Chapter 615 Major Changes 9

1.

Now, facing his lonely and helpless wife Liu Shuzhen who is sick in bed, Feng Shu's heart suddenly sprouts a little tenderness, and the thousands of days and nights that have been walked with this poor woman have appeared in Feng Shu's mind like a movie...

At that time, the Feng family was very poor and the family reputation was not very good, it was Liu Shuzhen who married him without hesitation despite the opposition of his family; at that time, he was just a fledgling hairy boy, and he stepped into the officialdom of education under the support of Liu Shuzhen's cousin Liu Wenhua, and came to today's position step by step; at that time, although the small life of a family of three was poor, he and Liu Shuzhen respected each other like guests and loved each other.

Feng Shu knew in his heart that he had done uningratituding, betrayed his wife, and despicable ugly things, but now, when Feng Shu put Liu Shuzhen and Qu Aiying on the balance of his soul at the same time, Feng Shu felt that although he felt guilty about his wife Liu Shuzhen in his heart, he was more reluctant to give up his lover Qu Aiying. If he had to make a choice between his wife Liu Shuzhen and his lover Qu Aiying, then Feng Shu would choose his lover Qu Aiying as a matter of course.

Feng Shu firmly grasped this feeling, and found N reasons in his heart to excuse himself. For example, Liu Shuzhen's illness will die sooner or later, and she will have to marry again sooner or later anyway, isn't it just a matter of a few days earlier and a few days later? Why should she be so serious? For example, a gentle and virtuous woman like Liu Shuzhen will not look at herself and live a hard life alone with her son in the future. Wait, anyway, in the few minutes that Feng Shu stood in front of Liu Shuzhen's hospital bed, Feng Shu's brain was comparable to the CPU of a computer, and it was constantly running at high speed, one thought after another kept flashing in Feng Shu's mind, and finally, Feng Shu grasped the most important and critical point, that is, "extinguishing the fire", no matter what, he had to try to coax Liu Shuzhen at present, and this unbearable situation could not be allowed to continue to spread.

Just do it, Feng Shu came back to his senses from his stupor, and hurriedly ran to the living room and poured half a cup of boiled water, ready to lend Liu Shuzhen the opportunity to feed the medicine and close to her.

"Shuzhen, Shuzhen, get up and take medicine..." Feng Shu held a cup in one hand and a few small pills in the other, and softly shouted Liu Shuzhen's name.

Feng Shu shouted a few times in succession, but Liu Shuzhen didn't react at all, her thin body was lying on her side on the bed, except for the occasional twitching of her body curled up in the sheet, Liu Shuzhen didn't pay any attention to Feng Shu. Feng Shu swallowed a mouthful of saliva embarrassedly, put down the water cup in his hand, and wanted to reach out to help Liu Shuzhen up.

But who knew that Feng Shu's hand had just touched Liu Shuzhen's thin shoulder, Liu Shuzhen suddenly turned her head and shouted hoarsely again: "Get out..."

Liu Shuzhen's hysterical roar spread far and wide in the silent night, and it once again frightened Feng Shu to stand there. and Liu Shuzhen's eyes full of tears and anger, which made Feng Shu shudder.

This roar is full of pain and anger in Liu Shuzhen's heart; this roar is the only way for a weak woman to defend her pitiful dignity; this roar has completely severed the husband and wife relationship between Liu Shuzhen and Feng Shu...

Faced with Liu Shuzhen's anger and sadness, Feng Shu reluctantly turned around and went to the living room, and casually closed the bedroom door.

After so many years of husband and wife, Feng Shu knows Liu Shuzhen's temperament very well, knowledgeable, virtuous and gentle, kind but stubborn, in this case, it is better to stimulate Liu Shuzhen less, although Liu Shuzhen is sick in bed and can't move, but she can still yell and scream. Feng Shu was afraid that Liu Shuzhen would go crazy again, in the middle of the night, if the neighbors heard it, then Feng Shu really couldn't explain it.

After being married for so many years, it was the first time Feng Shu had seen Liu Shuzhen appear in such an almost crazy state, and Feng Shu knew that this time, he had hurt Liu Shuzhen too deeply.

With a long sigh, Feng Shu collapsed on the sofa baldly, his hands pulling his hair and falling into deep thought. Feng Shu needs to seriously think about it, in the current situation, where should he go next?

2.

At the moment when Feng Shu turned around and left to cover the bedroom door, two lines of grievance and grief rolled down Liu Shuzhen's thin cheeks.

This night, Liu Shuzhen didn't sleep all night, while enduring the torture of illness, while watching her heart dripping blood...

This night, Liu Shuzhen recalled the whole process of knowing and falling in love with Feng Shu until getting married and having children, there are laughter, tears, happiness and sweetness when in love, and a poor but warm life after marriage, as well as the solemn vows that are vivid and lingering in the ears... These, from today, from the moment Liu Shuzhen knew that Feng Shu and Qu Aiying were "cheating", what husband and wife love, what white-headed old together, what wings fly... All of this will be gone...

This night, Liu Shuzhen hugged the pillow and cried silently all night, until the tears dried up, until the tears soaked the pillow...

3.

This night, Feng Shu didn't sleep well, in addition to thinking in his heart about how to calm the anger in Liu Shuzhen's heart and how to quietly cover up this "ugly thing", Feng Shu also had to open the bedroom door from time to time to secretly take a look at Liu Shuzhen's condition, but Feng Shu never dared to talk to Liu Shuzhen, he was afraid of provoking Liu Shuzhen to go crazy again, and Feng Shu still had palpitations about Liu Shuzhen's hysterical roar just now.

Tossing and turning until it was almost dawn, Feng Shu squinted on the sofa in a daze for a while.

At five o'clock in the morning of the next day, the "chirping" of magpies on the big poplar tree at the gate of the courtyard woke Feng Shu up. Feng Shu, who woke up from his sleep, rubbed his cheeks with both hands, stretched his waist and yawned a lot, and reached out to take the glasses on the coffee table and put them on, then stood up and pulled his slippers to the bedroom.