Seventy-nine-zero, sad Okazaki

Okazaki, who was still young at the time, did not understand his father's heart and couldn't get used to his decadent appearance, which also led to a rather bad relationship between the father and son. According to his own description of Levy, they were just tenants who lived under the same roof and did not know each other.

Born in such an unhealthy family, coupled with the fact that he was unable to continue basketball because of an injury, he was unable to continue the only game he was good at and loved. Okazaki, who had originally entered the second junior high school as a sports student, gradually became self-defeating, and although he still went to school most of the time, he was as decadent and gloomy as his father described. So much so that he is obviously a tall and handsome boy, and his personality is friendly and gentle, but he can't make any friends at school, and there are few classmates who can even gossip after class - until he meets a teacher like Levy.

Of course, if you ask Levi himself what he thinks about Tomoya Okazaki's changes. He would definitely tell others that it was the credit of a girl named Nagisa Furukawa who had repeated a grade for a year due to illness, and it had nothing to do with him. But in fact, if he has always met the kind of so-called famous teachers who only pay attention to teaching results, are quite rigid and never communicate too much with students, Okazaki Tomoya has mostly given up on his future before he meets the person who may be the most important person in his life, and has become a hopeless walking corpse who doesn't care about anything. This is not half an exaggeration.

And Okazaki Tomoya, who is relatively unsound in his family, in addition to the poor economic conditions of his family, has not suffered too much misfortune Haruhara Yohei, and his former state is indeed much better than Okazaki Tomoya in Levy's opinion. Although Haruhara's late arrivals, early departures, and absenteeism are more than ten times more than Okazaki's, Levy is far less worried about Haruhara's future than Okazaki.

Chunyuan's parents are alive and well, and the parent-child relationship is not particularly good, but it is normal and often there are no major problems. This can be known from the fact that Haruhara's parents who are actually very afraid of their hometown know some of their situation in school. Teachers like Levi know very well that the fear that their parents will know that they are not doing well, whether they are worried about being disappointed or afraid of being blamed, shows that they know what they are doing and care about these things. However, those children who don't care about the teacher telling their parents about their bad deeds in school are really completely giving up on themselves, and have formed a completely different concept from their normal peers, and it is quite difficult to reverse it again.

To use an inappropriate analogy, the former is like the kind of impulsive offender who hurts others on the spur of the moment in a quarrel with others, and immediately regrets and frustrates himself afterwards. And what about the latter? To exaggerate it, it is like an arrogant hooligan who can resort to violence casually, and even if he is caught in the police station, he does not care about it.

As for the students whose families are quite privileged and who go to work as bad people, if you want to understand why this phenomenon occurs, just look at the past deeds of some of the students in the junior high school class led by Levi's friend Hideji Onizuka. Parents who seem to have a wealthy family that can meet all the material needs of their children ignore their children's psychological and spiritual needs because of busy work or indulgence in pleasures. This is called spiritual emptiness, emotional absence. It is also a kind of 'misfortune' that must be paid attention to, rather than the 'hypocrisy' that some onlookers say, especially for children who are still young and physically and psychologically immature, the lack of family emotion is even more negative than the lack of economic conditions on them. Hideyoshi Onizuka, who first came to No. 2 Middle School as a teacher, also complained to Levi about why the richer and more powerful children in their class have more problems and can cause more trouble, but there are many poor children in the family, and the bitter children who work part-time several jobs a day at a young age and send money home during the New Year's holidays are much more well-behaved and obedient. Lévy had told him that this was not the old saying that poor children were in charge of their families at an early age. In fact, it is just that those children can feel the affection and care between their parents and siblings despite their hard work, while those children who have money and power in the family often face an empty and cold big room after school, or a mobile phone that will never ring because of their parents' concerns.

"The absence of a family has a very big impact on a person's growth. As for the teenager specifically, from investigating his past, I found that since his parents divorced and his mother voluntarily gave up custody of him, he gave people the feeling that he had been trying to regain his mother's attention. ”

Kurokigan also flipped to the back page of the document in Levy's hand, which listed the specific details of the various awards and awards that the teenager had received from elementary school to middle school. Whether it was a school competition or an event organized by other outside organizations, Lévy could see at a glance that those competitions were almost exclusively physics-related, which was the area of study that his mother, who had left the family behind, was best at.

"I see, do you think this kid thinks that his mother left the family because he felt that the research in the field of physics was more important than himself, and that the family was dragging down her work?"

"I can't hear the boy with my own ears, but I think it's very likely. If you feel that your mother values academic research more than your own, then try to shine in the field that your mother is good at, so that your mother will definitely notice you again, and even come back to you because she is 'useful'...... This should be the reason why this teenager has been participating in those competitions whenever he has the opportunity since he was a child. ”

Lévi listened to Kuroki's analysis as he flipped to the page with the confessions of the teenager's classmates. These confessions of his classmates about the teenager must have taken a lot of time to get them. At that time, he found the young man's classmates, and they must have asked a lot of questions, maybe they even asked other people so annoyed that they wanted to chase them away. However, in the last appearance of this material in Levy's hands, only some of the people's words have been recorded, and very few have been preserved, presumably testimony that has been left after his own deliberation and considered more useful. But these testimonies that have been left behind are all recorded in great detail, even some of the tone words when the parties spoke, how long they paused in a certain place, these were written, including the expressions on the faces of the people who spoke at that time, and some movements on the limbs that made Hei Tong feel that they represented some inner activities.