Leng Shihua said that she would not be allowed to leave this room, and she really never went out! I can't even get out of bed, how can I get out!

Don't resist, don't struggle, she's like a wooden doll, let him toss, one day when she gets tired of it, she will be free! From beginning to end, Jun Ruochu never said a word to him, nor did she open her mouth to beg for mercy, but just silently endured, no matter the pain or suffering, she couldn't help the pain, she snorted a few times, thinking that if she endured it a little longer, it would pass!

The smell of blood in her mouth, she endured the disgusting retching, even if it was difficult to swallow, she still swallowed it a little bit, and it was not that she had not suffered hardship, even if the life in the orphanage was worry-free, but it was not closed, she was often bullied by her peers in the outside world, and was almost beaten to death and lay in the hospital for a long time.

It's more painful than this, and there's nothing hard that can't be endured. It's just that she has been raised a little squeamish in recent years, and she really doesn't enjoy her life.

Jun Ruochu laughed bitterly at herself, always thinking that if she got love, she would have the whole world, but now the whole world has abandoned her. The cold loneliness in the past made her feel the warmth of a father, she had no parents and cherished it, but now she ......

Silence is greater than heart death, the wounds on her body will be healed one day, but the wounds on her heart will never heal, there is always a crack * naked in front of her, hideous and terrifying.

Jun Ruochu didn't go out of the room, Leng Lonely Hua didn't go out of this door again, she worked in the room during the day, and all three meals a day were sent in, guarding her personally!

Walk the talk until she gets pregnant!

"Take medicine!" Leng Shihua said calmly, in his opinion, silence is resistance, Jun Ruochu is a silent protest against him!

I don't know what the hell he gave her to drink, and her whole tongue was numb and lost her taste buds. Whatever he feeds her these days, she eats, anyway, it doesn't matter, even if Leng Shihua gives her poison, it is estimated that she will drink it directly without looking at it, so it's okay, it's a hundred, what's the difference between it and now like a walking corpse!

The whole room was filled with a bitter smell, and she felt very bitter when she smelled it, Leng Shihua saw that she didn't even frown, and swallowed it directly with her eyes closed, which made him frown.

A person who is most afraid of bitterness doesn't even have an expression when he drinks the most bitter medicine, is it possible that he used to pretend to be it? The other medicines she drank before were added with honey or bitter, even then she could still smell the bitterness, but now she didn't even frown, Leng Shihua felt distressed and a little unbearable at the same time.

Like a silent little lamb to be slaughtered, but it is quiet and peaceful, neither happy nor sad.

"Ruoruo, what should I do with you......" A sigh came from above her head, and Jun Ruochu lay in his arms, quiet like a kitten.

"Ruoruo, don't you hate me very much in your heart!

I'm sorry, it's okay for you to beat me and scold me, as long as you are angry, don't hold it in your heart and get angry with your body.

I know I'm a bastard, it's all unintentional momentary words, don't take it to heart, or you scold me, don't ignore me!

Then I'll always feel like you're far away from me!

He is uneasy, how can she be at peace!

"Silence, maybe the two of us met just a wrong encounter, two parallel lines that had no intersection, that intersection was only a short and beautiful touch, and they would separate, each going to the other two ends, going farther and farther!

So, let me go! And let yourself go! How can two people from different worlds be happily together!

It will only make the two of us more miserable!" He felt that she was far away from him, and she was not, even farther away.

For Jun Ruochu, Leng Lonely Hua is like the moon in the sky, she has climbed high! This may be a warning from the sky to her ambition, some things are not yours, but they have been occupying them, and even God can't stand it!

She shouldn't have lived in a place like this, this wasn't where she came from. This is Jun Ruochu's reflection on himself in the past few days, how can an inconspicuous speck of dust in the dust be delusional to become a star in the sky!

Jun Ruochu finally spoke, first making Leng Shihua feel surprised, but her words were like an ice cave that froze everything in him at once!

"Do you want to leave me?" There was no noise, no accusation, just a calm and straightforward proposal to break up!

She said that she would be by his side for the rest of her life, and the two of them slowly grew old together.

Leng Shihua felt that the person in his arms was so strange and cold. It's only been a long time, the two have only been married for two years, and they have only known each other for a total of four years......!

"Rather than torturing each other like this......"

"Do you think that's torture? How could I torture you, even if I hurt myself, it wouldn't hurt you!

I won't let you leave!You are mine, and no one will want to take it away!" Jun Ruochu's words shattered Leng Shihua's disillusionment, and he was only confused when he thought she was talking nonsense.

But although he was cut off later, he knew that it must not be a good word, and she really had the idea of leaving!

This made Leng Shihua a little panicked, so much so that he suddenly imprisoned Jun Ruochu in his arms, as if she was about to fly away as soon as she let go!

Jun Ruochu was tightly gasped by him, and her face was so red that the bitter medicine she had just drunk tumbled up, straight up!

She had to struggle to lie on the edge ......of the bed, and she spit out all the medicine! Her already haggard face was even paler, and with that stunning appearance, it looked particularly poignant and delicate.

"Ruoruo, it's okay!" Leng Shihua hurriedly patted her on the back, and then helped her to lean on herself, not disgusted at all, directly dealt with the filth on her body, and poured a glass of water for her to rinse.

After tidying up her person, she stayed away from the bed, as if it had a grudge against him. That's when people come in and deal with the dirt.

When Jun Ruochu was carried back to the bed by him again, she found that the whole bed had been changed!

It's really extravagant! Such a precious wooden bed must have been discarded in a corner of the warehouse for the rest of its life.

"Is it still uncomfortable?" Leng Shihua saw that her face was very bad, and she patted and fed water with a worried face, like an example of a good husband.

"It's okay! I want to sleep. Jun Ruochu said weakly, he would only make her more uncomfortable, and she would probably vomit again if she took another shot!

"Okay, okay, then you can sleep. Leng Shihua lay her down lightly, and then sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her like this, full of reluctance and love.

He secretly swore in his heart that Jun Ruochu was his lifeline, and every move and smile touched his heart, and if she was not by his side one day, he couldn't imagine what would happen to him!

He took it for granted that she stayed with him until she died of old age!

"Ruoruo, do you say you have it?" Leng Shihua held her hand tightly, and from his uncalm voice and slightly shaky touch, he could feel that he was a little nervous and expectant.

Ever since he had said he was going to have a baby, he had been paying close attention to it, and he had a thorough grasp of the pregnancy reaction until delivery!

So when Jun Ruochu vomited, his first reaction was whether he was pregnant?

Hearing this, Jun Ruochu's eyelids trembled, and then he opened his eyes and looked directly at Leng Shihua, if he really had a child, Leng Shihua should be a good father!

But......

"Do you think you can see it in less than half a month?" After speaking, he closed his eyes again, not wanting to bother with him anymore!

She also wants to get pregnant as soon as possible, so that she is also relieved!

"Oh, it looks like it's going to be a month away...... However, it seems that there is an advanced instrument that can measure it half a month in advance, and I don't know if it's true! But that is not good for the body, and it has a great impact, so forget it, it's not bad for half a month!" Leng Shihua seemed to be talking to himself, but Jun Ruochu froze when he heard it!

It was not worse than it is now, and is it not hurting her constitution to do this to her now?

For the first time, Jun Ruochu felt that Leng Shihua was very hypocritical! When a person has an opinion about someone, his shortcomings are constantly exposed, not because he suddenly broke out, but because she discovered it.

Jun Ruochu's breathing was shallow, making Leng Shihua think that she was asleep, so she quietly walked to the window and pulled out the phone.

"Won't it have an effect? I want to answer with great certainty!" I don't know who the call to, even if it was very light, it still entered her ears, Jun Ruochu already had light sleep, especially during this time, he often woke up from nightmares, and he would be woken up at the slightest movement.

When the voice came, she really just fell asleep, which made her tremble and suddenly open her eyes, as if she was awakened by some kind of existence, until she looked at the familiar environment around her, and then closed her eyes again, but she couldn't sleep peacefully, and there was someone next to her arguing about whether she could sleep!

"Just a little blood, I can confirm it now! But it's not been half a month......

Leng Shihua's voice kept coming into her ears, she was really anxious, she couldn't wait even half a month, so anxious to draw blood to make sure she was pregnant?

Jun Ruochu felt very sad that such a life had been detached from her dreams, deviated from the trajectory, and moved in an unpredictable but frightening direction.

If not, is it just like this, and then the blood is drawn and then the blood is drawn until the little seed he hopes for appears!

His words have always been true, she has to be born!

Under such circumstances, will she be a good mother when this child comes? Jun Ruochu has no confidence in herself, if she has hatred in her heart, will it be transferred to the child?

Just like her parents, they abandoned her because her birth was unpopular?