After leaving Abin's house, I still went to find Lu Xiaofeng, Pei Xiaofei and He Xiaodong.

Although I know that the result is irreversible, I still want to see them one last time.

I came to Lu Xiaofeng's place, this is the first time I have come to him, I always said that I wanted to come and have a look, but I never came.

I didn't expect this first time to come, and it became the last time.

When I came, Lu Xiaofeng was lying on the bed playing games, the door was not closed, and I pushed the door in directly.

This place is smaller than I imagined, but it is very clean and tidy, which is really unexpected to me, because Lu Xiaofeng gives people the feeling that it has nothing to do with cleanliness and tidiness, but there is a saying that is not good, people should not be good-looking.

"Xiaofeng. I called out and came to him.

When Lu Xiaofeng saw that it was me, he put down the phone, and his eyes bloomed with a strange brilliance, but this brilliance was fleeting, replaced by a lonely expression, "Master, why are you here?"

"Come and see you. "I tell you the truth.

Lu Xiaofeng smiled bitterly, "Are you saying your final goodbye to us?"

I took a deep breath and sat down at the head of the bed, "Xiaofeng, Abin said that you are going to find melanin, this is a good destination, melanin is good, there are a lot of things that can be handed over to you, study hard after you go." You're a genius, train yourself and you'll be able to do great things in the future. ”

Lu Xiaofeng looked up at me, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, although he was smiling, there was really bitterness in this smile, "Master, are you really sure you don't want a martial arts hall?"

Stupid apprentice, it's not that I don't want it, it's that I can't do anything.

But to whom can I speak these words?

All I can say is, "Master has Master's suffering, and Master only hopes that you can all get better and better and live the life you want to live." ”

"But Master, the life I want to live is the same as before. If Master is willing to stay, I will not go to look for melanin, I am willing to stay, and I believe that everyone else will be like me. ”

The look in his eyes full of anticipation, the tone of pleading, really made me sad.

However, I can't be soft-hearted, I can't hesitate, I'm afraid I won't be able to control it.

"Take care!" I ran away, never before I was so scared to face my friends who had fought alongside me.

I found Pei Xiaofei and He Xiaodong with a heavy heart, the two of them were not as aggressive to me as Abin and Lu Xiaofeng, they didn't say a word about that matter, but the more this happened, the more it showed that they cared very much.

They were careful not to touch the thread in the way they thought it would, but they didn't know that the thread was about to break, and even if they didn't touch it, they couldn't stop it from getting tighter and tighter.

They don't mention it, but I can't escape mentioning it, and this topic can't be avoided after all.

"I heard that you are going to continue your studies, which is very good, and you will study hard after going to school, Master believes that with your ability, you will definitely be able to make a difference in the future. "This is my heartfelt wish.

He Xiaodong replied, "Master, don't worry, we will definitely study hard and will definitely not disappoint your expectations." ”

I looked at Pei Xiaofei, he didn't speak, he kept his head down, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Xiaofei, what about you, why don't you talk all the time?"

"Master, what I want to say, Master Abin and Senior Brother Xiaofeng must have told you. If you had agreed, you wouldn't have come to us, so I don't think you agreed. In that case, it doesn't make sense for me to say anything. I will definitely study hard, and I hope that Master will be able to do whatever he wants in the future. Finally, I would like to thank Master for her continued care and help to us. ”

At this point, the topic seems to have come to an end, and there is no hope of going on.

I was silent, not knowing what to say.

Sometimes people are like this, they want to say a lot of things, but the moment they really want to say it, they can't say anything.

I don't want to repeat those two words, but I have to repeat them.

"Take care!" I got up and left.

The sun had somehow penetrated into the clouds, and the originally clear sky was now gloomy, and the dark clouds were heavy, as if it could rain at any time.

I walked on the concrete road, and above me, there was a gloomy sky, as if it could be pressed down at any moment.

It is said that the sky is very high and can never be reached, but why do I feel like I have to step on the sky now?

I don't know how I got home, my father-in-law and mother-in-law were talking to Ji Muqing, and when they saw me coming in, they quickly asked me if I had eaten.

I'm really in a bad mood, but in front of my parents-in-law, I don't want to bring negative emotions to them.

I echoed Ji Muqing and sat with them for a long, long time, and I basically didn't listen carefully to what they said and talked about.

It wasn't until my father-in-law and mother-in-law got up to leave that I came back to my senses from the fog.

After sending off my father-in-law and mother-in-law, I sat on the sofa in a daze, my mind was a mess, it seemed like a mess.

Little Pineapple clamored for me to play Transformers with her, and was pushed into the bedroom by Ji Muqing to play.

"What's wrong?" Ji Muqing sat beside me, looked at me worriedly and asked.

I shook my head, feeling powerless, "The martial arts hall is disbanded. ”

What is the significance of the martial arts hall to me, Ji Muqing knows better than anyone else, I have put too much effort into it, and I have poured too much emotion into it, and now, because of my departure, I want to dissolve the martial arts hall, Abin and they are all blaming me, but who knows the helplessness in my heart.

I can't defend myself, and I can't do whatever I want like Abin, I can only bury it all in my stomach, or hide at home with Ji Muqing and be sad.

Ji Muqing also knew that at this time, it was useless to say more comforting words, she just quietly hugged my arm and leaned her head on my shoulder, so as to tell me that even if the sky fell, I still had her.

The two of us sat snuggled up to each other for a long, long time, and the sadness slowly subsided.

Things have become an unchangeable settlement, even if I blame myself and feel guilty, it doesn't help, happy is a day and unhappy is also a day, so why not be happy?

Time is short, I can't waste all my time on self-blame and guilt, and there are so many things that I need to deal with.

Today we have completed a few important things in one day, and after taking care of other things in the next few days, my mind will be complete.

"Xiaoqing, do you have a feeling as if all this is disappearing little by little in our lives?" I asked, staring at the dark night sky.

Ji Muqing shook her head, "No, because they are always in my heart." ”

This is the difference between me and Ji Muqing, when I pessimistically sigh that beautiful things are passing little by little, Ji Muqing is working hard to engrave them in my heart.

She is not pessimistic, nor does she look at things with a pessimistic attitude, she is like a bottle full of positive energy, always giving me energy when I am lost.

This mentality of hers is exactly what I need.

I cradled her in my arms, "yes, they're all in our hearts. "It's never going to go away.

We stayed in Rongcheng for three days, and in the past three days, Ji Muqing and I have not stopped for a day, which is also the most time that Huang He and the others have given us.

If I don't want to be urged by Huang He like a ghost, I have to finish the matter within his time limit.

Huang He, this guy, I really don't like it, and I can even say that I hate it, but he is a very principled person, since I promised him to only stay in Rongcheng for three days, I must do it, otherwise, he will definitely take the trouble to persuade me until he annoys me to the point of compromise.

And I, too, am not a man of my word, since I said three days, it must be three days.

I said goodbye to all the people I should have said, I saw the people I should have seen, and I have gone to the places I should go, and I have no regrets.

"Heavenly handsome. "In the early morning of the fourth day, Huang He and they found where Ji Muqing and I lived, this voice is really annoying, I really don't want to take care of him.

"It's time for us to go. The voice kept repeating the same words like a repeater.

I didn't pay attention to him, but I did what I had to do.

The things that should be packed were all packed, and the things that should be brought were all brought, I took Ji Muqing and Little Pineapple's hands and came to the door.

I opened the door myself, and one must always have the courage to face everything.

When the door opened, Huang He was looking up, looking ready to knock on the door again, and when he saw me, he quickly put his hand down and enthusiastically wanted to pick up the duffel bag in my hand.

I flashed back, making it clear that I didn't need his help.

Huang He said to himself as if nothing happened, "The brothers are waiting downstairs, Tianshuai, it's time for us to leave." ”

I rolled my eyes at him angrily, pulled Ji Muqing and the little pineapple, and walked straight in front of him.

I really don't want to pay attention to this obnoxious guy.

We went downstairs, and sure enough, the eleven people were waiting for us in the living room downstairs.

When they saw us come out, they shouted "Tianshuai" in unison, and this uniform tone seemed to have been discussed in advance.

To be honest, it was not surprising that they showed up in my house, after all, they were so powerful that it was not easy to know where I was.

But they are here, and they have always seemed a little out of place with me.

This is home, a place to live, and their desire to compete is too strong.

It's like a group of soldiers living in a slum, and their identity and environment are always incompatible.

"I'm done with my business, and now it's time to finish what I promised you. I said mechanically, as if the words didn't come out of my mouth, and I wasn't sure.

Everyone's faces showed a look of joy, "Great, really good!"