1282 Reason for Illness?
"Ah, what are you two doing?"
A slightly unhappy question came, but it was not the feeling of real anger, but more like doubt, she didn't seem to doubt that the two of them would do something bad behind her back.
"Don't you see?"
Facing Lin Yun'er, who suddenly appeared, Yin Zhi was still stunned, but Han Yu, who was leaning against the window, was the first to react.
He withdrew his hand from Yin Zhi, then calmly hugged Yin Zhi's shoulder, and smiled at Lin Yun'er who came over: "The relatives are just chatting." ”
"Really?" As soon as she saw Han Yu's performance, Lin Yun'er's originally tense expression completely relaxed, but her mouth was still not very polite, "Then can I do this with my 'friends of the opposite sex' in the future?"
The words "friends of the opposite sex" were bitten hard by her, and she glared at Han Yu angrily, without hiding her unhappy emotions at all.
Han Yu walked in front of Lin Yun'er, opened his arms and hugged her into his arms, and replied in a soft and resolute tone, "No." ”
"Why?" Lin Yun'er looked dissatisfied, "You and the president are fine, why can't me and my friends?"
"Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who can match me and Zoe? If you want to die at my hands, just try it. ”
Lin Yun'er raised her face in the man's arms and bared her snow-white teeth at him, like an angry deer.
Seeing this, Han Yu chuckled, turned his head to Yin Zhi next to him and said, "You go in first." Today's meeting is actually almost discussed, and the rest of the issues will be discussed later. Yuna and I will talk here for a while, and then we will go in. ”
Yin Zhi's gaze swept over the man and woman embracing each other in front of him, then pursed his lips and nodded, turned around and walked into the conference room.
"Ah, tell me the truth, what the hell were you two talking about?"
Looking at the back of Yin Zhi pulling the door into the conference room, Lin Yun'er, who was lying in Han Yu's arms, suddenly asked calmly.
"Didn't I tell you?" Han Yu was also watching Yin Zhi walk in, his face calm, "The two of us are just chatting." ”
"So, what the hell are you two talking about?"
Lin Yun'er turned her head and stared up at Han Yu's face, her expression becoming very serious, "The president is not the kind of person who will make reckless moves for no reason. I've always had the feeling that the two of you were just talking about something really bad that you don't want me to know. ”
Han Yu felt a little dumbfounded for a moment.
I have to say that women's intuition is really a terrible and unscientific thing.
"Didn't I tell you all when I was in there before? I'll tell you when I figure it out myself. ”
"So what's really?"
Lin Yun'er frowned.
No matter which woman it is, she shouldn't want her partner to hide something important from her, especially if someone else knows about it, so why don't you tell her?
"Ah, do you want to talk about it?"
"Don't be a child, you should understand that I don't tell you for my own reasons. ”
"I know you have a reason, but I don't necessarily agree with your reason! Just like your condition before, such a serious matter, you actually dragged it out to that extent before you were willing to tell us, I really ......"
Halfway through her words, Lin Yun'er seemed to realize something, and immediately stared at Han Yu nervously, "Is your condition serious again? Did something happen again?Did you faint again?!"
Han Yu couldn't help but smile slightly bitterly and replied, "No!"
"Don't lie to me! In this kind of thing, if you lie to me, I'll really be angry!" Lin Yun'er looked at him with a serious face.
"Not really! This incident has nothing to do with my condition...... It's true. ”
Han Yu didn't lie, the problems he encountered this time were strictly related to himself, or rather, to him in the past.
Hearing Han Yu's assurance, Lin Yun'er's face softened slightly, if it wasn't for the problem related to her condition, it would be fine...... After all, it's mentally ill, and the name sounds quite scary.
"And what the hell were you two talking about?"
After a topic ended, Lin Yun'er's focus went back to the question at the beginning, looking at this persistent look, it is estimated that she has to get an answer from Han Yu.
And Han Yu's answer was also very crisp, he grabbed the girl's shoulders, turned her head directly, and then pushed her step by step to the conference room.
"Yikes!"
"Let's go in, everyone is waiting for us. ”
"I'm not going in! you haven't told me yet!"
"I don't want to lie to you, so don't ask again. At least for now, I'm not going to tell you about that, do you want to hear me lie to you?"
Han Yu's frank words really stopped Lin Yun'er to a certain extent, and she was pushed to the door of the conference room by the hands behind her.
Looking at the closed door of the conference room, she was silent for a moment, and then whispered sullenly, "That...... You'll have to tell me everything after that!"
"Hmm!" From an angle that the girl couldn't see, Han Yu also nodded solemnly, "When I finish sorting it out myself, I will definitely tell you everything completely." ”
After getting his promise, Lin Yun'er's expression relaxed slightly, she still bit her lower lip unhappily, and pushed open the door of the conference room.
……
"Speaking of which, the two of us have been seeing each other a lot lately, huh?"
Quan Yun'er, who was wearing a white coat, sat on the office chair, pressed the switch of the ballpoint pen in her hand for a while, and looked at the figure in the living room, her face was inexplicable.
"I don't get used to it. Obviously, I didn't necessarily see each other once a month before. ”
For this, Han Yu, who was sitting on the sofa, could only shrug his shoulders and laugh at himself: "Maybe this is the precursor of my illness?"
"So didn't you plan to solve this problem on your own before, why did you come to me again now?" Kwon Yun'a's tone sounded very flat, and it was unclear if she was unhappy with Han Yu's behavior.
"Honestly, that's exactly what I thought. But then I thought about it, it should be considered a psychological problem, so I came to talk to you. ”
"Do you want to try hypnotizing again?" Kwon Yoon-a put on her glasses and asked a question that seemed unrelated.
"No need. Han Yu leaned back on the sofa and shook his head, "It doesn't matter if that hypnosis can work again." What I need now is not to recall something, but to deal with what I have already recalled. ”
"You just said that you recalled that you did some terrible things at the beginning, what are they?" Kwon Yuna lowered her head and wrote down the diagnosis and treatment record, asking as she wrote.
"Hmm...... Take someone else's life?"
After Han Yu groaned, he gave an absolutely terrifying answer, which is still a relatively beautiful statement.
Kwon Yun'er glanced up at him, her expression was still calm, and she asked softly, "What else?"
"Hmm...... Bankrupt people, and end up with the whole family on the streets?"
"It does seem to be something terrible......" Kwon Yoona nodded and continued to write.
"So I feel like I'm wandering now, and suddenly I don't want to go after the memories of the past......"
Han Yu sat in his seat and took a deep breath.
"And now I know why I didn't want to have too much contact with my family in Korea. ”
"Why?"
"At first, I was worried that I would lose my fighting spirit because I missed them, but later, I felt more and more that I didn't fit in with them. To use a metaphor, it is...... I feel like my hands are covered in dirt, I'm afraid I'll contaminate them?"
Han Yu said and smiled bitterly.
Kwon Yoon-a, who was sitting behind her desk, stopped writing and said to him, "It's true that you came to me. From what you have just described, I can conclude that you seem to be very concerned about some of the things you have done in the past. Or rather...... A bit too kind. ”
Han Yu, who was leaning on the sofa, couldn't help but turn his head to look when he heard this.
"I hope you don't mind what I'm going to say next...... Now I'm not your friend, I'm your doctor. ”
"I think it may be because of your background, right? You have been a family misfortune since you were a child, and this misfortune has led to your precociousness and understanding, and your life should have had a relatively gloomy unfolding, but then you were lucky enough to meet your adoptive father. ”
"I guess in your mind, your new family is a symbol of light, and you enjoy the happiness that your new family brings. So you have consciously wanted to maintain this beauty since you were a child, you not only care about your family, you also care about your own problems. ”
"All these factors may be the reason why you gradually become a textbook 'good person'. ”
"Because your heart is strict with yourself to be a person of good quality, so that you can be worthy of such a family and such happiness. ”
Kwon Yuna stood up, walked over to Han Woo, and then sat down on the couch across from him.
"In your mind, you may think that those sins are unforgivable...... In fact, this is exactly what happened. However, I have to tell you that there is another cruel truth in this world, and that is that there are not many people in this world like you. ”
"If everyone has done the same thing as you, they may also be condemned by their conscience, but in this world, almost everyone has egoism in their hearts, and not everyone is like you. ”
"If other people are in the same situation as you, they will never blame themselves like you, they will 'hypocritically' feel guilty at the same time, and subconsciously find excuses and reasons for themselves to enjoy life with peace of mind. ”
"And this unique situation of yours makes me realize...... Perhaps, that's why you're sick? You feel that your sins are unforgivable, a kind of ridiculous reason, because you're different from other people, you can't stand the condemnation of your conscience, so your inner pressure causes you to become a DID patient. ”
"So, you're doing the right thing by coming to me today. But put the real mental illness aside, your current problem is that you can't get over the psychological hurdle, right? I think there is another person who is more suitable to be your business partner than me. ”
"Who is it?" Han Yu stared intently at the female doctor.
The ballpoint pen in Kwon Yun'er's hand pointed at Han Yu, and said seriously word by word: "Your grandfather, that adult." Maybe he's had the same problem as you over the years?"
Han Yu was stunned when he heard this, and then frowned thoughtfully.