Chapter 70: Calamity
"Awake?" Ye Zichen saw that Tang Xiaoxiao woke up, and her cold face was immediately replaced by a gentle smile, which made her look more comfortable.
Tang Xiaoxiao looked at his hands, looked at Ye Zichen, and understood everything.
It's only been a few days, first jumping into the sea, and then cutting her wrists, she doesn't know what other ways to torture herself, and her heart is full of holes.
Perhaps, she and Mo Yu are destined not to be together.
Ye Zichen held Tang Xiaoxiao's hand and said plainly: "The doctor said that if it is a few minutes late, you will really die." ”
Tang Xiaoxiao slid a tear from the corner of her eyes, and sniffed: "Why did you save me." ”
Ye Zichen wiped away her tears with his fingers: "Where are there so many reasons, it's a life, I can't ignore it." ”
Tang Xiaoxiao didn't know why Ye Zichen was so good to herself, she even took Ye Zichen's kindness to her for granted: "Zichen." I ......"
Ye Zichen seemed to know what she was going to say, and put Tang Xiaoxiao's hand back into the quilt: "Shh, don't say anything, it's all over, it's not important." ”
Tang Xiaoxiao nodded, tears slipped out again, Ye Zichen wiped her off, and patted her gently: "Sleepy, sleep a little longer, I'll be here with you." ”
Tang Xiaoxiao obediently closed her eyes, and tears would still flow out when she closed her eyes, Ye Zichen's kindness to her before, she saw it in her eyes, and his bag tolerated it, which made Tang Xiaoxiao feel guilty, I'm really sorry to make him like such a bad person.
When Mo Yu returned home, Chen Huanrou was sitting on a yoga mat looking through the photo album of the past, which was full of her youth and all his memories.
Mo Yu took the thin in her hand in the past, saw that her eyes were red, where could she not feel pain in her heart, and touched Chen Huanrou's hair: "Do you miss him again?"
Chen Huanrou hugged Mo Yu: "Brother, I feel that he must be here." Do you believe me or not. ”
Chen Huanrou had a very good friend who played back then, and she was afraid that Mo Yu would blame her for not having that kind of affection when she found out, so she never said it.
Mo Yu didn't even know the name of the person in his sister's heart, everything that touched him, he didn't want to mention it, he didn't want to see Chen Huanrou sad, because he didn't know where that person was now, if he knew, he would definitely bring it over to see Chen Huanrou.
"I believe you," Mo Yu patted Chen Huanrou's back, "You're sure you'll still see each other." ”
Chen Huanrou let go of Mo Yu and asked, "Brother, you said that if one day, we really met, but he has someone he likes, what should I do?"
Mo Yu said thoughtfully: "Then, I'll help you snatch the person he likes, so that you can be with him." ”
"Brother, you're so nice. ”
Tang Xiaoxiao has never seen Mo Yu from cutting her wrists to being hospitalized and then being discharged from the hospital to recover. It was as if the two had never known each other, and the memories of the past were as unrealistic as dreams, but the hideous scars on her wrists were real and she did not have the slightest doubt.
Open the phone, typed a lot of words in the WeChat reply box, adjusted it to adjust the past, I felt that it was inappropriate, and the last word was deleted, in case I sent it over, and I saw a red exclamation mark, so what should I do?
Some things, you don't have to know the result, it's just fine, don't show up, don't bother, it's the way I love you in the end.
Open Weibo and unfollow it.
If you don't pay attention, you should be able to use time to forget.
Mo Yu didn't get much better, without her good morning and good night, it felt like a person disappeared out of thin air like this, obviously before anything started, it was already over.
Look at the hand that held her, there seems to be her temperature on it, so missed, it's okay, I hope she can really be happy when she leaves herself.
How much suffering the two people have suffered, only they know in their hearts that they are fine during the day, they are busy and don't have a lot of time to think about emotional things, but at night it is different, people's emotions are amplified, and they will think about a lot of things that they shouldn't have thought about.
Enjoying heartache and loneliness, and not sleeping well all night, the two have a tacit understanding at this point of not being in touch with each other.
But they still look at each other's circle of friends, and each photo is zoomed in to see the details, hoping that the other party can find someone who can take care of themselves, and on the other hand, they still have illusions about each other's singleness and each other's future.
Tang Xiaoxiao clicked on every like and every message in Mo Yu's space to read, the man doesn't matter, the woman will go to see her space, there is no way to block it, and she has to eliminate the traces, if it is not blocked, she will read it again.
I feel like a voyeur, it's immoral to do this, but she doesn't know what other way to understand him, although she canceled her follow, but Weibo is brushed every day, and songs are listened to every day.
She gave herself a high-sounding excuse, what is the real letting go? is to be able to laugh and not think much when she sees the dynamics related to him, this does not need to be deliberate, just leave it to time.
In a place where no one is around, Tang Xiaoxiao will still go crazy to exude all his likes, of course, only he knows.
In the afternoon, Ye Zichen came to pick up Tang Xiaoxiao from work and handed her an invitation.
Tang Xiaoxiao opened it and asked Ye Zichen, "This is?"
"Last time, the film and television project was successfully won, and I talked very well with various investors, this is the banquet next week, and everyone concerned will go, can you pretend to be my girlfriend?"
"This ......" Tang Xiaoxiao hesitated a little, always feeling that something was not right, "Not very good?"
Ye Zichen lowered his voice, his eyes full of smiles: "I heard that there are a lot of delicacies at the banquet." ”
Tang Xiaoxiao, as a foodie, swallowed his saliva: "I'll go." ”
"Are you free tomorrow, I want to take you somewhere. ”
"Where?"
"You'll find out when you go. ”
What he brought Tang Xiaoxiao to was a well-known temple, but he didn't believe it before, but last time his prayer was fulfilled, or it was a kind of spiritual sustenance that just got the desired result, and he wanted to hope for the future.
Two people kneeling on a futon with a huge statue of the Buddha in front of them.
Ye Zichen closed his eyes and folded his hands, not knowing what he was praying for, Tang Xiaoxiao also learned from Ye Zichen.
If there really is a god, if the heart is sincere, then the spirit.
May this miss be a complete miss, she is willing to share half of his suffering, and she is willing to block him if he has any calamity, may he be safe and happy.
If it's not a miss, it's just a transition, and if there is a future, she's willing to give everything she can for it.
It was, it is, and it will be.
Tang Xiaoxiao and Ye Zichen prayed for something, but they didn't ask each other, everyone in the world said that what they said would not work, I don't know if it was affected by this reason.
It's dark.
The night is quiet and life is calm again.
It's messed up, but it's just a heart.