Chapter 62: You Are Not God

Sakura made a few very simple sandwiches with Americano, which was dinner for three people, perhaps because she felt that her dinner was too unpalatable, so she ate two bites and then got up and left, leaving only Hugo and Chitose Hara with bitter eyes on their faces. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"In today's civilized world with the Internet and technology, can't takeaway be delivered here?" Hugo complained as he pulled a slice of bacon with bloodshot from his sandwich and placed it on a plate next to him.

"Even if the drone delivers food here, it will be midnight, you can endure until that time, and besides, this is a high-end mountain villa, and it is a shame to eat takeout. "Chitose Hara pretended to be tough.

Hugo snorted coldly and said: "I can't fill my stomach, I still want to save face, and besides, this house is not yours." ”

"You can't find the Yuanshan apartment on the network map, and the takeaway is impossible to deliver. Hara Chitose stared at this objective reality, which Hugo knew, nodded helplessly, and stuffed the lettuce in the sandwich into his mouth.

"Thank you. Chitose Hara picked up the coffee cup, thanked Hugo, and then took a sip of coffee.

"You're not serious enough. Hugo said.

Perhaps because of the bitterness of the coffee, Chitose Hara frowned, as if he hadn't heard Hugo's words, and muttered softly and complained, "It's really not delicious." With that, he pushed the coffee cup aside.

Hugo cleaned his mouth with his tongue, slurped, and said, "To be honest, today's events are really amazing, um... Suffice it to say that I didn't expect me to succeed at all. ”

Chitose Hara smiled and said, "Then congratulations, you have done something that no surgeon in the world can do." ”

"Well, internists all over the world shouldn't be able to do that. Hugo added.

"Hahaha..."Hugo and Chitose Hara burst into hearty laughter at the same time.

After laughing for a long time, the two calmed down, and Hugo looked at the original Chitose and thought about it and said in a language: "Well, you listen, I don't know how to say it now... From today, specifically from the moment I resurrected Thangka, I had an idea... I thought maybe there was something in my abilities that I hadn't discovered yet, and today, um... From the moment of resurrection of the thangka... I think I found it, and I was thinking maybe I could..."

Seeing Hugo's somewhat incoherent appearance, Chitose Hara felt like laughing, but he didn't laugh, and subconsciously reached out to take a sip of the coffee cup that had been pushed to the side, but then he withdrew his hand when he thought of its taste.

"You're not a god!" Hara Chitose suddenly interrupted Hugo's words, and Hugo looked at Hara Chitose in confusion.

Hara Chitose swallowed, and he suddenly felt that his body was very lacking in the stimulation of a carbonated drink, Coke.

"As a blasphemous, unlike most of the normal people in the world, I believe that there are countless supernatural forces in this world that cannot be explained by science, from my own point of view, I believe in the existence of God, I believe that all blasphemers will believe in the existence of God, that is the existence that created us and is worthy of our awe, but I still want to say, Hugo, you, are not gods. ”

Hugo's expression calmed down and he listened carefully to Hara's words.

"I never expected you to resurrect Thangka, although I roughly guessed your thoughts at the time, but I really didn't have any hope for you, I just couldn't bear to refuse your kindness, but what you did was indeed beyond my understanding and imagination. You have accomplished something that only a god can do, and you have resurrected Thangka, and at this point I will always remember your kindness, and the entire Manken Society will remember your kindness. But even then I have to say what is in my heart, you are not God. ”

"You just did something that a god could do by accident, and your abilities are amazing, but the magical bloodline of the Thangka is also indispensable, without which you can't resurrect a fake heart alone. Thangka herself has a strong ability to heal herself, and she died only because she was missing a heart, and if you give her a heart, she will have a chance to resurrect. And I don't have any of that. ”

Talking about his death again, Hara Chitose behaved more calmly, without any complicated expressions on his face.

"I don't have a magical bloodline, I don't have a strong ability to heal myself, my life threat comes from the continuous failure of my body, the white ghost has given me an injury that can never be healed, and I have no choice but to die. I appreciate your kindness, and I will always remember this gratitude, but I don't want you to go down the wrong path, always remember my words, you are not God, and don't think too much about becoming God. You are yourself, always, always. ”

Hugo silently listened to Hara's words, and finally nodded.

Chitose Hara smiled, "Hugo, thank you. The three simple words represented everything that had to be expressed in his heart, and Hugo did not answer, but lowered his head and continued to eat the sandwich that was not delicious.

Late at night, Chitose Hara returned to his room, got up from his wheelchair, fell upside down on his bed, and stared at the ceiling in a daze, his eyes blank. A wry smile appeared on the face of Chitose Ryokuhara.

"I really thought I saw hope, but it turned out to be empty joy. God, you love to play tricks on me. ”

Reaching out and picking up the gourd from the bedside table, he took out a gray pill from it and threw it into his mouth, chewing it slowly with his teeth until it was completely mixed with saliva before swallowing it. The taste of the gray pill is very complicated, and it cannot be clearly described in simple words, and Hara Chitose can simply summarize it in one sentence at this time - the taste of life.

Shaking the pill in the gourd, there was a loud empty shaking sound inside, and Hara Chitose closed his eyes and listened quietly, listening to the voice of his own life.

There are not many pills left, and there are not many lives left.

In another room, Hugo used the PMT to talk to Hitomi in the distance on the phone, telling her what had happened in the past two days, Hugo's energy surprised Hitomi, and after Hugo finished speaking, he began to desperately urge Hugo to leave the distant mountain apartment and return home.

Hugo thought for a moment and said: "I really want to leave the distant mountains, but I don't want to go home, I want to go to the 23rd district again, I want to save Chitose!"