"Hey, why are you so reluctant," Ji Xiaoru muttered: "Forget it, if you don't want to, I won't go." Anyway, I've already wanted to open it, I'll go around with you, you're responsible for making money to support your family, and I'm responsible for being beautiful like a flower, which seems to be pretty good? Besides, even if you don't become popular one day and have no money, I still have a small business, although it's nothing to you, but we can still get by with that money. ”

Lu Chenxi's eye circles became even redder, which made Ji Xiaoru start to panic.

She hadn't seen Lu Chenxi cry, and she wasn't ready for him to cry in front of her at all.

If he really cried, what should she do with him?

"Alright, alright, I'm not talking nonsense," she reluctantly withdrew her thief's paw from his face, "you go back and sit down, and hand me the mango, and you don't need to feed me, I'll eat it myself." ”

She moved her wrist, although it was still very uncomfortable, but she was in a good mood, and the discomfort on her body seemed to be bearable.

Lu Chenxi didn't insist on feeding her personally, sat back in the wheelchair a little tiredly, gasped slightly, and handed the fruit plate on the side to Ji Xiaoru.

Ji Xiaoru ate the mango, felt that her throat was moisturized, and her voice was not so ugly.

She was originally a bit of a chatter, as long as she was facing someone she didn't hate, she could always find a topic.

Of course, she didn't have something to say to anyone.

In this world, the two people who are most poisoned by her words are Tang Xiao and Lu Chenxi.

Speaking of which, Tang Xiao and Lu Chenxi are really good-tempered.

Every time she said something crookedly, they would never get bored, they would not interrupt her, and they would always listen to her seriously.

I didn't find it before, but after having a strange dream, Ji Xiaoru suddenly woke up-

It is really important for people to live for a lifetime, and to be able to find someone who is willing to listen to what they have to say.

Lu Chenxi, a person who is sought after and loved by thousands of people, may not be able to sleep excitedly when others say a few words to him, but he always listens patiently to his various complaints and complains about something, which is really very, very rare.

Ji Xiaoru told herself that from now on, she must cherish Lu Chenxi and live well with Lu Chenxi.

She chewed and ate the mango slowly, turned her head to look at Lu Chenxi, and saw that he was sitting in a wheelchair, with his head down and not knowing what he was thinking.

"Lu Chenxi, help me put the fruit plate. She reached out and handed the fruit bowl in the direction of Lu Chenxi.

Lu Chenxi took the fruit plate and put it on the bedside table beside him.

In fact, Ji Xiaoru can do this herself, but she just wants to interrupt Lu Chenxi's daze and want to interact with Lu Chenxi a little bit.

Lu Chenxi, who was excessively quiet like just now, made Ji Xiaoru feel uneasy and unaccustomed.

"Lu Chenxi, don't always keep your head down, look up at me. Ji Xiaoru didn't know that her behavior unconsciously violated the plan she had just set to transform into a gentle and considerate little woman, after all, she was too used to using command sentences when speaking to Lu Chenxi.

Lu Chenxi raised his head and looked at her quietly.

Ji Xiaoru stared at Lu Chenxi in confusion: "You are a little strange today." ”

Lu Chenxi smiled and asked, "What's so strange?"

Ji Xiaoru stared at Lu Chenxi with a strange look.

In the past, Lu Chenxi basically would not show such an expression to her, and responded to her questions in such an understated tone.

Lu Chenxi always cares about her every move and is very nervous.

"I think...... All of a sudden, you don't feel like you a little bit. Ji Xiaoru muttered.

Lu Chenxi didn't speak again, he just looked at her quietly.

It's just that after a few dozen seconds, Ji Xiaoru felt panicked.

She said uneasy, "Okay, let's not talk about it, I guess you're not feeling well, right? Why don't we sleep together for a while?" ”

She patted the vacant seat next to her and said to Lu Chenxi, "Come on." ”

Lu Chenxi didn't move.

At this moment, Ji Xiaoru inexplicably discovered that this room was not the room she lived in when she and Lu Chenxi came to N Island yesterday.

The layout here is more like a hospital room.

Look at your wrist again, there are pinholes on it.

What's going on here?

Did she hang up the needle without knowing it?

But she's obviously fine, why did she suddenly hang a hanging needle?

Thinking of this, Ji Xiaoru remembered the pain in her wrists and ankles that had been bound when she just woke up.

It's weird.

She clearly remembered that they had just arrived at N Island last night, had dinner with Pei Yuansheng, and returned to the room to rest in the afternoon. And then—

Then they went to the seaside.

Seaside?

Ji Xiaoru's pupils suddenly constricted.

In my dream, I was also by the sea.

The cold and biting water, even in her dreams, made her remember it vividly, as if she had really fallen into the sea.

"Lu Chenxi......" A look of horror suddenly appeared on her pale face, "I...... I had a dream...... I dreamed—"

She couldn't go on.

I don't know why, she felt as if if she said it, the Lu Chenxi in front of her would disappear.

She didn't know where this strange feeling came from, but even one in 10,000 chances, she didn't want him to really disappear.

"What did you dream about?" his voice was hoarse, and there was a look of compassion on his face.

Ji Xiaoru didn't want to see it, and she didn't want to think about it.

She shook her head quickly, squeezing a smile back into her face.

"No, nothing I dreamed of. ”

The fingers at her side involuntarily clung to the corners, as if trying to give herself a little strength through them.

"Didn't you just say that you had a dream, how could you not dream of anything? Lu Chenxi's tone of voice was very slow, and his tone did not fluctuate.

This is really strange, Lu Chenxi would never talk like this usually.

However, now Ji Xiaoru doesn't want to pursue these issues at all.

When his temperament changed overnight, perhaps, like himself, he had some terrible dreams, so he suddenly became what he is now.

Anyway, no matter what, as long as he is still Lu Chenxi, as long as he is still by her side and accompanies her, everything is enough.

She can care about nothing, as long as they're together.

"I forgot about it suddenly, so I'll tell you when I remember. Ji Xiaoru said in a relaxed tone.

“…… All right. Lu Chenxi's faint voice.

Ji Xiaoru raised her hand to cover her mouth and yawned loudly: "I don't know if my aunt is coming soon, I feel so sleepy." Lu Chenxi, I want to sleep again, I see that you are not in good spirits, do you want to come up and sleep for a while?"

Lu Chenxi's eyes fell on the vacant position beside Ji Xiaoru, hesitated for a few seconds, and he said to her, "Okay, but I have something to do later, and I can't sleep too long." ”

Ji Xiaoru quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

In the few seconds that Lu Chenxi hesitated just now, her nervous little heart was about to jump out of her chest.

Hearing Lu Chenxi say that she was willing to sleep with her, her heart settled down.

How could this not be Lu Chenxi.

This is Lu Chenxi, if it weren't for him, how could he sleep with him?

Ji Xiaoru was very happy, watching Lu Chenxi get up from the wheelchair, walk to the edge of the bed and sit down, and slowly take off her shoes with her head down.

She leaned over and wrapped her arms around his waist from behind.

Lu Chenxi became thinner.

And, the moment she hugged his waist, she felt his body stiffen slightly.

Ji Xiaoru thought that it must be because he had rarely taken the initiative to make such intimate actions to Lu Chenxi before, and he was a little uncomfortable for a while, so he was like this.

As for the fact that he seems to have lost weight, maybe it was because he kept quarreling with him during this time, which caused him to be depressed and reduce the amount of food, so he lost weight.

In short, she can find a reasonable explanation for all unreasonable things.

She tried her best to convince herself that everything was normal and that nothing was going on.

Sticking her cheek to Lu Chenxi's warm back, Ji Xiaoru closed her eyes and showed a happy smile.

"From now on, I'll hug you like this every day, Lu Chenxi," she said softly, "Every morning when I wake up, the first thing I do is to kiss you, and the last thing I want to do before going to bed every night is to kiss you." I'm going to sleep with you in my arms at night. Lu Chenxi, let's get married quickly, I feel like I can't wait. ”

Lu Chenxi turned his head and looked at her with deep eyes: "Xiaoru, why didn't you get married before?" I remember that you were always reluctant to get along with ...... I'm married. ”

Ji Xiaoru didn't expect Lu Chenxi to ask like this, Lu Chenxi never asked her anything in the past, and never blamed her.

But now, she was really afraid that he would be upset.

She nervously grabbed one of his hands and held it gently, looked up at him and said, "Lu Chenxi, I really don't want to marry you, I'm just scared...... You know, my mom and dad used to get divorced and remarried and divorced when I was a kid, and it made me feel that marriage was very, very unstable from a young age, and I was so scared—"

"Is that all there is to it?" he said in a serious tone, as he seemed unconvinced, "I thought you just didn't love me enough." Isn't it?"

"No...... Lu Chenxi, it's not like that. Ji Xiaoru clenched Lu Chenxi's fingers tightly, for fear that he would suddenly leave with his sleeves up.

He looked at her in silence.

Such a look made Ji Xiaoru very scared.

"I love you, I really love you, it's just that I didn't know it before. Tears gradually welled up in Ji Xiaoru's eyes, "I'm so stupid, I'm always used to receiving love from you and getting love, I slowly take being loved as a matter of course, I never know how much love I get, and how much love I should respond to you, yes, I'm too selfish." I'm a selfish ghost...... Lu Chenxi, I was wrong, I'm sorry for you, I even thought I was still ...... I also like Pei Yuansheng.

Lu Chenxi's body trembled slightly, and there was a look of shock in his eyes.

Crystal tears rolled down from Ji Xiaoru's eyes.

Her eyes were full of remorse: "I didn't dare to tell you, Lu Chenxi, the reason why I am willing to come here with Xiaoxiao and them this time is actually to come and see Pei Yuansheng, I want me to confirm for myself whether I still like him." I'm sorry, Lu Chenxi, I'm sorry for you. But now I know that the person I like is you, it's you...... The person I want to spend the rest of my life with in this life is also your ......"

Lu Chenxi gently withdrew his hand from her hand, sighed and said, "Xiaoru, how can you do this?

He was halfway through his sentence, as if he had thought of something, and then abruptly stopped.

Ji Xiaoru didn't ask any further, she was now full of self-blame, she urgently needed to show her heart to Lu Chenxi, let him know that she loved him and loved him deeply.

"Lu Chenxi, I beg you to forgive me for being stupid and wavering, it's all my fault, please forgive me, I am willing to make up for you in the future, no matter what you want me to do, I don't want to ......" Ji Xiaoru grabbed Lu Chenxi's hand again and pleaded.

Lu Chenxi closed his eyes, shook his head and said, "It's too late, Xiaoru." ”

"No...... Lu Chenxi, it's not too late, we still have a long, long life, we can still do a lot of things together, can't we? We can go to a foreign castle to have a wedding together, we can go to see the aurora, we can go to see the polar bear, as long as you want to do something, I can accompany you to do it, Lu Chenxi, I love you, I want to be with you, forever and forever together......"

Lu Chenxi's eyes turned red, and he said bitterly: "Xiaoru, why didn't you say these words earlier, why?"

"I say it now, I will say it every day in the future, not only do I say, but I also have to do it one by one, okay?" Ji Xiaoru looked at Lu Chenxi nervously.

Lu Chenxi was silent. The eyes gradually converged with water.

Ji Xiaoru stretched out her hand and stroked Lu Chenxi's face: "Chenxi, it's not too late for us to do anything, we are all still young, we don't have parents to control us, and we are all okay financially, Chenxi, we are free, we can do anything, right?"

Under Ji Xiaoru's expectant eyes, Lu Chenxi turned his head and stopped looking at her.

"Xiaoru, you can sleep for a while, I'll go out for a while. Lu Chenxi said softly. There was an imperceptible choking in his voice.

However, Ji Xiaoru was very afraid of him leaving.

She clutched his arm tightly and refused to let go: "Where are you going? I'll go with you, you don't sleep, I don't sleep." I'll follow you wherever you go. ”

Lu Chenxi frowned and looked at her: "Be obedient, otherwise I will really ignore you." ”

Ji Xiaoru was stunned, in the past, he would never threaten her like this.

But now, he's changed.

And she had to adapt and accept his changes.

She slowly let go of her hand: "That...... When are you coming back?"

"Soon. He looked at her and said, "Sleep for a while, and when you wake up, I'll be back." ”

"But......" she hesitated.

"Good. He stroked her hair, "We can't stick together from morning till night, can we?" Listen to me, Xiaoru, you have to give me a little personal space." ”

"But...... Don't Xiaoxiao and Liezi also stick together from morning to night every day?" Ji Xiaoru said slightly unconvinced.

"They are them, we are us, and besides, we are not married. Lu Chenxi said.

He seemed to be reminding her that if she didn't obey, he wouldn't marry her.

Ji Xiaoru had to admit defeat: "Okay, then I'll only sleep for half an hour, and after half an hour, you'll have to come back, okay?"

He thought for a moment and said, "Yes." ”

Ji Xiaoru smiled at him: "I'll wait for you." ”

Her smile was a little reluctant, and the element of deliberately pleasing the other party was obvious. If she had a tail, she might not be able to resist waging it at him.

After all, she was the one who did the wrong thing, and she was the one who should ask him for forgiveness.

He didn't do anything wrong.

In love, people who give more are always more worthy of sympathy.

Like Ji Xiaoru, if the roles are reversed, she probably won't forgive the other party anyway.

Lu Chenxi's eyes softened a little: "Lie down and rest." ”

Ji Xiaoru lay down obediently, and found that Lu Chenxi had no intention of leaving for the time being, and was as happy as a child who suddenly got candy.

"Aren't you leaving?"

"I'll leave when you're asleep. He said.

"Hmm. Ji Xiaoru closed her eyes, with a happy smile on her pale lips, maybe her body was still too sleepy and weak, she fell asleep after a while.

The person sitting on the edge of the bed called softly, "Xiaoru, are you asleep?" ”

Ji Xiaoru didn't react.

He breathed a sigh of relief.

Slowly getting out of bed, he pressed his aching heart, and the exhaustion and pain that had just been deliberately hidden were instantly released.

With a stumble, he almost fell headlong to the ground.

Worried that the movement would be too loud, he hurriedly grabbed the draped sheets so that he didn't embarrass himself too much.

Half-kneeling on the ground, he controlled his breathing, picked up his phone from the bedside table next to him, and pressed the emergency button.

Soon, Mu Zihao arrived with well-trained medical staff.

"Young master, please hold on...... Rao is similar situation has been seen many times, but every time Pei Yuansheng has a heart attack, Mu Zihao will feel like he is going through a vicious battle.

Pei Yuansheng pressed his chest tightly, gasping hard, he felt that he was no different from a stranded fish.

The severe lack of oxygen and the severe pain in his heart made him dizzy, but he could not pass out completely.

When he was about to leave the ward on the mobile bed, Pei Yuansheng turned his head slightly and glanced at Ji Xiaoru who was lying on the bed asleep.

She slept soundly, not in the slightest sense of being woken up by him.

Very well, in this case, he will be relieved.

The hospital bed was pushed into the hallway, and a crowd surrounded him, pushing him to the emergency room.

Pei Yuansheng opened his eyes slightly, and he couldn't feel the pain to a certain extent.

Images and words flashed through his mind.

He's feeling messed up right now.

Maybe it's easier to die, but it's not the time yet.

Obviously, Xiaoru is treating him as Lu Zi.

In fact, some people have said before that he looks a little similar to Lu Zi.

It is said that the ancestors of the Zhu family and the Lu family were also cousins, so it is understandable that there are similarities in their facial features.

However, even so, no one will mistake him for Lu Chenxi, or mistake Lu Chenxi for him.

He thought that Xiaoru might have been too hard to accept the fact that Lu Zi had died, so he subconsciously regarded him who looked slightly similar to Lu Zi as Lu Zi.

Maybe he should have denied that he was Lu Zi at the first time, and directly told Ji Xiaoru the whole truth.

But he couldn't bear it anymore.

He had already hurt Ji Xiaoru once.

Now, is he going to hurt her again?

Pei Yuansheng suddenly thought, is it a mistake made in this life, and fate will sooner or later make him repay it through other means?

No one can be loved forever.

No one can always be fearless.

He is to blame for everything.

It's all his fate.

"Heh......" Pei Yuansheng finally sighed and let himself fall into the bottomless abyss.