Text Chapter 123 Let it go

Last time, I said goodbye in a hurry, and I didn't have time to ask Zhang Na for my mobile phone number, but now I got the phone number from Meng Fanbing. Meng Fanbing is quite principled, and at first he said that he couldn't give it to you without Zhang Na's consent, but Li Muye told her that he had already seen someone, so she told her the number.

On the phone, the time and place of the meeting were agreed.

The next morning, Zhang Na had an operation, and at two o'clock in the afternoon at Nanshan Ancient Temple, there was no discussion.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Li Muye arrived on time. After waiting for a while, Zhang Na also hurried over. When they met, they apologized and explained that at noon, they had temporarily made one more with Professor Luxenberg, and it was too late. The more Li Muye listened, the more uncomfortable he became, in the past, did they still need to explain like this?

Nanshan Ancient Temple is located at the southern end of Xinchang, built in the tenth year of Yuan Dade (1306), and was originally named Chang Lonely Nunnery. Repeatedly repaired and rebuilt, the original house 38 rooms, after the only Daxiong Hall and a row of monks' houses. "Nanshan Snow Ji" was once listed as "Ten Views of Sunshan Mountain". There are three 700-year-old ginkgo biloba trees behind the temple, and the diameter is more than a few hugs.

The two walked side by side, along the path of the temple to the bell and drum tower, the Jizo hall, and the abbot's room. Finally, I came to Jushilin and stopped.

"Brother, I've grown up. She sat on the stone stool that Li Muye had carefully brushed, and smiled gently: "You don't have to take care of me so specially." ”

Growing up has two meanings, the physical level and the psychological level. Six years ago, nineteen-year-old Zhang Na was already a big girl on a physical level. So this sentence grows up and obviously refers to the latter. This is a topic that makes Li Muye sad.

"No matter how mature you grow up, you will always be the sister who needs to be taken care of in Brother Ono's heart and can be willful. ”

"It's really numb. Zhang Na pursed her lips and smiled: "But I like it." ”

"I'm sorry for what happened last time, did I embarrass you in front of your mentor later?"

"It's okay, you're my brother, it's not a shameful thing. ”

Li Muye was a little moved in his heart, but he was inexplicably lost. Is it just my brother?

Zhang Na said again: "Brother, I have already thought about officially proposing to repentance to Cousin Liu Qi." ”

"What do you mean?" Li Muye was taken aback and said, "Won't it be very troublesome?" and asked again: "Do godfathers and godmothers know your decision?"

Zhang Na said: "My aunt and grandmother definitely don't agree, and my parents don't support it, but it doesn't matter, I said, I've grown up, whether it's my future career or marriage, I hope to make my own decisions, so no matter what the consequences are, even if my parents don't recognize me as a daughter, I have to regret the marriage." ”

"I support you!" Li Muye patted his chest and said, "No matter what decision you make, my brother is your strong backing." ”

Zhang Na smiled lightly, suddenly raised her hand and gently stroked Li Muye's cheek, and said: "My silly brother, no one knows better than me how smart and amazing you are, but you are willing to make yourself look like an unprincipled fool for me, I really want to thank you for your efforts for me for so many years." ”

Li Muye quickly grabbed the little hand she wanted to withdraw, and said, "When did you and I become so strange that we need to say this thank you?"

Zhang Na struggled slightly, and after failing to do so, she simply let Li Muye hold her little hand and said, "Brother, although I have decided to regret my marriage, at the same time, I also want to retract the promise I gave you in private." ”

Li Muye suddenly felt as if he had fallen from heaven to hell all of a sudden, and he was extremely disappointed but unwilling to ask, "Why?"

"Because I'm not sure I'm still in love with you. Zhang Na said: "There is no doubt that I care about you, but I don't think this concern is out of the love of men and women." ”

Li Muye slowly let go of her hand and said: "Nana, I don't want to put pressure on you, but I'm really a little unwilling, for today's reunion, I pinned my head to my belt and threw my shame to God, I have worked hard for nearly seven years, if you only give me such an explanation, I really can't tell you that I can accept it." ”

"Brother, I'm sorry. Zhang Na had tears in her eyes and said in a trembling voice: "I owe you, but my experience over the years tells me that if I love someone, I should love, worship, and chase without hesitation, but I don't feel this way for you." ”

"Have you met someone who gives you this feeling?" asked Li Muye.

"Not yet. Zhang Na shook her head slowly, with some hesitation in her tone, and said: "Or maybe I'm not sure, I'm now fully engaged in my career, and I have almost no time to think about personal problems." Her voice grew quieter and quieter, and at last she lowered her head.

"A career in medicine. Li Muye chewed on the taste of these words, and suddenly asked, "Is that Professor Luxemberg?"

"He's seventy-five years old. Zhang Na bowed her head and said, "It's enough to be my grandfather, and I still have a wife and children in the United States." ”

"Have you ever clarified your thoughts with him?" Li Muye didn't know what he was asking for, but asked subconsciously.

Zhang Na shook her head and said: "How can I be embarrassed to say such an embarrassing thing, and my feelings for him are more from the spiritual level of worship, he takes an absolutely fair view of the whole world, only concentrates on business, and treats his family very loyally, I don't think I have much chance to say it in my life." ”

"Then live like this?" Li Muye suddenly felt a little distressed about her.

"There's nothing wrong with living like this. Nana said with a smile: "Now I pay more attention to my own business level, and I will stay here to work for a while, and I will pass my medical doctorate thesis, and maybe open my own medical institution, there are so many things to do, I don't have time to think about love and love." ”

Li Muye thought of what Anasayev said on the phone yesterday, maybe it would be a good choice to just watch her chase her dreams quietly not far away. Crush is not suffering, and worrying about loss after gaining is also suffering, this sea of suffering is endless, and it has gone deep into it, so why turn back?

Nana has changed, she has become better, she has her own thoughts and goals, and she no longer belongs to anyone. Looking at her confident and tranquil appearance, and the pavilions and mountains behind her to merge into an ink landscape, Li Muye spontaneously felt a sense of not being able to bear to destroy.

Anasayev is right, the highest state of true love is to know how to let go and give the other person absolute freedom. If his feelings are not likely to hurt her, Li Muye actually has the confidence to chase her back.

The evening bell rang, and before I knew it, it was getting late. Pedestrians in the temple are becoming scarce.

It's time to let go.

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Completely raw, pure goat's milk, unprocessed, is poured into a huge barrel-shaped metal container. Through the glass window, Li Muye's limbs could be seen to be bound by extremely elastic leather ropes, and he quickly waved his arms and moved his body in a stabbing and slashing manner.

Lao Cui stared intently at the numbers on the two meters of the timer and the counter. The time was approaching ten minutes, and Brother Ono inside still maintained an astonishing speed of movement. Lao Cui showed a worried look, this is already the tenth day, and Li Muye has not said a word to anyone in the past five days, except for the necessary meals and sleep, the rest of the time has been spent hard grinding.

No matter how powerful the drug is, there is always a limit. Lao Cui's own record is twelve minutes, which is his limit, and any more will be life-threatening. And where is Brother Ye's limit now, Lao Cui really can't say.

The siren went off, which was issued by a sensor that specifically supervised Li Muye's heart rate. The clock finally stood at twelve minutes. The counter showed that during this time, Li Muye made a total of 4,000 splitting movements in the highly viscous liquid. On average, five times a second. The total distance traveled by the body is one kilometer. In this small space, a single step can be up to 20 centimeters. That is to say, Li Muye moved more than 5,000 steps in this extreme situation.

Lao Cui opened the container and introduced the liquid inside into another container.

Li Muye jumped out from above. Jing walked naked to the table and drank the last bowl of tiger bone wine prepared by Lao Cui. Then go straight to the bathroom.

"Tomorrow is the day I agreed with Zhang Haichao, right?"

"Yes. Lao Cui was stunned for a moment, and then excited: "Boss, you finally spoke." ”

"These days worry you. Li Muye smiled at Lao Cui and asked, "Is there any news over there?"

Lao Cui replied: "The news from the club said that the person named Li Luowen has not been idle these days, and has been practicing the actual combat skills of modern fighting. ”

"Xiao Fen's poke foot is also a true inheritance. Li Muye said: "The fist is afraid of being young, and his physical strength at that age must be a big problem." ”

"It's okay, even if he's doing well. Lao Cui straightened his chest and said: "I don't believe that his striking power will be stronger than that of you, boss." ”

"The eagle and the rabbit have to go all out, so don't be careless. Li Muye admonished, then put on his clothes and said, "Let's go, go to the boxing gym to find a quiet venue, and let's compare and contrast first." ”

Lao Cui shook his head and refused, and said: "Forget it, I'm afraid of getting hurt, and I'm afraid that I will hurt you by mistake, and it's really boring to fight without giving full play to my strength." ”

Li Muye smiled with satisfaction, you kid also have today. In the past, this old boy must have nodded happily. Because he is in control of the situation, and with his strong defense, he can tolerate it at will. And now Brother Ono's strength has improved by leaps and bounds, and this kid can't deal with it as calmly as before, so he refuses.

"Cowardice, don't dare to forget it. Li Muye glanced at the potion bottle that was already empty on the table, and ordered: "These things are too dangerous, just use them once, and you have to practice slowly by yourself in the future." ”

Lao Cui said: "Don't worry, I will take care of it." He added: "That Zhang Yide is back, and he has already found a place to prepare for the Anna Jewelry branch according to your instructions, and asked me to ask you when you are free to guide." ”

"Mentoring a fart. Li Muye was impatient: "I can't do this little thing well, and I still deserve to be called a retired elite member of the former KGB?"

Lao Cui said: "This person is actually quite interesting, while learning Chinese, it is not easy to open a branch at the same time." ”

Li Muye said with a smile: "I don't know the north if I give you a few nice words, it seems that he has worked you, you go and tell this fellow, by my side, the rules and regulations are enough, don't worry too much about other aspects, it is normal to spend a little more budget, there are many rules for doing things here, and there are many places where you need to spend some money, as long as it is not too much, I will explain it to Anna for him." ”

Lao Cui said: "Mrs. Anna's management methods are too powerful, I think he is really scared." And he added: "Not only him, but even an old man like Petrovich is terrified." ”

"Being in awe is good for them, for me, for Diana. Li Muye said: "Not everyone can establish a 100% trust relationship with you and me. ”

Lao Cui's expression was dazed, he changed his title, and said in a deep voice: "Big brother, I understand." ”

"Emotions are your strength, but I don't have to be so honest. Li Muye said: "The love of our brothers is to pin their heads to their belts together, I know that you respect me in your heart, and this is enough." ”

"In the past few days, Shen Peijun has sent a message saying that he wants to meet you, but I see that you are in a bad mood and I will block you. Lao Cui reported: "And that Shen Xinming also came here to find you, but my wife didn't let her in." ”

"Well done. Li Muye squinted and said: "He wants to come to be a peacemaker, and I won't see him until I get Zhang Haichao to obey." After a pause, he sneered and said, "After tomorrow, let's see how much more tide that Zhang Haichao can rise?"