504, she didn't allow him to die!
She was so busy that she couldn't afford to waste a second, she almost wanted to let her phone replace her eyes and help him record all his angles and expressions.
After half an hour, she was worried that he was tired, so she finally reluctantly quit the camera mode and ran to sit down next to him barefoot.
"Enough shots?" he asked with a smile.
"Well, enough shooting. She said. In fact, she thinks it's not enough, it's just that people can't be too greedy.
She thought she should be satisfied that he could pamper her so much today.
It had been two or three hours since the two of them came to the beach, and although the climate was warm, the sea breeze would have a certain effect on his body.
She looked at him worriedly, carefully observing his face: "Do you feel uncomfortable?"
He shook his head: "No, I'm fine." Don't worry too much. ”
He replied in such a affirmative that she felt even more uneasy.
Reaching out and touching his forehead, she frowned and said, "It seems to have a little fever." ”
"Nothing. Pei Yuansheng smiled and said, "I feel very good, I don't believe you touch your own." ”
Jin Xiaoyi reached out and touched her forehead, a little uncertain again.
Pei Yuansheng said: "Look, I'll just say it's okay, don't make a fuss, just have fun if you want to play." I'm not a kid either, and I'll tell you if there's something uncomfortable. ”
"Really?" said Jin Xiaoyi.
"Really. He replied quite firmly.
"That'...... Shall we sit down a little longer?" Jin Xiaoyi was reluctant to leave here.
After all, such an opportunity is too rare, and when they go back, they will each return to their original places.
"Let's go over there. Pei Yuansheng looked at the snow-white waves not far away and said, "I haven't felt what it's like to be soaked in sea water for a long time." ”
"But ......" Jin Xiaoyi was worried that the cold sea water would make Pei Yuansheng feel uncomfortable.
"No matter how I am, I'm a man," he said, standing up and looking down at her, "Have you ever seen a man who couldn't afford to get sick because he walked by the sea?"
Jin Xiaoyi was speechless, she couldn't refute him.
Pei Yuansheng took her hand and walked barefoot in the shallow water on the coast.
The snow-white waves kept coming, and he stepped on the soft mud and sand, although the water was indeed a little cool for him, but he liked the feeling.
The last time I soaked my feet in the sea like this was a long time ago.
That time I went to the beach, there were Tang Xiao and Cheng Lie, Ji Xiaoru and Lu Chenxi.
Thinking of Tang Xiao, Pei Yuansheng's eyes couldn't help but pass a trace of sentimentality.
I don't know if I'll be able to see her again for the rest of my life, and I don't know how she's doing now.
However, with Reeko by her side to take care of her, she should be very happy, and not bothering her is the greatest tenderness to her.
Jin Xiaoyi sensitively sensed the change in Pei Yuansheng's mood, but in the blink of an eye, his mood fell.
She thought it was because of his body, so she proposed, "Why don't we walk a few hundred meters and go back?" The sun is a little soaked, and I didn't wear sunscreen when I went out today, so I'm a little worried about getting a tan." ”
Pei Yuansheng pulled out of his thoughts, looked at Jin Xiaoyi beside him, and said with a smile: "You are quite white, don't worry about tanning." ”
"I'm worried about your tan. Jin Xiaoyi looked sideways at Pei Yuansheng, "You are so good-looking, what a pity to get a tan." ”
"Isn't that great? I heard that there are also male celebrities going to tan, and I wonder if if I get darker, will I be more handsome. Pei Yuansheng said matter-of-factly.
"Ha, don't you want it?" Jin Xiaoyi imagined for a moment, although Pei Yuansheng would still look good if he turned into bronzed skin and his facial features, but no matter how he thought about it, it didn't fit his image. In her eyes, Pei Yuansheng is a man with a very classical atmosphere.
"Well, listen to you. Pei Yuansheng did feel a little tired, and the most important thing was that he always had the urge to cough. He was worried that if he couldn't control it in front of Jin Xiaoyi, it would make her worried.
It's hard to come out and play once, so don't leave her with bad memories at the end, and it's better to end it early than to stay here.
Soon finished the short distance that Jin Xiaoyi said, and the two stepped on the beach and walked back slowly.
Jin Xiaoyi suddenly remembered the matter of shoes, so she asked, "Did you ask Mu Zihao to send us shoes?"
Pei Yuansheng blinked and said innocently, "I forgot." ”
Jin Xiaoyi sighed: "Okay, I knew it would be like this......"
Pei Yuansheng turned on his mobile phone and planned to call Mu Zihao, but found that there was no signal here.
"You see, I can't be blamed for this, even if I think about it, there is no signal here. Pei Yuansheng took his mobile phone and showed it to Jin Xiaoyi.
Jin Xiaoyi smiled helplessly: "Hey, okay, I hope our shoes are still in place, neither picked up nor washed away by the waves." ”
"No, it won't. Pei Yuansheng patted Jin Xiaoyi's head lightly, "Think about the good in everything." ”
When Jin Xiaoyi heard this, she stared at Pei Yuansheng and said, "Then you also promise me that everything will be good, okay?"
"Huh?" Pei Yuansheng said, "In your eyes, am I a very pessimistic person?"
"I don't know. Jin Xiaoyi still looked at him, her eyes were full of reluctance, she was reluctant to Pei Yuansheng today, because after going back, he was not Pei Yuansheng, but President Pei.
"I promise you, try to think about the good, but sometimes, if you don't have hope, you won't be too disappointed. He said lightly.
She instantly understood what he meant, that it was better to have hope than not to have hope for his own condition.
Her eyes couldn't help but moisten, and she resisted the urge to cry, and said to him, "I really hope you never give up on yourself, because you don't know...... How much someone in this world loves you. ”
"I know. He smiled slightly, as if her figure was clearly reflected in the deep eyes like ink.
Her tears fell all at once.
"Don't cry. He gently reached out to help her wipe away her tears, "You deserve to be loved better, but I don't have this opportunity." ”
She cried even more fiercely in an instant.
He sighed softly, as if he couldn't look at her, frowned, and before she could react, he suddenly reached out and took her into his arms.
In that moment, it was as if time had stopped, and the whole world fell silent.
All that was left was the sound of her popping heartbeat.
God knows how many times she fantasized about being embraced by him like this, and God knows how many times she held him tightly in her dreams.
She never imagined that she would be able to be held by him like this in her lifetime, just as she never imagined that she would have the opportunity to take pictures of him with her mobile phone in her lifetime.
She trembled and reached out and hugged him.
They hugged each other for a long time by the sea, and she wished that time had stopped at this moment.
If time stops at this moment, then she will have the illusion that she will always be loved by the person she loves.
How wonderful.
However, she knew that he did not love her.
What a cruel reality.
However, being able to be embraced by him like this, to be able to wipe away tears from his own hands, she thought, everything is worth it.
You can't be too greedy, can you?
She let go of him slowly, and there were still crystal clear tears on her bright and moving face, but her face bloomed with the most pure and happy smile.
"I'm very happy, really, today is the happiest day I've had in a long time. She said sincerely.
"That's good. He looked at her with a smile, his eyes were still gentle and warm, "I'm also very happy today, let's not say thank you to each other, let's keep this day in our memories forever, okay?"
"Well, good. ”
Jin Xiaoyi nodded.
The two stopped talking, and went back the way they had come very tacitly.
Jin Xiaoyi thought that after today, she no longer had any regrets.
They came to the place where they had taken off their shoes earlier, and surprisingly, both pairs of shoes were still there.
When they got closer, they all saw an even more surprising picture.
I don't know if it was a nearby fisherman, or a naughty child, who drew a big heart around their shoes.
On the beach, it looks like these two pairs of shoes have been deliberately placed in the middle of a love by a young couple.
Jin Xiaoyi's face was slightly red, and she secretly looked at Pei Yuansheng, and saw a smile on his lips, which seemed to be very interesting.
He took out his mobile phone, took a picture of this picture, and then said to Jin Xiaoyi: "Leave a memory, and send it to you with today's photos when I go back." ”
"Hmm. ”
"Let's go. ”
The two put on their shoes and continued walking.
When he was about to arrive at the villa, Pei Yuansheng's pace was obviously much slower.
"What's wrong, isn't it uncomfortable?" Jin Xiaoyi immediately asked worriedly.
"It's okay, you go in first. Pei Yuansheng said with a frown.
"How can that be done?" Jin Xiaoyi looked at her disapprovingly.
Pei Yuansheng put his hand into a fist and put it to his lips, coughed with great restraint, and when he looked at Jin Xiaoyi again, his eyes were very cold, and he became the usual Mr. Pei who was very distant from people.
"You go in first. Don't make me say it a third time. He said impatiently.
Jin Xiaoyi's heart sank.
Mr. Pei...... I can't leave you here. She also changed her name, and she knew that all that was good today was over.
Pei Yuansheng closed his eyes, his throat was very itchy, which made him always want to cough, but he was reluctant to cough in front of Jin Xiaoyi, because he didn't want her to blame herself, he wanted to give her a complete and good memory at least today.
"It's already at the door of the villa, you go in and call Mu Zihao out. He said lightly.
"But ......"
"Jin Xiaoyi, if you are disobedient again, I have no choice but to send you back to China. He looked at her coldly.
Jin Xiaoyi kept her mouth shut, she knew that he was stubborn and no one could defeat him.
Besides, everything here belongs to him, and the people here, including her, exist to take care of him and obey him.
She wasn't qualified to fight him.
She looked at him worriedly a few times, and found that his face was very bad, so she ran into the villa quickly and called out Mu Zihao's name.
"Mu Zihao, where are you? Mu Zihao!" she exclaimed anxiously.
Mu Zihao came down from upstairs and asked in surprise, "What's wrong?"
"Go ahead...... Outside, Mr. Pei seemed uncomfortable. Jin Xiaoyi grabbed Mu Zihao's sleeve tightly and said breathlessly.
When Mu Zihao heard this, he strode out and asked Jin Xiaoyi: "What's the matter?" Sister Xiaoyi, why did you leave Mr. Pei outside alone?"
Jin Xiaoyi couldn't explain.
Mu Zihao and Jin Xiaoyi rushed to the place where Pei Yuansheng was, and he was coughing with his back to them.
Jin Xiaoyi suddenly had a very bad premonition.
Mu Zihao also felt a little unusual.
Mr. Pei...... How are you?" he asked, walking over to him.
Pei Yuansheng's back was still straight, he covered his lips with his hands, coughing constantly, and bright red blood slid down his fingers.
Mu Zihao trembled, and reached out to help Pei Yuansheng, at this time, he fell backwards uncontrollably.
Jin Xiaoyi rushed over and caught Pei Yuansheng's fallen body.
His lips were cold, his lips purple, and as he choked, red blood continued to slide down the corners of his lips.
The shirt on his body had been stained red with blood.
Jin Xiaoyi trembled and grabbed his hand tightly: "Mr. Pei, wake up ......!"
Pei Yuansheng coughed, opened his eyes with difficulty, and showed her an apologetic smile: "I'm sorry...... Ahem, it would have been ...... I want to give you ...... A perfect ...... Ahem, ahem...... Dating ......"
"Mr. Pei......" Jin Xiaoyi's tears fell down in large pieces.
Pei Yuansheng turned his gaze to Mu Zihao, and he was telling him with his eyes: "Don't blame her." ”
Before the medical staff in the villa arrived, Pei Yuansheng completely lost consciousness.
Mu Zihao carried Pei Yuansheng, who had passed out on his back, and walked forward.
Jin Xiaoyi followed with tears in her eyes, always holding one of Pei Yuansheng's hands tightly.
Mu Zihao glanced at Jin Xiaoyi, his eyes were very complicated.
It turned out that Mr. Pei went out today, did he go on a date with Sister Xiaoyi......
So, she must be happy, right?
He is not qualified to compete with Mr. Pei for women, but this does not mean that he is not uncomfortable at all, nor is he jealous at all.
Inside the villa, the door to the emergency room was closed and the surgical light was on.
Jin Xiaoyi, who was standing outside the door, covered her mouth and burst into tears, she thought that if he couldn't wake up again, she would really hate herself for the rest of her life.
It's that she's too selfish, if she hadn't stayed at the beach with him because of her greed, if she had persuaded him to come back earlier, wouldn't he have gotten sick?
"Sister Xiaoyi, you are too much. Mu Zihao, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly said to her.
She looked at him in astonishment, but saw him glaring at her angrily: "The young master's body has improved a little in the past two days, you shouldn't take him out, even if he must go out, you should let him go." ”
In the face of Mu Zihao's accusations, Jin Xiaoyi had no room for defense.
"I'm sorry. With tears in her eyes, she said, "It's me who is bad, it's all my fault...... Mu Zihao, you scold me, it's my fault......"
Seeing Jin Xiaoyi crying even more fiercely, Mu Zihao felt an inexplicable pleasure on the one hand, but he began to soften his heart on the other.
He understood that he was jealous, angry.
Yes, he didn't have a chance to get the woman in front of him, and he didn't have the right to hate the young master, so he had to attribute the responsibility for the young master's illness to this woman.
He wanted her to understand that it was the biggest mistake for her to be with the young master.
"Sister Xiaoyi, let the young master go. He said coldly, "You know that young masters are easy to be soft-hearted, especially for women. You shouldn't show your feelings for him in front of him. ”
"Yes, I know, it's my fault. Jin Xiaoyi stood in front of Mu Zihao like a prisoner.
She really regretted it.
She would rather not have the good memories of this day, than see Pei Yuansheng faint in front of her covered in blood.
The latter's heartache is enough to cancel out all the pleasure.
She would rather today be an uneventful day as usual, she stood by and watched him work in silence, watched him eat, watched him sleep.
Like a silent plant, she was content to stay by his side.
She really shouldn't be greedy.
At this moment, she regretted it beyond measure.
If Pei Yuansheng died like this, she thought, she would either die with him, or the rest of her life would be spent in constant regret and self-blame.
Mu Zihao was originally angry, but seeing Jin Xiaoyi's heart like ashes, the anger in his heart gradually dissipated.
In fact, he understands the young master, he is gentle, cold, soft-hearted, and ruthless.
He thought, today's date, I'm afraid it was proposed by the young master himself, what kind of person Jin Xiaoyi is, he couldn't be clearer.
She has always been humble and forbearant in front of the young master, she will never let the young master risk illness to confess her love, and even proposed to leave good memories with the young master.
It's because the young master knows that his time is running out, and he wants to give this stupid woman next to him a little reward and comfort.
Mu Zihao finally calmed down.
He took out a handkerchief from the pocket of his clothes, carefully helped Jin Xiaoyi wipe the tears on his face, and after wiping the tears, he gently held her hand again, and carefully wiped the blood stains left by the young master on her hands.
"Mu Zihao, you say...... Will he wake up this time?" she looked at him with fear in her eyes.
Like a drowning man eager to grasp a piece of driftwood, she grabbed his sleeve tightly with her hand.
Mu Zihao glanced at the closed operating room, sighed and said, "I don't know." But, Sister Xiaoyi, you know that...... If you don't accept the heart exchange surgery, it will be a matter of time before the young master leaves. ”
"No...... No way. Jin Xiaoyi's lips trembled, the fear that Pei Yuansheng was about to die spread in her heart, and she found that she couldn't accept it at all - before this, she thought she was acceptable, and even did a lot of psychological construction for herself, but when she saw him unconscious again, she realized that her heart was about to burst alive, if he really left this world, would she be able to continue to live with memories about him?
The answer is no. She couldn't accept it, she didn't want him to die!