064 If Love Has Providence
After staring at each other like this for a long time, Xu Jiu, who was standing downstairs, still had no intention of leaving.
Ye Lingxi knew him and knew that he must have something to say to himself this time, so after she changed into her clothes, she turned around and left the ward.
It's been so many years, and it's not a viable way to escape, and since he dares to come, then she is not afraid to face him!
Sure enough, when Ye Lingxi changed his clothes and walked out of the inpatient building, Xu Jiu, who was wearing a long black windbreaker, was still standing in place.
After many years, the years have taken away the childishness on the faces of the two, even with the same face, she and Xu Jiu are no longer poor children who can only rely on each other for their lives!
Perhaps it was during this time that he was finally mentally prepared, and when he saw Xu Jiu again, Ye Lingxi's mood was finally not so excited.
Whether it's love or hate, her face can be shown to be calm.
It's just that this kind of change makes Ye Lingxi a little sad.
No matter how strong and simple love is, it still can't stand the test of time......
After being silent for a while, seeing that Xu Jiu still didn't mean to speak, Ye Lingxi opened his mouth first and asked, "You came here to find me, is there anything wrong?"
This morning, Ye Lingxi also saw the news that Xu Jiu participated in the endorsement event in City A.
At this time, he traveled thousands of miles to get here, and the ghost thought it was a coincidence.
Hearing Ye Lingxi's familiar voice, Xu Jiu's heart suddenly felt a lot of emotion.
When he was in Youlan, this voice would speak thousands of words in his ears every day, but now, it is a luxury to want to hear it again.
Thankfully, no matter how difficult it was, he heard it again.
A smile appeared on Qingjun's face, as clean and warm as when he was in Youlan.
Xu Jiu looked at Ye Lingxi in front of him, and finally said: "I'm fine, I just miss you, little porcelain ......"
"You say...... Do you miss me?" Hearing Xu Jiu's words, Ye Lingxi felt a little ridiculous, with a hint of sarcasm in his tone.
"Yes, I miss you, Xiao Porcelain!" Seeing Ye Lingxi's look of disbelief, Xu Jiu repeated.
Obviously, he was already wearing a sweater jacket, but on such a night, when he heard Xu Jiu say that he missed him, Ye Lingxi's whole body was still chilling.
In her heart, she warned herself thousands of times not to shed a single tear for the man in front of her. But after hearing him say this ridiculous sentence, Ye Lingxi's tears still fell uncontrollably down his eyes.
"Xu Jiu, we have been separated for eight years, nearly three thousand days and nights, so much time, you have never taken the initiative to come back to me once. But now, after so many years of separation, when I reappear in front of you, you actually say that you miss me. Do you think I should believe what you say?" After Xu Jiu said this, Ye Lingxi didn't expect that he could be so calm.
Xu Jiu knew that he was not qualified to defend himself, and no one had forced him to choose back then, everything was decided by himself.
It was he who failed Ye Lingxi, and now all he can say is 'I'm sorry'!
Although this apology seemed so pale and weak, this was what he really wanted to say to her: "Xiao Porcelain, I'm sorry, I betrayed you back then, and I don't want to justify myself." But please believe that during the years of separation, I have not been thinking about you for a moment. It's not that I don't want to go back to Youlan to find you all these years, but I don't dare, I'm afraid, I'm afraid to see your eyes that resent me, I'm afraid to know the fact that you don't love me anymore. Because I'll never forget how heart-rending your voice was when you chased after the car and called my name one after another......"
No matter how much he has achieved over the years, that voice will always appear in the middle of the night, reminding him of all these achievements at what price he has paid for.
Xu Jiu never felt that he was a cowardly person, but in the face of Ye Lingxi, he admitted that he was really scared......
As a childhood sweetheart who grew up together, Ye Lingxi once thought that he was the person who knew Xu Jiu best.
It wasn't until she was sixteen years old, when Xu Jiu abandoned her and chose to leave Youlanli with Cindy in order to become famous, that Ye Lingxi realized that she had never really understood Xu Jiu.
Even if they live together every day, even if she pours out her heart and soul to him, he still has reservations about her.
In the first year, Ye Lingxi never understood why Xu Jiu did this?
Later, she also left Youlanli, and met so many people and things she never thought she would meet, and she gradually understood why Xu Jiu did this.
Although he had been deceived by Xu Jiu, Ye Lingxi knew that he was sincere in his words.
It's just that this sincerity weighs heavily in Xu Jiu's heart, and Ye Lingxi also knows it: "You said that you didn't dare to come back to me because you were afraid." So now, why aren't you scared now?"
"Because you appeared, you took the initiative to appear in front of me, forcing all my cowardice into a corner, so that I had no way not to face the true feelings in my heart. Xiao porcelain, I admit that I look down on you when I say this, but this is what I really think, what I really think. If you don't show up, I can deceive myself and pretend I don't love you that much. But your reappearance has caused a storm in my heart, and I have nothing to hide from my feelings for you. Speaking of this, Xu Jiu's always indifferent face finally showed a trace of guilt.
Such a handsome face, such a clear voice, and such touching love words......
If he hadn't seen through the man in front of him a long time ago, Ye Lingxi believed that there was probably no woman in this world who would not be moved by these words.
It's a pity that she is Ye Lingxi, and she is no longer the simple and ignorant Shen Ci!
The blurred vision gradually became clearer, Ye Lingxi reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, and said with a wry smile: "I believe everything you say now, and I also believe that you are still the Xu Jiu who loved me in Youlan back then." But because I know that you are still the same wine as before, I know better why you dare to appear in front of me now. I believe that this reason, you are also clear in your heart, you are not willing to face it, then I will help you speak. ”
Speaking of this, Ye Lingxi's cold voice paused, she took a few steps closer to Xu Jiu, making his appearance clearer in her eyes, and then continued: "You are willing to turn back to me because Shen Ci, who had nothing back then, has become the radiant Ye Lingxi now!
Ye Lingxi's last 'taro' deeply touched Xu Jiu's heart.
His eyes suddenly became sad, looking at Ye Lingxi's eyes with a gloomy look, but he couldn't refute Ye Lingxi's words.
If life is a gorgeous robe, then for Xu Jiu, who is now famous, Shen Ci, who has nothing in Youlan, will only be a stain on his gorgeous robe, even if he loves her, he is even more afraid that she will destroy him!
But Ye Lingxi is different!
The current Ye Lingxi is a big star sought after by thousands of people like him, if they are together, they will look like a perfect pair in the eyes of everyone.
No one will delve into their origins anymore, those unbearable life experiences will be buried deep by the years, and they will become the most enviable couple in the hearts of all fans.
Therefore, after so many years, Xu Jiu never dared to go to Shen Ci in Youlan, but he dared to come to Ye Lingxi, who is now worthy of him......
After Ye Lingxi said this, Xu Jiu in front of him fell into a long silence again.
There was pain between his eyebrows and eyes, as if Ye Lingxi's words were a sharp blade, which deeply pierced his heart.
Ye Lingxi, who was young and ignorant back then, fell into such a distressing look like this, desperately just wanting to make the melancholy young man in front of him happy.
But it was the man in front of him who used ruthless injuries again and again to turn her from a fearless hedgehog into a snail who just wanted to hide now.
Years later, she finally learned to love herself more, but he looked back and told her that he still loved her......
"Xu Jiu, it's not your fault, it's really not your fault! You say, what is wrong with a person who wants to get ahead and wants to prove the value of his existence with success? When I was a child, I thought that I didn't care about being ridiculed for my background, and everyone would not care about me as much as I did. It wasn't until you left that I realized that everyone is different, that you are not me after all, and that it was too late for me to understand. So that's it, now that you've chosen your life, let's move on to being strangers. When Ye Lingxi said these words, he obviously wanted to look more chic, but the tears became more and more fierce, and even his tone gradually choked.
It turns out that the person who leaves first is not much better than the outcast!
From childhood to adulthood, Ye Lingxi's bravery will make Xu Jiu even more ashamed.
Compared with Ye Lingxi's daring to love and hate, Xu Jiu will always be ashamed of the dark side of his heart.
Ye Lingxi is like the white moonlight at midnight, so pure and immaculate, he knows that he is not worthy of her, but he still can't help but want to have her.
Just like at this time, looking at Ye Lingxi with tears streaming down his face, listening to the decisive words she said, he clearly knew that he should accept it when he saw it, but that greedy heart still didn't want to give up.
"Little porcelain, I know that I am not qualified to ask you to come back to me, but I ask you to give me another chance, and do one more thing for you, okay? Xu Jiu raised his hand slightly, wanting to wipe away the tears from the corners of Ye Lingxi's eyes, but the half-raised hand finally fell, and he only pleaded in a sad tone.
The white street lamp illuminated Ye Lingxi's face pale, and she didn't speak again, but she was still not willing to refuse......
Half an hour later, Xu Jiu drove Ye Lingxi to a large playground.
At first, Ye Lingxi was still strange, it was so late, the playground should have closed a long time ago, why did Xu Jiu take her here in the middle of the night?
It wasn't until the security guard at the entrance of the playground directly opened the gate and drove in the car where Xu Jiu was put that Ye Lingxi reacted, Xu Jiu should have wrapped up this playground in advance.
The black sedan drove in the playground for a while, and Xu Jiu parked the car under the Ferris wheel.
When the car stopped, Xu Jiu and Ye Lingxi got out of the car together.
Looking at the empty playground around him, Ye Lingxi's eyes were full of doubts when he looked at Xu Jiu.
Knowing what Ye Lingxi was thinking, Xu Jiu clapped his hands gently, and in an instant, the lights of the entire playground lit up!