649 Stop 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Hidden Happiness"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

This is indeed a good question, in other words, Xiuxiang will appreciate the other party's tricky angle and think that this is a person who loves to think.

But now, she doesn't feel that way.

She just hopes that the answer is not to hurt herself, just fine.

"Perhaps, there is no such thing as a one-time journey in the world. Every time, every life, every starting point, there is no telling what the next one will encounter, nothing is set in stone, and nothing can be exhausted. Just like doubts and unknowns, this one is solved, there is the next, the next one is solved, and there is a new one. ”

"What do you want to say. ”

"I can't know the full meaning of life when I spend this life. ”

"Isn't it okay if you don't look for him?"

Xiuxiang heard the other party's change of words, and it was a little strange.

"If you don't look for him, it's okay. But, at least, not after I was already planning to find him. At least, not after I felt that he was so critical. At least, let me peek into the mystery of life again, at least, let me know where those memories have gone. ”

"But what if you find him and you can't get an answer?" the other party seems to be fighting with himself to the end.

"At least, I tried. Xiuxiang said that she was not very disgusted by this kind of torture.

"Does that make sense?" the other party's tone was still unrelenting.

"If you work hard, no one can guarantee that you will get the results you want. ”

"Yes, but what if you work hard and get the results you don't want?"

"This. ”

"If you don't work hard, maybe it won't be so bad, but if you work hard, it will make everything worse, will you still be willing to work hard?"

"I, how could it be? I don't believe it. ”

"Truthfulness equals cruelty. ”

"I'm not going to give up. ”

"Who gets what you get by doing this?"

"I didn't hurt anyone, did I?"

"But, aren't you in the scope of that one?"

"I'm not going to let myself get hurt. Will I still hurt myself?"

"It's hard to say. ”

"Your worries are unnecessary. ”

"You're not going to give up?"

"If I were given another chance, I wouldn't give up. Never. ”

"If so, I feel compelled to make it clearer. I advise you, give up. You go back to your internship hospital, you work as an ordinary doctor, you meet an ordinary person, get married. Giving birth to an ordinary child, watching her grow up, and then, ordinary old age, illness, and then death, such a life is not bad. ”

"And then? I laughed in ignorance with a stomach full of doubts, ate them all as fruit, and then took care of my own happiness. ”

"There's nothing wrong with taking care of yourself. ”

"But then I'll never know what that piece of the puzzle in my life is, I don't know what my father and mother are all about, I don't know who the person who showed up in the park is, what he's doing?"

"Yes, but you can live an ordinary life, and live an ordinary life peacefully. ”

"But I don't know that, those other things that have to do with me. Xiuxiang said, "Maybe someone needs my help, just like the butterfly effect you said, maybe one of my actions can make others happy, after all, I am the only one around me, pretending to be happy." ”

"Then at least you, happy. Isn't it? ”

"But ......"

"You don't know how many people wouldn't want to set foot on that starting point if they knew the end. If you know what the future life will bring, don't you think there will be anyone who doesn't plan to be born at all?"

"These are two different things. You can't deny everything because of the difficulty of the process!"

"Perhaps. However, I advise you not to look for it, what awaits you may be nothing but darkness, or cold. In addition to the sword light, it is the sword shadow, in addition to disappointment, it is pathos. In addition to missing, it is to forget. In addition to death, it is a farewell. There is no sunshine and no joy. ”

"Isn't it, isn't there any sunshine at all?

"If you look to the past, there will be none. ”

"But how do you know that the past will not happen again in the future?"

"Because it's gone. ”

"How do you know that changing the past doesn't make sense for the future?"

"Because, it's over. ”

"No, I don't think so. ”

"You can think of anything else, anything, other ideas, it's okay. But, the truth, will not be as you wish. The tone of the moth to the fire, it is better to retreat and form a net, or maybe, there is a glimmer of life. ”

"Hmph! No. Xiuxiang said as she stepped back, "All the pending ones will come back one day." ”

"If you know, why not avoid it?"

Xiuxiang said, "Every journey has a harvest. ”

"There are also losses. ”

"However, there are gains and losses. ”

"It's not bad to have to lose. ”

"It's enough to get something, isn't it?"

"There are many kinds of harvests, some of which are painful. ”

"Where there is pain, there is joy to hide. ”

"Sophistry. Then tell me what is the hidden happiness harvest this time. ”