491 His paranoia about you borders on madness

recalled what Lin Zifeng said to her after she was in City A before, Su Manmiao kidnapped herself in the middle of the night, wanted to take revenge on herself, and was finally rescued by Lin Zifeng.

At that time, Lin Zifeng's request was for her to bring DingTalk back, thinking that the reason why Lin Zifeng was so anxious at that time was because of the appearance of this Annan by Dingding's side, which made Lin Zifeng feel threatened.

is just an ordinary volunteer teacher, why does Lin Zifeng have such a big sense of crisis?

"I thought that Annan was just an ordinary volunteer teacher, but in the process of getting along, I found that he hid a lot of secrets like me. The reason why he went there to teach was also to find a quiet place for himself to hide, to escape from some things he didn't want to face. It's like he doesn't want to face the fact that Meng Qingge doesn't like him, just like I don't want to face the fact that I like Lin Zifeng......" When he said the last sentence, DingTalk's voice trembled a little, and his reddened eyes were immediately filled with tears pouring up, and through the tears in his eyes, Ye Lingxi could clearly feel the fear in the depths of Dingding's soul.

In the end, it was still said, such an unspeakable secret!

When these words were spoken, DingTalk only felt a chill spread from her heart to her whole body, and she was so cold that she shivered, but she found that her heart was not as uncomfortable as she imagined.

He told the secret hidden in the deepest part of his heart, but Ye Lingxi's reaction was quite calm, and he said in his heart: "You already know it, right, I like my brother?"

Ye Lingxi is originally a delicate and sensitive person, and he can always guess something from some clues.

Regarding the entanglement of DingTalk and Lin Zifeng, the brother and sister, Ye Lingxi has watched it for so long, so he can naturally guess the secret.

What's more, having fought Lin Zifeng so many times, Lin Zifeng himself has already admitted this matter himself, Ye Lingxi naturally knows everything.

The reason why she hasn't told DingTalk is just to maintain DingTalk's strong self-esteem.

If possible, she is willing to bury this secret deep in her heart with DingTalk and never tell it.

"Lin Zifeng's paranoia towards you is almost crazy, his possessiveness towards you is not what an ordinary brother would have, plus some of your reactions to him, and his crazy move to pull you to death in H City, so I guessed something in my heart. But it's all your privacy, and I think it's better for me to pretend I don't know anything until you're willing to confess it to me. DingTalk, if it weren't for this phone call you made me, I would have pretended for the rest of my life that I didn't know anything. Everyone has their own secrets, and you have the right to protect your secrets. But believe me, even if I knew about it, I wouldn't look at you in any strange light. Liking someone is an involuntary thing, and I think if you have a choice, you don't want to choose to like Lin Zifeng. Since he had chosen to confess, Ye Lingxi did not hide it, and directly told DingTalk what he thought in his heart.

As a friend, she feels that treating each other with sincerity is the greatest respect for DingTalk.

"yes, I don't want to like him if I had a choice...... But Lingxi, do you believe it, if I had to do it all over again, I think I would still love him. I am the illegitimate daughter of the Lin family, I was not born in the Lin family, but lived an abandoned life with my mother. The Lin family didn't recognize me, my mother thought that she was pregnant and gave birth to a child, so she could get something from the Lin family, but the bamboo basket was empty, and I lost money and didn't get anything. Because of this, she blamed all her misfortunes on me, and beat or scolded me all day long. It must be hard for you to imagine that when I was a child, I was very timid and easily frightened like a rabbit. I was tortured by my mother until I was a teenager, and I thought I could only live such a miserable life in my life, but Lin Zifeng appeared. He appeared to me like a god and smiled at me so tenderly, I had never seen anyone smile so softly. He gave my biological mother a sum of money and took me back to the Lin family, and he told me that he was my brother and gave me every kind of warmth. Lingxi, you really can't imagine the meaning that his appearance brought me, pulled me out of the abyss of despair step by step, and told me that there is light in this world, and I can not only be pampered like a normal girl, but also be envied as a young lady of the Lin family. Referring to these things in the past, DingTalk's tearful eyes couldn't help but bring a smile.

No matter how many things Lin Zifeng has done to hurt her now, those happy moments still remain in Dingding's heart, indelible......

Reaching out to hold Dingding's cold hand, Ye Lingxi stared at her with a smile and nodded: "I can understand your feelings, really, DingTalk, I can especially understand why you have such thoughts." I understand the feeling of despair to the point of wanting to destroy, but to be redeemed at a critical moment. It is the instinct of human beings to want to move in the direction of happiness. I believe that Lin Zifeng at that time must have been very special to you, and it is reasonable that you will like him. ”

Feeling the temperature from Ye Lingxi's palm, DingTalk knew that she hadn't lied to herself, she really understood, because their moods were once so similar: "In the first few years when I returned to the Lin family, he was really good to me. Because of my mother's relationship, my personality is particularly introverted, and when I first returned to the Lin family, I was very unaccustomed to it, and I liked to hide from everyone and be alone in the room. But he always woke me up early in the morning, prepared me my favorite breakfast, took me to the garden to pick flowers, and reminded me to bask in the sun. He took me to do so many happy things, created a happy illusion for me, and led me step by step to his trap. He deliberately made me like him little by little under his guidance, and finally beat me back to my original shape when he finally knew that I couldn't extricate myself. I will never forget the scene where he had a showdown with me on my eighteenth birthday, and he told me that everything was fake, that his kindness to me was fake, that his feelings for me were fake, that all of this was fake! He watched me like a devil and was driven mad by him step by step, and I had no escape from the trap he had set. Looking at my hopeless and helpless look, he knew that his purpose had been accomplished. I begged him, I begged him to let me go, but he would just smile and touch my head and tell me not to think nonsense. Only on his birthday, he showed his devilish appearance, but after his birthday, he seemed to forget everything that happened that day, and returned to the appearance of a good brother, taking care of me and being good to me as always. I was about to collapse in a divided world like his, and I tried to escape again and again, but in the end, they all failed. In the end, I even jumped from the upstairs of the Lin family's mansion, I thought that I would be able to get out of it that way, but it turned out that I still couldn't escape from Lin Zifeng's side except for a little private space. Lingxi, I'm useless, am I? I always pretend that I don't care, pretend that I'm very good, but in fact, I'm the most useless. ”

"DingTalk, people are not brave enough when facing feelings, not because you are useless or too timid, but because you love too deeply. Lin Zifeng is not a simple person, you were so young at that time, and no one has ever been so kind to you, suddenly a person appeared and brought you so many surprises and warmth, it is normal for you to like him. The reason why you can't escape is not that you can't do it, it's just because you like him too much. Ye Lingxi sighed and said regretfully.

If it was possible, she would like to prevent DingTalk from liking Lin Zifeng.

But liking this kind of thing is not something that can be decided by human will.

Just as DingTalk will like Lin Zifeng, just as she likes Lu Jingxing!

Yes, no matter how much you try to deceive yourself, you can't hide your truest thoughts.

Is it really just because you can't escape from the failures again and again?

The real reason why I can't escape is because I still like Lin Zifeng so much?

If you don't love it, even if Lin Zifeng stands in front of him, there must not be the slightest ripple in that heart......

"I'm really ridiculous, always making a fool of myself and trying to save myself with the help of others. Annan is also too ridiculous, like me, he wants to escape his true feelings by marrying someone else. It's no wonder that we all failed in the end, because this is something that will not work out in the first place. DingTalk sighed.

The rest of the things, without nailing details, Ye Lingxi can also guess the approximately.

When he was teaching, DingTalk met this man named Annan, and the two of them shared the same illness, so they decided to say goodbye to their past and start over with marriage.

It's just clear that it failed in the end.

However, Ye Lingxi was still a little puzzled by this result: "Since you have already decided to get married, why didn't you get married in the end, is it because of Lin Zifeng's relationship?"

In City A, Lin Zifeng was aggressive again and again, wanting Ye Lingxi to come to DingTalk, but after she refused, he suddenly disappeared.

Now that DingTalk has such a result, it is difficult for Ye Lingxi not to suspect Lin Zifeng's head.

Knowing that Ye Lingxi had misunderstood, DingTalk hurriedly shook his head and explained, "This time it's none of his business." At first he showed up and tried to stop me, but something happened in the middle and he almost died trying to save me. After that, he didn't come to pester me anymore. The reason why Annan and I didn't get married was because the person Annan liked had returned from abroad. Annan thought he had let go, but the man took all his attention as soon as he appeared. While he wanted to fulfill his agreement with me, his heart couldn't help but want to get close to Meng Qingge. I watched him in a dilemma, and I felt very uncomfortable. Originally, we were going to get married today, but last night I suddenly received a call from the hospital that someone Annan liked had an accident. I knew how important that person was to Annan, and I didn't want to continue to embarrass both of us, so I chose to let go and let him go and find someone he really liked. Because I know that he is different from me, he just needs to work harder, and he will still have the opportunity to be with the person he likes, unlike me who was a mistake from start to finish. ”