After getting rid of Shen Jingyu, I was distracted, and I don't know why, Shen Jingyu's words made me so sad that I forgot to buy the food and returned to the hospital.

Fu Palm saw me coming back empty-handed, and was a little strange, "Didn't you go to buy food? Why did you come back so soon? Have you eaten?"

Then I remembered what I was doing when I went out, and I slapped the door of my head, "I forgot, I'll buy it right away." ”

"Sisi!" Fu Zhangzhang stopped me, "What's wrong? Why are you so absent-minded?"

I shook my head and walked out, "It's okay, maybe I'm old, I'm about to get dementia!"

"Silly boy, what nonsense, how old are you, and you are still demented!" Fu Zhang said angrily.

Shen Jingyu's conditions are so tempting, but I can't be sorry for Lin Xuan.

In the evening, Lin Xuan called me to go to dinner together, I hesitated, but I still went.

"Your dad likes Shen Jingyu very much?" Lin Xuan didn't beat around the bush, "I see how you look now, are you going to refer to your father's opinion?"

"He had a heart condition and I couldn't really him. I said lightly.

"I found out that you changed after you returned to Xi'an. Lin Xuan said while holding the meat for me.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, "I found that after I returned to Xi'an, you have also changed." ”

The scene was awkward for a while, and the two looked at each other and were silent for a moment.

"Do you really want to break up with me?" Lin Xuan's appearance looked much calmer.

I hesitated, in the end, I still have feelings for him.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he asked the boss for a bottle of liquor.

I wrinkled my eyebrows, "You've been drinking every day since you returned to Xi'an, can't you stop drinking?"

He smiled wryly, "How can I sleep without getting drunk?"

My heart ached violently, because he had misunderstood too much, and he still refused to listen to the explanation, and of course he was so sad that he couldn't sleep.

I saw that he directly unscrewed the cap of the bottle and filled most of the bottle in one go.

I reached for the wine and snatched it and placed it on the table within my reach, "Did you call me just to see you drinking? Lin Xuan, now you, I find that I don't know you at all. ”

He seemed a little drunk, burped, held his forehead, and looked at me with a smile, "yes, I've changed, from the moment I fell in love with you, I wasn't what I used to be." I became sensitive, I became unable to control my emotions, I became forward-looking. ”

"Don't say it!" I interrupted Lin Xuan's words.

"Do you know how insecure I am with you? How scared I am? I always knew that Shen Jingyu was interested in you, and I have been secretly helping you, but I can't control my feelings, and I don't want to disturb your life!" Lin Xuan slapped the table and continued, "Fu Sisi, you never know how much I love you, I can give up everything for you! For you, I can even give up my original plan!"

"The original plan?" I wrinkled my eyebrows and looked at Lin Xuan, "What plan?"

He waved his hand and laughed, "But I've tried so hard for so long, and in the end, I still fell short." He snatched the wine in front of me, and when I was about to take it back, he waved his hand at me and continued, "Just tell me, do you also like Shen Jingyu, as long as you tell me that you like it, I will fulfill you!"

I picked up the teacup on the side, poured all the warm water in it on Lin Xuan's face, and stood up with the bag, "If I like Shen Jingyu, I have nothing to do with you from the beginning!"

"At the beginning?" Lin Xuan wiped the tea on his face and frowned, "At the beginning, he had a wife, but now you know that he is divorced, and you know that you have a chance, so you will treat me like this!

Looking at Lin Xuan's appearance, I thought I wouldn't cry, but my sour eyes were the truest version of myself.

I sniffed and didn't let the tears fall, "Lin Xuan, how good am I in your eyes? Why don't you feel safe at all when you're with me? When I was in Chengdu, we stayed together almost twenty-four hours a day, what else did I not know? What did Shen Jingyu do to make you get yourself drunk every day to numb yourself?"

He took another sip of wine and laughed, "It seems that you don't know yet, he helped you arrange a job, helped you take revenge on Diao Yawen, and helped you heal Aunt Jiang's eyes." If I didn't like you, why did I do so much for you and not ask for anything in return?"

I looked at Lin Xuan in shock, it turned out that he had always known.

"Don't be a fool, everyone can tell he likes you. The only reason why the two of you didn't get together was because he had a family. I've checked, his divorce this time was a big injury, half of his property was taken away by Guan Yijie, who did he divorce for? Why did he want to help your father regardless of the return, not to get his father-in-law first!" Lin Xuan looked at me almost desperately with the wine bottle in his arms, "Why am I so uncomfortable? But if you give me a better response, I won't become like this!"

I couldn't help but laugh and cry, "Where did we start arguing like this? Didn't I respond to you at all? On the day of the proposal, when I was about to respond to you, did you run away? I knew my dad was sick, and I came to you, didn't you even open the door for me? Am I not going to tell you everything? Lin Xuan, I agreed to be with you because I liked you, but why did you do this?"

"Like me?" Lin Xuan's expression was blank.

"I don't like you, do you think you can buy my feelings just because you spent five million for me? I have been with you in Chengdu during this time, why do I still have to give you every month's salary, I just don't want to have a financial entanglement with you, what I want is just a pure relationship!" I stood up, "I really like you, I don't care if you have a sense of security or not, but you ...... You're still missing me. ”

I walked out, and Lin Xuan chased after me, "Are you determined to break up with me?"

I nodded, "I gave you a chance, but you don't want it!"

"If you really like me, you'll forgive me. Lin Xuan kept shaking his head, his eyes scarlet.

"Everything else can be forgiven, but what happened at the bar, I can't forget. I looked at Lin Xuan, "I've been betrayed, I can't tolerate my man having such intimate physical contact with other women!"

He gritted his teeth and lowered his voice, "Do you know why I behaved like this? I'm a normal man, and I have physical needs." ”

"Even if you want to solve your physiological needs, you shouldn't let me find out, right?" I laughed out of tears and continued to walk outside, Lin Xuan chased a few steps before being stopped by the restaurant owner.

I walked quickly across the road, and there was a small park over there. I simply went in, sat on the bench and cried, I was so sad when I broke up, I was sure that I had loved Lin Xuan, but why I came to this point was all unexpected. I fantasized about the good life after marrying him, and I also imagined that I would have many children before him. But before anything has happened, it's over.

He said I should forgive him for his physical needs, but I really couldn't, and I still remember the scene of him touching a woman naked in public.

I kept shaking my head, I wanted to forget the image, but I couldn't shake it off. This made me even more uncomfortable than when Fang Rong found me at that time.

Holding my knees, I haven't cried like this in a long time. I'm millions in debt, I'm not in a good relationship, my dad is still in the hospital waiting to spend money, and the person I'm going to marry doesn't want to touch me, and I'm out looking for a woman who meets my physical needs!

"Ding......" The phone rang.

It was my mother who called, and I quickly wiped the tears from my face, cleared my throat, and tried to calm myself before answering the call.

"Sisi, how is your dad?"

"Fortunately, I will be discharged from the hospital in a few days. "My voice is still a little hoarse.

"What's wrong with you? Did you catch a cold? Didn't Lin Xuan also go to Xi'an, you two changed guards, don't be alone in the hospital, you are going to get married, you can't be left alone in the hospital." Mom said with concern.

When she said that she was going to get married, my heart was sour, and my eyes turned red again.

"Is something wrong with the two of you, how can I hear your voice is not right. "Mom immediately knew something was wrong with me.

Hot tears fell, "Mom, I broke up with him." ”

"What's wrong? Why did you break up? Wasn't it okay before?"

"It's not appropriate. I found a reason, "Mom, I'll wait for my dad to be discharged from the hospital, find a place, and come to Chengdu to pick you up." ”

"Is he really determined to break up?Did he do something sorry for you?" the mother muttered, "Lin Xuan, this kid is usually honest, he can't do anything, he is ready to get married, why did he break up!"

"Mom, don't ask, it's a breakup anyway, just let our family have a good time in the future. I won't tell you, I need to buy some food and go to the hospital. ”

"Then take care of yourself, don't get too tired. It's really not good, I'll buy a ticket to come to Xi'an, I'm afraid you'll be too tired alone. ”

"Mom, no need, he's about to be discharged from the hospital. You wait for me to turn around and pick you up, you're alone in Chengdu, you have to take good care of yourself, you know?"

After I broke off the phone with my mother, I hugged my head, cried heartily, and then went to buy food and go to the hospital as if nothing happened.

The person who cried could be found at a glance, and when Fu Zhang asked me, I avoided talking about it, and he didn't ask again.

A few days later, Fu Zhang was discharged from the hospital, I found a cheap house in the city and rented it, and after settling Fu Zhang, I ran back to Chengdu to pick up my mother.

As soon as he entered the door, Lin Xuan was home alone. He looked a lot thinner and sat on the couch smoking.

I went into the house to pack my things, and contacted the courier company to pick up the goods, and then walked to the living room, took off the ring on my hand, and put it on the coffee table, "I'm leaving, I calculated, I still owe you 4.8 million, I will pay you back slowly, and the bank interest will be calculated." ”

Lin Xuan glanced at the ring on the table and smiled bitterly, "No chance at all?"

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, "I...... I think it's better for us to be separated. ”

"You said you like me, you can bear to live without me if you like me?" Lin Xuan looked at me in disbelief, "Sisi, you can't think about it again?"

I shook my head, "What else am I going to think about? Didn't I make it all clear that night?"

"You've never liked me, hehe!" Lin Xuan sneered.

I stood in front of the window and saw my mother carrying things downstairs and was about to enter the building, and I didn't bother to explain to Lin Xuan, "Although what do you think." ”

He walked up to me and said in a cold voice, "Don't you want to think that I have done so much for you, and you just left me?"

"You were the one who forced me away, and I can forgive everything else, except for what happened in the bar, I can't forgive. I hate betrayal, once and twice. Your so-called insecurity is all from Fang Rong, and it has nothing to do with me. The previous failed marriage made you cautious and sensitive, and the responsibility for all of this is not on me. I'm ready to go now, and you don't have to say how much you've done and I need to feel guilty about staying with you. Lin Xuan, if I chose to be with you because of what you did for me, then you would look down on the relationship between us too much!" I said and turned around to get the bag.

Lin Xuan grabbed my arm, "I can forgive you for having a relationship with Shen Jingyu, why can't you forgive me for playing in the bar for a while?"

I couldn't laugh or cry, "Why did I have a relationship with Shen Jingyu, don't you know in your heart? Even if it has nothing to do with you, I have a relationship with Shen Jingyu before I confirm the relationship with you, if the previous things can still be the reason for you to quarrel with me, it is really ridiculous!"

The strength in Lin Xuan's hand was reduced, I broke free of his hand, and continued, "It's you who haven't let go all along, you are holding Shen Jingyu's matter, and because of Fang Rong's matter, you look at me like a prisoner, as long as I don't do a good job, it can be a reason for you to quarrel with me." As soon as you quarrel, you will go to the woman who solves your physical needs, I'm sorry, I really can't live with you anymore. ”

"It's all because of Shen Jingyu, because of your father, when he gets sick, he can't get sick, but he wants to get sick at this time!" Lin Xuan was extremely annoyed.

I sneered, "I think it's time for him to be sick, and let me recognize you, and how fragile my relationship with you is." ”

Lin Xuan was silent for a long time, and finally asked, "Have you ever loved me?"

"Loved. I replied heartily and turned to move my packed bags to the door.

"Love me, why did you reject me on the day I proposed to you?" Lin Xuan chased after him.

I wrinkled my eyebrows, "That's not love." I didn't bother to explain it to him, after all, my refusal was only because I hadn't had such a few experiences, and I had almost no memory of being drunk or drugged before.

"Heh, it's finally time to tell the truth!" Lin Xuan laughed, "Get out!

"My mom is almost there, and I'm going to disappear from your eyes completely. In the future, I hope that the only contact between us is that I transfer money to your account on a regular basis, and the rest, try not to contact you!" I let out a long sigh.

Lin Xuan picked up the ring on the coffee table, glanced at it, threw it directly into the trash can, got up and entered his room.

Mom came back and was ready to cook, and after I mailed the courier, Mom's meal was ready.

"I'm going to call Lin Xuan out for dinner, I'm leaving, let's have a casual meal. Mom wiped her hands on her apron and prepared to call Lin Xuan.

I grabbed her, untied her apron, and hung it aside, "We won't eat at home, our car is running out of time." I'll call him, you...... You wait for me at the door, we'll have to leave right away!"

Mom frowned, "Is there really no room for redemption?"

I nodded, and my mother knew my temper and stopped trying to persuade me.

I went and knocked on the door of Lin Xuan's room, but he didn't respond.

"The meal is on the table, and our mother and daughter thank you. Lin Xuan, thank you for taking care of us during this time, and thank you for your tolerance and understanding all the time, I'm leaving. ”

After saying that, I turned around and pulled my mother out the door.

While waiting for the elevator, he heard the sound of dishes and chopsticks hitting the ground from Lin Xuan's house. He still ruined a good table in the end.

Mom turned around to go back, "Why is there such a big movement, is something wrong?" Sisi, are you saying something too hurtful, let's talk about it, let's get together and disperse!"

I grabbed my mother, "He's going to be fine, and he's not seventeen or eighteen years old." ”

I followed my mother all the way to the station, and my mother was worried about Lin Xuan all the way, and kept persuading me to make a phone call with Lin Xuan.

The matter with Lin Xuan came to an end, he didn't bother me again, I found a job in Xi'an, Fu Zhang still worked in the original property company, and my mother also went out to find a cleaning job, and the family of three was also happy.

Shen Jingyu also often brings children over, and Fu Zhang has always tried his best to match us.

"I've said it all, I don't want to be in a relationship now, I've been in love twice, and it didn't happen, I'm scared. I said to Fu Zhang.

"Shen Jingyu is different from the men you met before, I have seen so many people, and I think this kid is really good. Fu Zhang still insisted that I be with Shen Jingyu.

"You like him so much, why don't you marry him!" I gave me a blank look.

It wasn't until almost spring that I finished transferring the last amount of money to Shen Jingyi and sent him a text message by the way, "It's really easy to pay off what I owe you." ”

His phone immediately called, "Fu Sisi, now our only contact is gone, are you free, come out for a drink at night." ”

"I'm doing sales right now, are you sure you want to drink with me?" I defiant.

"Am I still afraid that you won't succeed?" Shen Jingyi actively responded.

I regained my seriousness, "Not tonight, I still have some things, another day." ”

"No, I really have something to ask you!"

When I got off work, Shen Jingyi drove a car to pick me up, I haven't seen it for a few days, the car has been replaced by a Volkswagen with subtitles, and I don't know where to get a second-hand car.

When I got in the car, I looked at him, "Where are you going to drink?"

"Let me ask you, did you get together with my brother?" Shen Jingyi got straight to the point.

I glanced at it, "You think I'm going to fall in love with your brother's old man who dragged his family?"

"Isn't Lin Xuan also an old man?" Shen Jingyi slashed back.

"Where did you get all this gossip from?" I picked up the unboiled mineral water on the side and unscrewed it, took a sip of it, and never drank a sip of water from the meeting to the end of the company, and my throat felt like a fire.

"I'm amazing!" Shen Jingyi said angrily, "I didn't expect you to be quite popular with old men, tell me why you broke up with that old guy Lin Xuan?"

"Do I still want to share my personal feelings with you?" I glanced at Shen Jingyi, I haven't seen him for some days, and he is still so poor.

"Everyone is a brother, can't we share our feelings? By the way, let me tell you something, I reconciled with Che Danlan. "He spoke of his own feelings as if he were talking about other people's feelings.

I nodded, "Okay, okay, why are you telling me this?"

Shen Jingyi took a deep breath, almost rolled his eyes, and scolded, "Hey, do you have a conscience, I have liked you for so many years, and I even divided my hands for you, and you didn't even look at me?"

"Didn't you say we're all brothers, and I don't have anything to do with my brother?" I laughed.

When he arrived at the place where he was drinking, he first drank three glasses with me, and when he saw that my face did not change, he gave me a thumbs up, "This life is really cruel, a little cat has turned into a Tibetan mastiff alive, and the amount of wine is good!"

"You came to me just to tell me that you reconciled with Che Danlan? I don't think it's that simple, right?" I didn't have time to tell Shen Jingyi about these things.

Shen Jingyi put down his wine glass and pursed his lips, "Don't be with my brother, he is not having a good time now." ”

I wrinkled my eyebrows, "So you're here to ruin your brother's feelings?"

Shen Jingyi patted the table and looked at me coldly, "I'll tell you seriously, I'll tell you, I suspect that Shen Siming, that is, my nephew, was not born to my former sister-in-law." ”

I frowned, "Who else could it be if it wasn't your sister-in-law!"

"Don't interrupt me, listen to me tell you slowly!" Shen Jingyi looked displeased, and told me that he had met Guan Yijie in the hotel after Shen Jingyu divorced Guan Yijie, and opened a big bed room with a shy and lovely woman.

"Is it still in your way for someone to open a room?" I glanced at Shen Jingyi.

"Do you know what a love hotel is? Do you know that kind of double bed room has a waterbed?" Shen Jingyi explained to me excitedly.

I was even more excited and said, "You're still having a pretty exciting time, who are you going with?"

"I'll tell you about my sister-in-law, what are you doing with me!" Shen Jingyi said angrily, "I'm just thinking, why have they never had children after they have been married for so many years, and I suspect that they haven't slept together at all!"

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