075 But you chose me
"Lingxi, you know, I really loved him back then. During the two months when he left without saying goodbye, I was really worried about him, and I didn't dare to relax my work even though I tried to find him every day. Because I needed this job, I needed a lot of money, and I wanted to make our lives better, and I wanted his parents to accept me, but in the end it all became a joke. He said, I am the person he loves the most in this world, how can he say give up and give up?"
Since then, she no longer believes in the existence of love, and just wants to make good money and get ahead.
So after breaking up with Jiang Yuan, she still stayed in City A.
She has worked hard all these years, but for various reasons, she has never achieved anything.
Because of this, Ada returns to her hometown less and less, she is afraid to see the sympathetic eyes of her neighbors and old classmates, and she doesn't want the Jiang family to look down on her!
I thought that my fate with Jiang Yuan would end here in this life, but I didn't expect that after ten years, Jiang Yuan's wife abandoned him and their daughter because of cheating, and cheated the Jiang family out of a lot of money.
The abandoned Jiang Yuan only remembered Ada's good at this time, and wanted to reconnect with Ada after a serious illness.
may be because Ada has been single for so many years, which made Jiang Yuan misunderstand that she has always been obsessed with him, so after Ada clearly rejected him, he actually chased after City A in vain and stalked Ada.
So, there is the scene that Ye Lingxi saw tonight!
Ada may still not understand that the phrase 'I am the person he loves the most in this world' is actually missing one word, it should be said that 'I am the person he loves the most in this world'.
For Jiang Yuan, Ada is indeed the one he loves the most among so many women in this world, but in this world, the person he loves the most should be himself.
This realistic truth is also Ye Lingxi's slow awakening after leaving Xu Jiu for a long, long time.
When men say this to you, they may really be sincere, but they may not even realize that what is the premise of this love?
Thinking of this, Ye Lingxi's heart couldn't help but feel a little sad, so he could only flash tears towards Ada and say, "Ada, don't think about things that you can't figure out." Since he has decided to leave you back then, you just need to remember this, and no matter how much he begs you later, don't go back to him. After all, it is the person you love, and pain is inevitable, but you can't let yourself repeat the same mistakes because of pain. In this world, instead of spending so much effort to love others, it is better to love yourself. At least I won't betray, and I won't say goodbye. ”
"Lingxi, I understand all this, but I'm really sad. When I see him doing well, I feel sad, and when I see him doing well, I still feel sad in my heart. If it were you, what would you do in the face of a man who would abandon you without saying goodbye and even saying 'goodbye' to you?"
What to do?
Ye Lingxi's eyes were slightly downcast, and he thought for a while before he said slowly: "At first, I will be as unwilling as you, I will be sad, I will hate him, slowly, I will still be sad, I will hate him, but I will also work harder to live." In a world without him, I'd still be doing well. ”
Of course, all this advance is based on the fact that Shen Ru did not die.
If Shen Ru hadn't died, Ye Lingxi might have found an ordinary person to marry and have children after graduating from college, and live a plain and happy life.
It's just that now, her biggest goal in life is to take revenge!
Ada naturally didn't know what Ye Lingxi was thinking, but after hearing Ye Lingxi say this, Ada reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and cheered up at Ye Lingxi: "Lingxi, I swear I'll be fine too." I used to feel that fate was unfair, and since the person I loved had left me, I couldn't do my job. Until fate made me meet you, and I think this is the most generous compensation it has ever given me in my life. ”
"Me?" Hearing Ada mention herself, Ye Lingxi said confusedly, "What does this have to do with me?"
"You don't know that after so many years of crawling in this powerful and realistic entertainment industry, I have been unsatisfactory because I have no background, no backers, no money and no great wisdom. In fact, when I went to Dongyu for an interview, I had already made up my mind, if I didn't pass the interview this time, I would have changed to not be an agent, but you chose me. Speaking of being chosen by Ye Lingxi, Ada's eyes, which had been gloomy, finally lit up.
When choosing people at the beginning, Ye Lingxi was just chosen casually, after all, Dongyu was just starting out, and it was not a big company, so there were not many people who came to interview, so there were naturally few choices.
She didn't expect that her choice would be so important to Ada.
"What's so good about being chosen by me? I'm disobedient and always make you scared. Ye Lingxi couldn't help but smile slightly, and counted himself down.
Hearing that Ye Lingxi looked down on herself, Ada shook her head again and again, and said, "No! For me, you are not only my good friend, but also my career, and the embodiment of my life value. You don't know, my family has been happy since they knew I was your agent? I've never seen my mom smile so brightly in ten years. Many people envy me for being able to bring such a popular artist. Although you always like to take risks, you can save the day every time. Actually, I know that I'm not very competent as an agent, and I can't help you with many things, and you need to come forward to do it yourself, but I know that you have never disliked me for being useless. Thank you, Lingxi. ”
"Stupid or not, what are you doing with such a sensual thing?" Usually seeing Ada is used to it, Ye Lingxi can't get used to her so emotional appearance for a while.
"Lingxi, I can't be mistaken, sooner or later you will become the most popular and successful female star in this circle! Because you are not only smart, but also willing to endure hardships, and the most important thing is that you are so beautiful. You are a born star, and your future achievements will definitely be above Bai Wanqing and Su Manmiao. Although Ye Lingxi couldn't stand the numb words, these words had been held in Ada's heart for a long time, and she must say them to Ye Lingxi tonight.
Seeing the unusually serious expression on Ada's face when she said this, Ye Lingxi's expression couldn't help but become serious, she looked at Ada intently, and asked tentatively: "Ada, if I said that I entered the entertainment industry not to be popular, what would you think?"
Ada didn't take Ye Lingxi's question seriously, she just thought Ye Lingxi was joking with her.
So after hearing Ye Lingxi say this, she asked disappreciatively: "How can anyone enter the entertainment industry as a star and not become popular for themselves?" Speaking of this, Ada suddenly had a flash of inspiration in her mind, and suddenly realized: "Oh...... I know, if it's not for fame, you just want to catch a golden beetle! But it's not right? You have such a handsome and excellent man as Chu Ning around you, why is it necessary to find someone else, not to mention ......?"
With that, Ada quickly reached out and covered her mouth, almost biting her tongue.
was careless, she almost blurted out the words 'Lu Jingxing'!
Fortunately, she reacted quickly, stopped the car in time, and quickly changed her words: "Anyway, in my eyes, you are a natural star, and no one is more suitable to be an actor than you." ”
Ye Lingxi's mind at this time was not on this, so he didn't care about Ada's abnormal performance, and only asked, "You just believe me like that?"
"Of course!" Ada replied simply, "I said, I believe you unconditionally." I'm still waiting for you to reach the top of the entertainment industry and take me to the top of my life!"
"If I disappoint you one day, will you hate me?" Seeing Ada believing in himself so much, Ye Lingxi's heart felt a little guilty.
Ada shook her head and replied, "Of course not, you won't be disappointed with such a bad agent as me, so who am I to be disappointed in you?" Besides, Lingxi, no matter what happens in the future, you have done well enough now. Even if you don't become a star in the future, I will still treat you as my best friend. After experiencing tonight, I also figured out that people should not only live for others, but also for themselves. Without love, I can still fight for my career, and I will still live well. ”
Yes, one must not only live for others, but also for oneself......
Ada's words made Ye Lingxi's heart suddenly brighten.
In the past, she lived to protect Xu Jiu, and now she lives to take revenge on Xu Jiu, and for a long time, she never seemed to think about living for herself.
As soon as she entered the entertainment industry, she came with a simple purpose, and being popular was not the reason for her to enter this circle.
It's just that since she has stepped into this circle and chosen this profession, maybe in addition to revenge, she can also change her original intention of becoming a star......
After he finished speaking, seeing that Ye Lingxi had been in a daze and didn't speak, Ada couldn't help but ask, "Lingxi, what are you thinking? Why don't you keep talking?" Did I say something wrong and make you unhappy?"
"No, I just figured something out of the blue. Ye Lingxi came back to his senses and explained, a relieved smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
"Whatever it is, just think about it. Seeing Ye Lingxi laughing, Ada finally burst into tears and laughed.