Chapter 146: Forever
A few days ago, Zhai Ying was still planning to run out to carnival with friends during the New Year, or to be bored with her father at home to watch the more and more boring Spring Festival Gala, anyway, she didn't expect that she would spend this year at Chu Tianyu's house, which was completely different from what she thought, she hoped that this was a dream, but the reality reminded her that the sky had suddenly changed, and her father who sheltered her from the wind and rain couldn't shelter her, which made Zhai Ying feel so lonely in this world for the first time in her life. So helpless, she even felt like she was superfluous in this world.
Chu Tianyu felt very uncomfortable when she saw Zhai Ying's depressed appearance, this little witch who could toss and liked to toss suddenly suffered such a blow, she couldn't hold on, she needed a support, a belief or reason to let her live bravely.
Zhai Ying didn't eat much for dinner, Chu Tianyu took her to his room and said, "You wait for me here, I'll be back in a while." ”
Zhai Ying, who was so lively and active that she had ADHD before, would definitely chase after Chu Tianyu's ass and ask him what he was doing, but now she didn't have this mind at all, she just lowered her head and said "um".
Chu Tianyu patted her on the shoulder and turned to leave, and after about an hour, Chu Tianyu walked in with a big bag, and he took out the contents of the bag the same and put them on his desk.
Zhai Ying smelled the smell of kebabs, and when she looked up, she found that Chu Tianyu had bought a lot of barbecue, as well as a lot of beer.
Zhai Ying looked at Chu Tianyu puzzled, unable to understand why he bought these things in his Chinese New Year's Eve.
After Chu Tianyu put everything in order, he came to the window and opened the curtains, and through the window he could see a bright moon.
After a while, Zhai Ying was pulled to the desk by Chu Tianyu and sat down, he opened a bottle of beer and handed it to Zhai Ying and said, "Do you remember what you ate when you ate for the first time?"
Of course, Zhai Ying remembered that the first time they had dinner was a barbecue, but before they had eaten much, Leng Yutian, an uninvited guest, arrived, and soon someone was hit by a car, and Chu Tianyu was busy saving people, so the meal was over.
Chu Tianyu pointed to the various skewers he bought and said, "These things are what I bought at the place where we first ate, fortunately, they are still open, otherwise I would have run away in vain." ”
Zhai Ying finally spoke: "Why are you buying these?"
Chu Tianyu said with a smile: "Because we didn't finish our meal at all last time, so today we ate all the ones we didn't eat last time, but unfortunately last time it was summer and there was draft beer sold, but now it's gone, so we can only drink some bottle of beer." ”
Zhai Ying immediately had a sour nose and choked up: "You still remember, I thought you had forgotten." ”
Chu Tianyu patted Zhai Ying's shoulder and said, "How could I forget that, come, let's have a drink." ”
Zhai Ying picked up the wine bottle placed in front of her and drank it in a big gulp, looking like she was going to drink all the beer in one gulp, instead of Chu Tianyu would stop her from drinking it before, it was not a good thing for her to drink so much wine as an underage girl.
But today Chu Tianyu knew that Zhai Ying was very uncomfortable, her world suddenly collapsed so violently, in the blink of an eye, she lost her father and everything, she was so lonely and helpless in this world, she might even feel that her life was superfluous, she was in pain, it was better to let her drink more, and when she was drunk and told all the grievances and pain in her heart, she would feel a lot better.
Zhai Ying really drank a bottle of beer in one go, Chu Tianyu also followed her example and killed a bottle of beer in one gulp, Zhai Ying looked at Chu Tianyu gulping down wine, the fog in her eyes became thicker, she lost the whole world and everything, but there was still Chu Tianyu by her side, who would accompany her and take care of her, making her feel that even if she lost her father and the world, there was still someone who cared about her and cared about him, this person was called Chu Tianyu.
Zhai Ying pursed her lips and tried desperately not to let herself cry, but the tears slipped silently, and fell more and more.
Chu Tianyu put down the beer, stretched out his hand and gently wiped Zhai Ying's tears, and said softly: "It's all over, it's all over, everything will be fine, believe me." ”
Zhai Ying nodded vigorously, but there were still more and more tears, so many that she couldn't see Chu Tianyu's appearance clearly, but she could feel the warmth of his hand touching her cheek.
Zhai Ying said softly, "Will you leave me?"
Chu Tianyu shook his head with a smile and said, "Fool, why should I leave you?"
Zhai Ying choked up aggrievedly: "Because I will always mess things up, I caused my father to go to prison, and I will do wrong things in the future and affect you, aren't you afraid?"
Chu Tianyu smiled: "Don't cry, you're crying like a big cat, it's really ugly." ”
Zhai Ying smiled "fluttering", and said dissatisfiedly in the next second: "You are ugly, you are a big cat." ”
Chu Tianyu looked at her and said, "I'm not afraid of being affected by you, you won't always mess things up, you are still young now, when you grow up, you won't mess up everything." ”
Zhai Ying suddenly threw herself into Chu Tianyu's arms and choked up: "I'm really scared, I'm afraid of living alone in this world." ”
Chu Tianyu gently rubbed Zhai Ying's black and soft hair and said, "How can you live alone in this world? Isn't there still me?" I will accompany you. ”
Zhai Ying raised her head slightly, looked at Chu Tianyu's face, and said in an expectant tone, "Forever?"
Chu Tianyu nodded with a smile and said, "Forever." ”
Zhai Ying suddenly stretched out her hand very childishly and said, "Pull the hook!"
Chu Tianyu smiled bitterly: "No need, right? You're so big, and you're still hooking?"
Zhai Ying said dissatisfiedly: "You have to pull the hook, hurry up." ”
Chu Tianyu had no choice but to stretch out his hand, and soon their voices sounded in the room - hanging on the hook for a hundred years is not allowed to change......
Zhai Ying held her cheeks in one hand and looked at Haoyue outside the window and muttered, "Why are you so good to me? ”
Chu Tianyu also looked at Haoyue outside the window, took a sip of a bottle of beer in his hand and said, "I don't know, maybe I owe you in my last life, so I picked you up." ”
Zhai Ying immediately sneered at each other: "You are the one who caused trouble, why did you pick me up?"
Chu Tianyu turned his head sideways to look at Zhai Ying and smiled, "What's the matter, are you in the mood to quarrel with me?"
Zhai Ying snorted coldly, don't look over, don't look at Chu Tianyu and said: "Who rarely quarrels with you, I just accompany you like a big fool to watch the moon here for the sake of you inviting me to eat skewers and drink beer." ”
Chu Tianyu looked at Haoyue outside the window and said, "How beautiful this moon is, I used to like to sit here and watch the moon during the Chinese New Year." ”
Zhai Ying looked at Chu Tianyu as if she was looking at a monster and said, "Do you like to watch the moon here during the Chinese New Year?" Chu Tianyu, are you stupid? You have to eat, drink and have fun during the New Year, and you have to play with your life during the New Year, do you understand?"
Chu Tianyu exhaled and said: "I don't understand, I don't like to eat, drink and have fun during the New Year, and I don't like what you say, I like to sit here and watch the moon, see how good the moon is." ”
Zhai Ying pouted and said, "Weirdo." After speaking, he was puzzled: "Why do you like to look at the moon?"
Chu Tianyu stretched out his finger and pointed at the moon and said, "Because there is a person above who has been concerned about me and has been watching me." ”
Zhai Ying was puzzled and said, "Who?"
Chu Tianyu looked at the moon and said softly: "My father, when he left, I asked my mother where my father went, and my mother said that your father went to the moon, and he would watch you and accompany you from above, forever." ”
Zhai Ying was silent, she knew that Chu Tianyu was missing his father.
Chu Tianyu continued: "But then I'm afraid that my father will be alone on the moon, especially during the Chinese New Year, you say that I can still be with my mother, and he has no one to accompany him on the moon, so I like to sit in front of the window at night and look at the moon, without the moon, just look at the place where the moon may be, so that I can accompany my father, he will not feel so lonely when he looks at me and looks at him." ”
Zhai Ying lowered her head and choked up, "I miss my dad." ”
Chu Tianyu stretched out his hand and rubbed Zhai Ying's head and said: "You are much happier than me, at least you can still see your father, but I can't see him in this life, I can only look at the moon, Zhai Ying promised me that you have to live well, when your father comes out, he will be old, you have to take care of him like he takes care of you now, at this time he is your only relative, you are also his only relative, you know?"
Zhai Ying raised her head and looked at Chu Tianyu and said, "I know, I will live well, I will take good care of my father in the future, and I will accompany you to see the moon during the New Year in the future." ”
Chu Tianyu said with a smile: "Okay, talking counts, and you will accompany me to see the moon every year during the Chinese New Year in the future." ”
Zhai Ying nodded heavily and said, "Of course what I say counts, who am I, I am Zhai Ying." ”
Chu Tianyu laughed and said: "Okay, I respect you for being a man who counts, let's continue to drink, drink some of these, and eat all of these."
Chu Tianyu was very drunk this night, while he comforted Zhai Ying, he also thought of his father who died early, no one could understand how much Chu Tianyu missed his father.
Early the next morning, Chu Tianyu was woken up by a dense sound of firecrackers, and when he opened his eyes, he found that there was a soft body in his arms, and when he lowered his head, he was immediately startled, Zhai Ying actually held his arm and locked it in his arms and slept very sweetly.
When Chu Tianyu found that the clothes on his and Zhai Ying's bodies were intact, he was really afraid that if he drank too much yesterday and did something to Zhai Ying, an underage girl, it would be a big sin.
Chu Tianyu gently pulled his numb arm out of Zhai Ying's hand, seeing that she was still sleeping, he couldn't bear to disturb her to go out to wash first.
Just as she was facing the west, Zhai Ying rubbed her eyes and yawned, and walked over, and said vaguely: "Why are you getting up so early? Can't you let me hold it for a while?"
Chu Tianyu was immediately startled, if he let his wife know that he slept in the same bed with Zhai Ying yesterday, he would not kill him, and hurriedly said, "You be quiet!"