Chapter 1021: "The Beginning"
Of course, things don't end so easily, if tonight ends here, there will still be a thorn in the hearts of two people, and if they can't pull it out, they can't be dissolved.
Compared to the other two guys, King Peter is indeed better at grasping Han Yu's weakness.
It's true that Han Woo is highly wary of Kim Peter, but so is his genuine concern for Taeyeon. So after a small episode of Kim Eun-sook's sudden call, Han Woo thought of what Kim Peter said to himself tonight, and left the amusement park with Kim Taeyeon without taking him at the first time.
In terms of acting style, Han Yu never denies his passivity, and he is willing to use external forces such as time to solve problems rather than initiative, which is based on the gentleness in his nature. However, when things really need to be decisive and decisive, he will immediately become a man of action, never dragging his feet, and the funny thing is that this is also based on his gentleness.
At the end of the day, his fundamental purpose was to hope that they would not be harmed.
Although Kim Peter doesn't know whether Han Woo has good intentions towards him, at least Han Woo can see that Kim Peter, like himself, has an extraordinary love for Taeyeon.
It is precisely because of this same love that the two of them fell into a troubled and tangled situation tonight with the drunken girl.
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Kim Taeyeon's well-behaved behavior did not last long, as if the previous lucidity was only a temporary hallucination, and soon he showed various drunken states again.
After putting on her hat and mask again, Han Woo stood in front of the bench, using his tall body to resist the eyes of the tourists, listening to the muttering in his ears, and carefully supporting Kim Taeyeon, who had repeatedly tried to stand up and immediately fell back.
βOPPAβ¦β¦ Not...... You're really big, big bad...... Not...... Badass ......"
After a period of uninterrupted fragmented thoughts, Kim Taeyeon finally put her head on her lap and fell asleep honestly, which made Han Woo Chang breathe a sigh of relief.
Tonight's events have taught him another lesson, never drink with someone you can't do. But as long as he could grit his teeth ruthlessly, restrain the girl's hands, cover her mouth, and take her away quickly, he didn't have to endure so many surprised and snickering stares in the past.
It is inherently difficult to reason with a woman, and to reason with a drunk woman is to be directly elevated to an impossible thing.
Putting away the beer cans that Kim Taeyeon had drunk, Han Woo found that there was still an unopened can of beer left in the plastic bag, he was silent for a moment, then opened it with his hand very abnormally, sat quietly on the bench and served as his own human pillow, looking up at the deep and endless night sky above his head from time to time, blowing the cool night breeze, and drinking slowly.
With the bitter liquor rippling in his mouth, Han Yu didn't know what he was waiting for now, the girl who fell asleep on his lap might wake up halfway because of the discomfort of the "pillow", but maybe if he didn't make a sound, she would sleep soundly until dawn.
Should he wake her up, or should he let her just lean on herself? After all, when she is asleep, she doesn't have so many worries, and it's a rare happy time.
The cold air brushed against his cheeks, forming a strong contrast with the scorching smell of alcohol in his breath, and feeling that he was almost drunk, Han Yu turned his head and put aside the little bit of beer that was left.
He didn't look at the time, he didn't know how long he had been sitting here, but from the dwindling crowds and the increasingly deserted atmosphere, he knew that it was late at night.
Yuan also wanted to go over and buy some sobering medicine or something, but he didn't know the specific direction, and he couldn't take Kim Taeyeon directly over, so he had to be so deadlocked.
After drinking, he fell into a situation where he had nothing to do, Han Woo looked down at Kim Taeyeon, and the hat and mask were all dressed for her, which made it difficult for him to take a closer look at her face.
I could only see the closed eyes under the cover of the light blonde hair, and the even shallow breathing between her nose.
At this time, Kim Taeyeon is like a tired and resting child after a madness, her little face covered by her hair is very cute, and her sleeping posture curled up slightly is very cute, even ...... Well, the way I pretend to be asleep is also very cute.
"OPPA's leg is going numb. β
Han Yu suddenly whispered.
"Shall we go, or shall we sit a little longer?"
Kim Taeyeon, who was lying on his lap, didn't react in the slightest, but the originally steady breathing rate seemed to speed up inexplicably.
"Do you mean to sit a little longer......? All right. β
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In the voice of the deep male voice talking to himself, although there was still no movement, Kim Tae-yeon's small hand shrunk in his sleeve quietly clenched.
"Oh yes. β
Han Yu remembered something again, looked at the petite figure on his lap with a hint of amusement in helplessness, and said, "In the future, don't pour beer on the ground casually, there is a smell of alcohol everywhere." How many cans did you pour? five, six cans? If you don't think you can drink it, justβ"
In the middle of the conversation, it came to an abrupt end.
The reason was because a hand that suddenly grabbed his clothes and pulled twice with a small movement.
Looking down at the little white hand that stretched out two fingers timidly to pull his clothes, Han Yu let out a low chuckle that made the girl who was pillowed on his lap want to hit him with her head very much.
"Taeyeon...... OPPA, a guy who doesn't understand anything. β
After laughing, Han Yu did not take advantage of the relaxed atmosphere to further ease the relationship between them, but gradually restrained the smile on his face, thought for a while, and said such a sentence without warning.
As soon as she heard his words, Kim Tae-yeon's eyebrows, which were originally hidden under her hair, subconsciously tightened a little, and she seemed to realize that Han Woo was finally going to say something.
"I was very young and had no parents. It may seem to you that even though I grew up without my biological parents, I did have an adoptive father. β
"But, to be honest, I don't think my dad treats me badly, it's just that maybe the shadow of my childhood will indeed accompany a person's life. When I grew up, I still developed that withdrawn and nasty personality. The various emotional problems that normal people can deal with are big problems for me. β
"I don't seem to be really good at dealing with family issues and stuff. β
"Don't get me wrong, I'm not justifying myself by saying this now, I'm just trying to tell you the purpose of my actions. β
Kim Taeyeon unconsciously loosened her frowning brow, but her lips under the mask were secretly bitten, Han Woo looked down at her, his eyes were complicated, and continued:
"I don't explain anything to you, not because you're not important, it's not because I don't want to explain it to you, but because I haven't figured out how to explain it to you. β
"Deliberately pretending not to know, not to ignore the past with you, those memories are also incomparably precious to me, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid that the harm I caused to you will still be left to this day. β
"And the girlhood thing, it's true that I didn't think it through beforehand, and OPPA apologizes to you about it. However, my original intention is really just to hope that you and Yuna can be happy, at least in my company, I will not let some bad things happen to you again. β
"So, it's not that I want to avoid you, it's not that I didn't take you to heart, it's just ...... I don't know how to express my love for you. β
Han Woo carefully arranged the hair on Kim Taeyeon's face with his hands, as he had practiced countless times in his mind, and he whispered softly:
"As an OPPA, I am not qualified. Because there is no one to teach, I will only do it in my own way. But I didn't realize what was wrong with my approach. β
"I've always done things for you from my own point of view, but I never thought about what you would think of these things if I were from your point of view. β
"I'm sluggish, no, it's better to be 'blank' than sluggish. I don't have any awareness of my feelings, which is why I unknowingly cause so much damage to you. β
"But, Taeyeon, OPPA really wants you to trust me, in my mind, you and Yoona are the same. Maybe because of the different circumstances, I express my feelings differently, but I really never favored either of you. β
Speaking of this, Han Yu paused, hesitated, and said solemnly: "I love you...... You and Yuna are both. β
At this time, Kim Taeyeon suddenly moved, she leaned her head in, closer to Han Woo, this action made Han Woo stunned, and his body became a little tense and stiff.
After a long time, a murmuring voice so low that only he and she could hear it came out of his arms, as if talking to himself, as if asking him questions to confirm -
"Love both of us...... Me and Yuna are both?"
Han Yu was stunned, and then as if he realized something, he quickly replied categorically: "Well, I'm ...... Love you, both of you are the same. β
The unaccustomed meaty words came out of his mouth with a slight stumble, just listening to the slight embarrassment and faint determination in Han Yu's words, those who are familiar with him can understand that he is serious.
Kim Taeyeon was silent, and after a moment of silence, the whole person suddenly sat up from his lap without warning, and then raised his small hand to press the brim of the hat on his head.
βOPPAβ¦β¦ Let's go, you take me back to the dormitory. β
Dropping a sentence without a beginning or an end, Kim Taeyeon lowered her head, ignored Han Yu's stunned gaze, put her hands in her pockets, and took the lead in turning around and walking, without saying anything to someone...... Make any responses.
I don't know why, Han Yu couldn't force the girl to answer anything, so he had to follow her instructions, and after following up, he sent her out of the amusement park without leaving her every step.
After getting into the taxi, the two of them became even more speechless, Kim Taeyeon was always looking out of the car window, and Han Woo looked sideways at her side face blocked by a mask, and repeatedly wanted to stop talking.
It wasn't until he sent Kim Taeyeon to the vicinity of the Girls' Generation collective apartment that he saw the petite figure get out of the car, and walked away quickly without even saying goodbye, and Han Woo couldn't ask the words, so he had to rub his hair irritably, and also got out of the taxi, standing on the side of the street where there were no people, and kept staring at the direction where Kim Taeyeon disappeared.
"Oh, Taeyeon, you're finally back, how's it going, what's going on with Han Woo's OPPA today?"
After returning to the dormitory, Kim Tae-yeon is unsurprisingly questioned by Tiffany's curiosity.
Kim Taeyeon didn't show the slightest abnormality, but casually mentioned that the two of them went to do some personal things, and Tiffany sighed, and sure enough, she didn't ask anything more.
After almost half an hour, Kim Taeyeon and Tiffany snuggled up on the sofa and watched TV as usual, but Tiffany, who was actually quite attentive, discovered her absent-mindedness, and under repeated strange questioning, Kim Taeyeon finally hid in her room as if she was tired of it.
With a soft "bang", Tiffany, sitting on the sofa in the living room, turned her head to look at the closed door, and held a bag of potato chips in her hand, pouted in confusion.
"What, it's weird when you come back...... But it doesn't look like he's angry, could it be related to the thing he went to do with Han Yu's OPPA today?"
After muttering a few words, Tiffany looked at the closed door again, blinked her eyes, and muttered to herself in confusion, "Also, why do you always think that this girl's face looks so red?
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"Ahhh......hh
Tiffany, who was outside, would never have imagined that after entering her room and closing the door, the petite figure who had been quite lost and depressed would slam into the bed after a moment of daze, burying her little face in the quilt, and carefully let out a series of excited screams.
That's right, excited.
Lifting up the buried little face, her eyes, which had been wide open from excitement, looked moist and shiny, and a trace of irrepressible joy spread from her little face full of redness.
"I love you...... I love you ......"
Holding the faceless man's life-length pillow and rolling around on the bed, the sound of the girl's muttering seemed to fill the air around her with a joyful sweetness.
"Oh yes. β
Thinking of something, he quickly turned over, climbed to the head of the bed and picked up his mobile phone, "OPPA...... You're still waiting for my response, right?"
Having said that, she opened her phone and looked at it, but she didn't find any missed calls or unread messages, and her little mouth couldn't help but pout cutely.
"Otherwise, wait two days...... And then get back to him?"
"Ahh
As soon as she finished muttering like this, the mobile phone in her hand sounded like a perceptual Kakao prompt, and Kim Taeyeon immediately reflexively brought the phone in front of her eyes to take a look, and suddenly, a knowing smile appeared on her lips.
[Did you sleep?]
After thinking about it, Kim Taeyeon sent a message to reply to the past.
[Not yet.] γ
"Ahh
[That... Why don't you sleep yet?]
"Poof, what~ this?"
I couldn't help but purse my lips and smile, and my eyes were like bright stars.
"If you want to ask anything, just be frank, we OPPA......"
Just looking at this reply, Kim Taeyeon seems to be able to imagine the anxious look of someone who is so anxious to scratch his head and ask something directly when editing this message.
"Wouldn't it be too easy for the OPPA to forgive him with just a few words?"
Smiling at the phone in her hand and talking to herself, Kim Taeyeon blinked her eyes, covered the phone on her chest and thought for a while, then sent a reply.
γOPPA.. Let me ask you a question]
"Ahh
[What's the problem?]
seemed to sense a different meaning hidden under the ordinary tone of her news, and Han Yu on the other end replied quickly.
[I ask you.] What does Yuna mean to you at OPPA?]
After typing this content, Kim Taeyeon wrinkled her nose proudly with a click of the send button on her fingertips, and she could almost think of the person who had a headache after receiving her message.
"Ahh
Hmm? The reply was pretty fast.
γFateγ
A simple word without any other superfluous embellishments.
"Destiny...... This evaluation ...... It's really high. β
Although he had been mentally prepared, Kim Taeyeon still bit her lower lip unconsciously after really seeing him give such an answer to himself bluntly.
She didn't understand why she had to compete with Yun'er, maybe it was because she and the girl had a kind of "competition between sisters", right?
In short, this OPPA knew that he would not be happy when he saw such an answer, but he really sent it like this, and he didn't know if he was sincere to himself, or if he really loved Yuna more......
What do I mean to you at OPPA?]
Pouting and sending such a question that was enough to make other men anxious, Kim Taeyeon lay on the bed, staring at the mobile phone in her hand, and waited quietly.
She wanted to see how the OPPA would reply to her.
"Ahh
When the reply came, Kim Taeyeon perked up and hurriedly looked at it, but she couldn't help frowning, and muttered dissatisfiedly: "What, this ......"
γFateγ
The answer is exactly the same, and I don't even want to add a single punctuation mark.
"In short, it's very perfunctory...... OPPA: Do you think I'll let you go so easily?"
Wrinkling his nose and muttering, Kim Taeyeon was going to ask him what was going on with the fate of both of them.
"Ahh
However, before she could finish editing the content, another reply was sent.
Kim Taeyeon glanced at it, and the typing action in her hand couldn't help but stop.
[In this world, whether it is family affection, friendship, love... No matter how deep the relationship is, it can't withstand time after all. This is time, but if we try to get it back and deny it to disappear, then.... This is fate]
"Ahh
Before she could come back to her senses and respond, another message came.
[I'm not very good at talking.It's probably just a few words, maybe you're tired of hearing it and don't want to believe it.So I want you to see it with your own eyes... See for yourself what I do in the future]
"Ahh
[You and Yuna are the ones I will definitely use all my strength to catch]
"Ahh
[I won't watch our feelings fade over time]
"Ahh
[So... I'll just say.... You and Yuna are both fate to me]
"Ahh
The last message sent made Kim Taeyeon purse her lips uncontrollably, her eyes were indescribably used her fingers to gently caress the line of words on the screen, and her whole petite body lay on the bed, surprisingly quiet.
[Because...... You're all people I won't let go]
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"Hmph, stupid......"
It didn't take long for a low murmur to sound in the extremely quiet room.
Kim Taeyeon frowned and pondered for a while, then suddenly sat up, dialed a number from her mobile phone, put it to her ear, and waited calmly.
"Toot, toot......"
"That...... Taeyeon?"
It didn't take a few seconds for the phone to connect.
The gentle voice that he was extremely familiar with clearly came into his ears through his mobile phone, and if he listened carefully, he could find that in his slightly surprised tone, there was a hint of apprehension as if he had guessed something.
He seemed to be waiting for something, and the faint sound of his slightly suppressed breathing could be heard on the other end of the phone.
Kim Taeyeon took a deep breath and suddenly took her phone and said something that stunned him:
βI love you not for ho you areοΌ but for ho I am ith you.β (I love you, not because of who you are, but because of who I can be in front of you.) οΌ
He was obviously stunned when he heard it on the other end of the phone, and said sneeringly, "That, that, Taeyeon, what is this......"
"From Edward Scissorhands, a movie I used to love. β
Panting like a big breath, Kim Taeyeon's face was flushed with a strange flush at some point, she bit her lip, took a deep breath again, tightened her little face, and said seriously with her mobile phone:
"OPPA, I like to stay with you, not because you are my OPPA, not because you are my relative, I like to be with you when you are King Peter. That's because...... I feel that even if I am a monster Edward who is unacceptable to anyone, you will be the only person in the world who is willing to embrace me. I feel like I'm the only one who I can be in front of you. So...... In the future, don't ignore me anymore, don't avoid me anymore, let's meet properly, okay? Don't keep looking at Yun'er anymore, it's all sisters, so give me a little bit of attention, huh? If you dare to do this again in the future...... I'm not going to forgive you easily, you know?"
The voice fell, and before there was any response on the other end of the phone, she hung up the phone in a hurry, put the phone on her chest with her hands folded, a pair of good-looking eyes opened widely, and a hot feeling on her face raged, her chest was like a drum, and the strong heartbeat sound was clearly transmitted to her own ears.
In her life, there are not many opportunities for her to tell the truth to others, let alone this kind of truth similar to that of a little girl who loses her temper...... I don't know how that OPPA feels after hearing it, so I won't laugh at myself, right?
Ahh......hh Anyway, I've already given him an answer, dare to laugh at myself and try it, hum......
Feeling that the mobile phone that could receive calls or messages from him at any time was like a hot potato, Kim Taeyeon quickly threw it on the pillow on the side, climbed out of bed, and walked around the room, trying to find something to do and divert attention.
Finally, she pulled out a dictionary of Korean characters that she sometimes used from the shelf next to her, turned a random page, and forced herself to read it.
Unexpectedly, after only looking at it for the first time, she was still a little restless, and she somehow calmed down.
On the page of the dictionary she opened, the first word that appeared was "beginning."
It goes like this-
[Beginning: The beginning of something or an action, or the beginning of a certain feeling.] γ
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"The beginning of something or an action, or...... The beginning of some kind of affection?"
"Ahh
Her mouth unconsciously murmured, and before she could think about anything, a prompt sound that she was particularly sensitive at the moment sounded from the bed.
Obviously, he had made up his mind not to pay attention to this OPPA before, lest he say anything to laugh at himself, but as a result, Kim Taeyeon still didn't want to think about it, and his movements quickly threw himself on the soft bed, and his seemingly light body shook so much that the whole bed bounced twice.
[Do you want a teddy bear, or a bear hug?]
"Bear...... What does the word hug mean?"
Reading this word translated from Chinese a little jerky, Kim Taeyeon's little face, which was originally full of expectation, couldn't help but show a little puzzlement.
"Ahh
Xu is hindsight thought that she might not understand the word, he re-edited it, this time, the content was much more straightforward and obvious, so that Kim Taeyeon was stunned after reading it, and then the flush on his cheeks that had just subsided quickly welled up again, and even, even stronger than before.
[Do you want a teddy bear, or... My hug?]
"What, you deliberately asked me ...... when you knew the answer?"
The corners of his lips muttered with a smile, and then Kim Taeyeon blinked inexplicably, turned his head to look at his feet, the faceless man's pillow that had been forgotten by himself since he was chatting with someone, the smile on his face couldn't help but retract slightly, and gradually, replaced by an indescribable softness and complexity.
In the past 20 years of her life, whenever she is alone, these dolls and pillows have been by her side instead.
But now...... Are you going to say goodbye to them?
Because he will not be alone in the future, there is another person with open arms, and his hug is welcoming him.
There was a burst of sourness and the urge to cry that even he didn't understand for no reason, very strong, Kim Taeyeon turned around, pursed her lips in silence and thought for a long time, and finally looked down at the message on the phone screen again, simply wrinkled her nose and snorted, and decided to vent this inexplicable resentment on the only person she could be willful to him.
[What should I do? I want it all!]
Hatefully edited this content and sent it over, Kim Taeyeon pursed her lips and waited.
How will he reply to himself?
"Ahh
It didn't take long for the news to come.
Kim Taeyeon blinked, and the whole person suddenly froze......
[So, give me to you?]
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In the soft light of the bedside, the petite figure who was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone suddenly seemed to be completely frozen, and became still.
It wasn't until a long time later that she silently put down her phone, buried her face deep in the quilt, and let out a vague sigh.
From the base of her exposed ears, you can see a piece of snow-white skin dyed red, and a pair of white little feet that have taken off their socks are shaking up and up.
Cheerful and excited.
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I always feel that something has broken into my heart.