Chapter 54: I Hate You! Medium
Seeing that her little heart was so painful, Yang Huilan's heart hurt a lot, and she felt even more guilty when she thought that she had made her daughter so painful.
"Xiao Yan, don't be sad, I know it's my mother's fault, but it's really a last resort......" Yang Huilan couldn't bear to watch her daughter go down in pain, stepped forward, stretched out her hand and wanted to put it on Lin Yingyan's head to caress it, and at the same time comforted her.
"Don't touch me!!" Just when Yang Huilan's hand was about to touch Lin Yingyan's hair, Lin Yingyan suddenly woke up, as if she had encountered something terrible, her body trembled and took two steps back, her eyes were full of tears and glared at her favorite mother, now Lin Yingyan is like a wounded hedgehog, wrapping her body and mind tightly, leaving others with sharp spikes.
"Xiao Yan...... You've just... What did you say?" Yang Huilan's hand seemed to be stiff and froze in place, looking at Lin Yingyan's eyes without any anxiety, and muttering unconsciously on her mouth.
"It's you!It's all your fault!!Why!?Why do you say it?" Lin Yingyan's emotions became extremely excited, and her slender and graceful fingers pointed at Yang Huilan angrily, as if the person in front of her at this moment was not the one who loved her the most and her favorite mother, but a mortal enemy who did not share the sky.
"It's all your fault...... It's all your fault...... , even you don't hide it for me, why! I know...... I know, you don't like me either, do you? Yes, you must hate me, you hate that I'm a girl now...... So you don't want me to be better, huh? hehehe...... It's good now... It's good now... Everything was ruined by you......"
Lin Yingyan muttered to herself like a nervous person, speaking in a voice that could make the audience hear clearly, these words were nothing to others, but for Yang Huilan, these words were like a grinder running over her heart, crushing her heart to pieces, nothing was more painful than the angry eyes of the person she regarded as a treasure.
Lin Yingyan ...... You... Do you know how good Aunt Yang is to you, how can you say that about her!?" Hu Fei on the side couldn't stand it anymore, looking at Yang Huilan with red eyes and a painful face, she felt that Lin Yingyan had said too much, and when she knew Lin Yingyan's identity, she had a feeling that she had been deceived, and she was dissatisfied with the current Lin Yingyan, and even her tone of voice was not very good.
"Fei Fei is right, Eagle Flame...... Aunt Yang, she really cares about you" Li Minghao also woke up from shock, looked at Lin Yingyan with complicated eyes, and echoed, Indeed, Yang Huilan's kindness to Lin Yingyan is obvious to everyone, and it can even be said that she is doting.
"Are you helping her too? Is it really my fault...... Hahaha, it must be so! You know I'm a girl and you start hating me, right? I know... Even you... You're going to abandon me too!" Lin Yingyan trembled, and even her voice trembled, making people wonder if she was too angry or too scared.
"Yingyan!How can we hate you?!Even if you're a girl, you're still my good brother forever."
"Okay, don't talk about it!" Lin Yingyan turned her teary eyes to Yang Huilan, her eyes filled with pain and hatred,
"See? Everybody hates me, blame you! I hate you! I wouldn't be like this if it weren't for you! You don't deserve to be my ......."
"Smack!!
A crisp sound made Lin Yingyan's voice stop abruptly, she tilted her head sideways, and through the green silk as smooth as a ribbon, she could see that on that beautiful face, a palm-sized red mark quickly emerged.
Yang Huilan withdrew her hand tremblingly, she didn't expect that she actually reached out and hit her most precious daughter, and she even used all her strength in that palm, because she was afraid, afraid that Lin Yingyan would continue to talk about it, and their relationship would never be repaired, so she could only stop her desperately, but she didn't expect that in a hurry, she actually made a move......
"Xiao Yan! I'm sorry! Mom is sorry for you, how is it?" Yang Huilan rushed up anxiously, wanting to hold Lin Yingyan in her arms, now all the adjectives can no longer express her guilt for her daughter, the tears in her eyes have already flowed, tears can block her vision, but they can't block the distress and guilt that leaks from her eyes.
"You hit me...... You hit me......" Lin Yingyan was still on her side, she stood motionless, repeating the same sentence like a demon on her mouth, and she was unconscious even when she was held into Yang Huilan's arms.
"Xiao Yan, I'm sorry... Mom didn't mean it, you forgive mom... Okay?" Yang Huilan hugged Lin Yingyan tightly, and choked up with her chin on Lin Yingyan's head.
"Tick..."A tear dripped down Lin Yingyan's face, making the originally hot and painful imprint a little cool, and even more recovering the unconscious Lin Yingyan, the tip of her nose smelled the fragrance that once made her extremely reassured, Lin Yingyan's tears flowed even more fiercely, she wanted to stay in this embrace and cry bitterly, but she knew that it couldn't work, because she hated her!
I don't know where the strength came from, Lin Yingyan broke free from Yang Huilan's arms violently, and ran out without saying a word, she was just like Chen Jiajia, wanting to escape, leaving this place that made her heartbroken, but it was also different, Chen Jiajia was back to the warm bed at home, and Lin Yingyan was running aimlessly, she knew that this was not what a boy should do, but she just wanted to get out of here, even if it was like a little girl, anyway, she had done so many things that didn't match boys today, and it wasn't bad, wasn't it๏ผ
"Xiao Yan!!" Yang Huilan's hand was still in the air, but her arms were already empty, and even her heart was empty, looking at the direction of Lin Yingyan's departure, Yang Huilan couldn't cry anymore.
"Boom!!" There was a loud bang outside the window, and it seemed that even the sky felt the atmosphere here, and it was dyed gray and black as if it were the occasion.