As soon as he heard this, Han Yu's brows subconsciously furrowed, and he looked at Jin Mu suspiciously. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

And looking at the confused look on his face, Jin Mu narrowed her eyes slightly, and there was a lot of faint softness in her eyes, but at the same time, she looked at Han Yu's gaze, which was still a little indescribably complicated.

"I told you in the hospital before, because I already have two children at home, so I can't afford to raise you, I think you shouldn't believe it. ”

Hearing Jin Mu's words, Han Yu pursed his lips noncommittally, but still didn't speak.

"I went back and thought it was too much of a bastard. ”

Jin Mu shook her head lightly and said something that surprised Han Yu a little,

"Whatever...... I shouldn't have said anything like that, especially since I'm still a mother. ”

As she spoke, Jin Mu raised her head, glanced at Han Yu with a soft and complicated gaze, and said softly: "Abandoning a child because of money is not a reasonable reason at all. That's a bastard. But...... Actually, I said that it was because there were already Ji-woong and Taeyeon at home, and I was right. Han Yu, I'm telling you this now, you should understand. Do you know what people around you will say when a child suddenly appears in a family with an unknown origin?"

Hearing this, Han Yu's face was confused at first, and then, he blinked, as if he understood something, frowned slightly, and looked at Jin Mu who still had an indifferent face with a strange look.

"yes, you should have thought of it, right?"

Jin Mu and Han Yu glanced at each other, the whole person took a deep breath, sighed, lowered his head and said to himself: "Gossip, criticism, and even contempt are all ...... All of them will soon frantically rush over like a pack of wild dogs smelling garbage.

Sometimes, words can really kill people.

I don't want my husband to be talked about and despised by others, and I don't want myself to be criticized for no reason.

But to be honest, if there were only me and him in the family back then, I think I would have taken you in and raised you as if you were my own son.

Because if it were just that, there would be a lot less of such rumors, and people would probably think of you as our adopted child, at least...... Most of this discussion is enough for me and him. Although you may also be treated a little unfairly, but there is no way, when you were sent to our house by the police, you were only so old, and you can't live well alone, so this is the price of your survival.

But ......"

Jin Mu's words paused, and she looked up at Han Yu, her eyes still looked very complicated, but the expression on her face was calm, and she continued: "But...... Your father and I were not the only two people in our family, but we also had two children. Ji-woong is six years old, Taeyeon is five years old, and both children are so young...... I can't let them grow up in the talk of the people around them, absolutely not!"

Jin Mu's voice sounded a little categorical, and from the expression on her face, Han Yu even saw a different kind of perseverance.

Suddenly, his thin lips pursed unconsciously, and a very strange feeling appeared in his heart, and some doubts in his heart were also solved at this moment because of the words of the golden mother.

"So...... I put you away from my position as a mother because ......"

"Because I'm not your child. ”

Suddenly, Han Yu's words without warning made Jin Mu stunned for a moment, she blinked and looked at Han Yu, whose expression on her face was also a little unclear at this time, and then nodded calmly and said, "That's right, because you are not my child."

It's just because you're not my child, or rather, others will know very well that you're not my child, so I can't accept you, so I ...... back then Then the police were called and you were sent away.

But I didn't expect it...... You'll be at Yuna's house later. Fate...... A magical thing indeed, isn't it?"

Having said that, there seemed to be a little more comfort in the eyes of the golden mother looking at Han Yu, and there seemed to be less complexity in her tone.

"What do you think...... Should I thank you?" asked Han Yu as he sat on the side, his face looking a little strange.

"Nope. ”

As a result, Jin Mu seemed to have given another answer that Han Yu did not expect.

She shook her head dryly, looked at Han Yu calmly, and said, "I don't think you should thank me, on the contrary, for so many years, I have hated the decision I made back then every day in my heart. Back then, when you were led out by that policeman, I still remember the way you looked at me. And your father, I know he's been complaining about me all the time. I don't have much to say, you're his son after all. ”

"What do you mean......" Han Yu frowned slightly, and looked at Jin Mu with some surprise, "Have you been regretting it in your heart?"

"Nope. ”

Again, Jin Mu shook her head dryly and said, "I just hate my choice, I don't regret it." Not at all.

Although I am still afraid that your child would have happened if he had not been adopted by the Lin family, I have no regrets at all.

Because, if I had left you behind, I also don't know what would have happened to my family.

It could be good or bad.

But in short, it's likely that all of this will affect my child.

So, because of that little bit, even a little bit of bad possibility, I don't regret the choice I made back then, and even if I do it again, I will still hand you over to the police. ”

“……”

Han Woo raised his hand and touched his nose, and then opened his mouth to say something that was enough to make Kim Taeyeon and Kim Ha-yeon feel cold when he had been facing him since the beginning of the conversation.

"Disgusting kindness sounds more like hypocrisy to deal with conscience. ”

Jin Mu was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and then she made an extremely unexpected reaction.

On her slightly thin face, a shallow smile suddenly appeared, and she nodded in agreement, and said in a tone that sounded very cheerful: "I suddenly feel that I like you more as a child, and the two of us seem to be very compatible." That's right, that's probably why I'm trying to cope with my conscience and think I'm doing it for the sake of my children. But no matter what......"

Jin Mu looked at the handsome face beside her and blinked, and said softly and firmly: "I said, I don't regret my choice, never." ”

After squinting and staring at the deep and calm eyes behind the golden mother's glasses for a moment, Han Yu looked down at the urn in his arms, and suddenly felt very tasteless in his heart.

After entering this columbarium before, all the emotions that surged in my heart seemed to disappear all at once, and I felt empty.

He smacked his lips, turned his head to look at the golden mother beside him, and asked, "So, what are you telling me all this for?"

Han Yu didn't think that Jin Mu deliberately kept him just to say these "nonsense".

These words, to be honest, can't change anything at all except for making Han Yu re-examine his impression of the Golden Mother.

"I certainly have my own reasons for telling you this. ”

Han Yu asked directly, Jin Mu answered very directly, she pursed her lips, turned her head and looked at Jin Zhixiong's ashes altar not far away, and said softly: "You know? I had a bad attitude towards you before, not because I was angry with you, but because I was angry with myself, because I knew ...... These are all sins of my own making. ”

Hearing Jin Mu's words, Han Yu suddenly frowned, and looked at Jin Mu's eyes with an indescribable complication.

"I've known since I knew that you were the one who had the car accident with Shixiong...... This is the iniquity I made back then, and I have begun to take revenge.

As soon as I see you as a child, I will remember what I did back then, and the shame in my heart makes me not know how to face you at all.

Of course, there is also anger towards you, which is inevitable.

But I've only been complaining about you for a while.

In the end, there is too much guilt in the face of you, and ...... Even Xia Yan's girl can understand the truth, will I not understand?

I can't blame you for that.

The main thing is to see you, especially looking at you lying on the hospital bed, the feeling of retribution and confession in my heart is too unbearable.

I didn't even dare to face your father for a while, I thought...... Maybe it's because of me that this is the case. ”

"......" Han Yu took a deep breath, then blinked, looked at Jin Mu with complicated eyes, and asked softly: "So now, you told me this, did you finally let go of those emotions?"

"Not exactly. ”

Jin Mu shook her head, turned her head and looked at Han Yu with an indifferent face, and said softly in her mouth: "I came to you today to say this, mainly because I have also figured out some things in the past few months. ”

"What's the matter?"

"It's awkward for the two of us to go on like this, it's not good for anyone, I think you should be aware of it. Jin Mu blinked and said in a serious tone.

Hearing this, Han Yu narrowed his eyes and looked at Jin Mu, then suddenly pursed his lips and asked in a puzzled tone, "What did you perceive?"

Hearing his words, Jin Mu actually raised her eyebrows slightly, her eyes seemed to look at Han Yu with some playfulness while calming, and then, a smile seemed to flash on her lips, she shook her head, and whispered something that made Han Yu's face suddenly stiffen.

"You should be aware of it...... You're going to have to call me a doll sooner or later. ”

“……”

Han Yu stiffened his face and narrowed his eyes again, and said with a little smirk: "...... Are you kidding?"

"I'm not kidding, you kid knows best. ”

Jin Mu smiled again, and Han Yu even saw a little girlish smugness in the faint smile on her face, "You actually didn't reject your father much in your heart after the car accident."

That stupid guy is too stupid, and he is always afraid that he is too anxious, but he will keep you away from him. But he didn't expect that in fact, the son he was thinking about in his heart had been quietly approaching him for a long time.

Otherwise...... This time, even if your mother's ashes are here, you will definitely not come back to Jeonju. Didn't you just want to get to know your own family, that's why you kid ran back?

Besides, the last time he helped Ha Yeon's girl run to Seoul, he must have celebrated your birthday with Taeyeon, right?

Seeing that Han Yu's eyes widened slightly, Jin Mu's face, which had always been quite calm, suddenly showed a little annoyance, rolled her eyes and said, "Don't be surprised." Do you think I really don't care about you? Your birthday was quite popular some time ago, combined with the time, do you think I will believe that Xia Yan's girl happened to run to Seoul? This old guy ...... Sure enough, my wife will never have a son. I didn't see him acting so well when he hid his money......"

As she spoke, Jin Mu glanced at Han Yu, pursed her lips, cleared her throat slightly, and continued: "In short, since you accepted the birthday wishes from him, don't say no, I don't believe that old guy didn't send you anything." Since you have accepted it, it means that your heart has actually begun to accept this family. And!"

Jin Mu's volume suddenly increased, interrupting Han Yu, who was about to speak, and then she glanced at this kid with a strange look in her eyes, and said something that made Han Yu's face stiffen.

"And...... Sooner or later, you're going to come back because of Taeyeon and Ha-yeon. ”

“……”

"Do you really think...... You and I can become family?"

Han Yu said that, looking at Jin Mu sitting beside him with a somewhat strange expression.

Now, of course, he finally saw the purpose of Jin Mu leaving him alone to talk today.

She wanted to "reconcile" with him.

Han Yu knew that the word "reconciliation" was used a little weirdly, but what was even weirder was the relationship between the two of them before.

So Han Yu didn't expect that the purpose of Jin Mu's conversation with him today was actually this, and he thought that she kept herself, just to say something like the well water between the two of them during the Chinese New Year.

However, what Han Yu didn't expect was that after hearing Han Yu's question, Jin Mu glanced at him with an expression that looked even more weird, and then replied with some unhappiness in her mouth: "Do you think I am willing to be a family member with you? I have no choice but to do it, okay? My husband and daughter are all looking forward to you, this stinky boy, what do you want me to do? As for the question of whether you can become a family, what is there to ask? Family is family, you were born in this family, what is there to say whether you can become a family or not?"

Jin Mu's tone at this time sounded like it didn't match his age, which made Han Yu stunned when he heard this, and then, his brows couldn't help frowning, he lowered his head, and looked at the ash altar in his arms with a little distraction, as if he was thinking about something in his heart.

Seeing Han Yu's appearance, Jin Mu pursed her lips, restrained the unfriendly look on her face, and said again: "Because you were in the hospital, I didn't hold Zhixiong's 49th day festival, maybe I don't want to face this matter in my heart, so your father went with me."

And yourself, because of my relationship, although there is an element of time in it, but in the end it is because of me that you were not able to participate in your mother's cremation.

In this way, the two of us ...... How's it going?"

“……”

Turning his head, two intriguing gazes met in the air for a moment, and then there was silence for a moment, and a low, much lighter voice rang out.

"Good!"

- (To be continued.) )