Chapter 904
Sometimes, knowing that this is wrong, knowing that it is pointless, still makes that vexatious choice. This relationship is often referred to as ...... Wholehearted.
To be honest, even Han Yu didn't know what he was hiding from in the past few days.
Unlike everyone else, a week ago, after learning that Han Yishi's news had been exposed on the Internet, the first thought that flowed through his mind had nothing to do with his mother herself.
It's strange that at that moment, even if the thoughts in his mind were so vague, the person he thought of first was actually Father Kim, everyone in the Kim family, Taeyeon, Ha Yeon, Kim Mu, Ji Woong......
A long time ago, both Han Woo himself and Taeyeon were trying to cooperate with each other and conceal the true relationship between him and the Kim family.
The reason is obvious under the situation that Jin Zhixiong died on the surface at that time, and the relationship between Han Yu and his family could not be put on the table.
It is undeniable that Han Yu has his own selfishness in such an approach.
In the final analysis, the title of "illegitimate child" is not a glorious name.
It's just that later, as the estrangement between himself and the Jin family gradually disappeared, with the easing of the relationship between father and son, Zhixiong was rescued alive......
The situation seems to have changed again.
What was once a inevitable choice now seems to have become a habitual insistence.
Whether it is him or Taeyeon, the two of them routinely maintain the so-called false relationship of "mother-to-child death" in front of the public.
After all, they are both reluctant to get out of the way, and even though the situation seems to be getting better and better, they cannot, or have to, reveal their true relationship.
In fact, the current calm is already a very good state for Han Yu and the Jin family.
As a result, this situation has been maintained until now.
An invisible tacit understanding lingers between the two sides.
Even Xia Yan, a naughty little girl, usually knows that she doesn't reveal the slightest tone in front of her classmates and friends.
Among Han Yu and the Jin family, no one was willing to take the initiative to break the current situation.
But now, things seem to have changed.
The source of change began with Han Yishi's exposure by the media.
No one can guarantee 100% that the connection between Han Yu and the Jin family will not be really discovered under the situation where the outside world is digging into Han Yishi's past in such a hot situation.
However, compared to the relationship between himself and the Jin family being investigated by others, what Han Yu cares about most is another thing.
This matter actually has nothing to do with it, it is even only for Han Yu alone, it seems to be so crucial.
And its origin is even older, starting when Han Yu got the notebook left by Han Yishi.
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“…… Zhiyu?"
On the set of "Dear Eundong", when the familiar middle-aged male voice came to his ears, Han Yu lowered his dark eyes and did not speak.
After receiving no response, the father on the other end of the phone also stopped saying anything.
There was a moment of silence on the phone.
An unspeakable silence permeated the father-son pair, who had a unique relationship, as if to show others the difficulty of the beginning of their conversation.
“…… I heard Taeyeon sayon, "You have something to do with me?"
Someone has to break the deadlock, otherwise it would be a pure waste of time to continue with it.
So after a period of silence that was not too long, Han Yu still responded in a low voice, straight to the point, and went straight to the point, as if he didn't want to talk about any more superfluous topics.
“…… Your new work, I watched. ”
As if sensing a hint of the meaning in his words, Father Jin on the other end of the phone spoke more heavily and briefly.
His voice sounded like a muffled drum covered in some block, and no matter how strong the vibrations occurred inside, the sound that came out was still so low and undulating.
"Hmm. ”
However, Han Yu's answer was also exceptionally concise.
It was just a light response from his nose, as if to explain to others that the impatience in his heart was slowly accumulating.
Fortunately, perhaps he felt that this was too obvious to express his emotions, and soon, after a pause, he pursed his lips again, took his mobile phone and added: "What do you think?"
He spoke in a perfunctory tone, as if he were doing something routine.
What people didn't expect was that as soon as he finished asking, a slightly hurried answer came from the other end of the phone almost without thinking: "I think it's good!"
So, suddenly, on both ends of the phone, at the age of nearly thirty and sixty, the two men fell into a brief silence because of this.
If you think about it, it seems that poor words are a hereditary trait of their family, starting from the previous generation, and even to themselves and Taeyeon.
Father and son, it seems that no one is good at dealing with the current situation.
But soon, the words on the other end of the phone came back as if Father Jin was explaining.
"Xia Yan, Zhixiong, and me and your aunt, all watched the live broadcast carefully, and you acted very well in it. ”
Holding his phone and looking down at the ground, Han Yu replied softly: "Hmm...... Thank you for the compliment. ”
The voice on the other end of the line immediately paused, and then whispered, "This kind of thing...... You shouldn't, and there's no need to say thank you, to me. ”
After hearing this, Han Yu pursed his lips, raised his other hand and scratched his forehead, not knowing how to answer Father Jin's words.
However, just as he thought about it, just as he was about to say something, another sentence from his mobile phone made him swallow back the words that had just come to his mouth, and the whole person's face looked even more inexplicable for a moment-
"This TV series ...... I've heard about this TV series called "Dear Eundon", ...... Is it your doll's mother's work?"
A simple sentence is like a pebble thrown into a calm lake.
While destroying the apparent peace between them just now, it was also like a cold wind, making the atmosphere between the two people seem to condense suddenly.
Finally...... Or talking about it.
Raising his face and slowly exhaling into the clear sky above his head, Han Yu no longer hesitated, pressed his phone to his ear, and replied very dryly: "Yes." That's right. It's my doll mom's work. ”
This time, it was the golden father's side that fell into a long, one-sided silence.
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In the house of the Kim family in Jeonju.
Mother Jin, Jin Zhixiong, and Jin Xiayan all sat outside the living room, and the eyes of the mother and son would fall on the closed door of the room where Father Jin was now from time to time.
There are many meanings in the eyes, some are worried, some are tangled, and some are indescribably complicated.
Let him talk to Han Yu alone himself, this is the request that Father Jin made to them before.
It's just that the father who has always been taciturn will react to his brother who is angry in the depths of his heart?
For this point, even the golden mother, who seemed to sit calmly between the two brothers and sisters, did not have a clear answer in her heart.
On one side is her husband who has been with her for decades, and on the other side is the son of the Kim family, who is not related to her by blood, and it should be easy to make a choice if you change to someone else.
But today's Golden Mother's thoughts are not like this.
In the corner of her eyes that she couldn't help but cast at that door from time to time, there was a subtle worry and love.
She knew that today's conversation was important to the two men in the family, the old and the young, but she also did not want to see either of them hurt.
So, where are things headed?
She is also very concerned about this issue.
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Inside, heavy curtains block most of the sunlight from the windows, causing the room to be rather dimly lit.
Father Jin sat quietly on a wicker chair placed by the window, his middle-aged and broad face pale and dim in the light that came in through the cracks in the curtains.
He hung his head, holding a mobile phone in his hand, as if it was a statue standing still, solemn and silent for a long time, before he moved his lips, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "I took a serious look at the introduction of that show...... I heard that this drama tells the story of a man looking for his first love?"
Han Yu on the other end of the phone didn't answer anything, and his silent attitude seemed to express something.
It's just that the next moment, if the words that come out of Father Kim's mouth are put outside, even if they are heard by Kim Taeyeon and their brothers and sisters, I'm afraid they will be uncontrollably stunned-
"Looks like I guessed correctly...... This drama is your doll mother's work for me and herself. ”
On the set of "Dear Eundong" in Seoul.
After hearing these words in his ears, his eyebrows suddenly moved.
Han Yu turned his head to look around with his mobile phone, and the petite figure in the distance was still waiting for him in place, which made the lines of his face look extremely straight in the sun, but in his expression, there was nothing shocking to see.
Regarding the words that Father Jin suddenly said, he behaved as if he had known it for a long time.
And in fact, he did find out about it a long time ago!
In "Dear Eundong", the actor Ji Eun-ho finally found his beloved first love Ji Eun-dong after 20 years, but Eun-dong at that time had forgotten himself, married someone else, and had a family and children.
In the eyes of outsiders, such a story may be just a poignant love story that makes people sigh.
But in Han Yu's eyes and in Father Jin's eyes, what they saw didn't stop there......
At the beginning, Father Jin didn't realize it much, but when he learned who the author of "Endong" was, the thoughts in his mind instantly cleared!
Maybe the male protagonist is looking for the heroine, and some people will still be puzzled, so what if the positions of the male and female protagonists are reversed?
If the person who has been looking for his lover for 20 years is changed to the heroine Ji Eundong, and the person who forgot the heroine and had children is changed to the male protagonist Ji Eun-ho, does everyone feel inexplicably familiar with such a story?
That's right......
"Dear Endon", actually...... It should be Han Yishi's work based on the marriage between himself and Jin's father!
Even, in the play, the "male protagonist" Ji Eun-ho has a sister who grew up and has an excellent relationship, and in terms of personality, he is very similar to Park Ji-eun.
Regarding this, Han Yu only realized it later when he slowly studied the entire script.
The reason is naturally because of Han Yishi's confusing setting of interchanging the situation of the male and female protagonists.
Just think about it, his mother's setting of the script also made Han Yu suddenly seem to realize something in his heart.
Even at the end of the day...... She also didn't let the man be the one who took responsibility.
No matter what, you don't blame him, but instead put part of the blame on the "heroine" and blame yourself.
You...... Do you want to express this meaning?
Such a thought kept churning in Han Yu's mind, making him forcibly control himself and finally maintain a calm attitude, and some kind of emotion seemed to be brewing and fermenting in the depths of his heart, and it was only one opportunity away from it that it would detonate.
The fact that Han Yishi was exposed on the Internet a few days ago is an opportunity!
Zhiyu ...... I know that you should be full of resentment or anger towards me right now, and I don't want to explain anything for myself. But I think ...... There are some things between our father and son that have to be resolved. ”
The voice of the golden father on the other end of the phone was still low, and if you listened carefully, you could even hear the deep pain and helplessness in his words.
It's just that at this moment, since he has spoken out, Han Yu doesn't have the slightest intention of being reasonable.
He held his mobile phone and said in a deep voice: "Yes, I don't deny that all my negative feelings about you have been re-hooked by this work of my doll mother." But to solve the problem of Dad...... How do you want to resolve the conflict between me and you?"
Father Jin on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment when he heard this.
This is one of the few times Han Yu has called himself like this, but the tone in which he said this made Father Jin unable to lift the slightest joy in his heart.
Yes, it's just an uncontrollable sadness and trembling.
Taeyeon and the other siblings didn't understand why just Han Yishi's matter was exposed, and Father Kim and Han Woo would behave so abnormally.
Of course, they didn't think of the reason inside, and they wouldn't understand what kind of barrier has been built between this special father and son now.
Han Yu didn't want to talk more about Father Kim.
As he said, the contradiction between them is not at all something that can be resolved in a few words.
Because unless the deceased can come back to life, the problems between them will always exist.
Even if it can be worn by time in the future, it will leave a scar that cannot be erased, deep in their respective hearts.
The current Han Yu is obviously still in the most emotionally unstable time.
He himself knew that even if he ran to Father Jin and made a fuss, it would be useless, it would be a child's nonsense.
So, he chose to avoid it.
Simply dodge, maybe after this while, the emotions in his heart will subside, and things will be better.
But apparently, Father Jin didn't think the same way as he did.
This father and son, both of them are stubborn and only believe in their own way of solving things.
Therefore, when he realized that he was likely to be in Han Yu's state today and that he would not be able to achieve the original purpose in his heart, the father Jin on the other end of the phone made a strange request to Han Yu-
"I know you don't want to tell me about it right now, so I don't want to force you...... However, if you can, I hope you can come to Jeonju on the 27th, and there are some things I want to say to you in person. ”
Number 27?
His brows subconsciously frowned, and his thoughts moved again, as if he remembered something, Han Yu didn't think much about it and was about to refuse: "I'm afraid not, I have something more important to do that day......"
"Number 27!"
Father Jin's voice on the other end of the phone suddenly rose up, he said calmly, and almost word by word said something that made Han Yu's pupils shrink slightly.
"That day is your doll's sacrifice day......