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If the heart is peaceful, why do you need to be far away;
If love is fetters, how can you hope for peace of mind.
Han Xue wandered the noisy streets, she felt like a wandering soul in this world, she couldn't find driftwood, she couldn't go ashore or sink to the bottom. The hustle and bustle of the world is crowded, and the hustle and bustle can't make her a little interested, and her heart is full of oceans, but there is no ripple. Perhaps it would be more appropriate to call it a pool of stagnant water in the heart. She didn't like it herself, but she didn't hate it.
Stop and go, watch people come and go, watch others laugh, watch others make trouble, watch others cry, watch others scream. Those are just other people's lives, and they have nothing to do with themselves. She didn't remember how she got to be like this, maybe it was because her mother's departure hit her too hard, maybe she was too lonely in this world, maybe she had accomplished a lot of impossibilities, or maybe she had lost interest in the world.
If you want to trace the reason, you can't find it. I just remember that my former self is different from my current self.
Seeing that it was getting late, she planned to go back to the hotel. After so many years, she has become accustomed to living at a pace. It's been a long time since I've had it.
Step into the Royal Hotel, the most luxurious hotel in your city. Today is the first day I just returned to China, and I didn't notify anyone, so I stole half a day of leisure. It seems like it's been a long time since I've walked so slowly.
Walking through the door of the hall, a figure unexpectedly crashed into her eyeball. Looking at this figure, it is more slender and wider than it was many years ago, and you can also know that the face on the front is also more mature.
Such a man is easy to give people a sense of security, but Han Xuewei knows that those don't belong to her. Seeing him, Han Xue felt that she couldn't control her trembling, and the pain coming from some corner of her body made her almost feel that she couldn't stand up. It's not the pain of the heart, it's just that this pain makes her limbs numb, and even her muscles hurt. If it weren't for her strong willpower, then she would really be squatting on the ground.
Han Xuewei tried hard to suppress her emotions from the person in front of her, maybe it didn't just come from him, it was just related to him, it was always between him and her, whether they wanted to or not, they had made each other miserable.
To love or not to love is nothing but one's own obsession; who can blindly let oneself be lowly in the dust and let people step on it? After all, he also hates him!
The person in front seems to feel the gaze from behind. Turn your head. Seeing Han Xuewei, the current Han Xuewei is more gorgeous and dazzling than before, as if she has a halo on her head, so she can't take her eyes off her eyes and can't move her feet. There was surprise in his eyes, and there was also deep hatred in his eyes. But it's only for a moment. After a short period of distraction, he restrained all his emotions. Walked up to Han Xuewei casually, ignoring his clenched hand.
After being silent for a long time, Gong Peng still opened his mouth first: "Long time no see!"
"Long time no see!" common conversation, calm tone.
Gong Peng was actually very excited to see her, but hearing her was like a basin of cold water poured from head to toe. Wet the whole body, cold heart. I hope to see the long-lost reunion in her eyes. Hear the words of longing from her mouth. But no, so calm, not even a little mood swing. It seems that the two are really just acquaintances, saying polite words.
"How have you been doing all these years? I think it should be good, at least it won't have my hard work. ”
A pun on each other made both of them fall silent.
Gong Peng still has grievances in his heart, I don't know whether he is complaining about himself or touching her emotions so easily, or if he wants to arouse a little bit of guilt in her. I always know that there is unwillingness. Even if I am unwilling to do something, I don't know, can I still be together again? It's impossible, but what am I complaining about now? No matter how much I complain, it's because of love.
"Gong Peng, are you here? Huh, isn't this Weiwei? When did you come back?" Li Yanxue stepped forward and hooked Gong Peng's arm, swearing sovereignty and demonstrating. Maybe there's still a little bit of self-confidence. , Just after she saw them here, now Han Xuewei is really too attractive than before, as a girl she is ashamed of herself, she thinks that her continuous efforts over the years have made herself very good, but Han Xuewei's appearance reminded her that the distance between them is even greater than before.
But how could she be willing, since she couldn't catch up with her, she would also ruin her. No matter whether Gong Peng's mind is still on Han Xuewei's body now, she will not admit defeat, whether he is broken or not, but now, he belongs to him, and she doesn't even care if he has a heart or not.
"I just arrived, and there was no need to make a big fuss, so no one was informed. Han Xuewei didn't seem to see Li Yanxue's small movements. I played with the bag in my hand and didn't look at the person opposite. I'm very impatient, no matter who it is, in the face of someone I don't like, I won't have much heart to talk to. And the memories they left her with weren't so good!
"Alright, you can do it yourself. I'm a little tired today and want to rest. After Han Xue finished speaking, she bypassed them and walked towards the elevator. Han Xuewei's indifferent attitude made her seem more unapproachable and more holy. This also made Li Yanxue even more resentful.
"Weiwei, are you here to find your boyfriend? He must be very rich, right? Because this hotel is not accessible to ordinary people. Li Yanxue saw her walking towards the elevator entrance, thinking that she would live here tonight. With Han Xuewei's economic conditions back then, it was impossible for her to afford to live here. So she seized the opportunity to make Gong Peng more aware of the distance between him and Han Xuewei. Let him know that she is a person who is greedy for vanity and cannot share sorrows, but can only share joys.
Han Xuewei stopped when she heard her words, but she didn't turn back. Just a slight pause to get on the elevator. For irrelevant people, what they think doesn't really matter.
In Li Yanxue's opinion, she is weak-hearted. Gong Peng's brows furrowed. Li Yanxue saw it, and a victory smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. Gong Peng took Li Yanxue's hand away and left the hotel quickly. Li Yanxue wanted to catch up with him, but he didn't mean to wait.
Li Yanxue finally caught up with him in the parking lot. grabbed him: "Do you still have her in your heart? Don't forget, I was by your side when something happened to your family." It's me who has been with you for so many years and has helped you. It's not her Han Xuewei. Without me, you wouldn't be where you are now. Now that you've gotten better, she's back. You should see her clearly. ”
"I have never denied that you have helped me, and even though it was not what I wanted, I am grateful to you. For her, you think too much. I'm not so cheap for a woman who leaves when I need it. ”
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On another high-rise building, in a luxurious office suite, sat a chic and handsome man, with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, a straight nose and thin lips, calm and elegant. He lit a cigarette in his hand and faced the glass floor-to-ceiling window. The smoke in his mouth is in his mouth, and his eyes are fixed ahead. The lonely figure does not match his temperament at all: "Five years is already a long time." ”
Han Xuewei returned to the presidential suite and sat on the sofa. When I met these two people today, I didn't pay much attention to them. But it still brought back her previous memories. It's a past that I want to forget, but I can't let go.