This slap, I don't know how many people were frightened, and the smell of * in the air became stronger and stronger.

Everyone can see how angry and angry my expression is at the moment, and everyone knows that if you are doing it against me at this moment, it is looking for death.

But why, Lao Mao just wants to challenge my bottom line?

"What is Manager Zhao doing? It's a pity to waste a good table of dishes. As he spoke, he poured himself a glass of wine.

The Mao Xiaowei in front of me not only made me feel strange, but also made me feel terrible.

When I was looking for him before, he was still pretending, but now, this is directly tearing his face, and he doesn't even bother to disguise.

More than angry, I was more disappointed in my heart, disappointed in him as a person.

No matter what others think of you or what they think of you, you can't lose yourself. And once a person loses himself, it is the greatest sorrow.

I stared at him and asked, "This bottle of wine is more than 1,000 yuan, how much money can you have a month, don't you need to support your family?"

"Manager Zhao, we still have to pay out these thousand pieces. Mao Xiaowei interrupted me impatiently.

I sneered twice, "Mao Xiaowei, you have a treat for this meal, right?"

Mao Xiaowei was stunned for a moment, and quickly shook his head, "No, no, it's shared equally by all of us." ”

"Divide it equally, okay, since I'm here, then I'll also participate, and I'll give out my money. Come on, let's all have a drink. ”

Those people, you look at me, I look at yours, and no one dares to move.

I looked at them and asked, "What's the matter, as soon as I came, you all had this expression, as if I was here to arrest you, take it easy, eat and drink when you should eat, anyway, you pay for it yourself, don't eat for nothing." ”

Although they raised their wine glasses one after another, the expressions on their faces were still so stiff.

Because of my presence, this meal has become very weird, and it seems to have become my home field alone.

Before ten o'clock, people left one after another, and when they left, they would put some money on the table.

In less than a while, the people were almost gone, leaving only me and Mao Xiaowei.

Looking at the pile of red bills on the table, I only felt sarcastic, ridiculous, and pathetic!

Now there's no one else in the box, and I don't have to act.

Mao Xiaowei wanted to have a drink with me, but I didn't even look at him.

"Lao Mao, is this what you promised me?" My heart was broken, and I seemed to hear the voice of my own heartbreak.

Mao Xiaowei calmly replied, "Zhao Suo, you misunderstood, today is really a simple dinner party for the big guys." Our sales department is no better than other departments, we have to run so many customers every day, and we communicate more in order to make better performance. ”

I slapped a receipt directly in front of him, and the payer column on the list was written with Mao Xiaowei's name and a deposit of 5,000.

The facts are all in front of him, but he is still arguing, "This, I finally took out this money from everyone's money, do you think that this meal is my treat, how is it possible, how can I have so much money." ”

"How long are you going to pretend?" I really didn't expect him to be so stubborn.

Mao Xiaowei approached me, "Zhao Suo, you really misunderstood......"

I took his hand away, and now I was really angry at him.

There is no difference between Mao Xiaowei and those flamboyant people now, if it weren't for the old feelings, I wouldn't bother to care about him.

Mao Xiaowei drank his wine, "If you don't believe it, forget it, anyway, I have a clear conscience." ”

"Have a clear conscience?"

How did I forget, the current Mao Xiaowei is no longer the cowardly Mao Xiaowei when he was in Tengda. The current Mao Xiaowei is really amazing, he has won people's hearts, he can collect money, and he will buy people's hearts.

It's because my thinking is too slow to keep up with the rhythm of others.

"I don't know why you are the way you are, if it's because of Bai Jingyi, then I can only tell you that you are to blame!"

Mao Xiaowei's hand holding the wine glass froze in the air, and after a while, he put the wine glass down heavily and looked at me angrily, "Why am I to blame? I am so sincere to her, what do you want me to do?"

"Hehe, I'm finally willing to admit it, but fortunately, you're still a man. Do you think that Bai Jingyi married someone else because of money, so have you considered him from her point of view? Your so-called hard work means that you feel that you have paid sincerely and have not been rewarded, but have you ever asked people what they want? What people want is an apple, and you are only willing to give a date, and you have to blame others for not understanding you. ”

"Isn't that your problem? I've told you many times that you only get more when you become good enough. ”

Mao Xiaowei spread his hands, "So I'm working very hard to make myself better, you see, my current performance has been able to enter the sales list, I believe it won't be long before I can enter the top three, or even the first place." ”

When he said those words, there was a greedy look in his eyes, not a look of hard work.

He is now like a madman, and he can no longer judge him right or wrong with normal thinking.

I put down the glass in my hand, I can't afford to drink such wine.

I said earnestly, "Lao Mao, if you still want to stay in Xinrui, just stop." ”

That's all I have to say, as for how he should choose and what he will do, I can't control it.

We're all grown-ups, and I can't keep an eye on him all the time.

The road is his own, whether it is good or not, he has to bear it himself.

"Zhao Suo, why do you think all this is my fault?" I got up and was about to leave, when I suddenly remembered Mao Xiaowei's rhetorical voice behind me.

I don't want to answer him, and I can't.

If I could answer so easily, it wouldn't be called life.

"You're doing it for yourself. ”

"Huh. Mao Xiaowei smiled bitterly, there was helplessness and bitterness in his laughter, "Zhao Suo, you are luckier than me, if you are like me, I don't believe you can still maintain your original intention." ”

I stopped and looked back at him, "It's just an excuse you're giving yourself, not a reason." ”

"Why not? Look at you, you are like a fish in water in Xinrui, and you can still get the favor of Mr. Ji, and now you have a bumper harvest in your family and career, so you don't have to worry about anything, you don't have to worry about anything. But what about me, when I was in Tengda, I always lived in the shadow of others, and I lived very without self, even the house, I want you to help me. When I first came to Xinrui, I also worked very hard, but what is the use, the salary paid in a month is not as good as the extra money that others receive. I really pay, Bai Jingyi didn't even look at me. Hehe, that's fate. ”

Mao Xiaowei took a sip of stuffy wine and continued, "I can see through it, God doesn't look at me at all, since he doesn't help me, then I have to help myself." What others can do, I can also do, I work harder than others, bring more benefits to the company, anyway, those people have money, don't want it in vain. Zhao Suo, I still owe you money, if I don't work so hard, when can I pay you back. ”

I looked at him steadily, at the face that struck me as unfamiliar.

I took a deep breath and didn't even want to speak.

I don't really know what to say for an obsessive person.

If I had any illusions before, I don't even have the last illusions.

However, I still want to send him a message, "One day, you will regret it." ”

"I won't!" Mao Xiaowei said firmly.

I didn't say anything more, just turned and left.

Coming out of the hotel, the cold wind was blowing.

An autumn rain and a cold one, the weather is slowly getting cooler, and the night is still a little cold.

The wind poured into my clothes, and it made me cold, but it was not as cold as my heart.

I don't have many friends, before I met Ah Bin, I only had Mao Xiaowei as a close friend, but now, this friend is getting farther and farther away from me.

He's lost himself at the crossroads, and I'd love to drag him back, but I've found that no amount of effort I try is useless, because the man won't let you reach him.

I knew that if he continued like that, he would fall into the abyss, but there was nothing I could do.

This is the first time I've experienced this feeling, and it's very powerless.

Life is not as simple as I think, there are ups and downs, and everyone has their own difficulties.

I thought it would be enough for me to lend a helping hand, but I couldn't stop the person from thinking in his heart.

Suddenly, my mobile phone vibrate, and when I took it out, I saw that it was a call from Ji Muqing.

I picked up the phone, and the voice of the little pineapple came from inside, "Dabi, why haven't you come back yet, Aunt Ji has cooked the meal." ”

The sound of the little pineapple flowed into my heart like warm boiling water, instantly warming my heart, and the previous unhappiness was swept away.

I said, "You and Aunt Ji will eat first, Dad will have to wait a while before coming back, just leave some for me, you little gluttonous cat, don't eat it all." ”

"Okay, then I'll leave a little bit for Dabi. ”

Hanging up, I couldn't help but laugh.

Maybe Mao Xiaowei is right, I am indeed luckier than many people, but luck is not given by God, it is given to myself by myself.

I never believed in fate, only in myself.

If it weren't for my persistence and hard work, how could I have come to this point with Ji Muqing.

Even if Ji Muqing didn't promise me at the beginning, I wouldn't have fallen.

Therefore, I have never been able to agree with the so-called reasons that Mao Xiaowei found for himself, but they are just excuses.

Shaking my head, I shook the messy thoughts out of my head, got into the car, and prepared to go home.

Home, what a beautiful word!