Lonely waiting
Yang Li, who returned to Chongqing, felt very lonely, because her classmate's boyfriend had returned from abroad, and her classmates rarely played with Yang Li, and the friendship had become rusty.
The foreigner told Yang Li that she might come to Shenzhen or Shanghai again in September, and Yang Li looked forward to coming to China every day.
Every day is looking forward to spending time, and foreigners also video with Yang Li every day. Long-distance relationships are hard, but long-distance relationships are even harder, because there is jet lag.
Yang Li lives in memories every day, recalling the happiness of being with foreigners. I often cry by myself.
It's already September, and the foreigner hasn't said when he will come to China, and Yang Li is often asking the foreigner, and the foreigner said that the company has some things, and he hasn't arranged when he will come to China.
October, November, December, January, February, time passed day by day, and it was almost the Chinese New Year.
Yang Li was very disappointed and said to the foreigner: "How I wish I could spend the Spring Festival with you! I am so lonely! I go back to my hometown and no one likes me except my mother!"
The foreigner was also disappointed and said to Yang Li: "Baby! I'm sorry to disappoint you!"
The foreigner told Yang Li that he would try his best to come to Shenzhen or Chongqing to spend the Spring Festival with Yang Li during the Chinese New Year. But in the blink of an eye, the Spring Festival has come! The foreigner still has not come to China, and the American company will not approve his vacation.
Yang Li was disappointed again. Under the repeated urging of her mother on the phone, Yang Li returned to her hometown for the Spring Festival. Yang Li really didn't want to go back to the home that made her scarred, constantly destroying and oppressing herself, but in order to see her mother and sister, Yang Li still endured and continued to stay at home for 5 or 6 days under the violent abuse of her father and the inferior treatment of men and women.
After the Spring Festival, Yang Li returned to Chongqing, and the foreigner told Yang Li that she might go to China in March. Yang Li waited for the foreigner while working again.
Waiting day after day, day after year, Yang Li seems to have become accustomed to the life of counting days.
Classmates sometimes persuaded Yang Li to say: "It may not be realistic for you to be together, and he can't stay in China for a long time, and it is unlikely that you will go to the United States, because it is too difficult to get a visa in the United States, and besides, your visa is not a tourist and work visa, which is equivalent to an immigrant visa." ”
In fact, Yang Li knows very well that it is difficult to get a visa to the United States, and Yang Li often checks the conditions for obtaining a U.S. visa on the Internet, and the strict investigation of approval, which is also very long, some take several years or more than ten years, and many are denied.
With the passage of time, Yang Li's idea of living in the United States with foreigners has become weaker and weaker, and she no longer fantasizes about it, so let it be!
Foreigners still have video calls with Yang Li every day, Yang Li often cries on the phone, and foreigners feel uncomfortable.
It's already March again, and foreigners still haven't determined the specific date of coming to China, and Yang Li is disappointed and disappointed. Yang Li still works every day and then videos with foreigners at night.
Sometimes foreigners will also ask Yang Li what she is doing every day, Yang Li also answered truthfully, Yang Li asked the foreigner every time she video with the foreigner when her visa can come down?
Time passes slowly, and the relationship with foreigners has also diluted, and foreigners are no longer video with Yang Li every day, sometimes every other day, sometimes two or three days, and the video time is not so long, sometimes 4 or 5 minutes, sometimes 7 or 8 minutes.
Classmates often tell Yang Li, go find a new boyfriend, don't be deceived again! You can't be together, he lied to you!
Yang Li herself reminisced and thought: The foreigner just said that he would contact Yang Li's immigrant visa lawyer, but he didn't ask him for a passport picture or ID photo, or later he checked what information he needed for a visa on the Internet, and he took the initiative to give the information to the foreigner. Foreigners may be like other Americans, thinking that they are only willing to go to the United States to get a U.S. green card......
Later, Yang Li had no passion for life in addition to work!