Chapter 268: Don't be a lover

"Heh, you're finally telling the truth. It turns out that palace customization and etiquette don't have any weight in your heart! Others say that you are jealous and domineering, which is really good!" Sheng Yao sneered, "Also, a woman who will treasure other men's belongings closely, what etiquette and rules can a woman like you have!"

"What do you mean to finally tell the truth? I've always told you, I've always thought like this! Don't you yourself admit that you're not good enough, that you're not a good person, and that you're not a good person? Why did you end up forgetting everything? I only knew that I was ruthless and unrighteous in accusing me! I never deliberately hid anything from you, except-"

Sheng Yao had already interrupted me with a sneer: "You even have a fake identity, and you dare to say that you have never hidden anything from me! Many times, I have hoped many times, you will take the initiative to tell me who you are." But did you say that?"

I couldn't hold back any longer and cried, "It's true that the name Qu is concealing, but that was before I met you." Do you understand the suffering of being a slave and being involuntarily uncontrollable in those days? Or do you want to investigate my guilt of deceiving the monarch today, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and the prince of the Sheng dynasty? Now there is a big crime of bullying the king, and His Royal Highness can take the life of the concubine!"

A wry smile climbed up his face, and he said for a while: "You just rely on me to love you." You know I'm reluctant. ”

Suddenly, he stretched out his arm and swept the tea set on the table to the ground, "So you take advantage of this again and again, openly and secretly help him! You are sure that no matter how big a mistake you make, I will not hurt your life, right?"

He stretched out his hands and grabbed my shoulders hard, shook it, and said, "Isn't it? So you, as the concubine of the East Palace, have the rebel thieves in your eyes and hearts, and do your best to help." In order to help him, he has stayed with me! It is also for him that he has returned to the Huiyin Hall from the rebels!"

I was dizzy—Sheng Yao, what are you talking about! No, how can you think that? How can you misinterpret my love for you like this! so slander my determination to return to you that day!

He leaned over to my ear and spat out merciless and cold words: "When you were tactfully rejoicing under me, you thought of him, right?"

I closed my eyes and tears rolled down.

When he opened his eyes again, he raised his hand and slapped him hard!

I couldn't stop crying: "I hate you! Can't you see so many days and nights between me and you? Can't you see it?"

"I've seen and believed, but now I know how wrong I am! Now all I see is your betrayal and ruthlessness!" he lowered his hands and let me go.

Through the hazy eyes of tears, I still looked at him in disbelief, I didn't believe that a person as gentle as himself could say and act like this!" I cried out with a trembling voice.

"How was it then, and what is it today?"

I slowly stepped back and said, "I knew that I would be misunderstood and hurt by you like this today, and I would break off my love, so it is better not to have entered Xiao Wangfu and never met you!"

He quickly responded, "I'd rather never meet you!"

So crisp, so resolute!

It took me a while to hold on to the bed frame and stabilize myself.

Sheng Yao turned his head away from me and walked out.

He stopped in the backlit place outside the wooden door, did not turn around, and only left a sentence in an indignant and depressed tone: "You just gave him the method of the horizontal sword, and even handed over the crossbow to him! Do you know how many soldiers have been killed and wounded on the front line of the counterinsurgency in the past few days? How many cities have been lost? You are such a ruthless and unrighteous woman, I have mistaken you!"

In my eyes was his very familiar back, but in my ears were such unfamiliar words.

Repeater, how could I have given Xie Changruo the repeater method!

Shengyao, you have to be suspicious and suspicious every time, and you have become so mean and ruthless, where is the Shengyao in my heart!

If I made up my mind to give it to Xie Changruo, why did I send you a self-defense sleeve crossbow with a close method of making it before you set out on the expedition!

If I don't send it, how can you get the rebels' repeaters suspicious of me!

I was chilling, as if a little heat in my heart was about to be extinguished by his coldness and ruthlessness.

On the ground was a broken tea set, a mess. But the sun was shining outside, and the chaos and unbearable light were clear, so that I had no escape.

The heart is empty, and the whole originally cramped room also makes people feel very empty! In this empty space, Sheng Yao's words echoed over and over again:

"I'd rather never meet you!"

"You turned out to be such a ruthless and unrighteous woman, I misjudged you!"

……

I was horrified and sober to find that the past was not what I had thought it was.

The strangeness in King Xiao's mansion was so strange that it was so attached that it was resistant to the two hearts, and the days when the flowers were flying freely like a dream, it turned out to be just a big dream of my self-deception.

I suddenly remembered for no reason what Mrs. Sumire and she had said in the retreat hall on the day she took the poison - "My love, a person like me, is wrong!"

In the late spring, everything is thriving.

However, I was not only disappointed in him, but also disappointed in myself, abandoned here, in the face of this messy me, but I really felt that my vitality and vitality were stripped away with the back of Shengyao who resolutely turned away.

The room was silent, except for the big tears dripping silently.

Outside the house, the sound of Concubine Chen humming a little song sounded again.

“…… In May, the pomegranate is like a fire, and the cold rain is watering the flowers, and the loquat is not yellow in April, and I want to be distracted by the mirror, and the peach blossoms in March turn with the water, and the kite line is broken in February. …… A hundred kinds of acacia, when is the intestine broken, a life of haggardness, a few dusks-"

Wisps of wisps burrowed into my eardrums and ravaged my already overwhelmed heart.

I reached out and picked up the porcelain pillow on the bed, threw it and smashed it on the door - "Don't sing!" The porcelain pillow shattered in response, and snow-white porcelain chips flew everywhere!

However, the humming of the waste concubine was endless.

"Don't be a lover, there is nowhere to be lovesick in heaven and earth......"

I suddenly burst into tears and laughed: when I first met him, he was a noble man from above, and I was a little maid who was down to the dust; he was surrounded by poetic red sleeves and fragrance, and there was no lack of beautiful women and admirable women in my heart.

Now he is the prince of Daqi, and he will be the master of the entire harem in the future.

I was so dizzy that I thought I was different for him, and I was looking for pure love, a unique heart in him.

What's more, in his eyes, the country is the most important.

That's why after the war was unfavorable and the city was lost, he endlessly exaggerated the old affair between me and Changruo and distorted my mind towards him?

"Don't be a lover, there is nowhere to be lovesick in the world......"

It was my mistake that I knew that I couldn't be emotionally attached to such a man, but I still fell into it regardless of my willfulness.

Now he is covered with bruises, and such a field is also self-inflicted, and he has nothing to do with others.

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