309 I won't regret it

The rescue room was messy, and Xiao Yu'er's small body was lying straight on the rescue table.

It had only been a few months, and his face had sunken and thin, and he looked like a different person.

The tubes that were originally inserted/on Xiao Yu'er's body had been pulled out, Ye Lingxi slowly walked to his side, barely squeezed out a smile and said, "Stinky boy, you are so ugly, I almost can't recognize you." ”

"Sister Lingxi, I thought I would never see you again. The little fish on the rescue table also squeezed out a smile and said happily to Ye Lingxi on the side.

"How so? I like you so much, why can't you meet me. But I'm too much of a failure, and the people I like always seem to leave before me. Ye Lingxi held Xiao Yu'er's skinny hand and laughed at himself.

"Don't fail, at least Sister Lingxi, you know someone as smart as me......" Xiao Yu'er looked at her and said proudly with a smile.

This sentence pointed directly at Ye Lingxi's heart, tears welled up in her eyes, she desperately held back, so she said lightly: "Yes, knowing such a smart child as you, I really spent all my luck in my life." ”

Ye Lingxi's words seemed to make Xiao Yu'er very happy.

It's just that the brilliance in his eyes is getting darker and darker, and he gradually falls into a state of dying.

"Sister Lingxi, you can accompany me to the yard for a walk and bask in the sun, I want me to take away a ray of sunshine in this world when I walk by myself......" Xiao Yu'er became more and more difficult to speak, and her voice was almost inaudible.

It's the middle of the night, where will the sun shine?

But seeing Xiao Yu'er like this, Ye Lingxi couldn't bear to refuse him.

"Okay!" So Ye Lingxi smiled and nodded, and agreed.

Soon, the nurse pushed a wheelchair, everyone hugged Xiao Yu'er into the wheelchair, and Ye Lingxi pushed him to the yard.

In the early hours of the summer morning, there is a crisp smell in the air, which makes people feel refreshed.

Ye Lingxi pushed the pudding to the courtyard and found the best position to stop.

She squatted in front of Xiao Yu'er, looked up at him and said, "I'm sorry Xiao Yu'er, it's night, and I didn't let you see the sun." ”

"Sister Lingxi, have you read a poem by Haizi? Although there is only the moon, I still feel very happy to be able to bask in the moonlight with you......" Xiao Yu'er greeted the moonlight, slowly closed her eyes, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and told with her last strength: "Sister Lingxi, you are the most beautiful sister I have ever seen, and it won't be beautiful when you cry." After I'm gone, you are only allowed to cry once, and you are not allowed to cry for me again......"

"Yes, I promise you. As soon as he opened his mouth, tears slipped silently from the corners of Ye Lingxi's eyes.

This time, Ye Lingxi cried unscrupulously and undisguised!

Because she knew that the little boy in front of her had closed his eyes forever and would never open them again......

In fact, Ye Lingxi doesn't know why she has such deep feelings for a child who has known her for so long, maybe it's because Xiao Yu'er is about the same age as the child she didn't come to the world, so she loves Wu and Wu, and has an inexplicable good impression of Xiao Yu'er.

It's just that there will be no time in the future, Xiao Yu'er, I'm very happy to have known you so briefly......

Xiao Yuer's funeral was simple and grand, without too much etiquette, but all relatives and friends rushed over to give him a ride.

In just a few years, Xiao Yu'er has not yet begun to appreciate the world, and he has fallen into the torment of illness.

Many people say that such a result may be a relief.

Ye Lingxi also thought so, but it was one thing to think about it, and it was another thing to have heartache. She didn't have any relatives in this world, although she had known Xiao Yuer for a short time, she really treated him as her lover.

Maybe it's because she's really fated to decline, as long as it's someone who has something to do with her, they will always leave her one by one.

As parents, Xiao Yu'er's parents gave Xiao Yu'er all their love.

It's just that the deeper the love, the heavier the sadness brought by Xiao Yu'er's death and departure.

After the farewell ceremony, Xiao Yu'er's urn was officially buried.

The summer in City A is always cloudy and sunny, and standing in front of the tomb of Xiao Yu'er, the gray sky finally drifts with a light rain.

The relatives who came to the funeral gradually left, and Ye Lingxi held a sunflower in his hand, and the yellow petals became the only bright color in this gray world.

Lu Jingxing stood beside Ye Lingxi with a black umbrella, and since coming here, neither of them has spoken. They just looked at the immature but vivid face on the tombstone, silently saying goodbye to the child they both loved.

Xiao Yu'er has been dead for two days, and Xiao Yu'er's parents seem to have accepted this fact.

Except for crying at the moment when they knew Xiao Yu'er's death in the hospital, Xiao Yu'er's parents were never so sad again.

It's just that overnight, both of them seem to be ten years old, and sadness is like a fine line in the corner of the eye, something you can't hide even if you desperately try to hide it.

After the person was almost gone, Ye Lingxi, who was dressed in a black windbreaker, slowly walked to the tombstone and squatted down, and put the sunflower in his hand in front of the tombstone.

She looked up at Xiao Yu'er's smiling face, and held back the sourness in her heart and said: "I have always felt that young and old children are not good, because I have experienced it myself, so I know that it is difficult for precocious children to have that kind of innocent smile." But now, I'm glad you're such a sensible and obedient child, because the road ahead is up to you. It's dark and lonely underground, but you'll take care of yourself, won't you? I know you love the sun, so let this sunflower accompany you on your last journey. Thank you for the warmth and happiness you have brought me, and I will always remember having such a lovely friend as you. Good way, cutest you!"

When Xiao Yu'er died, he told Ye Lingxi that he could only cry once after he died, and that day Ye Lingxi squatted at Xiao Yu'er's feet and cried silently.

After that time, Ye Lingxi told himself that he couldn't cry anymore.

But at this moment, she still couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes.

How can you not be sad about someone you care about?

For Xiao Yu'er's death, Lu Jingxing was as sad as Ye Lingxi, he stood beside Ye Lingxi, holding an umbrella and saying to Xiao Yu'er on the tombstone: "Don't worry, I will remember what I promised you." This is a promise between men, and I will not go back on it. ”

After Ye Lingxi stood up again, Xiao Yu'er's mother, who was standing on the side, slowly walked over and said to Ye Lingxi, "Miss Ye, can you take a step to speak?"

"Absolutely. Ye Lingxi hurriedly agreed.

Xiao Yu'er's mother is a gentle and virtuous woman, because of Xiao Yu'er's illness, she is even more quiet and silent.

Ye Lingxi followed her to the side, and Xiao Yu'er's mother said gratefully to Ye Lingxi: "Miss Ye, I really appreciate you and Mr. Lu for everything you have done for Xiao Yu'er. Xiao Yu'er's father and I have limited ability, and if it weren't for Mr. Lu's strong help, Xiao Yu'er wouldn't have had the opportunity to go to the United States for treatment some time ago. ”

"You mean, Xiao Yu'er went to the United States for treatment some time ago?" Ye Lingxi didn't know about this matter.

Seeing Ye Lingxi's surprised expression, Xiao Yu'er's mother was also a little surprised: "Doesn't Miss Ye know about this? Just two months ago, Mr. Lu arranged everything and sent Xiao Yu'er to the most authoritative hospital in the United States for treatment. It's just that Xiao Yu'er's condition is too serious, and all the treatments now will only increase the burden on his body. So after staying in the United States for more than a month, Xiao Yuer wanted to come back. Speaking of which, if Mr. Lu hadn't been helping Xiao Yu'er, according to Xiao Yu'er's physical condition, he wouldn't have lasted so long, and he might have passed away a long time ago. ”

Ye Lingxi didn't expect Lu Jingxing to do so many things without her, she shook her head and said, "I don't know any of this, he didn't tell me." ”

"Miss Ye, Mr. Lu is really a good man. I can tell he really likes you. A large part of the reason why he is so dedicated to helping Xiao Yuer should be because of his love for you. But no matter what the reason is, I'm very happy that Xiaoyu'er was able to meet someone as nice as you at the end of her life. "Xiao Yu'er's mother is truly grateful.

"You don't have to be so polite, although the age gap between me and Xiao Yu'er is relatively large, I have always regarded Xiao Yu'er as my own friend, and I should take care of him. Besides, I didn't help much, it was Lu Jingxing who did all this. Ye Lingxi didn't dare to accept Xiao Yu'er's mother's thanks, she really felt that she was ashamed.

Knowing what Ye Lingxi was thinking, Xiao Yu'er's mother didn't continue to insist, she handed Ye Lingxi a greeting card in her hand, and said to her: "Miss Ye, this is a greeting card that Xiao Yu'er personally made for you before her death." It's not a precious thing, you can keep it as a souvenir. ”

As soon as he heard that this greeting card was made by Pudding himself, Ye Lingxi's hand taking the card couldn't help but tremble a little.

Just from the appearance, you can see that this is a very delicately made greeting card, with beautiful and delicate patterns painted on the red hard shell paper, and the name of Ye Lingxi is in the center of the cover.

opened the greeting card, and there were not a lot of words written in it as Ye Lingxi imagined, but just a sketch portrait.

Although the painting is not very good, Ye Lingxi can see at a glance that the person on this painting is himself.

recalled that when he used to play with Xiao Yu'er, he always took a notebook and secretly drew something.

Once Ye Lingxi also teased him for having secrets at a young age, but he didn't expect Xiao Yu'er to secretly paint a portrait of himself.

Scenes of the past came to mind, and Ye Lingxi's tears became more and more fierce, gradually blurring the self drawn on the card.