Chapter 6 Car Accidents

It's boring to stay at home during the winter vacation! Every time I talk to Gong Peng on the phone, I seem to be in a hurry, and I used to know what the other party wants without talking. Now I don't understand it, as if the distance between each other has invisibly begun to drift apart.

Han Xue felt uncomfortable, but she didn't know how to pull this distance between them again. If you can't find the cause, you can't find the way. Recently, Moss has been in contact with him more, but every time he called, he didn't say anything, just a simple greeting. It doesn't make you feel harassed, so there's no reason to deny him his approach.

Han Xuewei told herself that he was a good friend, and it was good to treat him as a friend! and Li Yanxue always felt that she had something to say, but in the end she didn't say anything. Every time Han Xuewei asked, she said it was fine. This made Han Xuewei feel very uncomfortable, and she always felt that something was going to happen.

It was the weekend, and Han's mother wanted to take her out to play, but it was too cold, so Han Xuewei didn't want to move, so the mother and daughter stayed at home and watched TV. Suddenly, I saw Gong Peng on TV, and learned from the news that his father was shuanggui, and he had nothing left overnight! Han Xuewei was very excited, jumped off the sofa, and ran outside without anything.

Han's mother called her from behind, and she couldn't hear it, she just thought to herself, "Why did I misunderstand him?" I thought he just didn't care about me anymore, so he started to be cold to me, but such a big thing happened to him. Han Xuewei, what are you doing? You weren't there when he needed you, and you were so suspicious of him!" Han Xuewei, who always felt guilty in her heart, didn't see a car rushing out on the road in front of her. Suddenly, someone pushed him from behind. She looked back and saw that her mother had been hit by a car and fell on the road a hundred meters away, and the moment she hit the ground, her blood spurted in all directions.

Han Xuewei saw her mother's eyes looking at her widely, and she burst into tears. Han Xue was slightly stunned, she wanted to go over and hug her mother, but she fell down several times, and her whole body had no strength. Finally, she tried to get up and ran to her mother's side, and when she saw her mother's blood, she didn't dare to hug her, she was afraid of hurting her mother. Han's mother grabbed her with a trembling hand, "Weiwei, don't be afraid! Mom doesn't hurt." Han Xue cried out slightly, and her suppressed emotions burst out, and she couldn't change her breath for a long time.

People around helped call the police. sent her mother to the hospital, and Han Xuewei didn't cry again during the whole process. Holding her mother's hand tightly and not daring to let go, she went straight to the hospital, and the nurse used a lot of strength to separate her. The nurse helped her to sit in the chair, and she did not move the whole time. Her mind went blank, she didn't know what to think, she didn't know what to do? She didn't accept it, she didn't dare to accept it.

It was her mother, the only relative she had since she was a child, and someone who was even more important than herself. People passing by saw her like this, and wanted to come forward to comfort her, but she didn't seem to hear anything, her expression was dumbfounded, and her whole body collapsed on the chair as if she had no bones. The soul seems to have been detached from the body. Until the doctor in the operating room came out and called her, "Little sister, we tried our best, but your mother's injuries are too serious, all the internal organs are ruptured, and the abdomen is bleeding profusely, we really can't do anything!"

"What nonsense are you talking about, my mother won't leave me, how can she be willing to leave me alone. No, no!" Han Xue stumbled slightly into the operating room, knelt in front of her mother, and held her mother's hand

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm no longer willful! Don't leave me alone, I can't live without you, I don't dare to stay at home alone without you, I can't find anyone to tell my little secret without you, I'm afraid that I'll cook and burn down my house without you? What should I do without you? I have nothing without you! Why hit me, damn it, it's me, it's me!"

"Weiwei! Mom can't bear you, but you can't say such things, if you lie here, what do you let Mom do? Mom's life, you are always more important than anything else. But I'm gone, what should I do with my Weiwei? It's my mother who can't stand you, she didn't give you a complete family, and now even I don't have you anymore! It's my mother who is sorry for you!"

"Mom, I don't care if I have a father, if I have a complete home, I just want my mother, and my mother gave me everything. Mom is all I have, too. I don't want anyone else, I only want you, and I only have you. Mother Han touched Han Xuewei's face with her bloody hands. Han Xuewei felt that her mother's hands were no longer warm, and they were bitterly cold. She held her mother's hand tightly with both hands, trying to warm her mother's hand. But his hands are also cold, just like his heart. It was so cold that it looked like he was about to die. It's good to leave with my mom like this.

"Weiwei, I know it's painful for Mom to leave you alone. Mom saved you with her own life, and Mom doesn't regret it at all, so you have to be strong to live, otherwise Mom won't be able to let go. You can't upset your mom. ”

"Mom, I can't be strong, I can't do it slightly. Han Xue sobbed slightly.

"I've always believed in my Weiwei, there's nothing you can't do, you've always been excellent. Mom has a file bag in the box in her room, and Mom is gone. I'm afraid I won't have a chance to tell you in the future. It's been almost 20 years since I left your grandmother and grandfather, and I'm sorry for them, my mother can't let you go, and I can't let them go. Can you help me go see them? I miss them, I don't have the face to see them in my life. But I never thought I'd never see them again. ”

"Good...... It's ......" Han Xue crawled slightly on the operating table, she didn't dare to look at her mother's face. She was afraid to see her mother's face getting paler and paler, afraid to see her eyes becoming more and more unfocused, and her mouth getting bluer and bluer. She couldn't hear her mother anymore, and the doctor pulled her up.

"Excuse me!" pushed her out of the operating room. The doctor thought she would have some excesses, but she didn't, she was very calm throughout the whole process, didn't say anything, and didn't shed a single tear. If she hadn't just seen her sadness in the operating room, everyone would have wondered if she was biological, and she was terrifyingly calm.

She stood behind and watched the doctor push her mother farther and farther away, without crying or making a fuss. It doesn't seem to have anything to do with her. But no one knew that the sadness in her heart at this time could no longer be expressed by crying. Mom is her whole world, she has not been in contact with other relatives since she was sensible, and it was her mother who accompanied her along the way. Mom is gone, Mom is gone! I still have to carry my mother's hope to live. It's like she's stuck in a little dark room, she can't find an exit, she can't see the light.