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"After my dad left, my mom didn't look for me again, and I was very strong to raise me, and I was able to have my current grades, but I lost my mom. Rong Yajing seemed to memorize a manuscript, and said a lot of words, and the feelings in the words were very abundant, but that kind of emotion really made people feel weird.

Han Ziyu looked at Rong Yajing, who was constantly expounding on her happy past, and felt a little clear in her heart.

She should be a kind of self-hypnosis, constantly telling herself that only her mother can live happily, her life is not missing, her mother is very good, only my mother, I can live a healthy and happy life, and I have lived until now, and have achieved better results than many others.

It is her outstanding results that have deepened her hypnosis of herself.

This kind of behavior, presumably by some well-wishers, inadvertently expressed sympathy for her lack of a father, aroused the pride in her heart, and made her want to fight back against this sympathetic gaze.

She first gradually told herself, telling others that she only had a mother, but she was doing well. Then, in order to prove that he was doing well, he continued to work hard, was admitted to a key middle school, was admitted to Tsinghua University, studied at Yale, returned to China and became the deputy director of the General Office of the Huaihai Provincial Party Committee, etc.

All these experiences are her stress reactions in order to cover up the inferiority complex in her heart that lacks her father. And, commendably, her talent, her hard work, played a very important role in her upward process.

It is precisely because of this that she has the characteristics of a workaholic, which is a legacy of her past life, and it is also the best weapon for her to face the world in her heart.

This kind of psychology should be formed gradually.

Her mother should play an important role in this. Come to think of it, the most common thing Rong's mother usually says at home is "Your dad is gone, but mom can give you anything." ”

"Our family lacks nothing, and Yajing is the best. said something like that, so that Rong Yajing tried hard to prove that she could live well without her father from a very young age.

Come to think of it, Rong Yajing's behavior has been internalized into the hardest shell in her heart, which has been protecting and influencing her in this place where no one knows her past.

Han Ziyu analyzed it indiscriminately, and then felt that this kind of Rong Yajing is also very good, everyone has everyone's experience, and it is also very good for her to form such a mentality in her own experience.

The time was almost up, so Han Ziyu turned off the stereo and left the box with Rong Yajing.

As soon as I walked out of the box, I saw a little girl come out of the bathroom and run to a man about 30 years old standing outside.

The little girl sat on the ground, looking like she wanted to see it and held it back, looking at her father, with a crying voice on her lips: "Baba!"

The little girl's father hurriedly stepped forward, picked her up, put her in his arms and gently comforted her, the voice was not loud, and Han Ziyu couldn't hear it, only saw the mother who came out of the bathroom after that, checking whether the girl was injured.

This scene is very daily, Han Ziyu didn't think much about it, just left by himself, walked two steps, and found that Rong Yajing didn't follow, so he turned his head to look for him, only to see that she was staring at the direction of the bathroom with a dull face.

"Yajing, what's wrong, let's go!" Han Ziyu beckoned.

"Oh!" Rong Yajing hurriedly followed Han Ziyu, lowered her head, and faintly reflected a little crystal on her face.

Sitting in the car, Han Ziyu looked out the window and was secretly wiping the corners of her eyes, and asked, "What's wrong, do you think of your father?" This question will tear open the hard and fragile protective film in Rong Yajing's heart, allowing her to directly hit the pain that she has hidden for more than 20 years.

This is not good, but if you keep suppressing it, there will be problems.

When Rong Yajing heard Han Ziyu's question, she finally couldn't help it, turned around, and cried loudly on her knees.

Han Ziyu didn't say anything, just looked out the car window and let Rong Yajing finish crying. The pressure that can be released by crying out loud like this is far higher than suppressing the pain, and it is the pain of twenty years ago.

Slowly, Rong Yajing's crying subsided, but she was still sobbing and choking.

She looked up, and the heavy makeup on her face to cover her haggard face was a mess. In this way, it can be seen that she usually doesn't wear much makeup, and there is a girl who can wear makeup, and in this era, she doesn't prepare some waterproof cosmetics.

Rong Yajing sobbed while confiding in Han Ziyu.

"My dad was in a car accident. That summer, I wore my newly purchased floral dress and excitedly went to the new playground in the city with my parents. ”

"The green light came on, and I was the first to run happily to the other end of the road, where the Ferris wheel of the playground was clearly visible. ”