Chapter 047: Suicide
Then Sister Rui came over and pulled me, "Don't listen to his nonsense!
I pushed Sister Rui away and looked at Sister Rui with blank eyes, "Sister, is what he said true?"
The man picked up the camera on the ground, rushed over, and shouted at Sister Rui, "It turns out that she doesn't know the truth yet, didn't the police find the body in the trash can in the early hours of this morning?"
Corpses, injected with large amounts of drugs?
So Shen Jingyu knew that Diao Yawen was taking drugs! So Shen Jingyu didn't let me see the reporter!
"Sister, tell me, is what he said true?" I looked at Sister Rui, how much I hope Sister Rui will give me a negative answer, how much I hope that he is lying to me in all this!
Sister Rui was silent, what the man said was true.
I was going to catch a man and ask for an explanation, but Sister Rui pulled me and walked to the parking lot.
I muttered, "My son is gone?"
Sister Rui hugged my shoulders and walked all the way, but she didn't say a word to comfort me.
After getting into the car, I grabbed her hand, "Why are you hiding it from me?"
"Sisi, don't think about it, we did take the corpse away, you go back and rest first, and then we will go to see Siming when there are no reporters at night." Sister Rui patted me on the shoulder, broke free of my hand, and prepared to drive.
"I'm going to see Siming now!" I grabbed the steering wheel and stared at Sister Rui.
"Can you understand something? Because of your Siming, the wedding was postponed, and the entire Shen family was also affected. With so many reporters following you now, don't you think things are messy enough?" Sister Rui grabbed my hand away and yelled at me. I've never seen her lose her temper so much, she was stunned when she saw me, and continued, "Shen Jingyu is in trouble because of you, don't you know in your heart? Siming is dead, you will die if you go early and late! Do you think everyone is willing to run with you? If it weren't for you, how could we have been tossing with you all night without sleeping?"
I let go of my hand, yes, if it weren't for me, I wouldn't have gotten into so much trouble.
Why should I take Siming to see Fang Rong, why should I go to see Fang Rong.
Sister Rui didn't take me to see Siming's body in the end, but took me back to her house, and she fell asleep. And I didn't fall asleep all day, my mind was full of thoughts. took out his mobile phone, and the overwhelming news was that the son of the Shen Group was kidnapped, and his life and death were uncertain.
At night, as soon as Sister Rui woke up, I rushed over and begged her to take me to see Siming. She didn't have a choice, wrapped her stomach with a handful of noodles, and took me to the forensic center.
I saw my Siming, lying on a cold bed, covered with a white cloth and his eyes open.
The moment I saw Siming, I knelt on the ground with weak legs, hugged his thin body and cried.
"The reporter was right, he was injected with drugs and died of overexcitement. Sister Rui patted me on the shoulder behind me, "It was Diao Yawen who did it." ”
I grabbed the bed board and gritted my teeth, "Siming, my mother will avenge you! I will kill him and pay for your life!"
I cried for hours in the forensic center until I was dragged out, and I don't know how many times I fainted.
After being dragged out, I returned to my home with Shen Jingyu, Sister Rui left because of some things that needed to be dealt with, and I took a knife in the kitchen and put it in my bag. I learned on the news that Diao Yawen has been rescued, this person is not worthy of breathing air, and he is not worthy of living in this world.
I went downstairs and drove directly to the hospital where Diao Yawen was.
He was a prisoner, and there were police officers guarding the outside of the ward. Of course, Diao's mother didn't leave an inch, just napping on the bench outside the ward.
When the police saw me coming, they stopped me, and I looked at the police, "I just wanted to say a few words to him!"
"People haven't woken up yet, I'll let you know when I wake up!" the police wouldn't let me in.
Diao's mother woke up and saw me coming, different from before, and came forward to take my hand, "Has the child been found?"
I twisted my neck and squinted at her, "Found it." ”
She was excited, "It's good to find it, can you not tell Yawen, he already knows that he is wrong! He chose to commit suicide, he really knows that he is wrong!"
I broke free of her hand and lowered my head, "Do you know why Diao Yawen committed suicide?"
She looked puzzled, "Isn't it because he knows it's wrong?"
"If Siming is still fine, why did he commit suicide? If Siming has nothing to do with him, why did he commit suicide?" I grabbed Diao's mother's shoulders, I want to make this person who has hurt me and Siming feel bad!
Her expression panicked, "What do you mean it has nothing to do with Arvin......? What can they do?"
"Siming will be three years old in a few days. I smiled.
Her whole face was distorted, "You mean...... No!
Diao Yawen took drugs, arrested Siming, injected Siming with a large amount of drugs, and Siming died of overexcitement. A child, who is about to go to school, has just begun to see the world, and that's it! He was lying alone on a cold bed, covered with a white cloth, and he didn't even close his eyes when he died. He was telling me that he hated the world, how could he have such a ruthless biological father, how could he have such a shameless grandmother!" I became a little hideous, and whispered to Diao's mother's ear.
Diao's mother was so frightened that she pushed me away, sat on the ground, covered her ears, and shook her head desperately, "No! No!
I leaned down, reached out and picked her up, helped her sit on the bench, took her calloused hand, and said with a smile, "Three years ago, I was sent to the hospital, and if you hadn't run out, Siming would have followed me." The child was taken away by the Shen family, and they helped me raise the child for three years, as compensation, and in order not to let Siming have anything to do with your Diao family, I want to marry into the Shen family. Diao Yawen killed his own son, and you and I are also the indirect murderers who killed Siming. ”
A tear fell on the back of my hand, yes, how could I not be a murderer!
Mother Diao tried to break free of my hand, kept shaking her head in resistance, tears falling down her eyes.
I raised my head, leaned against the wall, and laughed, "Haha, Diao Yawen's life is over, and the Diao family is completely gone!"
"Don't say it! Don't talk about it anymore!" Diao's mother cried and begged me.
I rubbed my nose and narrowed my eyes, "I killed my own son myself, he will kill himself even if he wakes up! And you, indirectly killed your own grandson, what face do you have to live in this world!"
"It's me...... It's all my fault! Don't say it! Don't say it again!" Diao's mother cried so much that her whole body twitched, "I beg you...... Please...... Please......"
She threw her head up, I let go of her hand and looked at her coldly, this is retribution.
The police came to check on Diao's mother, and I got up and walked straight to the ward.
When he came to Diao Yawen's bedside, he had multiple fractures on his body because he jumped from the fifth floor, and God knows if he was going to run or commit suicide.
He seemed to sense someone coming, and his brow furrowed.
I opened my handbag and prepared to get a knife, and I was going to die with the family.
His eyes suddenly opened, and I was so frightened that I didn't catch the knife in my bag.
"Thinking ...... Sisi ...... "He still saw me and called my name.
I finally got my hands on the knife, took it out of my bag, grabbed the handle of it with both hands, and held it up, "I want you to bury my son!"
He closed his eyes, "Thank you!"
As I stabbed down hard, I was grabbed by the arm.
I yelled, "Let go of me! I'm going to kill him!"
"Sisi, calm down!" was Shen Jingyu's voice.
I was so weak that I could only cry, "I can't calm down, Siming is so small, how can he do it! Even if it has nothing to do with him, normal people can't do it!"
"Yes, he's not human, but you're human, the law will punish him!" Shen Jingyu dragged me outside.
Sisi ...... I'm sorry......" Diao Yawen on the bed spoke, "You kill me! I'm not alive as if I was dead! You told me that Siming is my son, isn't it just to torture me?" I beg you, give me a knife, let me die!"
"Don't think I dare kill you!" I hated him and red-eyed.
"I'm just waiting for you to kill me!"
"Calm down!" Shen Jingyu grabbed my arm tightly.
I raised my eyes and looked at Shen Jingyu, "You let go! I'm going to kill him to avenge Siming!"
"Can Siming come back to life if he kills him?" Shen Jingyu snatched the knife from my hand, quickly stuffed it into my handbag, and snatched my handbag again.
At this time, the police outside came in, and when they saw me and Shen Jingyu inside, they were somewhat unhappy and yelled at us out.
On the way back, I looked out the window at the scenery and said, "Why are you stopping me?"
"Driving Diao Yawen crazy, killing Diao Yawen again, and finally committing suicide, is it your plan?" Shen Jingyu drove the car with a calm face.
I tugged at the corners of my mouth, "Mr. Shen is really a roundworm in my stomach!"
"Dispel such thoughts, if you dare to commit suicide, I have the ability to revive you. When the time comes, if you lack arms and legs, I will kick you out again, and your parents will probably not be able to live. Shen Jingyu said coldly.
My mother called me a lot that day, but I didn't answer, and I didn't even know how to explain Siming's affairs to her.
"Just do what you have to do when you go back? You don't have no worries, there are still people in this world who need you! Don't worry about Diao Yawen's affairs, he will be 10,000 times worse than you imagined!" Shen Jingyu's voice was a little angry, he still had feelings for Siming.
He sent me home, and instead of going out immediately, he covered me with a quilt after I pretended to be asleep. As soon as he went out on the front foot, I also went out with him, and took a taxi to the place where Fu Zhang and his mother lived, and my mother was already preparing breakfast, and when she saw me coming back, she quickly pulled me and asked, "What happened?" Shen Jingyu called me and said that the marriage date was postponed, why didn't you answer the phone when I called you. ”
I smiled and shook my head, "It's nothing, it's just that Siming is a little uncomfortable and sent to the hospital." You can't even ignore Siming's life for the sake of a broken wedding. I didn't answer your phone because I was in a hurry to go out today and forgot to bring my phone, Shen Jingyu didn't tell you that Siming was sick, because I was afraid that you would worry. "I'm making up lies.
"I'm in the hospital, why is it so serious? Oh, then I'll go and ask for a leave of absence, I have to go to the hospital to see Siming!" Mom stood up, "It's okay to boil some soup, it can't be too greasy, then it's lighter, and I'll go to the market to buy some ...... later."
"Mom!" I interrupted my mom, "Where's my dad?
Mom nodded, "Yes, I went to the company, our family owes too many debts, even if Shen Jingyu doesn't want it, we still have to pay it back, otherwise you won't be able to raise your head in the Shen family!"
I pursed my lips, opened my handbag, and took out the bank card inside, "Mom, these are some emergency money, I put it here for you now, and the password is Siming's birthday." ”
My mother frowned and pushed the bank card in front of me, "You said that you have emergency money, what are you going to do for me?" I'm old, I don't know where to put it when I turn around!"
I took the bank card and stuffed it directly into my mother's apron pocket, got up and hugged my mother's shoulder, "Mom, what to eat in the morning, I'm almost hungry!"
Mom smiled and pulled me into the kitchen, she was cooking gnocchi and it smelled good.
"I'll call to ask for leave first, scoop out the pot and eat when you're hungry, and I'll make a bowl later!" Mom said as she went to get her phone.
I grabbed my mom and said, "Mom, you're still going to work." Si Ming, what is the matter, when Si Ming is better, I will take Si Ming to see you. ”
Mom smiled, "It's okay, I'm too old to help." The Shen family must have gotten a nanny or something, and I will only make a mess if I go. ”
I looked at my mother's busy figure, and I had a sour nose, and the person I was most sorry for was her, she hadn't had time to enjoy her happiness yet!
After my mother went to work, I sat down at the dining table and finished the gnocchi she had cooked, and cleaned the whole house. Later, I went to Fu Zhang's company again, he always worked the night shift, he was sleeping when I went, I didn't bother, and I didn't see him until the evening when he got up to go to work.
When he saw me coming, he was a little surprised, "You never come to my place of work, you tell me, is it Shen Jingyu bullying you?"
I shook my head and said, "No, I just missed you, come and see you." ”
"Nonsense, something must have happened!" Fu Zhang looked worried, "Although we haven't lived together, but father and daughter are connected, I don't know you yet! You tell me honestly, what's going on?"
I hugged his arm, "Dad, can't I want you to come to you as a daughter?"
"For the rest of my life, I'm sure I believe what you say. In this life, I don't believe it! Moreover, what did you just call me? You called me Dad! This is even more abnormal!" Fu Zhang pulled me to the gate of the community, "Sisi, if you have any grievances, just tell me, although I am not capable, but I can't let my daughter be wronged!"
The words of the palm made my eyes red, and this is the fatherly love I especially desire.
At this time, someone passed by me and discussed the loss of Shen's company.
Fu Zhang immediately became nervous, chased after the two and asked, "What did you say that the Shen family's son was lost?"
"Don't you know such a big news? What is the name of Shen Siming's little son, he was kidnapped! The Shen family is offering a reward of five million to find the child!"
Fu Zhang looked back at me, "Yes, is it true?"
I hurriedly pulled Fu Zhang out of the community, "Dad, those are all hearsay, don't believe it!"
"Oh, that's why you postponed the wedding, his son is gone? Did you find the kidnapper?" Fu Palm patted his head, "You came to me, did Shen Jingyu blame you for your son's matter?"
I hugged Fu Zhang, "Dad, don't think about it." I'm fine!"
Fu Zhang pushed me away, "I have to call Shen Jingyu! My daughter didn't bully him when she married him! If his son is lost, he can't rely on you!"
I hurriedly stopped Fu Zhang, "Dad, I've called the police, the police are looking for me! I won't eat with you, I have to go back! I still have to go to the police station to ask if I have found it!"
Fu Zhang frowned and nodded, "Okay, okay, you're going to be bullied, you call me, I'll help you teach Shen Jingyu a lesson, you know? Don't hold everything in your heart, you still have a dad to stand out for you1"
I nodded and walked to the side of the road, teary eyes, took two steps and ran back, hugging Fu Zhang's shoulder, "Dad, I'm sorry, you must take care of your body." ”
Fu slapped me on the shoulder, "Silly boy, what's there to be sorry for, haven't all the previous things been in the past! Okay, let's go, maybe the child has been found?"
I wiped the tears from my face, ran to the side of the road and took a taxi back to Shen Jingyu's house. Shen Jingyu was already sitting on the sofa waiting for me, and the lights were not turned on in the whole room.
I touched the darkness and walked over to him and sat down.
He was smoking, one after another, and it could be seen that Siming's accident hit him hard.
I reached out and put a cigarette into my mouth, and lit one in his do.
Choked on his own tears.
"Where did you go?" Shen Jingyu finally spoke, his voice very hoarse.
I lowered my eyes, brought the cigarette to my mouth again, and took another sharp puff, this time almost coughing so much that my internal organs were about to come out.
"What the hell do you want to do?" Shen Jingyu snatched the cigarette from my hand and threw it into the ashtray, "Do you know how long I've been waiting for you here?"
I raised my eyes, and in the darkness I saw the outline of his face, and pulled the corners of his mouth, "We got married because of Siming, and now that Siming is gone, our marriage can also be ......"
"Do you think that the door of my Shen family is that you can enter if you want to enter, and you can exit if you want?" Shen Jingyu interrupted me in a cold voice.
"I can't delay you, you have to marry a wife and have children to reproduce for the Shen family!" I stood up and held my forehead, two puffs of cigarettes made me dizzy like drinking half a case of wine.
"You're not my wife, you're different, you can reproduce for me?" Shen Jingyu was angry.
I smiled, "My sons are all dead, how many eyes are on the children of the Shen family, do I dare to give you a child?" I'm stupid, children can be lost, you better go find someone else!" As I spoke, I put the divorce agreement I had printed out outside in front of Shen Jingyu from my handbag, "I've already signed this, just sign it and put it on the coffee table." ”
After that, I went to Siming's children's room.
Siming's room has the smell of Siming, and I seem to be able to see Siming sleeping soundly in the children's bed.
"Fu Sisi, are you crazy, you told me about divorce at this time?" Shen Jingyu chased to Siming's room and tore up the divorce agreement in front of me.
I opened my bag, which was stuffed with the divorce papers, "I asked my boss to give me fifty copies, and I signed them all, if you don't like the previous one, you can see if the remaining forty-nine are more suitable!"
Shen Jingyu rushed in front of me like a crazy leopard, grabbing my collar, "What are you and me?"
My eyes never took off Siming's children's bed.
Shen Jingyu turned around like crazy and lifted Siming's children's bed and threw it outside.
I rushed over and almost hugged Shen Jingyu's thigh, "Don't! I beg you! Don't! These are all Siming's things, don't throw them away!"
"It's all mine, if you want to divorce me, I can deal with these things as I want!" Shen Jingyu shook me off and went to get Siming's toys again.
I knelt on the ground and begged Shen Jingyu, "I'm not divorced!
Shen Jingyu looked at the divorce agreement in my bag, "You can dispose of these things for me as soon as possible!"
He turned around and walked out of Siming's children's room, and after a while, I heard the sound of the door closing outside, and Shen Jingyu left.
I frantically restored the contents of the bed, but the children's bed could not be restored.
I sorted out the thick stack of divorce papers and put them on the coffee table, then filled the bathtub with water.
The screen of the mobile phone was adjusted to a photo of Siming, and he smiled so brightly, I still remember that I promised him to accompany him to marry his daughter-in-law, accompany him to college, and accompany him to see the Transformers......
I can't do everything I promised!
And I, so that he lost his life, so that he couldn't see what he wanted to see, I don't deserve to be a mother.
The knife fell, the water in the entire bathtub turned red instantly, and in this blood-colored ocean, I saw Siming waving to me, he called my mother, how innocent and cute he looked.
Shen Jingyu, I'm sorry, I still haven't been able to survive in the world, I drove Diao's mother crazy, but it is my biggest regret that I failed to kill Diao Yawen. But, I went to accompany Siming, I think, what I want most is to be with Siming.
Mom, I'm sorry, my daughter is not filial, I can't give you a pension and send her to the end, my daughter really has no face to live in the world.
Dad, I'm sorry, but I know you'll respect my choice, won't you?
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