803, she is still alive?
On the way, Cheng Feng's mobile phone prompt sounded a few times, it should have been sent by Xie Linglong> he frowned, didn't look at it, and thought to himself, what is the matter with her looking for him again?
Xie Linglong seems to like to send > to him, it's very strange, I didn't see her use WeChat much before, but after being with him, she began to send frequent > to attend an award ceremony today, a charity bazaar tomorrow, a mountain village to visit left-behind children the day after tomorrow, and a nursing home to volunteer the day after tomorrow-
This pile of piles, Xie Linglong will post on Moments, usually a concise or clear sentence or two of text, with a few pictures, the text is low-key and charming, and the pictures are usually taken with a sense of meaning, which will definitely not annoy people.
Cheng Feng doesn't use QQ much, but he has been using WeChat for a long time, and most of his friends are also contacted through WeChat.
Therefore, it is inevitable to see Xie Linglong's figure appear in his circle of friends every day.
From morning to night, Xie Linglong had to occupy all his time.
Cheng Feng thought hatefully, this woman is too pervasive, but she always looks energetic, in addition to going to work, she still has the spare energy to deal with all kinds of activities.
What's even more powerful is that this woman is also resolute in her work, and she can't find fault everywhere, so that people up and down are convinced of her.
How exactly is this done?
And this woman often flies to several places a day, participates in different activities, meets different people, no matter what the occasion, she is always well-dressed, her makeup is exquisite, and her snow-white face and red lips are dazzling and shining.
As if she were a natural queen.
Cheng Feng sometimes thinks that fortunately Xie Linglong is a woman.
If someone of her character is a man, then what's the matter?
But after thinking about it again, Xie Linglong is a man, what does it have to do with him?
On the contrary, if Xie Linglong is a man, she should not be pestering herself anymore.
If Xie Linglong stopped pestering herself, then her life would be much more comfortable, right?
At eight or nine o'clock in the evening, Chengbei Street was full of traffic, neon flashing, Cheng Feng drove the car and thought wildly, and occasionally encountered traffic jams, he glanced at the mobile phone screen.
Xie Linglong did not send any more >
Cheng Feng was not curious about what message Xie Linglong had sent, nor was he in a hurry to see it, let alone reply.
Anyway, he knew that no matter how negligent he was to her, she would not be angry or angry, let alone petty.
Xie Linglong is the kind of person who will never waste even a minute on negative emotions, and Cheng Feng firmly believes in this.
Therefore, he thinks that Xie Linglong will never feel lost and sad because of the negligence and indifference of his nominal boyfriend.
In fact, there is nothing bad about thinking about it this way, at least, he will not feel pressure because of this, in the past, when he fell in love with other girls, he always felt like a savior, he needed to bear everything for the other party, and he needed to take care of each other's emotions and all aspects.
But Xie Linglong didn't need him to do anything for her at all.
Xie Linglong is very rich and very good at making money, and the amount of money she can dispose of is definitely more than Cheng Feng.
Therefore, she doesn't need him to buy her anything, brand-name bags, cosmetics, cars, houses, she has so much, where does she need Cheng Feng to buy for her.
She shouldn't need Cheng Feng's company, after all, her IQ and EQ make her comfortable in all circles, no matter in any circle, she is the object of pursuit and praise, she will always be surrounded by some top elites, and they still sincerely admire her, and her female friends are all as beautiful, talented and wealthy as her.
In other words, Cheng Feng has always believed that Xie Linglong doesn't need himself at all.
He didn't know what he could do for Xie Linglong.
What puzzled him was that Xie Linglong was with her, what could she get by herself except for the interests of the family?
He wanted to ask Xie Linglong this question, but he didn't think it was necessary.
If he asked Xie Linglong, she would definitely give the most perfect answer.
She's always like this, and you can't find fault with it.
Cheng Feng himself is another person who is full of problems.
He instinctively rejects perfection, just as he instinctively rejects Xie Linglong and absolutely does not allow himself to fall in love with Xie Linglong.
Occasionally, in his dreams, he would see Zovi.
That beautiful girl like a black butterfly.
The girl with a strange scent lingering all over her body.
The girl who briefly intersected with his life, flashed like a meteor, and died in his arms.
He misses Zuo Wei, he thinks, if it is Zuo Wei, he must be able to live happily with her, right?
Zuo Wei looks, so beautiful and so fragile, enough to arouse any man's desire for protection and pity-
Enough for him to regain his strength and willingly become her savior, and everything about her.
Cheng Feng stubbornly left a very important place for the dead Zuo Wei in his heart.
That position, he thought, should be called "lover".
If someone asks him if he has ever loved her in his life, he will light a cigarette and tell them about the past on the island in the curling smoke, telling them that he loves her.
Even if she is dead, he will always only love her.
Cheng Feng is intoxicated with this tragic love, and feels like a lonely and indomitable hero.
This imagination can go on as long as he wants, and he can always be a hero, a lonely and dedicated hero with a wound in his heart.
It's a red light again.
Cheng Feng sighed, propped his elbows on the car window, and turned his head to look out the window.
At this time, a black Rolls-Royce slowly stopped beside it, and Cheng Feng subconsciously glanced at it, but was stunned on the spot.
The side face of the woman sitting in the passenger seat with an indifferent expression—
Why is it so similar to the woman in his dreams?
Is that Zovi?
Is it Zovi?
The perfect silhouette of the Greek goddess, the long eyelashes, the pale complexion—
That's Zovi!
But......
She didn't look like Zovi.
The woman wore a neutral gray plaid blazer, a men's mechanical watch on her wrist, fingernails casually draped on the car window in French fashion, and a large diamond ring on her ring finger.
Her hair was a brilliant metallic blonde, permed into thick thin curls that were haphazardly tied back of her head.
Even more striking is her grape-purple lips.
This color is applied to the lips of ordinary women, and it will be more or less weird.
But when applied to her lips, it sets off her pale and almost blue skin, but it shows a particularly stimulating beauty.
It's as if this woman is not a living woman, but an artificial person.
Cheng Feng stared at her blankly, almost forgetting to breathe.
"Zovi ......"
He muttered.
"I've never resisted your charm
You've never been obsessed with me, though
I always look at you with a smile
My affection is always easy to see
I used to think about being in a lonely night
You're finally in my room
You closed your eyes and kissed me
Don't say a word, hold me tightly in your arms
I love you
I love you to the end
……”
A lingering singing voice suddenly sounded.
Cheng Feng subconsciously turned his head and picked up the phone from the side.
On the mobile phone screen, the name "Xie Linglong" flashed.
His brow furrowed slightly, and after only one glance, he slid his fingers to the left.
The bell came to an abrupt end.
Cheng Feng threw his phone aside and turned his head again.
But—
The woman who was sitting in the passenger seat just now disappeared.
In the driver's seat sat a middle-aged man with a big belly, wearing an expensive suit, frowning impatiently, while shouting into the phone: "What are you urging? Soon, I'll be home soon." I'm annoyed again?...... Are you finished? You haven't been drinking outside, are you ?......?"
What the hell is going on?
Cheng Feng's eyes widened instantly.
He almost suspected that it wasn't the car next to him, but it wasn't right...... It's obviously this one.
There are vehicles on the left and right, and it is impossible to suddenly change to a car and park on your left.
Was it just my own hallucination?
No...... How so?
He clearly remembered what she had just looked.
So clear, he saw every detail clearly in his eyes, how could it be an illusion?
If it was imagination, would he be able to imagine such complete details out of thin air?
No!
Don't...... She's still in the car? Just changed from the front seat to the back seat?
Cheng Feng tried to look towards the back seat of the car, but he couldn't see it.
The rear window of the car was closed, and from his angle, nothing could be seen.
No...... He was not reconciled!
What if that woman is really Zovi?
What if Zovi really isn't dead yet?
Cheng Feng clenched his fists tightly, suddenly gritted his teeth, pulled the car door and rushed towards the car.
But at this moment.
The car slid out silently.
All stagnant traffic began to flow again.
Like a rushing river.
Cheng Feng's reckless move made a car behind him almost hit him.
"Don't die, you?!, are you sick?!!" The driver yelled angrily at Cheng Feng.
However, Cheng Feng just stood in place, looking at the black Rolls-Royce that quickly merged into the traffic and disappeared.
The car was moving so fast that he didn't even have time to read the license plate number.
Zovi ...... Or should I say that the woman who resembles Zovi is gone.
Cheng Feng returned to the car like a walking corpse, deaf to the driver's insults.
Seeing this, the driver had no choice but to admit that he was unlucky and drove away.
"I've never resisted your charm
You've never been obsessed with me, though
I always look at you with a smile
My affection is always easy to see
……”
The familiar ringtone rings again.
Cheng Feng woke up like a dream, and all his senses revived at once.
The honking of the cars behind, the faint scolding, and the constant ringing of mobile phones......
Cheng Feng stepped on the accelerator and drove forward indifferently.