I sat quietly in front of the bed like that, looking at Ji Muqing who was sleeping, and the past came to my mind little by little.

From the very beginning of our encounter, to knowing each other, staying together, and loving each other......

Ji Muqing's shadows in different periods kept flashing in my mind like a movie.

In retrospect, we have had many difficulties along the way, and none of these difficulties came from the two of us, but from external factors.

Ji Muqing and I have never doubted each other, nor have we ever distrusted each other, as if we were already old husbands and wives when we first got along, the word trust has never disagreed between us.

We never quarreled, never blushed, never separated because of a misunderstanding, and from the moment we decided to be together, we never wanted to separate issues again.

It seems that this kind of love is not vigorous at all, because it is too trusting, but there is no passion and waves between each other, some people may think that this is a boring love, and some people will feel that such a bland love is the same as boiled water, there is no taste.

But I've never felt that way, there are things that you haven't experienced or you haven't felt, you don't know the beauty in it.

Before I met Ji Muqing, I had experienced countless lives and deaths, I walked in the sea of swords and fires, walked through the pile of dead people, and even, my life wandered in the ghost gate countless times.

When you have experienced life and death, you will feel that there is nothing more important in this world than life.

After that, I went through a period of decadence for another three years, and my whole body seemed to be a waste, and I walked around the bustling streets like a walking corpse all day long.

At first, the bustling city and my loneliness were so obvious that I felt that this life was like this, and there was no hope anymore.

And when one day you suddenly see a morning light shining into your dark heart, what will you feel, you will feel so warm, so happy, so much want that the light can be a little bigger, forever shining there, never leave.

So, am I still in the mood to create any waves or surprises with her, no, none of those are needed, I just need a moment of peace, I just need that ray of light forever.

I am carefully caring for her with my life, and I love her, even more than my life.

Because that ray of light is the driving force for my life to continue to move forward.

Fortunately, my careful care and love was recognized by Ji Muqing, and fortunately, she understood me and understood me, and she was also reluctant to take that ray of light away from my heart, so she was also cautious, afraid of hurting me by half a point.

So, this is the biggest luck in my life Zhao Suo, I don't take my life to guard, what do I take?

Gently took Ji Muqing's hand, put it on my lips, and kissed it gently.

I just watched her sleeping so quietly, and the corners of my mouth involuntarily sketched a shallow smile.

Sometimes I complain that God treats me well, gives me so many ups and downs and ruggedness, and gives me so many unfair treatments, why is this?

But sometimes I feel lucky, at least, compared to most people, because I have a woman who loves me unconditionally and supports me, and she will be with me for the rest of my life, no matter how difficult it is.

Sometimes I blame myself again, I want to give her the life she wants, but every time, I am so powerless, every time, I bring her only fear and fear.

That mixed mood intertwined in my heart, sometimes it made me happy, sometimes it made me sad, and sometimes it scared me.

In fact, I am not as strong as I seem, and I am just a person, a person with a fragile heart.

"Zhao Suo. The soft voice came slowly, the most familiar sound, like a drop of water, dripping into the calm lake, and then rippling in my heart.

I hurriedly swallowed back the sadness and tears in my eyes, and faced her with the best smile.

I was so distressed that I would involuntarily become gentle when I spoke, "Are you awake and feeling better?"

Ji Muqing nodded, "Much better." What about the handmaidens?"

"I let them go out with the little pineapples. I said.

Ji Muqing looked at me with distressed eyes, "Just let them take care of me, you should also go and have a good rest." It's been a long time since you've had a good night's sleep. ”

I took her hand and put it on my chin, "I'm not sleepy. ”

"How can you not be sleepy, you are still a mortal in the flesh, flesh and blood, how can you not sleep like this all the time. Go, go and rest for a while. "Ji Muqing drove me away.

I was reluctant to leave, for so many days, there was finally a moment like this, I could be by her side, chat with her, and enjoy our time quietly, how could I be willing to leave like this.

There is nothing more important than accompanying Ji Muqing, being alone with her, and chatting with her for a few words.

I followed Zhao Sheng's appearance in front of her, "You forgot your husband when you had a child, don't you, I don't agree, I will be jealous and unhappy." If Cindy is not happy, this is a very troublesome thing. ”

Ji Muqing laughed, "How can you be like Sheng'er, if you let others see it, the dignified Xiandi will be coquettish, I'm afraid that my jaw will drop in shock." ”

Whatever others like to say, there are a thousand Hamlets in a thousand people, no one can control this, in front of Ji Muqing, I would rather be coquettish like a child, and I will try my best to protect her when I should protect her.

I leaned my head gently on her bed, and I had an indescribable feeling in my heart that I felt like a child now, as if I was snuggling up to her, so longing for her to hold me, so longing for her to talk to me.

In short, I just don't want to leave, I don't want to lose this rare opportunity to accompany her.

But right now, I can't do that.

I took her pulse, and it was stable and she seemed to be recovering well.

But you still need to eat something strong to replenish your strength, so that you will recover faster.

I personally boiled soup for her with fairy grass, and it was only at this time that I felt that I was a qualified husband.

It seems like that's all I can do for her.

As for the protection, if it weren't for the harm I brought to me, how could there be protection, so this should be what I should have borne and nothing to be proud of.

After boiling the soup, I fed her myself, one sip at a time, carefully, and every time, I blew the soup warm and brought it to her mouth.

I love watching her look satisfied when she drinks the soup, and I love watching her look at me every time she takes a sip of the soup, and I love the feeling.

I even wish that time could stop and stay in this moment forever.

When you have experienced difficulties and twists and turns, you will know how precious a peaceful and peaceful life is.

I will take care of my wife myself as a husband.

After Ji Muqing drank the soup, her complexion recovered a lot, and her pale face was also bloody.

I made a basin of hot water and wiped the sweat on her face with a wet towel, I didn't feel too busy, but Ji Muqing felt sorry for me.

She grabbed my wrist and told me to take a break, "Zhao Suo, you sit down, quickly!"

I had no choice but to sit down.

Ji Muqing still didn't let go of my hand, as if she was afraid that I would slip away, but in fact it wasn't, I knew that she was afraid that I would continue to be busy.

She looked at me, her eyes full of distress, "Zhao Suo, I know that you want to fulfill the duties of a husband, and I also know that you want to accompany me more and take care of me more, but you don't need to be like this." You're already fine, don't add any more burden to yourself. ”

I grabbed her slender hand with my backhand and said, "I do." ”

We both looked at each other like this and didn't speak for a long time.

Sometimes, there is no need for verbal communication, just a look, even a hug, and each other's hearts are also communicating with each other.

I hugged Ji Muqing deep into my arms, this feeling is so good, really down-to-earth, real.

I was so greedy for this feeling, I wanted to hug her more, I wanted to be blank outside the room, there was nothing, there were only two of us in this world.

Ji Muqing wrapped her hands around my waist and gently snuggled her head against my chest, she murmured, "I understand your thoughts, you have always felt indebted to me, but I have never felt like that." I follow you, I am willing to accompany you in weal and woe, I don't think about any great love, I just think that I can always be by your side, laugh with you, cry together, it's enough. ”

"So I think you shouldn't have such a big burden in your heart, just think about it, no matter how hard and difficult, it is not good to always have someone with you?"

yes, well, if I were the only one on this journey, I can't imagine what would have become?

I don't want to dwell on this topic anymore, and more importantly, I don't want Ji Muqing to worry about me at this time.

I changed my words and said to her, "When you are better, I will take you to see the Milky Way, the moon, and the beasts, okay?"

Ji Muqing nodded, and her soft hair squirmed gently on my chest, and there was a tickling sensation.

In the days that followed, I took care of Ji Muqing personally.

Zhao Sheng didn't hear any more news about the trouble, so I didn't care about it anymore, the little pineapple has those maids to take care of, and I can rest assured.

As for the rest, Xian Xian Di was demoted, and it is said that he still wanted to resist, but was captured by Lin Jiang.

There is no news from the barren old man so far, and Lin Jiang has also sent people to patrol around, but there is no news so far, and he doesn't know where to hide.

I don't dare to be interested in those things, I just want to spend more time taking care of Ji Muqing.