Chapter 235: When the Butterfly Gathers Its Wings
What does it really look like......
As soon as she thought of this, her eyes suddenly became dazed, and a handsome face looking at her with a light smile suddenly appeared in front of her.
At that time, no matter what he was, his eyes seemed to be full of tenderness when he looked at him, and his deep eyes were full of pampering and love.
But after that, especially in the past few years, she felt that he seemed to be alienating herself, no longer caring about her life in South Korea, not caring about her work, not caring if she had anyone to chase her, and even didn't even say anything about her birthday before, as if it was ...... It's like putting on a cold mask and completely incarnating into another person, when facing others, even when facing her, there is a cold toughness, even fierceness.
At this time, she looked at him in front of her who was frowning lightly in her sleep, and suddenly, she felt that he was actually so weak, as if the strength she had seen before was completely false.
Butterflies like to protect their fragile selves with protective colors, and perhaps, when he faces himself and others, the cold and hard mask is his protective color.
And under that numb and cold mask, the real him is actually very fragile......
Biting her lip gently, she looked at him fixedly, and the joy in her heart that was still because she was finally out of the sea of suffering faded, replaced by an inexplicable and completely irrepressible distress.
Someone once said that a person's greatest sorrow is not to grieve because of himself, but to grieve for others, for the people he loves, because the most precious thing in this world is the person you love the most.
And when she thought about it, she suddenly felt a little sad in her heart, why couldn't he take off that layer of disguise even when facing herself? Couldn't her relationship with him make him trust him?
In the dark, the slender brow frowned slightly, staring at a little distressing sadness. And in those smart eyes, full of a little bit of distress, she stared quietly, staring at his vague but seemingly very clear face in the dark, for a long time, the frowning brow suddenly stretched again.
She didn't know what had happened to him, but in her impression, he seemed to be a symbol of success, with excellent grades and tall and handsome. has a gentle personality, as if nothing can difficult him, she has never seen him fail since she was a child, even now, he is inexplicably going to be an actor, isn't it also popular.
Therefore, it is difficult for her to imagine what kind of problems he has encountered to ...... will make this person who seems to always win and undefeated show such a decadent state.
Of course. Perhaps, maybe he was just having a very bad dream tonight, but in any case, she knew what she was going to do in the rest of the day.
Rely on him well. Take good care of him, make him happy, let him eat and sleep well, so that he can be bullied. Let yourself be spoiled. Especially now that I'm having nightmares, it seems that I'm going to buy this Korean medicine tomorrow and think about how to make it.
Come to think of this. She couldn't help but smile at last, because she could already imagine the bitter image of this bad guy in front of her at that time.
Pursing the corners of her upturned mouth, she was a little depressed for a moment tonight, and finally looked at him who was sleeping next to her, and stared at him who was still frowning slightly with some depression, and it was not good to reach out to smooth it, so she could only puff out her mouth silently, ready to get out of bed slowly, and then exit the room.
But at this moment, a slight and weak voice came into her ears, causing her body to freeze just about to move!
"Meow ......"
The familiar meow of a cat, she turned her head a little stiffly, just in time to see a pair of deep blue eyes staring at her by the bed in the dark.
The whole person couldn't help but be stunned, but when her eyes swept the door not far away that was still left by her, she suddenly understood, raised her hand and supported her forehead with some headaches.
Hey, this unlikable little one......
She glanced helplessly at the black shadow that was squatting on the floor in the darkness and had also "invaded", raised her slender fingers and pressed them to her lips, signaled to it, and then prepared to get out of bed slowly, and quickly hugged this little guy who was always making trouble tonight.
But just as she was about to move her feet again, a faint cry that sounded like a nightmare to her came again.
"Meow ......"
This time the cry was much louder than before, and I don't know if it knew that the owner was in bed, so it was a little excited, anyway, after her body subconsciously stiffened again, her fresh and beautiful face suddenly flashed with a burst of annoyance, and she turned her head fiercely and glared at the black shadow in the darkness that didn't know what nerves she was making, and she was about to speed up her movements.
However, at this very moment-
"Huh, TOP?"
A murmur that seemed to be a little cold and deep suddenly came into her ears, causing her to freeze as if she had been struck by thunder......
"Stop messing around, go to sleep......"
In an instant, she felt her eyes flicker, and then a gentle but seemingly irresistible force took her with her...... Bed ......
“……!!”
She subconsciously opened her eyes wide, feeling that the slender palm that suddenly hooked herself and lay down seemed to be subconsciously pulling the quilt for herself, and then ...... That's how I hugged myself!
She took a deep breath, staring at the face in the darkness in front of her with wide eyes and bewildered, and this time she could see his appearance clearly, familiar features, and fell asleep quietly......
That's right, sleep peacefully!
She opened her eyes wide and looked carefully at his still closed eyes, and immediately breathed a sigh of relief, but her mind was still dazed.
He...... What's going on? Could it be that he's actually awake?!
She blinked her eyes rapidly, her little head in a daze that could not turn at all, and then she felt a strange movement, and the quilt at her feet seemed to move, as if something was pulling.
The brain was still a little dazed and turned her head to look, she was suddenly stunned again, in the dark, it seemed that because of his sudden action just now, so a corner of the quilt was hanging on the edge of the bed, and at this time, it seemed that a black shadow was lifting his forelimbs to grab the corner of the quilt, and put it on the edge of the bed, looking like he was trying to climb up.
Don't...... He thought I was ...... Thought I was TOP?!
In an instant, a flash of light flashed in her mind, and she blinked her eyes, and suddenly seemed to understand something.
Ah~ yes, he just called TOP......
Blinking her eyes again, she turned her head to look at the sleeping face in front of her, and suddenly puffed out her mouth in dissatisfaction.
What kind of eyes! What kind of eyes do I resemble with that cat! Oh no, he didn't open his eyes, forget it, blame him anyway!
Knowing that she hadn't been "exposed" yet, her hanging heart suddenly relaxed a little, and a few strange thoughts even flashed in her little head at once, and she glared at her very dissatisfied.
At that moment, there was another movement at her feet, and she turned her head to see the dark shadow on the edge of the bed still trying to climb onto the bed.
The smart eyes blinked, she thought for a moment, and then suddenly moved her little feet, and while taking back the corner of the quilt, she quietly "sent" the black shadow at her feet that was trying to move her little arms and legs......
That's right, "sent" down......
On the bed, she blinked innocently, and then turned her head away without looking at the black shadow that she had "sent" and lying on the floor.
Heartless guy, I raised you for a few months and ignored me, but as soon as I saw this guy, I rushed up and climbed up, I won't let you come up, if you wake him up, I will definitely stew you!
With an innocent expression on her face, she sneered maliciously in her heart, and then turned her attention to her current situation.
She can't move for a while now, even the action of putting away the quilt just now makes her body a little stiff, because she doesn't know if he is half asleep now, if he really wakes him up, then she has to cover her face with the quilt.
So, now she can only lie quietly, lying in his arms, feeling ...... His warmth.
The light in her eyes seemed to be touched a little, and then she felt the warmth coming from her body, very warm, the originally cold and cold body seemed to be shrouded in the sun, and the cold and stiff feeling was slowly disintegrated little by little, replaced by a warmth that seemed to flow into her heart.
Her gaze softened, and she looked at him softly, looking at the familiar face in front of her who was sleeping quietly, and she could feel him holding her hand. She didn't push too hard, just gently put it on her shoulder, but for some reason, it was like this, and she suddenly felt a heartfelt relief, as if she was being guarded by some powerful force......
Looking at it like this, she suddenly blinked in surprise, because under her silent gaze, the pair of gently wrinkled eyebrows actually slowly relaxed.
Great, right, it's handsome, and it's not good to frown at all......
The corners of her lips couldn't help but curl up, and then, she suddenly felt a hint of sleepiness welling up, and her smart eyes were still reluctantly looking at the face in front of her that seemed to be no longer far away from her, and then, her eyelids gradually became heavy, and she subconsciously curled up slightly, still with a happy smile on her lips, and stayed in this warm embrace as much as she could, just like a fluttering butterfly stopped and gathered its wings......
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When a butterfly folds up its wings, it proves that it thinks it has found a place where it can protect itself, and similarly, when a butterfly folds up its wings, it also gathers its brilliant and beautiful appearance in front of the world, revealing its true self, which is not its ugliest time, but its most beautiful time.
Because, when a butterfly folds up its wings, it is not for a permanent rest, but for ...... (To be continued.) )