502: My identity

Lin Jiang sighed and shook his head, "I'm sorry, I can't help it." ”

These words were like a steel knife that cut off the pitiful little hope in my heart.

My hand gradually loosened, and my heart felt like I had lost something.

"If you can't help me, why do you want to save me?" If you don't save me, I can be arrested and sacrificed with them, and I don't have to feel guilty, I don't have to feel guilty.

What should I do now?

I'm here alone, my friends and relatives are suffering there, and I don't know when they're going to fall victim to others, and that deep torment torments me.

After yelling, I walked straight in the direction of the old ghosts.

I can't live alone, I can't care about their lives or deaths, I'm going to save them, I'm going to find them.

In my eyes, in my head, there is no other concept at all, I just want to hurry up.

At this time, Lin Jiang and Xiaobai both stopped in front of me and blocked my way.

I yelled, "Get out of the way!!"

The sound was like a bell, loud and deep.

Neither of them moved, they stood still, I went to the left, they went to the left, I went to the right, they went to the right.

I was about to have a seizure, but Lin Jiang held my body down a second ago, "Brother Zhao, I know that you are very uncomfortable now, and I also know that you have always valued love and righteousness, and if your brother is in trouble, you can't sit idly by." However, please recognize the reality, well, the few of us together can't be their opponents at all, and going now is nothing more than going to die, and contributing to their plans. The reason why I saved you is because I value Brother Zhao very much, and I can't bear to see you sacrificed, but my ability is only that, I have no other ability. ”

After Lin Jiang's words were finished, my mind kept "buzzing", as if I heard it, but I didn't seem to hear it.

I can't listen to his words at all, I just want to go to Abin and them now, and don't think about anything else.

I pushed Lin Jiang, I wanted to leave, I wanted to do what I wanted to do.

But I couldn't push Lin Jiang at all, he still stood firmly, I tried again, and this time, a strong force flew me back.

I fell to the ground and hit the hard concrete floor, and I was in pain.

Lin Jiang and Xiaobai came to me and looked at me condescendingly, "Brother Zhao, you see that you can't even beat me, how can you be the opponent of those people?"

With red eyes, I struggled to get up, only to feel that my whole body was limp, as if I had no strength.

I was so angry that I hit the ground with a fist, and I didn't know if it hurt or not, anyway, my hands were full of blood and a big piece of skin was broken.

Xiaobai jumped up to me, stretched out his soft tongue and licked my hand, licking the blood stains clean.

Then, with its furry tail, it swept around my face, like a child's hand, caressing my cheek gently.

I seemed to feel the soft little hands of the little pineapple, gently caressing my cheeks, and in my ears, the voice of a childish smile echoed, "Daddy, Daddy......"

In the haze, I saw the little pineapple jumping up and down, and the hair jumping one by one.

Vaguely, I also saw Ji Muqing, they walked hand in hand from the white light and walked towards me.

Ji Muqing's belly has grown a lot bigger, and our son has grown up a lot.

They were getting closer and closer to me, one giggling, one with a smile on his face.

They were waving at me, one calling "Daddy" and the other "husband".

Their voices are so sweet, so gentle, their faces are so kind, so beautiful, I want to reach out and touch them, but when my hand reaches out, I can't touch anything, even the beautiful illusion in front of me, disappears.

Gone, nothing.

Lin Jiang squatted down and patted me lightly on the shoulder, "Brother Zhao, think about it for my sister-in-law and for the little pineapple." ”

His words completely shattered that little bit of faith in my heart.

I have never had the same contradictions, and I no longer have the unwavering belief I had before, because I have concerns and concerns.

My thoughts slowly calmed down, and I have to admit that what Lin Jiang said is very right, even if I go now, I will only make an extra contribution to the Thousand People Sacrifice.

But if I don't go, my conscience will not pass.

I can't go to death, because I still have Ji Muqing and little pineapple waiting for me to go back, and I can't go because I can't ignore my friends.

What should I do?

It was the first time I felt so helpless, so sad, the first time I felt so powerless.

I looked up into Lin Jiang's eyes, "I want you to help me." ”

Lin Jiang looked at me and didn't speak for a long time, and after a long time, he sighed, "I can't help you, really." ”

"Why?"

Lin Jiang helped me up, and then sat down cross-legged beside me, "Haven't you always been curious about the identities of me and Xiaobai, I believe you have already noticed it, Xiaobai and I are different from others." Because, there is a prison in us, and there is nothing we can do. ”

"Once we break the oath of imprisonment, we will be punished by heaven. ”

"I can ask someone to help you, though. "I was already desperate, but I didn't expect that Lin Jiang finally said such a sentence, which burned my rekindled heart again.

I hurriedly looked at him and asked, "Help me, you must help me." ”

Lin Jiang patted the back of my hand, "You also know this person, he is the old man Yellow Crane who treated you." Actually, Xiaobai and I came with me this time, and we were also instructed by the old man Huang He. However, I have never understood why Old Man Huang He wants to help you, why don't you do it yourself and borrow our hands. I've already sent him a psychic just now, and I believe it won't be long before he appears. ”

I don't have the heart to think about what the old man Huang He is not the old man Huang He, and I don't have the heart to think about why he helped me, I need to be calm now, my brain is a little messy.

I try to adjust my mood and calm my mind down as quickly as possible.

As my mind calmed down, things that I could easily overlook popped up.

I told myself not to mess around, and the more times like this, the more important it is to stay calm, because chaotic thoughts can lead to wrong judgments.

They have nothing to hope for now, but to count on me, and I must not lose my mind and lose myself.

Once I make the wrong decision, it will be a disaster for everyone.

I sat under the tree for a long, long time to calm myself, I tried not to think about the mess, I tried to clear my mind, only then could I make the right decision.

I don't know how long it took, but I faintly heard a noise, it should be the old man Yellow Crane coming.

He seemed to have said something to Lin Jiang, muttering, I didn't hear it too clearly, because I tried to keep myself from thinking about it, and tried to keep an empty and calm brain.

I can't open my eyes until I'm completely calm down and completely empty.

In this way, after another long time, my heart finally calmed down and my mind finally emptied everything.

I slowly opened my eyes, and I saw that it was pitch black all around, and a ball of fire was jumping not far away.

It turned out that the time I closed my eyes had passed in one day.

From day to night, they waited for me like that and did not disturb me.

It was only then that my mind completely calmed down, and my heart was completely calmed down.

I got up and walked to the campfire and looked at the backs of Lin Jiang and the old man Huang He, who were talking and laughing about something. Xiaobai squatted on the side, curled up, and enjoyed this comfortable time.

"I need your help. My voice went on a rampage and passed between the two men.

Both of them looked back at me, Lin Jiang hurriedly stood up, but the old man Huang He looked at me gracefully.

"You're finally awake. Lin Jiang gave up his seat and motioned for me to sit down.

I sat down between the two of them and repeated the words, "I need your help." ”

Old Man Huang He looked at me with a strange look, "You are such a strange person, you are not curious at all why I will help you, why are you here?"

I shook my head, "I'm not curious, I'm not interested, I just want to know, can you help me?"

"Brother Zhao, Brother Huang will definitely help you, he came this time specifically for you. But before that, Brother Huang has something to tell you first. ”

After Lin Jiang finished speaking, he looked at Huang He and motioned for him to say.

The old man of the yellow crane is actually not old at all, he looks about the same age as Lin Jiang, but the appearance and age of the immortals are different from ordinary people, maybe this yellow crane is thousands of years old, so Lin Jiang called him the eldest brother.

I listened quietly, without interjecting, I rarely do that, but at the moment, I didn't know what to say, so I could only remain silent.

"Brother Huang. Lin Jiang reminded.

Old Man Huang He took a deep breath, as if he was making some major decision.

"Zhao Qingxuan, Zhao Suo, Zhao Tianshuai. ”

I looked at him with a confused expression, I can understand when he calls me Zhao Qingxuan and Zhao Suo, why do you call me Zhao Tianshuai?

Only the leader of the heavenly soldiers and generals can be called heavenly commanders!

What does this have to do with me?

I looked at Old Man Huang He blankly, only to see him continue, "You must be very curious why I call you Zhao Tianshuai, because your predecessor is the Tianshuai who commanded 100,000 heavenly soldiers and generals. You are majestic, have great achievements, have a very high status in the fairy world, and are very respected, even the Yuan Shi Tianzun has to respect you for three points. I, Lin Jiang, are all your subordinates. ”

I was even more confused, and stared at them blankly, for a long time, but I could not speak.

Because, I really don't know what to say.

Old Man Huang He suddenly stood up and bowed respectfully to me, "Tianshuai!"

Lin Jiang also bowed to me and said, "Tianshuai!"