One day in September, Dong Ning gave birth to a baby boy in the Imperial Capital Central Maternity Hospital.

Because the fetal position was not very correct, she had a caesarean section, so during the delivery process, there was too much pain. But when the strength of the drug passed, the intense pain came.

"Wife, it hurts, isn't it?" Shang Ming held Dong Ning's hand, "I'll go talk to the doctor to see if I can get a painkiller injection or something!

Dong Ning shook his head weakly and said, "I want to see the child." ”

Shang Ming smiled and said proudly: "It's a big fat boy! He looks very similar to me! At first glance, he is my son." ”

"Nonsense. Dong Ning couldn't help laughing, "Newborn children are all wrinkled, where can you see the eyebrows and nose?"

"Lie to you as a puppy!" Shang Ming was really a little anxious, "The nurse will bring our son over in a while." Soon, soon!"

When Dong Ning held this little life for the first time, she cried.

Since she woke up, she had forgotten a lot of things, especially in the last decade or so.

She has a bitter affection for Shang Ming, but it blurs their love that ended without a problem.

Dong Ning only remembered that she was an illegitimate daughter who could not see the light.

's mother met Dong Dahai in her early years, and she and Dong Dahai went from being dewy to becoming a mistress raised outside...... Dong Ning has never received the warmth of family, and she even doubts whether family can bring warmth.

And now, this little life in her arms has made her and Shang Ming form a complete family.

"I said it looks like me. Shang Ming hugged Dong Ning and looked at their child lovingly, "You didn't hear him cry, it's very loud!"

Dong Ning said, "Which child is not like this? Why are you so excited?"

"Can that be the same!" Shang Ming shouted, "This is ......"

"Shhhh ”

Shang Ming nodded hurriedly, smiled silly again, and continued to look at his precious son.

He is 46 years old.

From the moment he recognized Shang Rui, he thought that he would not be his own flesh and blood in this life.

But God treated him well after all, let Dong Ning enter his life, light up his life, and finally, conceived life with him.

"Wife, thank you for your hard work. Shang Ming kissed Dong Ning's forehead, "Thank you for making my life complete." ”

……

Dong Ning chose to do confinement in the confinement center.

Ye Lanyin and Zhou Yixing flew back from Australia to visit her and her children.

Ye Lanyin brought a lot of maternal and baby products, all of which were enough for the child to be one year old.

Dong Ning kept thanking him, and said, "You guys also came back on purpose, it's really hard." It's a pity that this little guy knows how to eat, sleep and sleep, and he can't play with you for a while. ”

"Babies just eat and sleep. Ye Lanyin smiled, "You will be more relaxed in the past month or two, and when the child is older, you will be busy." This kid is growing up so fast, every day. ”

Dong Ning glanced at his son, who was sleeping in the crib, and already felt that there was a long way to go as a parent.

"Are you still used to it in Melbourne?" Shang Ming interjected, "You've been almost three months in the past, haven't you? ”

Zhou Yixing bowed: "Everything is fine." ”

Shang Ming nodded, and went over to guard his son again.

Ye Lanyin asked, "Have you given the child a name?"

"Not yet. Dong Ning shook his head helplessly, "Shang Ming is still looking through the dictionary, saying that he wants to find the best word for his son." ”

Ye Lanyin and Zhou Yixing both laughed when they heard it.

However, Shang Ming has a son at this age, which is definitely a big thing among the big things.

After greeting the child and giving the red envelope, Zhou Yixing went to the sofa in the living room to sit down and chat with Shang Ming. And Ye Lanyin accompanied Dong Ning in the bedroom and told her a lot of parenting experience.

"Lan Yin, I am really relieved to be able to give birth to this child smoothly. Dong Ning said frankly, "I am also 36 years old this year, and I have been sick for so long before." I'm really afraid that my child will be affected by me and will have physical problems. If that's the case, I'll blame myself for the rest of my life. ”

Ye Lanyin took Dong Ning's hand, and she could fully understand her mood.

Once this woman became a mother, her heart was all on the child, and she only hoped that the child would be safe and healthy, and she would bear the pain and disaster by herself.

"Isn't it all okay now?" Ye Lanyin said softly, "You see how good the child is." You can breathe a sigh of relief. ”

Dong Ning let out a long sigh and nodded.

It didn't take long for the doctor from the confinement center to come and make rounds.

Dong Ning didn't let Shang Ming stay by his side, and told everyone to wait outside the bedroom.

Taking this opportunity, Ye Lanyin said to Shang Ming: "Second master, you can't have a son and forget your daughter-in-law." Ning Ning gave birth to this child, and she suffered a lot. ”

"Xiao Ye, don't worry!" Shang Ming patted his chest and promised, "I will definitely treat Ning Ning well and let them live in peace." ”

Ye Lanyin also told Shang Ming about some problems that may occur after giving birth, so that Shang Ming must pay attention.

Zhou Yixing listened more seriously than Shang Ming beside Ye Lanyin, and after the doctor called Shang Ming into the bedroom, he asked, "After you gave birth to Guoguo and Doudou, is it the same......?" Are you so worried?"

For example, the milk is not good, can not raise the child well, can not sleep at night, often worry about the child at night, suspicious, always feel that there are some factors that will hurt the child......

Ye Lanyin heard Zhou Yixing suddenly ask, and thought that he probably felt guilty.

Because when she gave birth, he was not around, did not take care of her confinement, and did not get up at night to take care of the child.

"What do you say?" Ye Lanyin asked rhetorically, "Didn't you accompany me 24 hours a day when you were making sugar candy?" I don't blame you, and you don't blame yourself. ”

Zhou Yixing didn't speak, but his heart was very choked.

Ye Lanyin gave birth to twins, and the hardship was doubled, but he was never by her side.

"Okay, leaflet. Shang Ming suddenly trotted out of the bedroom, "Please help me take care of Ning Ning, she suddenly wants to eat fruit, I have to buy her a trip." ”

Ye Lanyin nodded: "You go." We've got us here. ”

Shang Ming didn't stay long and left immediately.

And Dong Ning was in good spirits before, but after Shang Ming left, he was lying on the bed wiltingly, saying that he was tired and wanted to sleep for a while.

Zhou Yixing and Ye Lanyin didn't think much about it, and stayed quietly in the living room, letting Dong Ning have a good rest.

At this moment, Dong Ning's tears wet the pillow towel.

The doctor who came to the ward just now chatted with her, and inadvertently mentioned that she had an abortion back then, and when she gave birth to a son at this age, she must be careful about her body.

When Dong Ning heard the word "crowd", his head instantly buzzed.

Her voice trembled and she asked the doctor, "Are you sure I've had an abortion before?"

"You have a record in the maternity hospital. The doctor said, "When we receive you here, in order to take better care of the confinement, we will also look at your previous cases." You can rest assured, we are very formal and are all certified by the hospital. ”

Dong Ning did not answer.

In her brain, some memories were bursting through the ground.

Be.

She has had an abortion, and what she lost is her monk Ming's child.

At that time, she was only twenty years old, and when she found out that she was pregnant, she was so happy and scared that she didn't know how to deal with it.

It's just that Shang Ming is not by her side, and her mother finds out about her pregnancy......

Mom!

Dong Ning suddenly felt a splitting headache, too many things were like dominoes, collapsing one after another in her mind, and finally put together a complete pattern.

- Ning Ning, Mom's life is a mistake. gave birth to Dong Dahai to you, but he couldn't give you a home. If you and this man are not sure of the future, don't give birth to his child!

"Ahh

Dong Ning screamed in surprise and sat up from the bed all of a sudden!

Zhou Yixing and Ye Lanyin, who were sitting in the living room, were startled, and hurriedly rushed into the bedroom, only to see Dong Ning sweating profusely holding his head, and the whole person was trembling.

"Ning Ning!" Ye Lanyin ran to Dong Ning's side and reached out to press her shoulder, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid! ”

As soon as the words fell, the sleeping baby was also woken up, humming and crying.

Zhou Yi walked to the side of the crib and wanted to coax the child, but Dong Ning suddenly shouted: "Take him out! I don't want to see him! Let him out immediately!"

Zhou Yixing and Ye Lanyin were both shocked by Dong Ning's reaction.

But now, the child is really not suitable to stay here, so Zhou Yixing immediately asked the nurse to take the child away first.

After dealing with the child, Ye Lanyin asked: "Ning Ning, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? Don't be afraid, I'll call a doctor for you to come and take a look." ”

Dong Ning sneered, looked at Ye Lanyin, and said to her: "Lanyin, how can I give birth to Shang Ming's child? He killed my child, and actually asked me to give birth to him! This is simply a joke!"

Ye Lanyin was shocked, and she was even more confused, she looked at Dong Ning suspiciously, and then looked at Zhou Yixing.

Zhou Yixing asked, "Do you remember something?"

"Yes. Dong Ning nodded, "I think about why I left Shang Ming back then, why I lost a child, and how my mother died because of me! ”

Ye Lanyin's face turned pale, and she suddenly thought of Shang Bo!

If Dong Ning remembered everything, then Shang Bo's torture and humiliation of her were not the same......

But Ye Lanyin didn't dare to ask.

She was afraid that if Dong Ning hadn't thought of this, her own words would wake up. However, the current Dong Ning doesn't look good.

"I want to be alone. Dong Ning said coldly, "Please go out first." ”

Ye Lanyin frowned and didn't move, but Zhou Yixing nodded at her and motioned for her to leave.

So, the couple left the room.

in the hallway.

Ye Lanyin was extremely nervous, she said: "Ning Ning has finally lived a happy and stable life, and there must be no more mistakes! Why don't I know anything about what she just said? When did she get pregnant? She ......"

"Don't mess with yourself yet. Zhou Yixing said, "Dong Ning's heart is related to Shang Ming. In the past, Shang Ming was tied to Shang Rui, and he was not good for Dong Ning wholeheartedly. Now it's different, they have children, and Shang Rui is not Shang Ming's child at all. This time, Shang Ming will definitely be able to handle it. ”

Ye Lanyin disagreed.

She felt that if it was just the things that Dong Ning had just mentioned, maybe there would be a turnaround. But if Shang Bo is involved, then it will be difficult for things to turn around.

"Okay!" Ye Lanyin grabbed Zhou Yixing's arm, "You have to promise me something." ”

Zhou Yixing nodded.

Ye Lanyin said again: "You come forward to persuade the second master." Let the second master take Ning Ning and the child away from the imperial capital and not live in the imperial capital. Doesn't the second master have business in Hong Kong, Kuala Lumpur, or Malaysia? Or, let them also immigrate to Australia to live, we can just be with us! In short, don't let Ning Ning stay in the imperial capital. ”

Zhou Yixing felt that there was something in the words, and not only in the words, Ye Lanyin obviously had something to hide from him.

They have been together for so many years, Ye Lanyin is a transparent person, and there are no secrets in front of him. But now it seems that she has something hidden in her heart, which is related to Dong Ning.

"Can't tell me?" Zhou Yixing asked.

Ye Lanyin nodded.

The matter of Shang Bo and Dong Ning, she will bring it into the coffin and will not let people know about it for the rest of her life.

……

Half an hour later.

Shang Ming bought the fruit and got it back, but Dong Ning had completely changed into a person, and he didn't pay attention to Shang Ming at all.

Zhou Yixing and Shang Ming talked about the cause and effect, and after Shang Ming heard it, he was extremely shocked!

How could he never have imagined that he and Dong Ning had a child......? Is this the real reason why Dong Ning left him in the first place?

Shang Ming wanted to ask Dong Ning for clarification, but Dong Ning didn't want to say more, let alone see Shang Ming again.

In this way, the husband and wife, who were originally very happy because of the arrival of a new life, turned into a cold war.

……

Dong Ning finished the confinement and took the child to Ye Lanyin's small apartment.

This is before Ye Lanyin and Zhou Yixing returned to Australia, she asked Ye Lanyin to help her.

Ye Lanyin didn't want to give the key, but she was afraid that Dong Ning's mind would not go well, and Dong Ning would come up with other extreme methods, so she had to obey.

Today, Shang Ming bought a lot of things and came to see Dong Ning and the child.

The confinement sister-in-law coaxed the child to stay in the bedroom, leaving the living room to Shang Ming and Dong Ning.

Shang Ming saw that Dong Ning was haggard, and thought that she was in confinement, and she was getting thinner and thinner, so he was very distressed. But at the same time, he was a little angry with Dong Ning.

That's how she was back then.

When we broke up, we didn't say anything, not even a single reason.

"Ning Ning, we are husband and wife, what can't we say openly?" Shang Ming twisted his eyebrows and said, "My son is getting older day by day, do you want him to watch his parents separate?"

Dong Ning snorted coldly: "Shang Ming, you married me while I was in a coma, did you ever think that I didn't want to marry you at all?"

Shang Ming was stunned and didn't say anything for a long time.

Dong Ning said again: "You have always wondered why we broke up back then, aren't you? Because of you, I have no children and no mother, how can I not hate you? I was only 20 years old at the time! If you had some love for me, you would not have let me get pregnant!"

Shang Ming was speechless.

He was only in his thirties, and sometimes he couldn't help but face Dong Ning.

If he knew that his occasional indulgence would make Dong Ning suffer such a big crime, he would definitely be careful and careful, careful and careful, and would definitely not let her suffer.

But it's happened, and he can't turn back time!

"Forgive me once, okay?" Shang Ming pleaded, "You were too young back then, and I was too impulsive. It's my fault that I didn't protect you properly. And now, we are all mature and have sons, so let's let that bad thing pass. ”

Dong Ning also wanted to go over.

However, for several nights in a row, she would dream of her mother.

Her mother kept asking her, "Why are you going my way? Why do you want to be with a man who has no future? Didn't I wake you up with my death?"

Although Shang Ming has married her, she is not like her mother, a woman who has no name and is raised outside. However, if it weren't for that quarrel, her mother wouldn't have died in a car accident. And if it weren't for blaming herself for her mother's death, she wouldn't have ruthlessly shed her child.

In the final analysis, Dong Ning's inability to get over the hurdle was her own mistake.

"Let's go. Dong Ning closed his eyes in pain, "Give me some more time, I want to ......"

Before he could finish speaking, the child suddenly began to cry.

Dong Ning hurriedly got up to check, Shang Ming wanted to follow up, but was stopped by Dong Ning, so he could only leave in frustration.

……

Another week passed in the blink of an eye.

Dong Ning gave his son a nickname, called Duoduo, taking a lot of luck and good luck.

Duoduo is almost two months old, and he is becoming more and more likable, and the child should apply for a household registration, but Dong Ning has not contacted Shang Ming for a long time, and has been competing with himself.

Yuesao, an eldest sister in her forties, has experienced a lot of things in her life, so she advised Dong Ning: "Mrs. Shang, my sons have been born, what should I do if I have too many children? I see that Mr. Shang is also a good man, and he is very good to you and Duoduo." Whatever you used to have, you are now tethered to your children. Think more about your children, and if you can get over it, let's go. ”

Dong Ning didn't speak, looking at Duoduo's bright eyes, his heart was full of pain and love.

After thinking about it, she decided to take a step forward.

Dong Ning handed Duoduo to the confinement lady to take care of, and then drove to the cemetery.

It's also a shame to say that she hasn't come to clean the cemetery for a long time, and the grass next to the tombstone is almost obscuring the words on the tombstone, and this small place reveals a sense of loneliness and desolation.

"Mom, I've come to see you. Dong Ning squatted down and pulled the grass to the side, "I'...... It's late. ”

In Dong Ning's memory, her mother loves to do two things - singing and playing mahjong.

However, the mother who sings only exists when Dong Ning is a child, and playing mahjong exists every day after Dong Ning goes to elementary school.

Dong Ning didn't understand before.

How did a woman who was originally full of love and hope for life become like this step by step? became someone else's mistress, and even became a walking corpse without a heart.

But now, Dong Ning is really a mother, and she understands.

From beginning to end, her mother lived in guilt for her, and even more in remorse for the mistakes she made.

"Mom, I can't go on like this. Dong Ning said, "Duoduo doesn't want me to be separated from his father like this, I have to give my son a complete home, and also give myself a complete home." ”

For the quarrel with his mother in the past, and even the car accident, Dong Ning felt heartache and self-blame.

But these are also in the past.

"I hope you can bless me. Dong Ning said again, "I don't want to dream of you anymore." I need to come out of the past, don't I? I'm not you, and he's not Dong Dahai. ”

After speaking, Dong Ning stood in front of the cemetery for a long time, and finally left in style.

On the way back, she felt a lot more relieved.

Although the knot in the heart of the child that flowed out has not been untied, she has now given birth to a healthy child, and she cannot afford to lose sight of one or the other.

She relieved herself so much that her phone rang.

It was Shang Ming who called.

She hesitated for a moment, but then answered the phone.

"I'm on my way back now, and I probably have ...... left"

"Duoduo suddenly cried and couldn't breathe well! I brought him to the Women's and Children's Hospital, you can come directly!"

Dong Ning hung up the phone, and the whole person was in a trance.

Her vision became blurred, and she even hallucinated for a moment, just like Duoduo was smiling.

"Toto ......"

Dong Ning called lightly and raised the speed of the car to the highest level.

……

Women's and Children's Hospital.

Dong Ning parked the car, rushed into the hospital, and saw Shang Ming waiting behind the consultation room.

She rushed over and grabbed Shang Ming's arm and shouted, "What about Duoduo......?

"Don't worry. Shang Ming reassured her, "The doctor is still diagnosing." The initial suspicion may be that there may be some bloating in the abdomen, probably a wind while sleeping, and it is not a big problem. ”

How could Dong Ning not be in a hurry?

Even if it's not a big problem, the child has a minor illness and pain, and she, as a mother, feels like a knife!

"It must be my fault that I didn't take good care of him. It's me. Dong Ning cried, "I should set an alarm clock for myself and check on his situation regularly." Why am I so careless? I ...... I'm not a good mom!"

Shang Ming hugged Dong Ning, patted her on the back, and said to her, "You are just a novice mother, and you have done a very good job." Our Toto will be fine, don't worry. ”

Dong Ning couldn't cry, and he blamed himself in his heart.

She said: "Shang Ming, I really regret it! I had a miscarriage and killed a life...... I'm afraid there will be retribution. But if there is retribution, then retribution to me! Don't repay our children. He's so young, just a baby. ”

During this time, Shang Ming felt uncomfortable every time he thought of the child who was exiled by Dong Ning.

He not only regretted that he had lost a child, but also felt sorry that Dong Ning was isolated at that time and silently endured such grief.

"No, it won't. Shang Ming choked up and said, "You and I will protect Duoduo well, so that he can grow up safely and healthily." And the child who left us, he will remain in our hearts. Ning Ning, you have me, and Duoduo, our family will be fine in the future. ”

Dong Ning heard this, and the more he cried, the more sad he became.

She almost vented all the pain and grievances of her breakup back then.

In this life, she met Shang Ming and recognized Shang Ming.

Shang Ming let her taste the beauty and sweetness of love, but it also let her know the helplessness and sadness of love. This man who can make her feel satisfied, and who makes her regretful, occupies all of her ......

After many years have passed, Dong Ning still often thinks about what would happen to Shang Ming if she hadn't married her at that time?

She probably never woke up, she thought.

……

In the end, Shang Ming listened to Zhou Yixing's proposal.

He bought a new house in Hong Kong, took Dong Ning and Duoduo, and the family went to Hong Kong to settle down.

Dong Ning was lucky not to remember Shang Bo, and Shang Ming had already vaguely guessed the important reason for Dong Ning's suicide that year, and he was afraid that he would be inseparable from Shang Bo.

However, Shang Ming didn't mind at all.

From beginning to end, he loved the girl with two ponytails and sweetly called him "second uncle".

Their fate had already been set when Dong Ning was a teenager, and no one could stop their love, not even Yue Lao.

What's more, Shang Ming always believes that the sky has eyes.

The happiness that should come will never be absent, and the punishment that should come will definitely come.

A month after settling in Hong Kong, Shang Ming received the news that Shang Bo had died in prison.

Died of wound infection.