrough by myself, but this is the first step of my growth, which will be unforgettable for a lifetime.
At this moment, Shi Geng's reactions, decisions, and actions have attracted my attention.
I'm curious to know how Shi Geng will handle this.
It's not that I have to give me a satisfactory explanation or anything, but I seem to see my original shadow from Shi Geng.