556 STOP 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Spider ~ Web"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

"I have to focus. Xiuxiang thought, "I was too easy to be led by the environment before, and every time I saw something that attracted my attention, I would be attracted to it, and this time it was the same." Isn't there a possibility? It's all a game!"

"The feeling of the switch, it can't be fake. Xiuxiang thought, "It's time to concentrate, not to continue to disperse, because the people I have to deal with are not so easy to defeat." ”

Although Xiuxiang doesn't know if she will completely get out of this world by defeating "this person", it's just that she doesn't want to lose.

"But nothing was right. Except for the inexplicable strange woman who said that she was going to kill herself, there were nothing strange and things that made Hideka have proof that all this was deliberately done by someone.

"Impossible! Who can set up a bureau for me? What can I get by setting up a bureau for me? What is the point of setting up a bureau for me? I am no more ordinary, no more ordinary, no longer worth mentioning. Xiuxiang's assertion is not unreasonable, a drop in the ocean, it can indeed be said that way.

"So, what the hell is going on?"

Hideka neglects her body as she falls into a panic of self-doubt and self-denial of her situation.

"It's said that the change of gravity will change people's physiology, such as human body fluids and enzymes, no, isn't that what you say?" Xiuxiang's brain was a little confused, but her body was a little itchy, and it was getting more and more itchy, and even, she felt that something was crawling under her skin, from side to side, suddenly on her arms, suddenly on her ankles, suddenly under her ribs, forehead - the feeling of constantly crawling around was really unpleasant.

"Wait, wait, leave it alone. ”

"How on earth did I deviate from the path of my own thinking again?" Hideka recalled, "I want to understand the methods of the imaginary enemy. ”

"So, my mind can't be forked, as long as it is divided from one point to another, then it will be infinitely bifurcated, infinitely divergent, and in this way, I don't know what I was thinking at the beginning, and it may be farther and farther away from the truth. ”

"So I'm looking for the key. Xiuka thought about the parable she was thinking about, and she felt that using the parable was also a good way to sort out her current situation.

"I have a lot of keys, but I can't see them, so I don't know which one is the right one. Xiuxiang thought for a moment, "That's because, from the beginning, I felt that the crux of this world was two points, one was the color and the other was the five elements. ”

"What if I was wrong from the beginning?" Xiuxiang suddenly felt a chill in her heart.

"What if, in the first place, these thoughts were all indoctrinated into me? Is it possible, could it be, that someone put it in my head and make me think that this is it? Or was it used to confuse me?"

The more Xiuxiang thought about it, the more she felt that her heart sank, and she retreated a little, but she restrained herself and couldn't always face it.

Since the mistake has been made, it can only be corrected.

We can't let our mistakes go unnoticed, because the losses are already so big, we must "stop" the losses, we can't keep doing it on the extension line of the wrong decision, we can't keep investing in a bottomless pit, just like investment, if you lose money, you have to withdraw your capital, and no one unconditionally and without a bottom line to invest money in an absolutely loss-making transaction.

The decision is the same.

If you find something wrong, you have to fix it.

If you don't change it, you'll never find the right way, and you'll never be able to go home.

There is no reason for Xiuxiang to be so eager, there is no reason to be so reckless, thinking that she has found the key, but it turns out that each one is not.

An unbreakable lock, and a bunch of wrong keys, is a comical combination.

Xiuxiang hated herself, but she couldn't, because she had no strength anymore, and she felt from the bottom of her heart that she was "not bad", that is, this good was being taken away by some greater attraction.

Attraction that appears behind you.

It was as if a huge hole appeared in the center of the body, and the hole grasped her body tightly and gradually absorbed the water, and gradually sucked away Hideka's consciousness.

In the end, what will happen to herself, Xiuxiang can't predict, and she doesn't want to think about it.

Xiuxiang clearly felt that something was gradually lost from her body, and she was all sucked back.

"Why are you so sluggish?" Hideka wondered, someone had cut the link between her cause and effect and her real experience...... However, now that there is no point in thinking about these things, Xiuxiang also clearly knows that she is just regretting it, giving herself regret medicine, because she can't balance her heart and can't be reconciled...... I don't want to think about the past anymore, it's all in the past.

"Let what is past become the past", this is an eternal topic.