Chapter 68
"You let go of me! I said you're a psychotic and crazy man!"
Mu Qingning stumbled and was pulled out of the KTV by Zhan Yiyan, and then stuffed into the co-pilot of his car.
With a "bang", Zhan Yiyan got into the car from the other side and locked the door.
"What the hell do you want to do? Why don't you tell me all at once!"
Mu Qingning frowned and questioned him while rubbing his wrist that was red by this rough man.
"What do I want to do?" Zhan Yiyan's eyes were dark, and the green tendons on his forehead were faintly visible, and he suddenly reached out and grabbed Mu Qingning's shoulder, pulling her to a distance of only one centimeter from him.
"I want to dig open your heart and see what it is made of, why you can be soft on a man who has betrayed you, but indifferent to me, I want to expel the man in your heart with a broom, so that you can have time to look at me, even a glance; I want to know what is so good about that man that you can love and think heartbreakingly;"
Zhan Yiyan's eyes were dark and with a little bloodthirsty light, he hooked his lips and smiled, and pressed his lips to Mu Qingning's ears, "I, I still want to possess you fiercely! Let you completely belong to me both physically and mentally, so that you won't think about other men anymore!"
Mu Qingning's body shook unconsciously, yes, she was frightened by the cold and terrifying appearance of the man in front of her! This look was something she had never seen since she knew Zhan Yiyan!
"What, scared?" Zhan Yiyan felt the trembling of Mu Qingning's body, and laughed with evil presumptuousness, "Anyway, you have never had me in your eyes, and I am not a good person in your heart, so it is better to sit on this charge, break the jar and break it, and it will not be in vain that I have borne the notoriety for so long!
Mu Qingning stepped back a little, Zhan Yiyan took a step forward, you retreat and I will advance, until Mu Qingning's back touched the car door.
She turned around and shook the handlebar desperately, but the locked door could not be shaken open like this!
"You let me down! Hurry up and let me down! Let me go down!"
Mu Qingning's voice was a little impatient, with a little trembling.
Zhan Yiyan moved back to Mu Qingning's body, and then poked his head forward, "Ah!" Mu Qingning screamed instantly, and then turned his head to the side in an instant.
But then Zhan Yiyan didn't move again, just maintained a state of being close to Mu Qingning, and the hot breath exhaled during his breath clearly hit Mu Qingning's face.
He moved back to Mu Qingning's face with his hand, and Mu Qingning's face at the moment was already full of tears and sobbing.
"Scared? Haven't you always been bold? I'm so scary?"
Zhan Yiyan still maintained a smile on his face, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry.
"Speak!"
Zhan Yiyan said in a commanding tone.
“…”
Mu Qingning shook his head and was silent for a while.
The next second, he opened his mouth to say something, but before he opened his mouth, he cried out with a "wow".
"You, you... Thought I didn't want to... Don't you want to forget him? I, I'm better than anyone else... All of them want to forget him," Mu Qingning sobbed as he spoke, "But, I'm... It's a person, it's not... I can't do a dead thing without feelings... Things, my brain... I... My heart... If you don't listen to me, I'm... I hate myself... Yourself this... What to do! I... I should... What to do!"
Zhan Yiyan's stimulation vented the grievances and sadness that Mu Qingning had been holding up in his heart for a long time, Mu Qingning cried like this for the first time in front of someone other than his parents, it was so ugly!
Zhan Yiyan looked at Mu Qingning, who was crying and could be described as "unrecognizable", as if he had been hit hard in the chest, and it hurt terribly, but he was also very happy that Mu Qingning could be released like this, otherwise something would go wrong sooner or later.
He got up from Mu Qingning, and then pulled Mu Qingning hard, letting her face rest on his chest, and hugged her tightly. His hands kept patting her on the back to comfort her.
Mu Qingning struggled to resist at first, but later saw that he couldn't resist, so he stayed quietly in Zhan Yiyan's arms and let him hold him.
The black shirt on Zhan Yiyan's chest was soaked with Mu Qingning's tears, and when he was almost crying, his mood gradually stabilized, and he spoke softly.
"Qingning baby, can you tell me, where is Gu Zechuan good? To be honest, I have been friends with him for a few years, and I haven't seen him become like this?" Gu Zechuan is indeed a good doctor, and he is gentle, funny, patient, and kind to people, if he doesn't have any merits, he can't be a friend of Zhan Yiyan, but Zhan Yiyan doesn't want to admit it.
Zhan Yiyan must not know that his words at the moment were full of vinegar.
When Mu Qingning heard this name, his heart was shocked. But smelling the sourness in Zhan Yiyan's words, Mu Qingning opened his mouth with a vengeance, who let this man scare himself like that just now!
"Haven't you heard the saying, 'Some people can't say what's good, but no one can replace them!'. ”
Sure enough, Zhan Yiyan heard a shock in his back body, and the hand holding Mu Qingning tightened unconsciously.
"Okay, let me go, I'm going to be strangled to death by you!"
Mu Qingning struggled to get up, and just pushed a few centimeters away from Zhan Yiyan, he was forcefully pressed back into his arms by Zhan Yiyan.
"I was angry with you just now," Mu Qingning couldn't move in Zhan Yiyan's arms, his eyes were a little misty, staring straight out of the car window, and said slowly, "Actually, ah... , Gu Zechuan is not a perfect and impeccable person. He does have a lot of advantages, but also a lot of disadvantages. He's too indecisive, he's reluctant to give up on this, he's too... It's such a bad guy that no matter which of the opposite sex asks him for help, he doesn't know how to refuse. ”
"In that case, why do you have to do it! Since he makes you feel heartache, you should break off with him cleanly and thoroughly, and then go and find your true happiness, so that he can't regret it, right?"
Zhan Yiyan unconsciously raised his own doubts, and this seemingly well-intentioned suggestion, of course, also contained his selfishness. He admits that he is trying to bewitch her!
"Heh," Mu Qingning paused, "I really want to do this, but time is a very magical and hateful thing. It will make you get used to everything about that person in getting along, and Gu Zechuan is like that. Although he betrayed me, liking him, feeling sorry for him, and defending him have become a part of my life, and wanting to leave is like having to draw blood and peel the skin, and it is impossible to do it for a while without a rebirth. So, it's not that I don't want to, it's that it takes time to heal!"
Zhan Yiyan was distressed and shocked when he heard these words, he didn't expect Gu Zechuan to have such weight in Qingbao's heart, but he didn't feel guilty at all for ruining Mu Qingning's love, he just felt that he did it too late, and he should have disappointed Mu Qingning in Gu Zechuan earlier.
Yes, he's not a good guy!
"Baby, you can forget about Gu Zechuan, from now on, I will be your dependent, your guardian, and your safe haven!" Zhan Yiyan let go of Mu Qingning, stretched out his hand to raise her head, and asked her to face herself, "As long as I am still in this world for a day, I will always belong to you alone." I've been behind you, just waiting for you to turn around!"
Mu Qingning looked at Zhan Yiyan's serious face like this, looked at it for a long time, and then hooked his lips and smiled, but shook his head, "Thank you, but I don't want to." ”
I don't want to get used to being alone again and then spend twice as long forgetting. It hurts, really, it hurts!
If the sweetness of the moment is to be repaid with the pain of a long time, then I would rather never start, and it is good not to be sad or happy. Because, I'm really afraid of pain!
After Zhan Yiyan heard Mu Qingning's refusal, his eyes were gloomy with a hint of disappointment. But he told himself, it's okay, didn't you already expect it?
The car was silent until a rush of cell phone ringtones broke the atmosphere.
It was Mu Qingning's mobile phone, but after she glanced at it, she pressed mute, and the phone vibrated silently for a while, and then hung up automatically.
After Zhan Yiyan took out Mu Qingning's mobile phone, he saw the name on it at a glance, it was a call from Mu Qingning's mother.
"Auntie's call, why don't you answer it?"
Mu Qingning sighed, "I'm tired enough of answering my calls, I don't want to listen to anyone accusing me and nagging me in my ear anymore!"
Zhan Yiyan suddenly knocked Mu Qingning on the forehead with his fingers, and Mu Qingning, who was in pain, almost didn't get up.
"What are you doing?"
"What are you going to do, Auntie calls you because she cares about you, even if she nagging you, it's because she loves you and feels sorry for you, what about you? You just don't answer her call, do you think Auntie will be in a hurry, you must think that something is wrong with you, I guess I can't sleep all night. ”
Mu Qingning bit her lip, a little guilty, "I..."
Seeing Mu Qingning like this, Zhan Yiyan softened her tone, "Auntie is the person who loves you the most in the world, and she must empathize with her daughter when she sees her daughter being bullied, so she hates you for not being able to take good care of yourself, in the final analysis, it is to blame you for not taking good care of yourself and protecting yourself, how sad you are, how sad she is, she must be eager to bear it for you!"
"Qingbao, I have been abandoned by my biological parents since I was a child, and I have never felt the love of my parents, but when I went home with you that time, I really experienced the warmth of family affection, I am very envious!"
Mu Qingning looked up at him when he heard this, and saw that there was a little imperceptible sadness in his expression.
"I envy your family, if it were me, I would be happy to be nagged a hundred or a thousand times, because I know that it is an outpouring of maternal love. ”
"Well, call my aunt back. Tell her you're fine and then reassure her!"
Although Mu Qingning was severely educated by Zhan Yiyan, he didn't blame him at all. On the contrary, I can't help but feel very warm in my heart, and there is a warm current flowing and spreading in my heart.
"Hmm!" Mu Qingning nodded heavily, then dialed the phone back.
Sure enough, my mother was in a hurry, and once again scolded and nagged, talking non-stop. But Mu Qingning felt that it was extraordinarily beautiful, looking up at Zhan Yiyan, and smiling from the heart.
After hanging up the phone, Zhan Yiyan started the engine, "Fasten your seatbelt, I'll send you home!"
When he arrived downstairs at Mu Qingning's house, Zhan Yiyan opened the car lock, Mu Qingning was about to push the car door and get out of the car, but was grabbed by Zhan Yiyan, and Mu Qingning looked back at him.
"No pity, it's okay if it's not him! Although you little girl is sometimes a little persistent, stubborn and even angry, but overall it's okay! God opened his eyes and saw it, losing this is to give you a better one later! Are you ready to meet it?"
Zhan Yiyan raised his eyebrows, his eyes were smiling, his thin lips were lightly hooked, and he looked narcissistic and arrogant.
Dare to love this man is still entangled in the song she just played, so stingy!
Mu Qingning couldn't help laughing, "Mmmm, yes." I, a girl who has been in the hall and in the factory, who has written essays and drawn drawings, and who are hard to find in the sky and hard to find on the ground, is destined to be happy all her life! God and his old man had taken a nap before, and now he saw me crying, and he must be very annoyed, and he is thinking about how to make my next life so happy that it will bubble!"